Dreams.
Thursday, October 31, 2002
Wednesday, October 30, 2002
Yes, I realize I am a pig. But HOLY SHIET look at that body...her head is a bit weird in this one...but DAMN!
Wow, I'm surprised I'm getting an 83 in biooo...
I thought wit that 69 test I woulda been 70's for sure!
I looked at the mark above mine and it was 75, then he goes below, n he showed me mine, i was like...omg...YEAH! hahahah
83 isnt great, its not nough to get me into U, but its a start.
And on a happy note, I saw her today =) heheh, our eyes met too...just for a bit, then she turned the corner n so did I...GAWD...she's so cute...*sigh*...i wish i had a way to talk to her...grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...I sound obsessed dont i...gawd...shuttin up now. la di dum
and about the whole bein depressed thing before, with the not liking being me, I'm over it. Dun wana go into detail wit it, but I'll leave it just as, I'm over it.
So...the problems of yesterday seem to be...gone for now. I'm happy to have seen her, n happy that I'm not failing bio =)
So I can be happy again!
And I will hopefully remain like this for a while~
moo ha ha~
I thought wit that 69 test I woulda been 70's for sure!
I looked at the mark above mine and it was 75, then he goes below, n he showed me mine, i was like...omg...YEAH! hahahah
83 isnt great, its not nough to get me into U, but its a start.
And on a happy note, I saw her today =) heheh, our eyes met too...just for a bit, then she turned the corner n so did I...GAWD...she's so cute...*sigh*...i wish i had a way to talk to her...grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...I sound obsessed dont i...gawd...shuttin up now. la di dum
and about the whole bein depressed thing before, with the not liking being me, I'm over it. Dun wana go into detail wit it, but I'll leave it just as, I'm over it.
So...the problems of yesterday seem to be...gone for now. I'm happy to have seen her, n happy that I'm not failing bio =)
So I can be happy again!
And I will hopefully remain like this for a while~
moo ha ha~
Match-maker, match-maker find me a match...
hehehhe
I'm happy today ^^
I'm especially happy for reasons that are classified for the time being, heheh =)
La la la la =P
But at the same time I'm a little depressed...I want a girlfriend again...I miss what I had with Sam in the beginning...that was some of the best times I can actually rememeber..*sigh* o well, I really want someone right now, not to sound desperate, but ya kno...I want AP...i havent seen her in a few days, and gawd...she's so cute...!!! I dun have anyway of talking to her though!! No one I kno talks to her cause she's older...Frig...and I cant seem to look at anyone else...=/ My dream girl...blah!
Yes, enough of the lovie dovie stuff...I dun want people to start thinkin i'm all...sappy n what not. if you do alreadi, I'm not, screw you~!...shoosh...
Grrr...I need a girl...and the song is on at the same time...hahah...irony...its sickening. I really gota stop thinkin bout this though, so I'll stop talking about it!! AH!
Anyway, i screwed my future over today, SO not getting into University with 69% on bio unit tests...ARGH!........FUCK! I kno I wun have a 60 avg...but it means i have to work XTRA hard now to get an 85 in this course..which means like...100's on the next tests...which ISNT going to happen...gawd...school is such a bitch...but I dun wana think about that either...
So...now I'm stuck with needing a topic to talk about..
Not wanting to talk about girls, cause...its depressing, and so is school..
And thats the life of a teenage boy...hahhaa...gawd damnit...
I wana go home...even though I am...i dun feel it, i feel like I'm at school still, cause I HAVE TO WORK CONSTANTLY...geh.
Okay, well, i think I'll go do more work
Buh-bye.
Tailz's Tip of the Day: Hope for something, and it may happen...
hehehhe
I'm happy today ^^
I'm especially happy for reasons that are classified for the time being, heheh =)
La la la la =P
But at the same time I'm a little depressed...I want a girlfriend again...I miss what I had with Sam in the beginning...that was some of the best times I can actually rememeber..*sigh* o well, I really want someone right now, not to sound desperate, but ya kno...I want AP...i havent seen her in a few days, and gawd...she's so cute...!!! I dun have anyway of talking to her though!! No one I kno talks to her cause she's older...Frig...and I cant seem to look at anyone else...=/ My dream girl...blah!
Yes, enough of the lovie dovie stuff...I dun want people to start thinkin i'm all...sappy n what not. if you do alreadi, I'm not, screw you~!...shoosh...
Grrr...I need a girl...and the song is on at the same time...hahah...irony...its sickening. I really gota stop thinkin bout this though, so I'll stop talking about it!! AH!
Anyway, i screwed my future over today, SO not getting into University with 69% on bio unit tests...ARGH!........FUCK! I kno I wun have a 60 avg...but it means i have to work XTRA hard now to get an 85 in this course..which means like...100's on the next tests...which ISNT going to happen...gawd...school is such a bitch...but I dun wana think about that either...
So...now I'm stuck with needing a topic to talk about..
Not wanting to talk about girls, cause...its depressing, and so is school..
And thats the life of a teenage boy...hahhaa...gawd damnit...
I wana go home...even though I am...i dun feel it, i feel like I'm at school still, cause I HAVE TO WORK CONSTANTLY...geh.
Okay, well, i think I'll go do more work
Buh-bye.
Tailz's Tip of the Day: Hope for something, and it may happen...
Tuesday, October 29, 2002
An extremely modest man was in the hospital for a series of
tests, the last of which had left his bodily systems extremely upset.
Upon making several false alarm trips to the bathroom, he figured that
the latest episode was just that, so he stayed put.
Suddenly, however, he filled his bed with diarrhea and was
embarrassed beyond his ability to remain rational. In a complete loss of
composure, he jumped out of bed, gathered up the bed sheets,
and threw them out the hospital window.
A drunk was walking by the hospital when the sheets landed
on him. The drunk started yelling, cursing, and swinging his arms
violently, in an attempt to free himself of the sheets. He ended up with
the soiled sheets in a tangled pile at his feet.
As the drunk stood there, staring down at the sheets, a
hospital Security guard who had witnessed the entire incident, walked
up to him and asked, "What the heck is going on?"
The drunk, still staring down at the sheets, replied, "I
think I just beat the shit out of a ghost."
HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!
hehe...a lil joke care of my sister-in-law (it sounds so cool to say that)
tests, the last of which had left his bodily systems extremely upset.
Upon making several false alarm trips to the bathroom, he figured that
the latest episode was just that, so he stayed put.
Suddenly, however, he filled his bed with diarrhea and was
embarrassed beyond his ability to remain rational. In a complete loss of
composure, he jumped out of bed, gathered up the bed sheets,
and threw them out the hospital window.
A drunk was walking by the hospital when the sheets landed
on him. The drunk started yelling, cursing, and swinging his arms
violently, in an attempt to free himself of the sheets. He ended up with
the soiled sheets in a tangled pile at his feet.
As the drunk stood there, staring down at the sheets, a
hospital Security guard who had witnessed the entire incident, walked
up to him and asked, "What the heck is going on?"
The drunk, still staring down at the sheets, replied, "I
think I just beat the shit out of a ghost."
HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!
hehe...a lil joke care of my sister-in-law (it sounds so cool to say that)
And...
To Shadowless, again, I'm really sorry, and I already talked to you about this. But I wasnt really paying attention to you when you were talking, hahah, sorry, but I thought about it after, and I was like..wait a minute...she said obligated.......*light bulb* DAMNIT!! So let me clarify =P I didnt feel obligated to invite you, I did want you there! I just had a limit on people, and (sorry about this again, I'm a complete asshole for this) but you slipped my mind, I'm REALLY sorry about that...REALLY REALLY sorry. Sorry. SORRY!! I'll make you cookies or something...but they might be burnt...expect some burnt cookies...maybe you shouldnt eat them though...but yea...SORRY!!! >_<
To Shadowless, again, I'm really sorry, and I already talked to you about this. But I wasnt really paying attention to you when you were talking, hahah, sorry, but I thought about it after, and I was like..wait a minute...she said obligated.......*light bulb* DAMNIT!! So let me clarify =P I didnt feel obligated to invite you, I did want you there! I just had a limit on people, and (sorry about this again, I'm a complete asshole for this) but you slipped my mind, I'm REALLY sorry about that...REALLY REALLY sorry. Sorry. SORRY!! I'll make you cookies or something...but they might be burnt...expect some burnt cookies...maybe you shouldnt eat them though...but yea...SORRY!!! >_<
Damnit Dumcat!
You seem to be encouraging parts of me that I'm trying to repress! Biatch...you kno what i mean...in more ways than one!! Its weird, but kinda fun.
By the way, Holly Marie Combs is hot no? (Pic below, yesterday) I think so...DAMN...anyways. Studying for math bored me, and Fatez (who smells like cum, ew) made me think bout writing =P I think he's afraid to write because "Introspection, to many people, suggests a morbid preoccupation with self; it appears to be true, also, that many people fear to look too serachingly within themselves for fear of what they might find, or release, there." - Robertson Davies
I couldnt have said it better myself Robertson, its so damn true. I think we're afraid to find out things about ourselves...Scared to find out that we arent what we think we are. I kno I'm afraid to some degree, but I still try to search inside myself. Its almost a sense of...adventure? Who knows, but I figure its better to know yourself for what you are, rather than what you think you know what you are. Chances are, since you're afraid, you know something is there you dont like. la la la. Thats all i have to say to you Fatez =P (By the by, not implying that I know myself completely, I'm just saying, you should try to know yourself)
Did you know that I'm a freak? I enjoy the pain of cutting your nails too short. hahahah!! Just a lil bit of crazy info. I also talk to myself outloud a LOT. I think I've found the source of that though, my mother does that a lot, i think i followed her =P
Moo, latah~
Tailz's Tip of the Day: Sleep
You seem to be encouraging parts of me that I'm trying to repress! Biatch...you kno what i mean...in more ways than one!! Its weird, but kinda fun.
By the way, Holly Marie Combs is hot no? (Pic below, yesterday) I think so...DAMN...anyways. Studying for math bored me, and Fatez (who smells like cum, ew) made me think bout writing =P I think he's afraid to write because "Introspection, to many people, suggests a morbid preoccupation with self; it appears to be true, also, that many people fear to look too serachingly within themselves for fear of what they might find, or release, there." - Robertson Davies
I couldnt have said it better myself Robertson, its so damn true. I think we're afraid to find out things about ourselves...Scared to find out that we arent what we think we are. I kno I'm afraid to some degree, but I still try to search inside myself. Its almost a sense of...adventure? Who knows, but I figure its better to know yourself for what you are, rather than what you think you know what you are. Chances are, since you're afraid, you know something is there you dont like. la la la. Thats all i have to say to you Fatez =P (By the by, not implying that I know myself completely, I'm just saying, you should try to know yourself)
Did you know that I'm a freak? I enjoy the pain of cutting your nails too short. hahahah!! Just a lil bit of crazy info. I also talk to myself outloud a LOT. I think I've found the source of that though, my mother does that a lot, i think i followed her =P
Moo, latah~
Tailz's Tip of the Day: Sleep
Monday, October 28, 2002
Sunday, October 27, 2002
I spoke too soon when I said I was feeling good.
My friend seems to think that I have been ignoring her, while I've been calling her n stuff still, but iuno...I guess we havent hung out much, but thats not just my fault. I'm still being selfish by only caring about my happiness i guess. I dont think thats so horrible though. This is the new me, I stopped caring about a lot of things in my attempt to become less uptight. Is that so wrong? I still care about my friends, I still try to hang wit'em. Before I was completely miserable caring about everything, and now I'm actually happy and it seems people dont like that. So its either I go back to being my old self and be an uptight prick who's miserable with happy friends, or be me now, less uptight, but still uptight, and happy with unhappy friends. It seems everyone isnt very happy right now. I now know to trust my instincts more than ever. 2/3 times its right...Gawd...its not like I didnt want to invite certain people to the party...Its hard when you have a limit on people who you can invite, and I kno that not everyone likes each other, so they dun want this person here, or that person here...The troubles of being in 3 diff friend groups...I really do want everyone there, I do, trouble is, I cant have everyone at someone else's house, and some people I just didnt get around to telling yet, and now they feel excluded. I feel really bad because I forgot someone to add to the list, and I know they know about the party. Its so unfair...I try to get everyone together and this is what happens...I know "That's life"...I really dont like it when people dont tell me when they're upset with me, or they feel something is wrong and dont tell me...I try to do that...sometimes...well, I guess I dont, but I will now. I trust my friends enough that they can handle it. I dont see why things arent simple. This is why I like Nathan, he and I dun have big problems. He basically dun care bout stupid things I do, n I dun care bout the stupid things he does. It works. But everyone else makes things so complicated. Or maybe I'm making it out to be complicated. Well, the girls are definately complicated. The guys seem fine wit me.
Well...I can safely say that I dont like being me right now. I try SO hard to be good, and to be happy, and to treat people well...but obviously it doesnt work...I try to be there for people...I try...something I fucking try at and I suck at it...great. If only I could be a hermit...o well...I cant, I might as well accept it. Tomorrow I'm just gonna go to school and hold my head high, forget about problems and just live. But not after I apologize to somebody. They deserve my apologizes.
Remind me never to try to get different groups together. Ever.
Now that I'm done whoring bout that...I gota go study for bio. ye haw...my head hurts. And I'm back to the land of being pissed off and unhappy. Well, i guess its unnatural for me to be the only one happy. I think this is the world's way of telling me, that I shouldnt say I'm happy or acknowledge it, cause then it'll just bite my ass.
Tailz's Tip of the Day: Live under the sea
My friend seems to think that I have been ignoring her, while I've been calling her n stuff still, but iuno...I guess we havent hung out much, but thats not just my fault. I'm still being selfish by only caring about my happiness i guess. I dont think thats so horrible though. This is the new me, I stopped caring about a lot of things in my attempt to become less uptight. Is that so wrong? I still care about my friends, I still try to hang wit'em. Before I was completely miserable caring about everything, and now I'm actually happy and it seems people dont like that. So its either I go back to being my old self and be an uptight prick who's miserable with happy friends, or be me now, less uptight, but still uptight, and happy with unhappy friends. It seems everyone isnt very happy right now. I now know to trust my instincts more than ever. 2/3 times its right...Gawd...its not like I didnt want to invite certain people to the party...Its hard when you have a limit on people who you can invite, and I kno that not everyone likes each other, so they dun want this person here, or that person here...The troubles of being in 3 diff friend groups...I really do want everyone there, I do, trouble is, I cant have everyone at someone else's house, and some people I just didnt get around to telling yet, and now they feel excluded. I feel really bad because I forgot someone to add to the list, and I know they know about the party. Its so unfair...I try to get everyone together and this is what happens...I know "That's life"...I really dont like it when people dont tell me when they're upset with me, or they feel something is wrong and dont tell me...I try to do that...sometimes...well, I guess I dont, but I will now. I trust my friends enough that they can handle it. I dont see why things arent simple. This is why I like Nathan, he and I dun have big problems. He basically dun care bout stupid things I do, n I dun care bout the stupid things he does. It works. But everyone else makes things so complicated. Or maybe I'm making it out to be complicated. Well, the girls are definately complicated. The guys seem fine wit me.
Well...I can safely say that I dont like being me right now. I try SO hard to be good, and to be happy, and to treat people well...but obviously it doesnt work...I try to be there for people...I try...something I fucking try at and I suck at it...great. If only I could be a hermit...o well...I cant, I might as well accept it. Tomorrow I'm just gonna go to school and hold my head high, forget about problems and just live. But not after I apologize to somebody. They deserve my apologizes.
Remind me never to try to get different groups together. Ever.
Now that I'm done whoring bout that...I gota go study for bio. ye haw...my head hurts. And I'm back to the land of being pissed off and unhappy. Well, i guess its unnatural for me to be the only one happy. I think this is the world's way of telling me, that I shouldnt say I'm happy or acknowledge it, cause then it'll just bite my ass.
Tailz's Tip of the Day: Live under the sea
heheh..
I played one of the coolest games today! It was a murder mystery game, where we all played different characters and stuff. It was really funny!!
Recap of the night, went to dinner for Karen's b-day, good food =P Some weird stuff, like shark n stuff, but it was good, raw actually =P Lots of new different foods that I tried, it was good =) then went to Sean's place n played the murder mystery game where we took the role of characters n acted out what our books told us sorta, and we had to find out who killed who. It was soooooo much fun!! We didnt really stay in character, but it was still fun!! Woulda been funnier if we stayed in character.. hahahahah.
I was the Love_King, had a wife, n engaged to another girl, n some other girl liked me, hahah.
Dana was a porn site girl, psycho, stayed in a psycho home for a bit, takes online help from Dr. Kas (Karen)
There were lots more characters, at least 8 and they were all developed well, n it was sooooo funni. This was supposed to be all over the internet chats. And it was REALLY hard to do, but it was SO fun, hahaha, good 3 - 5 hours of our time spent, didnt even realize the time went by we were so into the game!! Aww...soo funni..Karen turned out to be the murderer =P hehehe.
I wana make a game like that, it'd be soooo cool, but take a lot of time..but its all good =) Maybe if i ever have the time...heheh~
Thank gawd its daylight savings time =) Got an xtra hour of sleep, hehehe =) Well, life has been good lately, and I'm not completely crazy anymore, cept the whole talking to myself outloud a lot, but hey =P
Newwaayys, imma go play some games, or go to bed cause I gota get up tomorrow and write a response =P
Tailz's Tip of the Day: Try new things, its fun, and sometimes good (Food, games, etc etc.)
I played one of the coolest games today! It was a murder mystery game, where we all played different characters and stuff. It was really funny!!
Recap of the night, went to dinner for Karen's b-day, good food =P Some weird stuff, like shark n stuff, but it was good, raw actually =P Lots of new different foods that I tried, it was good =) then went to Sean's place n played the murder mystery game where we took the role of characters n acted out what our books told us sorta, and we had to find out who killed who. It was soooooo much fun!! We didnt really stay in character, but it was still fun!! Woulda been funnier if we stayed in character.. hahahahah.
I was the Love_King, had a wife, n engaged to another girl, n some other girl liked me, hahah.
Dana was a porn site girl, psycho, stayed in a psycho home for a bit, takes online help from Dr. Kas (Karen)
There were lots more characters, at least 8 and they were all developed well, n it was sooooo funni. This was supposed to be all over the internet chats. And it was REALLY hard to do, but it was SO fun, hahaha, good 3 - 5 hours of our time spent, didnt even realize the time went by we were so into the game!! Aww...soo funni..Karen turned out to be the murderer =P hehehe.
I wana make a game like that, it'd be soooo cool, but take a lot of time..but its all good =) Maybe if i ever have the time...heheh~
Thank gawd its daylight savings time =) Got an xtra hour of sleep, hehehe =) Well, life has been good lately, and I'm not completely crazy anymore, cept the whole talking to myself outloud a lot, but hey =P
Newwaayys, imma go play some games, or go to bed cause I gota get up tomorrow and write a response =P
Tailz's Tip of the Day: Try new things, its fun, and sometimes good (Food, games, etc etc.)
Saturday, October 26, 2002
ya...that last post was suppose to go on last night, i posted but didnt publish cause the site wasnt lettin me publish, so meh =P
Anyways,
McMaster was interesting, saw only 1 hot girl, but it was REALLY nice lookin. Parks n everything, hahaha, the only thing I could think of when i saw the benches n parks were girls, hahahah...iuno...like that'd be a nice place to take a girl..hahaha I'm such a retard =P but it would be a nice place to take girls, wit the nice trees, at night, just hangin out, n talkin...it'd be really nice. So if i go to McMaster (doubtful) and meet some girl, I'll take her to some of those places =) Gawd i'm so lame sometimes...hahah, o well~
Not much to learn from there, just saw the campus, n places, (thanks again to Carolyn + Mrs. Armstrong for taking me~), it was fun to run around. Hhahaha saw a glimpse of what university life would be like when I saw some crazy drunk guy in a bathrobe wheeling around on what seemed to be a huge spool...hahah, it was soo funni. lol. Well, I just hope I can get into a unversity...>_<
Also put a bed, desk, n other stuff in my new room, its nice lookin, i never realized it was that big, Lori's stuff just took up a large amount of space. I'm makin my room blue n white n black n silver/grey. Keepin it to those colours for now, but that kicks my posters out...but it'll look like like without...but I feel lost without'em..but its not like I'll be in my room all that much neways, til I get a comp, mwahha...Didnt end up getting a new comp yet, they were all sold out >_<...but I'll get one eventually...probably Christmas or before Christmas =)
Okay, I gota start writing a response to "Merchants of Cool" and all these other teen media things..its such bullshit...arg...
Write more after 12 maybe.
Anyways,
McMaster was interesting, saw only 1 hot girl, but it was REALLY nice lookin. Parks n everything, hahaha, the only thing I could think of when i saw the benches n parks were girls, hahahah...iuno...like that'd be a nice place to take a girl..hahaha I'm such a retard =P but it would be a nice place to take girls, wit the nice trees, at night, just hangin out, n talkin...it'd be really nice. So if i go to McMaster (doubtful) and meet some girl, I'll take her to some of those places =) Gawd i'm so lame sometimes...hahah, o well~
Not much to learn from there, just saw the campus, n places, (thanks again to Carolyn + Mrs. Armstrong for taking me~), it was fun to run around. Hhahaha saw a glimpse of what university life would be like when I saw some crazy drunk guy in a bathrobe wheeling around on what seemed to be a huge spool...hahah, it was soo funni. lol. Well, I just hope I can get into a unversity...>_<
Also put a bed, desk, n other stuff in my new room, its nice lookin, i never realized it was that big, Lori's stuff just took up a large amount of space. I'm makin my room blue n white n black n silver/grey. Keepin it to those colours for now, but that kicks my posters out...but it'll look like like without...but I feel lost without'em..but its not like I'll be in my room all that much neways, til I get a comp, mwahha...Didnt end up getting a new comp yet, they were all sold out >_<...but I'll get one eventually...probably Christmas or before Christmas =)
Okay, I gota start writing a response to "Merchants of Cool" and all these other teen media things..its such bullshit...arg...
Write more after 12 maybe.
Awwww..
Bio trip today was pretty pointless..
Mooooo..
No cool cows eithah..
But good thing came out of it =P Talked to this girl that lives on my street, n she's friends wit AP (I think) n I was all nice n sharing stuffies wit her, n hopefully settin a good impression...HOPEFULLY...n since she knows a bit bout me...if AP ever says nething...maybe they'll talk...iuno, just hoping =P
Maaaaaaaaaaaaan...I duno...She's so pretty...and she seems so sweet n innocent...I just wana be wit her...not in a sexual way persay, but just lay wit her, or hug her, or dance wit her...nething...frig...I'm obsessed...and btw, dun ask who AP is, cause I wun tell ya~ Maaaaaann...
Neways, nathan n his friend jason, n flex n viv wan came over today, (thanks again to nathan for providin entertainment), n had some fun, but i shoulda been workin on english, n i dun got time tomorrow, goin to visit McMaster wit carolyn n christine. Should be interesting, Carolyn promised hot girls =P Iuno...I'm gettin distracted, I should be workin hard, so I think I'll shut my ass up, n get my ass to bed cause i gota wake up at 7am...moo >_<
Umm...I dun think there's nething else. BT corn n BT potatoes are kinda cool, i dun mind'em, but they dun taste the same, corn sorta tastes better, but potatoes taste...sweet, which is nice if yer lookin for sweet, but not in potatoes for meh.
Okay, I cant get her outta my head...I really cant. AHH!! her smile...so cute...FRIGGIN...okay, shuttin up now!
Tailz's Tip of the Day: Download Michelle Branch - Goodbye to You, i'm hooked on that lately
Bio trip today was pretty pointless..
Mooooo..
No cool cows eithah..
But good thing came out of it =P Talked to this girl that lives on my street, n she's friends wit AP (I think) n I was all nice n sharing stuffies wit her, n hopefully settin a good impression...HOPEFULLY...n since she knows a bit bout me...if AP ever says nething...maybe they'll talk...iuno, just hoping =P
Maaaaaaaaaaaaan...I duno...She's so pretty...and she seems so sweet n innocent...I just wana be wit her...not in a sexual way persay, but just lay wit her, or hug her, or dance wit her...nething...frig...I'm obsessed...and btw, dun ask who AP is, cause I wun tell ya~ Maaaaaann...
Neways, nathan n his friend jason, n flex n viv wan came over today, (thanks again to nathan for providin entertainment), n had some fun, but i shoulda been workin on english, n i dun got time tomorrow, goin to visit McMaster wit carolyn n christine. Should be interesting, Carolyn promised hot girls =P Iuno...I'm gettin distracted, I should be workin hard, so I think I'll shut my ass up, n get my ass to bed cause i gota wake up at 7am...moo >_<
Umm...I dun think there's nething else. BT corn n BT potatoes are kinda cool, i dun mind'em, but they dun taste the same, corn sorta tastes better, but potatoes taste...sweet, which is nice if yer lookin for sweet, but not in potatoes for meh.
Okay, I cant get her outta my head...I really cant. AHH!! her smile...so cute...FRIGGIN...okay, shuttin up now!
Tailz's Tip of the Day: Download Michelle Branch - Goodbye to You, i'm hooked on that lately
Friday, October 25, 2002
Friggin Unversity..
Gettin prepared for it is a PAIN in the ass, but I think I'm more motivated now cause of Unversity night. Imma nerd my ass this weekend to make up for the bio test that I think i did bad on...at least 60%...maybe lower...gawd, Imma cry if i get lower than 60...so I gota redeem myself by gettin 100 on this next quiz/test. Hopefully balance it out to an 80..If I can manage to get an 85 in biology i will be EXTREMELY happy, and an 80 in english I will be dancing on the roof tops! and 90 in finite...that shouldnt be too bad, considering a lot of ppl are alreadi gettin that. I'm not that far off...Well, school will seem to dominate my life for this year starting today, no more slacking, getting home, studying, then sleeping...okay, maybe not that simple, but I will work hard. I promise myself, and you guys that I will work hard, If you see me slacking, i give you permision to smack nething below the head, except the crotch area. Starting studying today for Bio test on tuesday. Going to start writing english essay tomorrow, get it editted like 10 times by diff people, n then I will start working on bio project, then I will start more english. Good? Good. Anyway...I gota sleep early tonight, bio trip tomorrow, actually gota wake up at a normal time...damn it >_<
Tailz's Tip of the Day: Work hard. Moo
Gettin prepared for it is a PAIN in the ass, but I think I'm more motivated now cause of Unversity night. Imma nerd my ass this weekend to make up for the bio test that I think i did bad on...at least 60%...maybe lower...gawd, Imma cry if i get lower than 60...so I gota redeem myself by gettin 100 on this next quiz/test. Hopefully balance it out to an 80..If I can manage to get an 85 in biology i will be EXTREMELY happy, and an 80 in english I will be dancing on the roof tops! and 90 in finite...that shouldnt be too bad, considering a lot of ppl are alreadi gettin that. I'm not that far off...Well, school will seem to dominate my life for this year starting today, no more slacking, getting home, studying, then sleeping...okay, maybe not that simple, but I will work hard. I promise myself, and you guys that I will work hard, If you see me slacking, i give you permision to smack nething below the head, except the crotch area. Starting studying today for Bio test on tuesday. Going to start writing english essay tomorrow, get it editted like 10 times by diff people, n then I will start working on bio project, then I will start more english. Good? Good. Anyway...I gota sleep early tonight, bio trip tomorrow, actually gota wake up at a normal time...damn it >_<
Tailz's Tip of the Day: Work hard. Moo
Wednesday, October 23, 2002
Hahahah, funni joke =P Its funni cause its true...i kno my mom would go n tell everyone to go..heheh~
One day a florist went to his neighborhood barbershop for a haircut. He goes to pay the barber and the barber replied: "I am sorry, I cannot accept money from you. As a community service, each day I cut the hair of my first twelve customers for free." The florist was happy and left the shop. The next morning when the barber goes to open his shop, there was a thank you card and a dozen roses waiting at his door. The next day a policeman went to the same barbershop for a haircut. He goes to pay the barber, the barber replied: "I am sorry, I cannot accept money from you. As a community service, each day I cut the hair of my first twelve customers for free." The policeman was happy and left the shop. The next morning when the barber goes to open his shop, there was a thank you card and a dozen donuts waiting at his door. On the third day, a Chinese guy goes to the barber shop for a haircut. He goes to pay the barber, and the barber again replied: "I am sorry, I cannot accept money from you. As a community service, each day I cut the hair of my first twelve customers for free." The Chinese guy was, of course, very happy and left the shop. The next morning when the barber goes to open his shop, there was dozen Chinese people waiting for a free haircut.
One day a florist went to his neighborhood barbershop for a haircut. He goes to pay the barber and the barber replied: "I am sorry, I cannot accept money from you. As a community service, each day I cut the hair of my first twelve customers for free." The florist was happy and left the shop. The next morning when the barber goes to open his shop, there was a thank you card and a dozen roses waiting at his door. The next day a policeman went to the same barbershop for a haircut. He goes to pay the barber, the barber replied: "I am sorry, I cannot accept money from you. As a community service, each day I cut the hair of my first twelve customers for free." The policeman was happy and left the shop. The next morning when the barber goes to open his shop, there was a thank you card and a dozen donuts waiting at his door. On the third day, a Chinese guy goes to the barber shop for a haircut. He goes to pay the barber, and the barber again replied: "I am sorry, I cannot accept money from you. As a community service, each day I cut the hair of my first twelve customers for free." The Chinese guy was, of course, very happy and left the shop. The next morning when the barber goes to open his shop, there was dozen Chinese people waiting for a free haircut.
YEAH!!
My blog works again..
Friggin after a few hours of panicing...and trying to fix it...
YEAH!!!
okay...
Now I'm tired...
Good bye for now~
My blog works again..
Friggin after a few hours of panicing...and trying to fix it...
YEAH!!!
okay...
Now I'm tired...
Good bye for now~
Woo hoo!
I'm really liking this tag board thing! Now i can have some participation!! Heheheh...10 bux says you guys wun use it, but meh~
Neways, had my grad pic today, incase everyone was wondering WHY i had a tie n dress shirt on =P I was staticy all day cause of them...grr...i got shocked when I took it off!! Its cursed. Speaking of being shocked...I wonder what I should be for Hallo'ween...Its been buggin me for a long time..I'm thinkin I might go ninja, AGAIN, but more stuff wit it..like a red scarf n gauntlets, n stuff like that, that'd be kinda cool...go as Shinobi...SO cool.
Speakin of Shinobi, that game on PS2 looks AMAZING! I'd get it if it didnt require using money =P
Mm...what else...
Well, in english (funny how a lot of topics start in english class...) we were talking bout personas (again). It was pretty interesting...but then something came up that I thought was kinda weird. Mr. Robichaud said smthg bout people not wanting to think deep into themselves, afraid of what they might find or release. I think its true, but at the same time...not. I tend to think a lot...a LOT, overanalyzing things and what not, but also lots bout myself (evident in this blog) I dun think I'm really afraid to learn stuff about myself, I know i'm not perfect, infact, for from it. So why should I be afraid? Iuno, maybe I'm just not gettin the idea to the fullest, but I just thought it was interesting, maybe you guys can further think bout it for me. heheh =)
Well, back to costumes, tell me what you think I should wear, via the TAG BOARD, moo haha, yeah participation! If you guys dun participate, i'll be very hurt...>_<
So go =P
Write more later~
I'm really liking this tag board thing! Now i can have some participation!! Heheheh...10 bux says you guys wun use it, but meh~
Neways, had my grad pic today, incase everyone was wondering WHY i had a tie n dress shirt on =P I was staticy all day cause of them...grr...i got shocked when I took it off!! Its cursed. Speaking of being shocked...I wonder what I should be for Hallo'ween...Its been buggin me for a long time..I'm thinkin I might go ninja, AGAIN, but more stuff wit it..like a red scarf n gauntlets, n stuff like that, that'd be kinda cool...go as Shinobi...SO cool.
Speakin of Shinobi, that game on PS2 looks AMAZING! I'd get it if it didnt require using money =P
Mm...what else...
Well, in english (funny how a lot of topics start in english class...) we were talking bout personas (again). It was pretty interesting...but then something came up that I thought was kinda weird. Mr. Robichaud said smthg bout people not wanting to think deep into themselves, afraid of what they might find or release. I think its true, but at the same time...not. I tend to think a lot...a LOT, overanalyzing things and what not, but also lots bout myself (evident in this blog) I dun think I'm really afraid to learn stuff about myself, I know i'm not perfect, infact, for from it. So why should I be afraid? Iuno, maybe I'm just not gettin the idea to the fullest, but I just thought it was interesting, maybe you guys can further think bout it for me. heheh =)
Well, back to costumes, tell me what you think I should wear, via the TAG BOARD, moo haha, yeah participation! If you guys dun participate, i'll be very hurt...>_<
So go =P
Write more later~
Tuesday, October 22, 2002
Wooo!
I realized something walking home today...I'm not a very friendly person =P Like...I'm alright once you get to know me...I hope...but to complete strangers, i'm a friggin biatch! Mwhaha...its kinda funni. But some random people said Hi to me as I walked passed them (gawd they were slow) and I walked by n this girl says "Hi!" and I'm just like...I hope yer not talkin to me...so I keep walkin, n they start gigglin in the stupid way people do when they play stupid jokes like that. But I would think if i was friendly, i would probably say Hi back or something, but I was like...meh, retards. hehehe. o well, looks like I'm not a friendly guy, although I would like to be, its not the easiest thing to do. I was walkin to school (late as usual) and i saw some woman trying to carry grosseries out of her car, she didnt look like she was having an xtremely hard time, but it looked a little heavy. I was THINKING of saying...do you need some help? and help her carry it in, but thats weird coming from a stanger, plus being late for school didnt help the fact...but iuno, I'm not outgoin like that...it would be nice to though. I should probably try that, doing the good deeds n what not. I dun realli wana put the effort into it though, laziness makes me not do a lot of good stuff, mwahah =P o wells. its not xtremely important, it would just be nice, thought I'd share that wit everyone.
Newaaaaays. now that I'm done eatting, and procrasitinating, I think i will go start on my lamework...homework even...should start studying bio...kreb cycle, glycolysis...and somethingelse...shiet, i dun even remember that, i gota start studyin >_< moo..
I'll write more during a break-period. Check back maybe after 8:00pm if you wana see whats comin next~
I realized something walking home today...I'm not a very friendly person =P Like...I'm alright once you get to know me...I hope...but to complete strangers, i'm a friggin biatch! Mwhaha...its kinda funni. But some random people said Hi to me as I walked passed them (gawd they were slow) and I walked by n this girl says "Hi!" and I'm just like...I hope yer not talkin to me...so I keep walkin, n they start gigglin in the stupid way people do when they play stupid jokes like that. But I would think if i was friendly, i would probably say Hi back or something, but I was like...meh, retards. hehehe. o well, looks like I'm not a friendly guy, although I would like to be, its not the easiest thing to do. I was walkin to school (late as usual) and i saw some woman trying to carry grosseries out of her car, she didnt look like she was having an xtremely hard time, but it looked a little heavy. I was THINKING of saying...do you need some help? and help her carry it in, but thats weird coming from a stanger, plus being late for school didnt help the fact...but iuno, I'm not outgoin like that...it would be nice to though. I should probably try that, doing the good deeds n what not. I dun realli wana put the effort into it though, laziness makes me not do a lot of good stuff, mwahah =P o wells. its not xtremely important, it would just be nice, thought I'd share that wit everyone.
Newaaaaays. now that I'm done eatting, and procrasitinating, I think i will go start on my lamework...homework even...should start studying bio...kreb cycle, glycolysis...and somethingelse...shiet, i dun even remember that, i gota start studyin >_< moo..
I'll write more during a break-period. Check back maybe after 8:00pm if you wana see whats comin next~
What a surprise...?
Which Sonic Adventure 1/2 character are YOU?
by Ame Tenchi
You are Miles "Tails" Prower!
Monday, October 21, 2002
Boo.
Well, the hell of trying to organize a party is slowly disappearing..things are coming together to SOME degree. Now all I gota do is ask everyone...too bad Keith's house couldnt hold more people...it would be sooo cool to have everyone there...sorri to everyone who I cant ask...=/
I dun realli have much to say today...oddly enough. I'm pretty tired though...i dont even know why...Stilll doing english...the english paper catherine ate and spewed the remnents of it back at me and said, FIX IT! Ahhhhhhhhhhhh...mooooooooooo...
Dod od dod dodoodododododd..
lalalaalaallala...
momomomomomoomomo..
mememememe..e...
obviously, i'm bored, majorly..
Head is fallin..cant hold it up...moooooooooooo =/
I need something more productive to do..
hey, maybe i should work on my OTHER english essays..
Gawd damnittt...>_<
okay, me go shut up now, boo
Well, the hell of trying to organize a party is slowly disappearing..things are coming together to SOME degree. Now all I gota do is ask everyone...too bad Keith's house couldnt hold more people...it would be sooo cool to have everyone there...sorri to everyone who I cant ask...=/
I dun realli have much to say today...oddly enough. I'm pretty tired though...i dont even know why...Stilll doing english...the english paper catherine ate and spewed the remnents of it back at me and said, FIX IT! Ahhhhhhhhhhhh...mooooooooooo...
Dod od dod dodoodododododd..
lalalaalaallala...
momomomomomoomomo..
mememememe..e...
obviously, i'm bored, majorly..
Head is fallin..cant hold it up...moooooooooooo =/
I need something more productive to do..
hey, maybe i should work on my OTHER english essays..
Gawd damnittt...>_<
okay, me go shut up now, boo
Sunday, October 20, 2002
Mooooooooooooo...
I dun like english..
but i did however, finish my essay!
900 words, max 1000, so that was good.
Woo hoo!
Now all thats left is for Catherine to eat it, and then someone from class to edit it.
Then i fix it and hand it in tomorrow, ye haw!
I'm friggin cold..
n why arent people signing my guestbook!?
I feel very lonely! Sign it! I wana kno who reads this...so i dun say nething bad bout them...mwhaha...I'll say bad stuff neways =P
GAWD my feeties are cold...ya, not much to say today.
Imma go eat, maybe somethin'll happen aftah din din.
I dun like english..
but i did however, finish my essay!
900 words, max 1000, so that was good.
Woo hoo!
Now all thats left is for Catherine to eat it, and then someone from class to edit it.
Then i fix it and hand it in tomorrow, ye haw!
I'm friggin cold..
n why arent people signing my guestbook!?
I feel very lonely! Sign it! I wana kno who reads this...so i dun say nething bad bout them...mwhaha...I'll say bad stuff neways =P
GAWD my feeties are cold...ya, not much to say today.
Imma go eat, maybe somethin'll happen aftah din din.
Woo..
Well, today was interesting.
Very happy that I found Holly Marie Combs pix...Soooooooooooooo sexy...
Had some of the guys over tonight too, played Gamecube, provided by Nathan (Thanks for providin entertainment yet again, maybe in the near future, you wont have to...if you catch my drift *coughs* XBOX XMAS *coughs*) heheh...gauntlet legends is fun, i enjoy the team games, cept when stupid people that play as hoe red sorceresses and get trapped somewhere...heheh =P Gota love the fast characters~ The way to go man. The big strong people...suck, booooooooo!! n so do the hoe girls, boooooooooo!! They only there to look at...mwahah =P
Anywaaaaaay..
I think I should really write this fuckin english thing..
I've changed it to a persausive..
I think...iuno nemore...boo..
Okay, this shirt is buggin me...its too small...my other frigging lazy home shirts are in the wash..WHY...o well...okay, imma stop being a retard now =P
Tailz's Tip of the Day: Buy the November issue of Stuff Magazine....sHIET...SHE's SO HOT!! I cant stop lookin at her...=P
Well, today was interesting.
Very happy that I found Holly Marie Combs pix...Soooooooooooooo sexy...
Had some of the guys over tonight too, played Gamecube, provided by Nathan (Thanks for providin entertainment yet again, maybe in the near future, you wont have to...if you catch my drift *coughs* XBOX XMAS *coughs*) heheh...gauntlet legends is fun, i enjoy the team games, cept when stupid people that play as hoe red sorceresses and get trapped somewhere...heheh =P Gota love the fast characters~ The way to go man. The big strong people...suck, booooooooo!! n so do the hoe girls, boooooooooo!! They only there to look at...mwahah =P
Anywaaaaaay..
I think I should really write this fuckin english thing..
I've changed it to a persausive..
I think...iuno nemore...boo..
Okay, this shirt is buggin me...its too small...my other frigging lazy home shirts are in the wash..WHY...o well...okay, imma stop being a retard now =P
Tailz's Tip of the Day: Buy the November issue of Stuff Magazine....sHIET...SHE's SO HOT!! I cant stop lookin at her...=P
Saturday, October 19, 2002
OMFG..
SOOO buying Stuff Magazine November Issue...
Holly Marie Combs is in it!!
SHE IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO FRIGGIN HOT!!
OMFG...
I'm gonna cry...I've been waitin soooooooo long for pix like these...
HOLY SHIET...She's soooooooo sexy...*sniff sniff*
I'm officially HAPPY!!!
Want more? God knows I did, CLICK HERE
*drools* I never realized she had such a nice body...*sniff*
SOOO buying Stuff Magazine November Issue...
Holly Marie Combs is in it!!
SHE IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO FRIGGIN HOT!!
OMFG...
I'm gonna cry...I've been waitin soooooooo long for pix like these...
HOLY SHIET...She's soooooooo sexy...*sniff sniff*
I'm officially HAPPY!!!
Want more? God knows I did, CLICK HERE
*drools* I never realized she had such a nice body...*sniff*
Well..
Today was a pretty filled day, which I enjoy.
Woke up round 10-ish, took a nice long 30 min shower, took my sweet ass time getting dressed n eattin before school. Found cat piss on my jacket before going to school, so no jacket at school today. Walked and read novel study on the way to school, met up wit Vicky yip then went to Data management, decided on partners for final project. Went to english, sat on my ass doin relatively nothing, listening to class drone on and on about teens n media, but something interesting did come out of it. Something about how people want to be different, but are also afraid to be different at the same time. I liked that idea =P Reminds me of a lot of people I know, and to some degree, me. I'll talk more about it later. Anyway, Bio lots of notes, but had fun at least. Walked home wit Vicki n did our traditional apple throw after walking home during fall. Got cold, so went home early. Played some pokemon (Beat johto league, MWAHAH!) ate dinnah wit dad, then talked on icq a bit, n went to go watch charmed~ (It was hellah amazing btw) Jess came near the beginnin, watched it wit meh. Cooked up some garlic bread n stuff (New stuff, it was pretty good). Played some games wit jess (wow, a girl that likes to play games, i'm surprised, GO JESS!) Downloaded some winamp skins (mine is sexah~) n then went off to keiths. met up wit felix n simon there, talked, played games, much fun. Came home, made soup, (good soup considerin i dun realli like noodles, kinda gingery though) And here I am, sittin my ass infront of the comp writing =P
Well, that was my day, I enjoyed it. Anyway, to go back to the point brought up in english class...People want to be different, but are afraid to be different. Like if I were to say, "Snakes arent cool", and then someone were to say, "Yes they are", then me saying "I was just jokin" kinda being afraid to be diff. I think thats sooo true with sooo many people! Its weird. I used to do that A LOT, i mean A LOT..but now, i just go...this is cool. fuck you, its cool! hehe =) but what bothers me is when I say smthg, but i dun realli mean it completely, then I sound like I'm goin back on what I'm saying, but realli just correcting my misuse of words...hehe...Iuno, but I know a LOT of people who do that, its funny to see how I was before. Everyday I look back on my past actions...and feel like a COMPLETE dumbass, cause I was, and am right now...I gota find a way to avoid that someday...but not today, i'm content with things right now~ O ya, we also talked about how the african american culture was being stolen by the caucasion culture because its "real" and "down to earth". Their pain and suffering is "real" and "down to earth" therefore we want to buy it? I dont think so. I know thats not how I operate. If i like how it looks, i go wit it. Although subconsiously I'm sure its more though. Iuno, its a complicated issue. All I care is that I dun gota follow whatever other people want, just me. La la la.
Mm...that soup was good...when I was having it...aftertaste = bad bad. Had to eat peanuts to fix it.
Ya kno...I think I'm growin as a person. I'm learnin to accept things, and move on wit'em. N just be all..."Meh" bout things. Somethings neway. Well, I'm getting better, at least I feel better, and thats all that matters right now. Next step can be actually BEING better =P But I can now walk through school, alone, and not think, hey, I have no friends wit me, I feel like a loner. I can walk through the school, n be like, gawd that persons an idiot, MOVE OUT OF MY WAY! Retards...=) Iuno, I actually did think that stuff before though...kinda depressin, but i'm over it, so its all good, I can talk bout it, n tell you guys bout it now that i am over it, woot~ But a downside, I'm not noticing people in the halls anymore, its all just, get out of my way, I have places to be~ Ahh well, I'm a weird one...mr. grinch =P
Hahaha...
Gawd...I'm fuckin Princess >_<
Today was a pretty filled day, which I enjoy.
Woke up round 10-ish, took a nice long 30 min shower, took my sweet ass time getting dressed n eattin before school. Found cat piss on my jacket before going to school, so no jacket at school today. Walked and read novel study on the way to school, met up wit Vicky yip then went to Data management, decided on partners for final project. Went to english, sat on my ass doin relatively nothing, listening to class drone on and on about teens n media, but something interesting did come out of it. Something about how people want to be different, but are also afraid to be different at the same time. I liked that idea =P Reminds me of a lot of people I know, and to some degree, me. I'll talk more about it later. Anyway, Bio lots of notes, but had fun at least. Walked home wit Vicki n did our traditional apple throw after walking home during fall. Got cold, so went home early. Played some pokemon (Beat johto league, MWAHAH!) ate dinnah wit dad, then talked on icq a bit, n went to go watch charmed~ (It was hellah amazing btw) Jess came near the beginnin, watched it wit meh. Cooked up some garlic bread n stuff (New stuff, it was pretty good). Played some games wit jess (wow, a girl that likes to play games, i'm surprised, GO JESS!) Downloaded some winamp skins (mine is sexah~) n then went off to keiths. met up wit felix n simon there, talked, played games, much fun. Came home, made soup, (good soup considerin i dun realli like noodles, kinda gingery though) And here I am, sittin my ass infront of the comp writing =P
Well, that was my day, I enjoyed it. Anyway, to go back to the point brought up in english class...People want to be different, but are afraid to be different. Like if I were to say, "Snakes arent cool", and then someone were to say, "Yes they are", then me saying "I was just jokin" kinda being afraid to be diff. I think thats sooo true with sooo many people! Its weird. I used to do that A LOT, i mean A LOT..but now, i just go...this is cool. fuck you, its cool! hehe =) but what bothers me is when I say smthg, but i dun realli mean it completely, then I sound like I'm goin back on what I'm saying, but realli just correcting my misuse of words...hehe...Iuno, but I know a LOT of people who do that, its funny to see how I was before. Everyday I look back on my past actions...and feel like a COMPLETE dumbass, cause I was, and am right now...I gota find a way to avoid that someday...but not today, i'm content with things right now~ O ya, we also talked about how the african american culture was being stolen by the caucasion culture because its "real" and "down to earth". Their pain and suffering is "real" and "down to earth" therefore we want to buy it? I dont think so. I know thats not how I operate. If i like how it looks, i go wit it. Although subconsiously I'm sure its more though. Iuno, its a complicated issue. All I care is that I dun gota follow whatever other people want, just me. La la la.
Mm...that soup was good...when I was having it...aftertaste = bad bad. Had to eat peanuts to fix it.
Ya kno...I think I'm growin as a person. I'm learnin to accept things, and move on wit'em. N just be all..."Meh" bout things. Somethings neway. Well, I'm getting better, at least I feel better, and thats all that matters right now. Next step can be actually BEING better =P But I can now walk through school, alone, and not think, hey, I have no friends wit me, I feel like a loner. I can walk through the school, n be like, gawd that persons an idiot, MOVE OUT OF MY WAY! Retards...=) Iuno, I actually did think that stuff before though...kinda depressin, but i'm over it, so its all good, I can talk bout it, n tell you guys bout it now that i am over it, woot~ But a downside, I'm not noticing people in the halls anymore, its all just, get out of my way, I have places to be~ Ahh well, I'm a weird one...mr. grinch =P
Hahaha...
Gawd...I'm fuckin Princess >_<
Life is fairly pointless to for me. It's a constant cycle of getting captured by Bowser, getting rescued by men who lust after me either due to my looks or wealth, and baking cakes. Any involvement I have in a game is fairly limited. I reinforce the bad stereotype that women are helpless beings. I am made of sugar and spice and everything nice, yet incapable of inteligent thought. Such is the life of Peach.
What Super Mario Bros character are you?
Friggin..
I'm not helpless >_<
LOL, i'm a strange guy...ahahahahha, i really wonder what random people who come n read this think...hahahaha. Just read over some of the stuff, afraid to read over my drunk blog...i seemed a little...weird...I dun like using the word love...generally. It carries with it too much commitment than i'm ready to give.
Okay, 5:00am, and i hear someone goin to the washroom upstairs...damn, i gota wait a good 15-20 min to go to bed now..>_<
EWW...vicki was right, I have a lil patch of dry skin on my cheek...FUCK!
Tailz's Tip of the Day: Keep fit and have fun!! (From Hal Johnson, and Joanne McCloud)
Thursday, October 17, 2002
Gah blah..
I have to write a 1000 word personal essay on...something of my choice...I'm thinkin environmentalism, cause I like that...but what the fuck am I suppose to write about environmentalism in a personal essay...? How I environmentally friendly I am...? How the world is stupid n dun appreciate the environment? Thats a good one actually...but how as a personal essay...Iuno...hopefully I'll think of something.
Today was a regular day I guess. Walked around school, did my work, what not. Lots of writing in Bio and Math, English was a work period...speaking of which, I have to also read my novel study by tuesday!! He told us yesterday, the day i wasnt there...ugh...FRIG i hate reading boring books...I've only had ONE book that I couldnt put down cause it was actually GOOD. Frig, these other books friggin put me to sleeeeeeep...I hate that...
O yes, I've been pre-occupied playing Pokemon Silver again...Its fun, shaddup. I won a dratini from the casinoooo~ Mwahhaha...with much playing to get 2100 coins for the stupid prize...damn. I want my damn HORSEA! and Vaporeon, and I actually wana try getting a Effion, those are sexy. but that takes a lot of time...I think.
Aiya...Imma friggin cry if I dun get an 80 on my bio unit test...I NEED an 80...MINIMUM...SHIET! UGH! Pisses the hell out of me...Next time i have to study REALLY hard...opposed to infront of ICQ...FUCKING! OITH we89[aty 98ety 9we8as5 yt9aedyfioawy35890r yf...
Jebus..I gota start doing some University applications sometime...but with marks like this...Iuno...it doesnt look good..but you know what would be REALLY cool? If AP went into the University I did, and same programs...so I could have an excuse to talk to her...Ahhhhhhhh...I REALLY hope that happens >_< That would be soooooooo nice...frig. Dreamin again...well, 8:00pm, time to go do hwk...heh......
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shoot me.
Tailz's Tip of the Day: Play Pokemon again...mwhaha
Funky~
I Am A: Lawful Good Elf Mage Bard
Alignment:
Lawful Good characters are the epitome of all that is just and good. They believe in order and governments that work for the benefit of all, and generally do not mind doing direct work to further their beliefs.
Race:
Elves are the eldest of all races, although they are generally a bit smaller than humans. They are generally well-cultured, artistic, easy-going, and because of their long lives, unconcerned with day-to-day activities that other races frequently concern themselves with. Elves are, effectively, immortal, although they can be killed. After a thousand years or so, they simply pass on to the next plane of existance.
Primary Class:
Mages harness the magical energies for their own use. Spells, spell books, and long hours in the library are their loves. While often not physically strong, their mental talents can make up for this.
Secondary Class:
Bards are the entertainers. They sing, dance, and play instruments to make other people happy, and, frequently, make money. They also tend to dabble in magic a bit.
Deity:
Mystra is the Neutral Good goddess of magic. She is also known as the Lady of Mysteries. Followers of Mystra wear armor and carry shields with her symbol on them. Mystra's symbol is a ring of stars.
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I have to write a 1000 word personal essay on...something of my choice...I'm thinkin environmentalism, cause I like that...but what the fuck am I suppose to write about environmentalism in a personal essay...? How I environmentally friendly I am...? How the world is stupid n dun appreciate the environment? Thats a good one actually...but how as a personal essay...Iuno...hopefully I'll think of something.
Today was a regular day I guess. Walked around school, did my work, what not. Lots of writing in Bio and Math, English was a work period...speaking of which, I have to also read my novel study by tuesday!! He told us yesterday, the day i wasnt there...ugh...FRIG i hate reading boring books...I've only had ONE book that I couldnt put down cause it was actually GOOD. Frig, these other books friggin put me to sleeeeeeep...I hate that...
O yes, I've been pre-occupied playing Pokemon Silver again...Its fun, shaddup. I won a dratini from the casinoooo~ Mwahhaha...with much playing to get 2100 coins for the stupid prize...damn. I want my damn HORSEA! and Vaporeon, and I actually wana try getting a Effion, those are sexy. but that takes a lot of time...I think.
Aiya...Imma friggin cry if I dun get an 80 on my bio unit test...I NEED an 80...MINIMUM...SHIET! UGH! Pisses the hell out of me...Next time i have to study REALLY hard...opposed to infront of ICQ...FUCKING! OITH we89[aty 98ety 9we8as5 yt9aedyfioawy35890r yf...
Jebus..I gota start doing some University applications sometime...but with marks like this...Iuno...it doesnt look good..but you know what would be REALLY cool? If AP went into the University I did, and same programs...so I could have an excuse to talk to her...Ahhhhhhhh...I REALLY hope that happens >_< That would be soooooooo nice...frig. Dreamin again...well, 8:00pm, time to go do hwk...heh......
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shoot me.
Tailz's Tip of the Day: Play Pokemon again...mwhaha
Funky~
I Am A: Lawful Good Elf Mage Bard
Alignment:
Lawful Good characters are the epitome of all that is just and good. They believe in order and governments that work for the benefit of all, and generally do not mind doing direct work to further their beliefs.
Race:
Elves are the eldest of all races, although they are generally a bit smaller than humans. They are generally well-cultured, artistic, easy-going, and because of their long lives, unconcerned with day-to-day activities that other races frequently concern themselves with. Elves are, effectively, immortal, although they can be killed. After a thousand years or so, they simply pass on to the next plane of existance.
Primary Class:
Mages harness the magical energies for their own use. Spells, spell books, and long hours in the library are their loves. While often not physically strong, their mental talents can make up for this.
Secondary Class:
Bards are the entertainers. They sing, dance, and play instruments to make other people happy, and, frequently, make money. They also tend to dabble in magic a bit.
Deity:
Mystra is the Neutral Good goddess of magic. She is also known as the Lady of Mysteries. Followers of Mystra wear armor and carry shields with her symbol on them. Mystra's symbol is a ring of stars.
Find out What D&D Character Are You?, courtesy of
NeppyMan (e-mail)Wednesday, October 16, 2002
Moo..
Bio is mean...Why was the stuff on the test not what I studied...damnit! I forgot why fucking being near water helps things be warmer/cooler...AND I KNEW IT BEFORE!! ugh...Thats a real piss off...
Otherwise, my day was good. University thing in the gym...sat right behind her! And she even turned around to give me handouts...*sigh*...I'm never going to talk to her though...its just not gonna happen, but I can still dream =P Two!! TWO!!...mwahaa...
Neways...Math was easy...relatively, plus cheating, so that was good...but fucking bio!! UGH! okay...not gonnat hink bout it...its just gonna piss me off more >_<
Got Winamp 3, its pretty cool, I like the fading out of songs and starting the next one faster, its funky like that. Also plays videos, so I dun gota open lame Windows Media Player nemore, wee!
I was watching Dr. Phil today, and his show was bout brothers/sisters getting along/not getting along. It was really weird, I never thought people would have these problems, but hey, who knows. But he said something that I think is true, we should speak our minds to our brothers/sisters, cause we have to live with them our whole lives, as they saying goes..."Friends come and go, but family is forever". Which brings me to myself, and my sister. Not naming names, but its pretty obvious which sister. IF (BIG IF) HE decides to ask her to marry her, and what not...she'll be throwing away whats left of her young life. She'll jump into a family with 3 adolescent kids (who are hell raisers!! but thats besides the point). She wont have time to go...experience fun things in life. She goes out of high school, into University, into Teachers college, and into a family? No good, a pre-made family, not even biologically related! (That could also be a good thing). Not to mention she's had NO experience (boyfriend wise) other than HIM. Moving in with him was a BIG step...I know that she's good for him, but he's dragging her to his level slowly...but surely. She's helped him get out of debt, balance his books, take care of his kids, shop properly, and sooooo many things, but thats not helping her at ALL...not to mention age diff...cause thats just disgusting...completely and utterly disgusting...I KNOW she can do better too, which is the sad thing. She's not ugly, she's not a bad person, she's a great person actually. But she spends sooo much time with HIM that she's changing, and its not for the better...Its been FAR too long...9 years? around there...frig...I dont normally HATE, and I mean hate, the true meaning, not the pansy lil "i hate you because you're different" kind of hate. I truly hate this...beast and his pack of vicious monsters. There is no one in the world that I will ever hate as much as i hate him. Well...the point is, I really want to confront my sister with this, because I would not talk to her if she ever married that prick. I dont want to lose my sister, so I have to talk to her, but it'll be REALLY tough...and I dont want to do this by myself...but I think i might have to...ugh...
O ya, and my parents today, asked me what i thought about capital punishment...and I really dont know...I decided to think bout it writin here...well...I do think SOME people should die for what they do to others, but some deserve a fate worse than death. But who's to say when they cross the line...After killing 1 person? 2? 3?...maybe after 2...but I dont think we should stoop to their level either. But I've never had anyone from my family violently killed (Thank god), so I dont really know how they would feel...well, i lie, of course I know they would want vengence. But I guess...thats not really right. If we were to be entirely civil...then we shouldnt kill them and show them we are better than them, and be a better person because of it? But then there's always this part of me that wants them to feel the pain they caused...thats only fair...but wait...being a bigger person is better than stooping to their level. Morality has gota come first I...aside from emotions...however strong they are? I duno...this is a touchy subject...gota think more bout it later.
Well...this is a crazy world we live in...with lots of crazy problems...its pretty sad, but I'm happy to see that some people dont let it get them down. But is that just ignorance? aHh...not gettin into that =P
Tailz's Tip of the Day: Be honest, with your friends, family, and yourself.
Bio is mean...Why was the stuff on the test not what I studied...damnit! I forgot why fucking being near water helps things be warmer/cooler...AND I KNEW IT BEFORE!! ugh...Thats a real piss off...
Otherwise, my day was good. University thing in the gym...sat right behind her! And she even turned around to give me handouts...*sigh*...I'm never going to talk to her though...its just not gonna happen, but I can still dream =P Two!! TWO!!...mwahaa...
Neways...Math was easy...relatively, plus cheating, so that was good...but fucking bio!! UGH! okay...not gonnat hink bout it...its just gonna piss me off more >_<
Got Winamp 3, its pretty cool, I like the fading out of songs and starting the next one faster, its funky like that. Also plays videos, so I dun gota open lame Windows Media Player nemore, wee!
I was watching Dr. Phil today, and his show was bout brothers/sisters getting along/not getting along. It was really weird, I never thought people would have these problems, but hey, who knows. But he said something that I think is true, we should speak our minds to our brothers/sisters, cause we have to live with them our whole lives, as they saying goes..."Friends come and go, but family is forever". Which brings me to myself, and my sister. Not naming names, but its pretty obvious which sister. IF (BIG IF) HE decides to ask her to marry her, and what not...she'll be throwing away whats left of her young life. She'll jump into a family with 3 adolescent kids (who are hell raisers!! but thats besides the point). She wont have time to go...experience fun things in life. She goes out of high school, into University, into Teachers college, and into a family? No good, a pre-made family, not even biologically related! (That could also be a good thing). Not to mention she's had NO experience (boyfriend wise) other than HIM. Moving in with him was a BIG step...I know that she's good for him, but he's dragging her to his level slowly...but surely. She's helped him get out of debt, balance his books, take care of his kids, shop properly, and sooooo many things, but thats not helping her at ALL...not to mention age diff...cause thats just disgusting...completely and utterly disgusting...I KNOW she can do better too, which is the sad thing. She's not ugly, she's not a bad person, she's a great person actually. But she spends sooo much time with HIM that she's changing, and its not for the better...Its been FAR too long...9 years? around there...frig...I dont normally HATE, and I mean hate, the true meaning, not the pansy lil "i hate you because you're different" kind of hate. I truly hate this...beast and his pack of vicious monsters. There is no one in the world that I will ever hate as much as i hate him. Well...the point is, I really want to confront my sister with this, because I would not talk to her if she ever married that prick. I dont want to lose my sister, so I have to talk to her, but it'll be REALLY tough...and I dont want to do this by myself...but I think i might have to...ugh...
O ya, and my parents today, asked me what i thought about capital punishment...and I really dont know...I decided to think bout it writin here...well...I do think SOME people should die for what they do to others, but some deserve a fate worse than death. But who's to say when they cross the line...After killing 1 person? 2? 3?...maybe after 2...but I dont think we should stoop to their level either. But I've never had anyone from my family violently killed (Thank god), so I dont really know how they would feel...well, i lie, of course I know they would want vengence. But I guess...thats not really right. If we were to be entirely civil...then we shouldnt kill them and show them we are better than them, and be a better person because of it? But then there's always this part of me that wants them to feel the pain they caused...thats only fair...but wait...being a bigger person is better than stooping to their level. Morality has gota come first I...aside from emotions...however strong they are? I duno...this is a touchy subject...gota think more bout it later.
Well...this is a crazy world we live in...with lots of crazy problems...its pretty sad, but I'm happy to see that some people dont let it get them down. But is that just ignorance? aHh...not gettin into that =P
Tailz's Tip of the Day: Be honest, with your friends, family, and yourself.
Tuesday, October 15, 2002
Hmm...
Wow, I didnt know a lot of people read this...interesting how word spreads!
Well, I'm procrastinating more...and I know i said i wouldnt go on ICQ today, but I did...but talking about purely bio...and some math. so its ALL good. Good news about bio is that I get most of it, bad news is that I dont understand Exergonic/Endergonic reactions or Oxidation/Reduction. Well, I get SOME of it, but not the whole thing...its...messy to say the least.
Not much to really talk about today, just taking a quickie break from bio...almost gone 2 hours straight of studying, i kno its not healthy, hence, breaking now.
Again, in english we were talking about being teenagers and how media is after us...i wonder when we'll finally drop this topic. I discovered that many people think the same as me, we cant fight media, we dont care about media, let them follow us, and do what you want. God knows I dont go out and buy whatever the latest popstar or rapper is wearing. Its not who I am, why do adults insist that we are brain washed and working so hard to evade media...cause most people arent. There is the odd person that is doing that, but whats the point. They track you anyway, so what do you do? Nothing. Dont pay attention to them, I find ignoring them much more effective then running and hiding into different trends and things that they will eventually find, and kill. Much like parents, ignoring them pisses them off much more than yelling back. Plus, you cant win if you yell back anyway, why? they're your parents, they control too much. So just ignore them, and they cant do a thing. My theory anyway, and its working well for me so far.
But I really think this whole media thing has been blown out of proportion. Sure, its bad, but does it matter? Why are we spending SOO much time in school discussing it? Maybe it was an issue with people before, but I guess teenagers today dont really try to be "cool" with the exception of niners cause they just come into high school thinking they should be blah blah blah. Eventually they'll come to their senses, I know most of my friends and I have, so meh.
Well, lets hope that I dont have to go to biology or math tomorrow, one of them would be nice. I do have an appointment...I'm just not sure what time it starts...hopefully I'll miss bio, cause I can cheat in class with math =P My teacher is too nice...poor lady...
Anyway, I think I pissed enough time away for now, I'll get my ass back into the books...for a good 4 more hours?
Woo...wtf was that...my icq disappeared for a bit, and my MSN closed on me too...I think my net went down for a bit...good thing not when I was posting this...I hate re-writing things...>_<
Okay, off to study, I'll write something when I finish~
Alright..
I'm almost ready for this test...yeah me! Almost...all I have to do is go over my notes one more time, and then go over my math notes another time and I should be ready for both tests tomorrow, If i end up going to them =P Regardless, I will be prepared...sorta anyway.
Anybody have ideas for a Halloween party? If you do, gimme ideas, cause I'm gonna try to organize one. Most of you'll be invited, cept some *narrows eyes and glares at you through computer screen...if you're a person I dont want there*...mwahah! Just jokin! Even if I dun want you there, I'm sure someone wants ya there, n you'll have a good time, thats what halloween is all bout neways =) If you know me well enough to be readin this, yer probably invited anyway =P But before formal invitations are sent around, I gota think of something to make sure that we're doing it. I'll probably ask a few of you for ideas, but if I dont personally kno you, please e-mail me wit ideas, or use my guestbook, whatevah, just gimme ideas cause I feel very clueless right now...All i can think of is bobbing for apples...and thats no fun! So gimme ideas, think bout it and just shout'em out to meh~ I'm also wondering, since halloween is a thrusday, should we have it friday after or weekend before? Gimme an answer~ I'm also thinkin scary movies, drinks are obviously assumed. but some people probably wun wana play games...well...cards games like spoons is always fun in a big group! or....hrmm...truth or dare is always good, especially on halloween...or ghost stories..while drunk, that should be amusing =P So...we'll see whats going on...Gota think party games...man...
Mm...
Well, thats a tough job...but I think I should concentrate on studying again =P
Tailz's Tip of the Day: The rain goes on...maybe I cant blame the weather man.
Wow, I didnt know a lot of people read this...interesting how word spreads!
Well, I'm procrastinating more...and I know i said i wouldnt go on ICQ today, but I did...but talking about purely bio...and some math. so its ALL good. Good news about bio is that I get most of it, bad news is that I dont understand Exergonic/Endergonic reactions or Oxidation/Reduction. Well, I get SOME of it, but not the whole thing...its...messy to say the least.
Not much to really talk about today, just taking a quickie break from bio...almost gone 2 hours straight of studying, i kno its not healthy, hence, breaking now.
Again, in english we were talking about being teenagers and how media is after us...i wonder when we'll finally drop this topic. I discovered that many people think the same as me, we cant fight media, we dont care about media, let them follow us, and do what you want. God knows I dont go out and buy whatever the latest popstar or rapper is wearing. Its not who I am, why do adults insist that we are brain washed and working so hard to evade media...cause most people arent. There is the odd person that is doing that, but whats the point. They track you anyway, so what do you do? Nothing. Dont pay attention to them, I find ignoring them much more effective then running and hiding into different trends and things that they will eventually find, and kill. Much like parents, ignoring them pisses them off much more than yelling back. Plus, you cant win if you yell back anyway, why? they're your parents, they control too much. So just ignore them, and they cant do a thing. My theory anyway, and its working well for me so far.
But I really think this whole media thing has been blown out of proportion. Sure, its bad, but does it matter? Why are we spending SOO much time in school discussing it? Maybe it was an issue with people before, but I guess teenagers today dont really try to be "cool" with the exception of niners cause they just come into high school thinking they should be blah blah blah. Eventually they'll come to their senses, I know most of my friends and I have, so meh.
Well, lets hope that I dont have to go to biology or math tomorrow, one of them would be nice. I do have an appointment...I'm just not sure what time it starts...hopefully I'll miss bio, cause I can cheat in class with math =P My teacher is too nice...poor lady...
Anyway, I think I pissed enough time away for now, I'll get my ass back into the books...for a good 4 more hours?
Woo...wtf was that...my icq disappeared for a bit, and my MSN closed on me too...I think my net went down for a bit...good thing not when I was posting this...I hate re-writing things...>_<
Okay, off to study, I'll write something when I finish~
Alright..
I'm almost ready for this test...yeah me! Almost...all I have to do is go over my notes one more time, and then go over my math notes another time and I should be ready for both tests tomorrow, If i end up going to them =P Regardless, I will be prepared...sorta anyway.
Anybody have ideas for a Halloween party? If you do, gimme ideas, cause I'm gonna try to organize one. Most of you'll be invited, cept some *narrows eyes and glares at you through computer screen...if you're a person I dont want there*...mwahah! Just jokin! Even if I dun want you there, I'm sure someone wants ya there, n you'll have a good time, thats what halloween is all bout neways =) If you know me well enough to be readin this, yer probably invited anyway =P But before formal invitations are sent around, I gota think of something to make sure that we're doing it. I'll probably ask a few of you for ideas, but if I dont personally kno you, please e-mail me wit ideas, or use my guestbook, whatevah, just gimme ideas cause I feel very clueless right now...All i can think of is bobbing for apples...and thats no fun! So gimme ideas, think bout it and just shout'em out to meh~ I'm also wondering, since halloween is a thrusday, should we have it friday after or weekend before? Gimme an answer~ I'm also thinkin scary movies, drinks are obviously assumed. but some people probably wun wana play games...well...cards games like spoons is always fun in a big group! or....hrmm...truth or dare is always good, especially on halloween...or ghost stories..while drunk, that should be amusing =P So...we'll see whats going on...Gota think party games...man...
Mm...
Well, thats a tough job...but I think I should concentrate on studying again =P
Tailz's Tip of the Day: The rain goes on...maybe I cant blame the weather man.
Monday, October 14, 2002
Do do do do do dod od do do do dod odo..
I procrastinate the studying waaaaaay too much...I had ALL day, but I sat my ass infront of distracting ICQ...DISTRACTING!!! UGH...if I could get away for like....an hour I would be finished reading this damn textbook and then I could move on to notes and finish studying...but NOooooooooooooooo....WHY ARE YOU SO EVIL ICQ, WHY!?....lame.........................
Yes, I realize I am procrastinating by typing here...Okay...its 9:24pm...I'll finish this by 9:30, then I will run away from the computer, and read until my eyes are sore and the book is finished, then hopefully it will be 10:30, and then I will come back, flip through notes, then study more tomorrow. And things should be good...SHOULD...
Everwood is a pretty good show. I sat down and watched it...oddly enough...also part of my plan to get away from my textbook. But I thought it was pretty good. Poor guy...He shakes his ass when he walks, NOT me...*shakes fist at Sandy Catherine Christine Carolyn and Ryan...and Felix and Julie*...bitches~
Newaaaaaaaays
Almost 9:30. I should disappear.
Be back later, hopefully wit a textbook chapter completely read and my binder open =P
Well, that didnt work...I tried to study...got half way through the textbook...well, i'll nerd my ass ALL DAY TOMORROW...I have to...shiet...2 tests...No icq tomorrow...ARGgggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggh...okay, I WILL finish reading bio tonight.
Charmed distracted meeeeeeeeee...I love you piper...You're soooooooooo sexy and funny and awwwwwwwwww =( Why cant you be real...and here...=/ I dont see how someone can be sooooooo sexy and funny and PERFECT...okay, I do, its TV, but still!!!! Maaaan...she's sooooo perfectttttt...just what I'm looking for...She's really pretty, funny, smart, loving, caring...AWwwwwwwwwwww...grrrrrrrrrr...okay, I'll stop it! Go download this episode of charmed "Siren's Song" Its the latest one...Its sooooooooooooooooo good~
Enough of charmed now...no no no...there's never enough! mwahahah..
And those jeans, were tight...Gawd...I dun like them...Moo...not wearin those again~ I gota find something interesting to wear tomorrow...we'll see...hehehe...might end up being yellow *shakes fist at nathan*
Well...off to study...MORE...
Tailz's Tip of the Day: Procrastinating suxxxx...mooooooooooooooooooooooooo........
I procrastinate the studying waaaaaay too much...I had ALL day, but I sat my ass infront of distracting ICQ...DISTRACTING!!! UGH...if I could get away for like....an hour I would be finished reading this damn textbook and then I could move on to notes and finish studying...but NOooooooooooooooo....WHY ARE YOU SO EVIL ICQ, WHY!?....lame.........................
Yes, I realize I am procrastinating by typing here...Okay...its 9:24pm...I'll finish this by 9:30, then I will run away from the computer, and read until my eyes are sore and the book is finished, then hopefully it will be 10:30, and then I will come back, flip through notes, then study more tomorrow. And things should be good...SHOULD...
Everwood is a pretty good show. I sat down and watched it...oddly enough...also part of my plan to get away from my textbook. But I thought it was pretty good. Poor guy...He shakes his ass when he walks, NOT me...*shakes fist at Sandy Catherine Christine Carolyn and Ryan...and Felix and Julie*...bitches~
Newaaaaaaaays
Almost 9:30. I should disappear.
Be back later, hopefully wit a textbook chapter completely read and my binder open =P
Well, that didnt work...I tried to study...got half way through the textbook...well, i'll nerd my ass ALL DAY TOMORROW...I have to...shiet...2 tests...No icq tomorrow...ARGgggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggh...okay, I WILL finish reading bio tonight.
Charmed distracted meeeeeeeeee...I love you piper...You're soooooooooo sexy and funny and awwwwwwwwww =( Why cant you be real...and here...=/ I dont see how someone can be sooooooo sexy and funny and PERFECT...okay, I do, its TV, but still!!!! Maaaan...she's sooooo perfectttttt...just what I'm looking for...She's really pretty, funny, smart, loving, caring...AWwwwwwwwwwww...grrrrrrrrrr...okay, I'll stop it! Go download this episode of charmed "Siren's Song" Its the latest one...Its sooooooooooooooooo good~
Enough of charmed now...no no no...there's never enough! mwahahah..
And those jeans, were tight...Gawd...I dun like them...Moo...not wearin those again~ I gota find something interesting to wear tomorrow...we'll see...hehehe...might end up being yellow *shakes fist at nathan*
Well...off to study...MORE...
Tailz's Tip of the Day: Procrastinating suxxxx...mooooooooooooooooooooooooo........
Wow...
I was a little weird yesterday...Just a lil =P
I take back everything I said! I dont love you all, and no free kisses!! HA!! Incase you didnt know...I was drunk when I wrote that. A very interesting thing to be! Kinda gross if you barf though..bleh. Had an AMAZING time yesterday though, it was CRAZY fun! I honestly havent had THAT much fun in a long time! I almost forgot what it felt like to have fun to tell ya the truth~ Wow...I said I love you an awful lot...ya...I dont, sorry guys =P but you are great friends, we can leave it at that =) But my adoring fans...(hahaha, cant believe i said that) I love you =P
Well, today was my Thanks Giving thing, happy thanks giving everyone!! Had a 17 pound turkey, for about...lets see...16 people, with lots of other stuffies =) Mmmmmmm...Brusle sproutsss...mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...I felt like barfing having some of the wonton though...i think they went bad...or maybe it was from last night, didn thave the best taste in my mouth the whole day =P Mm...lil ho and her beast brothers were here...eww...gross losers with their gross father...ugh...I hate them. They annoy the FUCK out of me. Gawd. O wells.
Marc brought Xbox home today (Marc is my bro). Played some games havent played in a while, I miss'em =( AND my bro of course, so far away...okay, maybe 30 min away...but still.
Frig, I'm getting more zits...i have about 3 now...I dont know where they're coming from!! I think I havent been eatting right...I need to eat more meals a day. Well, I guess I gota start packin lunches and what not for school. Wee woo. This weekend went by SO fast...still have Monday off at least, but I have to study for bio and math...which i was suppose to do over the weekend, and obviously, I didnt. Tomorrow is dedicated to studying...and eatting. Always eatting =P
I'm really feeling good today, after having a night of actual fun, and LOTS of laughing, I feel good. I just needed to let go of some pent up (or is it bent up...I'm not sure...) stress. Now next thing on my list is to get a massage. Hint hint friends!!! Offering one would be XTREMELY appreciated =) HINT HINT~~~~
Anyways, thinking of just screwing friend over, she/he pisses the fuck out of me, so I will just simply cross his/her name off my "friend list" if you will. They not willin to do nething, then I'm not. La la la. And poof goes another friend. They droppin like flies =) But the thing is, its not a bad thing even. Its I guess...optimizing my time...to some degree. Hahaha, that sounds bad though, but that just reflects what I think about the people who are droppin. Mooooooo.
Neways. I think I'll try and add a guestbook here, like dumcat, so I can see what you guys think, or whatever.
Tailz's Tip of the Day: Go have fun, anyway you can =)
I was a little weird yesterday...Just a lil =P
I take back everything I said! I dont love you all, and no free kisses!! HA!! Incase you didnt know...I was drunk when I wrote that. A very interesting thing to be! Kinda gross if you barf though..bleh. Had an AMAZING time yesterday though, it was CRAZY fun! I honestly havent had THAT much fun in a long time! I almost forgot what it felt like to have fun to tell ya the truth~ Wow...I said I love you an awful lot...ya...I dont, sorry guys =P but you are great friends, we can leave it at that =) But my adoring fans...(hahaha, cant believe i said that) I love you =P
Well, today was my Thanks Giving thing, happy thanks giving everyone!! Had a 17 pound turkey, for about...lets see...16 people, with lots of other stuffies =) Mmmmmmm...Brusle sproutsss...mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...I felt like barfing having some of the wonton though...i think they went bad...or maybe it was from last night, didn thave the best taste in my mouth the whole day =P Mm...lil ho and her beast brothers were here...eww...gross losers with their gross father...ugh...I hate them. They annoy the FUCK out of me. Gawd. O wells.
Marc brought Xbox home today (Marc is my bro). Played some games havent played in a while, I miss'em =( AND my bro of course, so far away...okay, maybe 30 min away...but still.
Frig, I'm getting more zits...i have about 3 now...I dont know where they're coming from!! I think I havent been eatting right...I need to eat more meals a day. Well, I guess I gota start packin lunches and what not for school. Wee woo. This weekend went by SO fast...still have Monday off at least, but I have to study for bio and math...which i was suppose to do over the weekend, and obviously, I didnt. Tomorrow is dedicated to studying...and eatting. Always eatting =P
I'm really feeling good today, after having a night of actual fun, and LOTS of laughing, I feel good. I just needed to let go of some pent up (or is it bent up...I'm not sure...) stress. Now next thing on my list is to get a massage. Hint hint friends!!! Offering one would be XTREMELY appreciated =) HINT HINT~~~~
Anyways, thinking of just screwing friend over, she/he pisses the fuck out of me, so I will just simply cross his/her name off my "friend list" if you will. They not willin to do nething, then I'm not. La la la. And poof goes another friend. They droppin like flies =) But the thing is, its not a bad thing even. Its I guess...optimizing my time...to some degree. Hahaha, that sounds bad though, but that just reflects what I think about the people who are droppin. Mooooooo.
Neways. I think I'll try and add a guestbook here, like dumcat, so I can see what you guys think, or whatever.
Tailz's Tip of the Day: Go have fun, anyway you can =)
Sunday, October 13, 2002
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I have officially gone CRAZY!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! I cant even rerad what I'm writing right now, so sorry for spelling mistakes.
OMFG, tonight was SOooooooooooooooooooooo much fun!!! hAHAHAHAH Jack and his random laughing, Felix and his FUCK YOU!! HAHAH DIE!! hahhahah...OMFG...It was CRAAZZYYYYYYY! Hahhhhhhhhahahahahahahahaha, I cant stop laughing, and I really am laughing! HAHAHAH. HAHAHAH, Hi everyone!!! I want sex...I LOVE YOU ALL!! Free kisses *blows kisses to everyone* WOooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Now I wish I felt like this ALL the time, Just CRAAZY and care free =) I stil have SOME sense...I can at least distinquish between right and wrong...just not well, MWAHHAHAHAHHA FUCK YOU! MWAHAHAHAHHA...I shouldnt be left alone right now...Imma run out into the streets fucking naked and scream and run around, hahahahahhhah...Smash...Monkey Balls...hahahahhahahaha, FELIX, YOU'RE SOOOO FUCKING FUNNI, I LOVE YOU MAN!!! I LOVE YOU TOO NATHAN!!! AND TIM!!! I LOVE YOU ALL!! WEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We SOOOOOOO Have to hang out more...SOOOOOOOOOOOooooo have to...mwahhhhhhhhahahahhahahahahahahahahah!! This is the true brad...so I think...or maybe just the un-inhibited brad. Not afraid to say nething! Like...I'm mad at a lot of people!!! Some ex-friends of mine, FUCK YOU!!! FUCK YOU SOOOOO HARD, i HOPE YOU GET RAPED AND COME CRYING BACK TO ME, ONLY TO DISCOVER THAT I DONT GIVE A FUCKING RATS ASS ABOUT YOU =) FUCK YOU ASSHOLES, FUCK YOU!!! I'm going to be mean to you in school, you fucking bitches that FUCKING piss me off!!! I HATE YOU. HATE YOU!
lalalallaalalalallalalalaalallalalalalalalalalal
Love lift us up where we belong, where the eagles cry, on a mountain high, love lift us up where we belong...
Uhh...Dirty, Filthy, Nasty, HOoooooo, Too dirty to clean my act up, if you aint dirty, you aint here to PARTY! Ladies, move, gentlemen, move..
hahahahah
Ooooo! I'm overdue. gimme some room, i'm coming through, something something..
THats my jam
I need that, to get me off, sweatin til my clothes come off...!!
La la la la la la l al ala la
Barf taste in my mouth is gross, EWWWwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.
Uh oh, here we goooooooooooooooooooo...
Anyway...
I want to do this more...DIRTY! Its about time for my arrival, ooooooh what? la la la, PIPER FROM CHARMED IS SEXY, AND SO IS PHOEBE!! I'D DO THEM BOTH RIGHT HERE, RIGHT NOW, WITH EVERYONE WATCHING!! I want them..I want that girl...at least I have enough sense to not say WHO.
I knowwwwww a LOT of selfish people, A LOT. And rightn ow, I DONT CARE!! WEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!
SEXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXAH~ ITS AMAZING THIS FEELING OF NOT GIVING A FUCKING RATS ASS WHAT YOU SAY!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH AHHAHAHAHAHAh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
okay, Good by my loving adoring fans, I LOVE YOU ALL =)
Tailz's Tip of the Day: DRINK MILK LOVE LIFE!!
I have officially gone CRAZY!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! I cant even rerad what I'm writing right now, so sorry for spelling mistakes.
OMFG, tonight was SOooooooooooooooooooooo much fun!!! hAHAHAHAH Jack and his random laughing, Felix and his FUCK YOU!! HAHAH DIE!! hahhahah...OMFG...It was CRAAZZYYYYYYY! Hahhhhhhhhahahahahahahahaha, I cant stop laughing, and I really am laughing! HAHAHAH. HAHAHAH, Hi everyone!!! I want sex...I LOVE YOU ALL!! Free kisses *blows kisses to everyone* WOooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Now I wish I felt like this ALL the time, Just CRAAZY and care free =) I stil have SOME sense...I can at least distinquish between right and wrong...just not well, MWAHHAHAHAHHA FUCK YOU! MWAHAHAHAHHA...I shouldnt be left alone right now...Imma run out into the streets fucking naked and scream and run around, hahahahahhhah...Smash...Monkey Balls...hahahahhahahaha, FELIX, YOU'RE SOOOO FUCKING FUNNI, I LOVE YOU MAN!!! I LOVE YOU TOO NATHAN!!! AND TIM!!! I LOVE YOU ALL!! WEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We SOOOOOOO Have to hang out more...SOOOOOOOOOOOooooo have to...mwahhhhhhhhahahahhahahahahahahahahah!! This is the true brad...so I think...or maybe just the un-inhibited brad. Not afraid to say nething! Like...I'm mad at a lot of people!!! Some ex-friends of mine, FUCK YOU!!! FUCK YOU SOOOOO HARD, i HOPE YOU GET RAPED AND COME CRYING BACK TO ME, ONLY TO DISCOVER THAT I DONT GIVE A FUCKING RATS ASS ABOUT YOU =) FUCK YOU ASSHOLES, FUCK YOU!!! I'm going to be mean to you in school, you fucking bitches that FUCKING piss me off!!! I HATE YOU. HATE YOU!
lalalallaalalalallalalalaalallalalalalalalalalal
Love lift us up where we belong, where the eagles cry, on a mountain high, love lift us up where we belong...
Uhh...Dirty, Filthy, Nasty, HOoooooo, Too dirty to clean my act up, if you aint dirty, you aint here to PARTY! Ladies, move, gentlemen, move..
hahahahah
Ooooo! I'm overdue. gimme some room, i'm coming through, something something..
THats my jam
I need that, to get me off, sweatin til my clothes come off...!!
La la la la la la l al ala la
Barf taste in my mouth is gross, EWWWwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.
Uh oh, here we goooooooooooooooooooo...
Anyway...
I want to do this more...DIRTY! Its about time for my arrival, ooooooh what? la la la, PIPER FROM CHARMED IS SEXY, AND SO IS PHOEBE!! I'D DO THEM BOTH RIGHT HERE, RIGHT NOW, WITH EVERYONE WATCHING!! I want them..I want that girl...at least I have enough sense to not say WHO.
I knowwwwww a LOT of selfish people, A LOT. And rightn ow, I DONT CARE!! WEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!
SEXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXAH~ ITS AMAZING THIS FEELING OF NOT GIVING A FUCKING RATS ASS WHAT YOU SAY!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH AHHAHAHAHAHAh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
okay, Good by my loving adoring fans, I LOVE YOU ALL =)
Tailz's Tip of the Day: DRINK MILK LOVE LIFE!!
Thursday, October 10, 2002
You know whats surprising..
A certain friend (who shall remain nameless for my protection as well as theirs) seems to be wanting things to be "as they were" before, with other people, and not noticing me. They rant and rave about this person and how they arent good friends with them anymore, but not me, no, heaven forbid someone would think about Brad. Well, I'm not mad about this, I just think its pretty stupid that I thought I had good friends, when I really didnt. I want things to go back to the way they were before too, but looks like its not going to happen. The only person I really talk to from the "family" if you will, is dumcat...my "pet" has wondered off into the world of homework and neglect, my mother, is non-existent, same with my father. Havent talked to them in ages, and they dont seem to care, so I wont bother them. I know they're having their own problems, but gawd, get over yourselves. I think my "aunt" is acting weird again, or it might just be me. Whatever. I guess that person is losing more friends than he or she thinks.
I'm weird, I dont want to talk to people unless they talk to me first. I have rules about this in my head. Not to seem like an over-eager friend, because I dont like that, so why would I do it, but not to seem like a reluctant friend. My rule on ICQ is if I come online, I message you, but if I'm already online, you message me first because you just came on. I dont even know why I do that, but I'm trying to avoid one-way friendships like I've had so many in the past...Friggin...I wish I was able to live on a remote island without anyone...but we know thats not going to happen...People are such hassles! Emotions and what not...selfish-ness comes back again. Everyone is selfish, I'm selfish a lot, without even realizing it. I hate that. I hate that everyone is selfish, and even if you try not to be, on some level you are, fucking. Maybe we'll all grow up one day and realize how stupid we are and laugh about it...I cant wait til that day comes...but its highly doubtful.
Moo, anyway, In english class today, we watched a film on media and teens trying to get away from media and media hunting us down, yadda yadda yadda. How very lame. Sure, the media goes around packaging and re-packaging things, trying to make a certain thing cool, but who really follows that? I know I dont. I dont say, HEY, that person looks good, I want to look like them, *whip out wallet and go shopping* WHO THE FUCK DOES THAT?! I sit in my little room, and do what I want. Thats what I like, I dont like "cool" new clothes, I'm satisfied with mine now. I dont want to be like the stars, their all corrupt bastards. I dont give a rats ass what the media thinks is cool, or what other people think is cool. Fuck you all, I'm "cool" enough as I am.
NEwaaaaaays...I'm sick of school now, I wish it were summer, I dont miss everyone anymore, I miss the comfort of my home and relaxing. People piss me off, I should keep this in mind before wanting to go back to school. I need to find someone I can trust, completely and forever. But I cant, I know I cant. As much as I trust some of my friends, they dont have the same trust for me, they hide things from me, and that just makes it a one-way friendship, again. I've had too many of those, I guess it comes with being to "nice". O well, this is my price to pay for being nice. I'm mean when I joke, but those are only jokes, maybe I should stop joking with people and then see what happens. Just be completely and totally nice. I hate being un-noticed, I hate being under-appreciated, and I hate people because they make me feel like that. Gawd...I always get "Brad, You're so mean!"..whatever, i guess no one really knows me. Meh. I guess thats life. I'll just roll with the punches then.
Neways, i obviously have a lot on my mind, so I think i will go rest that mind with some Charmed.
Update Latah~
Okay, ya, no more updating, I'm lazy...
So, here's what you've all been waiting for..
Tailz's Tip of the Day: People suck, Stay away from them whenever possible, Move in with animals if you can, I know I would
A certain friend (who shall remain nameless for my protection as well as theirs) seems to be wanting things to be "as they were" before, with other people, and not noticing me. They rant and rave about this person and how they arent good friends with them anymore, but not me, no, heaven forbid someone would think about Brad. Well, I'm not mad about this, I just think its pretty stupid that I thought I had good friends, when I really didnt. I want things to go back to the way they were before too, but looks like its not going to happen. The only person I really talk to from the "family" if you will, is dumcat...my "pet" has wondered off into the world of homework and neglect, my mother, is non-existent, same with my father. Havent talked to them in ages, and they dont seem to care, so I wont bother them. I know they're having their own problems, but gawd, get over yourselves. I think my "aunt" is acting weird again, or it might just be me. Whatever. I guess that person is losing more friends than he or she thinks.
I'm weird, I dont want to talk to people unless they talk to me first. I have rules about this in my head. Not to seem like an over-eager friend, because I dont like that, so why would I do it, but not to seem like a reluctant friend. My rule on ICQ is if I come online, I message you, but if I'm already online, you message me first because you just came on. I dont even know why I do that, but I'm trying to avoid one-way friendships like I've had so many in the past...Friggin...I wish I was able to live on a remote island without anyone...but we know thats not going to happen...People are such hassles! Emotions and what not...selfish-ness comes back again. Everyone is selfish, I'm selfish a lot, without even realizing it. I hate that. I hate that everyone is selfish, and even if you try not to be, on some level you are, fucking. Maybe we'll all grow up one day and realize how stupid we are and laugh about it...I cant wait til that day comes...but its highly doubtful.
Moo, anyway, In english class today, we watched a film on media and teens trying to get away from media and media hunting us down, yadda yadda yadda. How very lame. Sure, the media goes around packaging and re-packaging things, trying to make a certain thing cool, but who really follows that? I know I dont. I dont say, HEY, that person looks good, I want to look like them, *whip out wallet and go shopping* WHO THE FUCK DOES THAT?! I sit in my little room, and do what I want. Thats what I like, I dont like "cool" new clothes, I'm satisfied with mine now. I dont want to be like the stars, their all corrupt bastards. I dont give a rats ass what the media thinks is cool, or what other people think is cool. Fuck you all, I'm "cool" enough as I am.
NEwaaaaaays...I'm sick of school now, I wish it were summer, I dont miss everyone anymore, I miss the comfort of my home and relaxing. People piss me off, I should keep this in mind before wanting to go back to school. I need to find someone I can trust, completely and forever. But I cant, I know I cant. As much as I trust some of my friends, they dont have the same trust for me, they hide things from me, and that just makes it a one-way friendship, again. I've had too many of those, I guess it comes with being to "nice". O well, this is my price to pay for being nice. I'm mean when I joke, but those are only jokes, maybe I should stop joking with people and then see what happens. Just be completely and totally nice. I hate being un-noticed, I hate being under-appreciated, and I hate people because they make me feel like that. Gawd...I always get "Brad, You're so mean!"..whatever, i guess no one really knows me. Meh. I guess thats life. I'll just roll with the punches then.
Neways, i obviously have a lot on my mind, so I think i will go rest that mind with some Charmed.
Update Latah~
Okay, ya, no more updating, I'm lazy...
So, here's what you've all been waiting for..
Tailz's Tip of the Day: People suck, Stay away from them whenever possible, Move in with animals if you can, I know I would
Wednesday, October 09, 2002
Wow!
My tests were now extended to after the long weekend...
and so I have nothing really to do...I could work on those damn on going projects...I think thats what I'll start =P
In english today, we were talking about how people need a "hipster" image in order to survive as a society, blah blah blah, media focusing on teens and what not. I found that really weird though, because media is following all the trends and watching teens for trends, but teens are watching media for trends...and how we need a "cool" person to want to be. But the people I see as "cool" arent what I want to be like at all. They're opposite of what I want to be...and what I want to be isnt "cool" and I really am not connecting with this topic. Maybe I'm just a weird teen, but I dont care that media wants to focus on us, and I dont care how they like the fashion or anything. I dress, how I like, if I see something I like, I wear it. Or if someone picks something out for me, I'd probably wear it. Maybe I'm just not catching the real idea here, but I dont see what the big deal is. I'm not "hiding" from media, I'm being me, and they dont seem to care, I dont care, we're fine. I think media following teens maybe WAS a big issue, but I dont feel it is anymore. I dont normally go with the normal teen stereotypes, I dont think anyway...Do I? If I do...then I dont mean to, its just the way I am, I dont really pay much attention to the TV media anymore, I watch what, 2 shows? And during the commercials I dont pay attention, so...what am I getting at here...I really dont care that media wants to follow us and search for the new trends, and whatever, cause who follows them? The poor saps with lots of money from their parents and want to be "cool". Cool to me, would be the perfect person, smart, nice, kind, caring, etc. But to be like a raver, or a druggie, or a thug or whatever..Thats stupid in my eyes. Its all well and good for the people who do it, I'm not putting them down, but its just not for me I guess. Maybe just cause I'm a nerdy lil innocent boy, but meh =)
But...I should probably go over those essays again to get the REAL idea, maybe i'll write bout that after, but I gota nerd my ass off in english n everything..so on the agenda for the next while is...english novel. and essay, and bio genetically modified foods stuff and Bio aventis challenge. Wow, thats a lot more than i realized...but most are in group, cept english, so I should do english first.
You know, I was really considering being mean to everyone and not caring what happens, but then, I dont know why, I just really think its the right thing to do to be the really nice guy regardless. So, putting my foot down, cause for some odd reason, I keep coming back to this nice deal, so I'll be nice to people and try and be civil. I had a fun time not caring for a while, but its just...not me =P Not to say I wont be mean, at all, cause thats just no fun, but I'll try to be nicer, but I'm not gonna care bout people who dun care bout me. Those are my new guidelines.
But my dilemma is this...should I fight to keep friends? If someone is mad at me, or I think they are, should I bother fighting for them? For most friends, yes I would, but the thing is, if they dont say anything to me, then they arent really giving me a chance, so why should I have to go and be all, "are you mad at me?" Especially if they dont clairify and make sure something is wrong. I think my friends know me well enough to talk to me and say, "Brad, I think something's wrong, lets deal with it". Or come to ask me for help, everyone knows I'm here to help. And if you dont, then you're obviously not an observent person. And as much as I'd like to help some people, I dont want to pressure them, but the thing is, some people want to feel that they are cared about by being pressured, but some people dont. I know I care, but I guess I'm wondering where to draw the line with pushing to help. I'll figure it out soon enough. I guess I should fight for friendships though, but I almost dont care about some I guess, but its childish of me to say "They started it" so I wont help. I should be the bigger person and speak out to them. Well, the person I'm thinking of has emotional trust issues, so I doubt they'd even say anything to me. Communication between my friends...could use some work. Well, another thing to work on =)
Well, here I am, sitting with cold feet (literally, not nervous bout anything) and procrastinating. Maybe I should get to work...or at least play some games =)
Update more latahs~
Well, its hours later, and I havent done any work...so proud of myself...msn is now interesting, if you wana add my msn, my e-mail is bay183@icqmail.com. Add me, I need more people so I dun waste my time openin it~
Moooooooooooooooo...Felix, you are spoiled, the end, no if's and's or but's.
Its been so cold the passed few days, I havent gotten my ass outta bed until 11 and by then its late and i have to walk to school, and then I get into 3rd late, and blah blah, but its been cool. I enjoy the winter clothes.
O yes! Check out the story created by Felix and I at...dumtailz.blogspot.com
Its based on the story from THIS site...hilarious might i add, very nice job with finding this felix =P
Check it out, you wont regret it =)
Tailz's Tip: Stories are fun, go make one =)
lol, I'm a hippy guys...>_<
What revolution are You?
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Also I ride a blue dragon~
Take the What Color Dragon Should You Ride? Quiz
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My tests were now extended to after the long weekend...
and so I have nothing really to do...I could work on those damn on going projects...I think thats what I'll start =P
In english today, we were talking about how people need a "hipster" image in order to survive as a society, blah blah blah, media focusing on teens and what not. I found that really weird though, because media is following all the trends and watching teens for trends, but teens are watching media for trends...and how we need a "cool" person to want to be. But the people I see as "cool" arent what I want to be like at all. They're opposite of what I want to be...and what I want to be isnt "cool" and I really am not connecting with this topic. Maybe I'm just a weird teen, but I dont care that media wants to focus on us, and I dont care how they like the fashion or anything. I dress, how I like, if I see something I like, I wear it. Or if someone picks something out for me, I'd probably wear it. Maybe I'm just not catching the real idea here, but I dont see what the big deal is. I'm not "hiding" from media, I'm being me, and they dont seem to care, I dont care, we're fine. I think media following teens maybe WAS a big issue, but I dont feel it is anymore. I dont normally go with the normal teen stereotypes, I dont think anyway...Do I? If I do...then I dont mean to, its just the way I am, I dont really pay much attention to the TV media anymore, I watch what, 2 shows? And during the commercials I dont pay attention, so...what am I getting at here...I really dont care that media wants to follow us and search for the new trends, and whatever, cause who follows them? The poor saps with lots of money from their parents and want to be "cool". Cool to me, would be the perfect person, smart, nice, kind, caring, etc. But to be like a raver, or a druggie, or a thug or whatever..Thats stupid in my eyes. Its all well and good for the people who do it, I'm not putting them down, but its just not for me I guess. Maybe just cause I'm a nerdy lil innocent boy, but meh =)
But...I should probably go over those essays again to get the REAL idea, maybe i'll write bout that after, but I gota nerd my ass off in english n everything..so on the agenda for the next while is...english novel. and essay, and bio genetically modified foods stuff and Bio aventis challenge. Wow, thats a lot more than i realized...but most are in group, cept english, so I should do english first.
You know, I was really considering being mean to everyone and not caring what happens, but then, I dont know why, I just really think its the right thing to do to be the really nice guy regardless. So, putting my foot down, cause for some odd reason, I keep coming back to this nice deal, so I'll be nice to people and try and be civil. I had a fun time not caring for a while, but its just...not me =P Not to say I wont be mean, at all, cause thats just no fun, but I'll try to be nicer, but I'm not gonna care bout people who dun care bout me. Those are my new guidelines.
But my dilemma is this...should I fight to keep friends? If someone is mad at me, or I think they are, should I bother fighting for them? For most friends, yes I would, but the thing is, if they dont say anything to me, then they arent really giving me a chance, so why should I have to go and be all, "are you mad at me?" Especially if they dont clairify and make sure something is wrong. I think my friends know me well enough to talk to me and say, "Brad, I think something's wrong, lets deal with it". Or come to ask me for help, everyone knows I'm here to help. And if you dont, then you're obviously not an observent person. And as much as I'd like to help some people, I dont want to pressure them, but the thing is, some people want to feel that they are cared about by being pressured, but some people dont. I know I care, but I guess I'm wondering where to draw the line with pushing to help. I'll figure it out soon enough. I guess I should fight for friendships though, but I almost dont care about some I guess, but its childish of me to say "They started it" so I wont help. I should be the bigger person and speak out to them. Well, the person I'm thinking of has emotional trust issues, so I doubt they'd even say anything to me. Communication between my friends...could use some work. Well, another thing to work on =)
Well, here I am, sitting with cold feet (literally, not nervous bout anything) and procrastinating. Maybe I should get to work...or at least play some games =)
Update more latahs~
Well, its hours later, and I havent done any work...so proud of myself...msn is now interesting, if you wana add my msn, my e-mail is bay183@icqmail.com. Add me, I need more people so I dun waste my time openin it~
Moooooooooooooooo...Felix, you are spoiled, the end, no if's and's or but's.
Its been so cold the passed few days, I havent gotten my ass outta bed until 11 and by then its late and i have to walk to school, and then I get into 3rd late, and blah blah, but its been cool. I enjoy the winter clothes.
O yes! Check out the story created by Felix and I at...dumtailz.blogspot.com
Its based on the story from THIS site...hilarious might i add, very nice job with finding this felix =P
Check it out, you wont regret it =)
Tailz's Tip: Stories are fun, go make one =)
lol, I'm a hippy guys...>_<
What revolution are You?
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Take the What Color Dragon Should You Ride? Quiz
Made By:
myway and teza
Tuesday, October 08, 2002
Holy Jebus..
I just sat through a 2 hour dentist appointment..
ugh, with the X-Rays and the cleaning and the oww...! Very tiring...and I was sooo damn hungry! It was right aftah school!! oy...I need some sleeeeeeeeeep =P I had to friggin walk to school in the cold this morning...my daddy forgot to tell me he wasnt gonna be here to drive me.. But school was alright today...
Got my first 70 in english >_< After I had a high about the whole 4- thing...Damnit! Now I gota work hard...>_< Bio test moved to Thursday, woot~ and Math test moved to next tuesday, WOO! Gota study for bio...only got an 85% on the last quiz...friggin...well i know its good, but I need to do better, 90's better! O well, I can do it, positive attitude =)
On a lighter note, I finally got my CNE volunteer hours today, yeah =) 33 hours down the drain, 7 more to go! I think I'll go do something USEFUL, maybe help at a hospital, or somewhere that makes me feel good, rather than CNE, which is evil, NEVER GO THERE!!
Also, I'm starting to like a girl again, she's older though >_< I have no way of really talking to her, cause I dont know her friends, and she's in OAC so how am I suppose to talk to her...maybe things'll work out...if its "meant to be". Gawd, I sound like I should be in a sappy love movie...like Serendipity...which was a good movie actually =P PERFECT WOMAN for me was in it...*sigh* I'll find someone good eventually =) Positive attitude~ I'll hopefully find a way to talk to her though...maybe through ICQ or MSN sometime...I really hope I can at least talk to her...she's soooo pretty...mix girl...she seems so sweet too...I've had a crush on her in elementary school too...=/
Well, the cow bell is a ringin, I'll be back, gota eat dinnah~
Wow, my teeth feel very smooth....funky~
Wow...Planning things isnt so bad when you dont care if people come or not, or whatever. Its a lot more simple. No arguing, no being annoyed, just lots of fast talking. I feel like a speed talker right now...not necessarily a good thing though...meh. Alright, things have calmed down, woo hoos~ But I shouldnt be talking, I should be studying! O wells =P Its only bioooooo...I should do well in it...>_< but it is a unit test, I will shut up and study~
Tailz's Tip: Say no to Drugs!
I just sat through a 2 hour dentist appointment..
ugh, with the X-Rays and the cleaning and the oww...! Very tiring...and I was sooo damn hungry! It was right aftah school!! oy...I need some sleeeeeeeeeep =P I had to friggin walk to school in the cold this morning...my daddy forgot to tell me he wasnt gonna be here to drive me.. But school was alright today...
Got my first 70 in english >_< After I had a high about the whole 4- thing...Damnit! Now I gota work hard...>_< Bio test moved to Thursday, woot~ and Math test moved to next tuesday, WOO! Gota study for bio...only got an 85% on the last quiz...friggin...well i know its good, but I need to do better, 90's better! O well, I can do it, positive attitude =)
On a lighter note, I finally got my CNE volunteer hours today, yeah =) 33 hours down the drain, 7 more to go! I think I'll go do something USEFUL, maybe help at a hospital, or somewhere that makes me feel good, rather than CNE, which is evil, NEVER GO THERE!!
Also, I'm starting to like a girl again, she's older though >_< I have no way of really talking to her, cause I dont know her friends, and she's in OAC so how am I suppose to talk to her...maybe things'll work out...if its "meant to be". Gawd, I sound like I should be in a sappy love movie...like Serendipity...which was a good movie actually =P PERFECT WOMAN for me was in it...*sigh* I'll find someone good eventually =) Positive attitude~ I'll hopefully find a way to talk to her though...maybe through ICQ or MSN sometime...I really hope I can at least talk to her...she's soooo pretty...mix girl...she seems so sweet too...I've had a crush on her in elementary school too...=/
Well, the cow bell is a ringin, I'll be back, gota eat dinnah~
Wow, my teeth feel very smooth....funky~
Wow...Planning things isnt so bad when you dont care if people come or not, or whatever. Its a lot more simple. No arguing, no being annoyed, just lots of fast talking. I feel like a speed talker right now...not necessarily a good thing though...meh. Alright, things have calmed down, woo hoos~ But I shouldnt be talking, I should be studying! O wells =P Its only bioooooo...I should do well in it...>_< but it is a unit test, I will shut up and study~
Tailz's Tip: Say no to Drugs!
Wow, I had a nice talk with my sister just a few hours ago.
It was weird, we havent talked much lately, cause she's busy and I'm busy or she's out or I'm out, whatever, but it was good, refreshing I guess. Giving me a new outlook on things at home, kinda bringing me out of my own little world, and back to noticing that there is a completely different world out there, not of my own. Its really hard not to be selfish...I try, I do...but I keep coming back to the selfish me...I see everyone around me being so selfish, and it bothers me, and then I unconsiously do something selfish, and it just sets me back to their level...I guess no matter how many selfless things I do...I cant really de-humanize myself...I think I need to come up with a plan rather than just say I want to be less-selfish..but I cant think of one, because things just happen, and then I have to decide right there and then, and a lot of the time I dont have a chance to think of other people. Its so hard to be a good person...and so easy to be a bad person...its not very fair is it...I dont see any things really wrong with being evil right now if you have no morals, but then what are morals...things people made up to be nice to other people...but why do I have to be nice...I dont...but thats the person I want to be...but why? Ugh...too much thinking...and I'm not going to ever find the answer...I really wish I could go back in time, and keep all the knowledge I have now, so I can wiz through school, know good people from bad, know what to do when...making life sooo much easier...Damnit...Whats so good about being good anyway? Whats so good about being bad? Why am I asking this, its not like it matters...I am who I am...If I change, I change. But what if I dont want to change...or if I do...bleh, now I'm just confusing myself...I'll shut up now and study bio..
It was weird, we havent talked much lately, cause she's busy and I'm busy or she's out or I'm out, whatever, but it was good, refreshing I guess. Giving me a new outlook on things at home, kinda bringing me out of my own little world, and back to noticing that there is a completely different world out there, not of my own. Its really hard not to be selfish...I try, I do...but I keep coming back to the selfish me...I see everyone around me being so selfish, and it bothers me, and then I unconsiously do something selfish, and it just sets me back to their level...I guess no matter how many selfless things I do...I cant really de-humanize myself...I think I need to come up with a plan rather than just say I want to be less-selfish..but I cant think of one, because things just happen, and then I have to decide right there and then, and a lot of the time I dont have a chance to think of other people. Its so hard to be a good person...and so easy to be a bad person...its not very fair is it...I dont see any things really wrong with being evil right now if you have no morals, but then what are morals...things people made up to be nice to other people...but why do I have to be nice...I dont...but thats the person I want to be...but why? Ugh...too much thinking...and I'm not going to ever find the answer...I really wish I could go back in time, and keep all the knowledge I have now, so I can wiz through school, know good people from bad, know what to do when...making life sooo much easier...Damnit...Whats so good about being good anyway? Whats so good about being bad? Why am I asking this, its not like it matters...I am who I am...If I change, I change. But what if I dont want to change...or if I do...bleh, now I'm just confusing myself...I'll shut up now and study bio..
Monday, October 07, 2002
Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!
I'm very surprised with the Level -4 on my english journals!! VERY happy about that =) Shows how much BEATON knows bout my english skills. That jack ass cock sucking slut whore bitch. Give me a friggin 72%...SLUT i hate you! Think I copied my friggin comic strip...that I MADE, 100% MEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...Boo. ANyways, yes with the Level 4 =) WOOT~
I am also very impressed with this new phone plan I have =) Caller display rules! Along with 3 way~ Mwahahaha. My cold is almost gone, I still cough, but my chest doesnt hurt in the morning anymore! Yeah =) But, my dad and mom now both have the cold...opps =P Greaaaaaat...looks like I gota take care of them now...>_< But happy with school right now, my lowest mark I've gotten back from nething is 80 =)
It seems that every year, I get smarter, but all at once rather than gradually...Hmm...its cool like that =). I've also realized that in school, and video games, I'm generally good in the beginning. Not great, but good, as in 80% good. But its very hard for me to improve, I need LOTS of practice to be good. I start out well, and go a little better if a practice. Or maybe I havent been practicing right...lets hope I havent, and that I can do a lot better =) But it IS good that I'm able to do well and not really have to work really hard, but bad that I cant improve that much...until the next time I get my sudden bursts of knowledge. That'll be sometime next year, or semister, I think it comes with more schooling...funky stuff guys =)
So as you can see by all the =)'s that I've had a good day! It was nice and cold out today, finally a change back to colder weather! I've missed it, I miss winter clothes too =P Dun like showing so much skin during the summah~ mwahha, I'm no slut...to those of you who think I am...AND THAT SHIRT IS NOT A SLUT SHIRT...=) Mwahahha. I am a conservative nice lil boy...that is occasionally mean.........fine...scratch the nice, I'm just plain mean, moo ha ha ha *evil grin*.
Nathan, I dont like this song...DC - Screaming...something or other..its so lame! wtf is this about the making out...? "How you're making out, as for me I wish that I was anywhere, with anyone, making out." what the heck is that?! Why would you wana be anywhere with anyone making out...o...unlesssssss...o_O I seeee...maybe its not so bad~! But regardless, changing songs right..................NOW.
As you can see, I'm really weird when I'm happy...la la la la la =) Well, I think I should go around school trying to be that "Happy Guy" That everyones always like, wow, why is he so happy! Cause that would be fun, but then also not, cause then I cant just push my way through people...o wait, i CAN! just go...push, *smile* and keep walking, mwahahah =P This has possiblities...*evil...happy grin* =)
Wow, did you know my cat eats peanuts...? Sorry, random thought =P My daddy just threw a peanut towards my kitty and he ate it!! Crazzzzzzzzzy! I dont think thats healthy...o well, he's going to the vet, when I call them to make an appointment...
O, speaking of appointments, anyone reading this, that knows me of course, and knows the number to call to get an appointment for G2 liscense, tell me, cause I wana get my damn G2 and drive rounddddddddddddd~ Should be fun to learn manual =)
Alright, Well, Imma go listen to my stupid lil disney songs, and perhaps play a few games...perhaps, ugh...I lied, probably have to help make dinner..*grumbles something about being sick and everyone being sick*
Wow...
Felix brings up some good ideas occasionally. We were talking about what was better, being good, or being evil. And I couldnt think of any reasons why being either is better. Well, I say good is better because you feel fulfilled, feel good that you've helped people, etc. But Felix says, if you get the same feeling by being evil, and making people feel miserable. It boils down to how you want to be I guess. If you want to be the stereotypical helpful, good person, then you would go around helping people, but if you wanted to be evil, you could be so easily. I dont know whats holding me back from being like that. I think because people dont really like evil people. Cept other evil people. But then good people would still be nice to evil people and like them for who they are...if they were truly good...AHH!! this confuses me...O well, I'm good, thats all i need to know...well, I'm neutral =P LEANING towards good! Thats good enough no? =P
Tailz's Tip: Be good...just because
I'm very surprised with the Level -4 on my english journals!! VERY happy about that =) Shows how much BEATON knows bout my english skills. That jack ass cock sucking slut whore bitch. Give me a friggin 72%...SLUT i hate you! Think I copied my friggin comic strip...that I MADE, 100% MEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...Boo. ANyways, yes with the Level 4 =) WOOT~
I am also very impressed with this new phone plan I have =) Caller display rules! Along with 3 way~ Mwahahaha. My cold is almost gone, I still cough, but my chest doesnt hurt in the morning anymore! Yeah =) But, my dad and mom now both have the cold...opps =P Greaaaaaat...looks like I gota take care of them now...>_< But happy with school right now, my lowest mark I've gotten back from nething is 80 =)
It seems that every year, I get smarter, but all at once rather than gradually...Hmm...its cool like that =). I've also realized that in school, and video games, I'm generally good in the beginning. Not great, but good, as in 80% good. But its very hard for me to improve, I need LOTS of practice to be good. I start out well, and go a little better if a practice. Or maybe I havent been practicing right...lets hope I havent, and that I can do a lot better =) But it IS good that I'm able to do well and not really have to work really hard, but bad that I cant improve that much...until the next time I get my sudden bursts of knowledge. That'll be sometime next year, or semister, I think it comes with more schooling...funky stuff guys =)
So as you can see by all the =)'s that I've had a good day! It was nice and cold out today, finally a change back to colder weather! I've missed it, I miss winter clothes too =P Dun like showing so much skin during the summah~ mwahha, I'm no slut...to those of you who think I am...AND THAT SHIRT IS NOT A SLUT SHIRT...=) Mwahahha. I am a conservative nice lil boy...that is occasionally mean.........fine...scratch the nice, I'm just plain mean, moo ha ha ha *evil grin*.
Nathan, I dont like this song...DC - Screaming...something or other..its so lame! wtf is this about the making out...? "How you're making out, as for me I wish that I was anywhere, with anyone, making out." what the heck is that?! Why would you wana be anywhere with anyone making out...o...unlesssssss...o_O I seeee...maybe its not so bad~! But regardless, changing songs right..................NOW.
As you can see, I'm really weird when I'm happy...la la la la la =) Well, I think I should go around school trying to be that "Happy Guy" That everyones always like, wow, why is he so happy! Cause that would be fun, but then also not, cause then I cant just push my way through people...o wait, i CAN! just go...push, *smile* and keep walking, mwahahah =P This has possiblities...*evil...happy grin* =)
Wow, did you know my cat eats peanuts...? Sorry, random thought =P My daddy just threw a peanut towards my kitty and he ate it!! Crazzzzzzzzzy! I dont think thats healthy...o well, he's going to the vet, when I call them to make an appointment...
O, speaking of appointments, anyone reading this, that knows me of course, and knows the number to call to get an appointment for G2 liscense, tell me, cause I wana get my damn G2 and drive rounddddddddddddd~ Should be fun to learn manual =)
Alright, Well, Imma go listen to my stupid lil disney songs, and perhaps play a few games...perhaps, ugh...I lied, probably have to help make dinner..*grumbles something about being sick and everyone being sick*
Wow...
Felix brings up some good ideas occasionally. We were talking about what was better, being good, or being evil. And I couldnt think of any reasons why being either is better. Well, I say good is better because you feel fulfilled, feel good that you've helped people, etc. But Felix says, if you get the same feeling by being evil, and making people feel miserable. It boils down to how you want to be I guess. If you want to be the stereotypical helpful, good person, then you would go around helping people, but if you wanted to be evil, you could be so easily. I dont know whats holding me back from being like that. I think because people dont really like evil people. Cept other evil people. But then good people would still be nice to evil people and like them for who they are...if they were truly good...AHH!! this confuses me...O well, I'm good, thats all i need to know...well, I'm neutral =P LEANING towards good! Thats good enough no? =P
Tailz's Tip: Be good...just because
Sunday, October 06, 2002
la la la.
Well..this weekend was a bust, nothing was done. Absolutely nothing. Though I had no homework, I have tests and what not to do...sometime next week, and I shoulda nerded my ass, but I didnt, o well. Big surprise. I'm still sick, surprisingly...Only a cough though, so its gone down, wtf is up with being sick...I hate it.
I'm also seeing signs of someone not wanting to be much of a friend anymore. Yeah!! O well, that person is having emotional problems, so I'll let it slide. I dont really want to help people, if they dont want my help, or my friendship, so, until they come to me, I wont go to them. La la la. I'm still living fine regardless so meh =) This should be the last tmie you hear about, that person anyway. Unless that person smarten's up and stops wallowing in their own self-pity.
I think I'm becoming more mean though, its a combonation of Felix's encouragement to do my stupid and mean ideas, as well as the lack of discouragement from other people. Plus my conscience is enjoying being mean =). o well, I can stand to be meaner. As they say, nice guys finish last, which is the sad reality. Eh, thats life I guess. It sucks, and there's nothing you can do about it...so if you cant beat'em, join'em. And this is why i've become more mean. Not like anyone appreciated my nice-ness before.
I had something else to talk about...but I dont remember...o, yes, more about communication.
My friends suck at it, they dont seem to be very open to talking about their feelings, and that'll just ruin our friendship, and other ones they dont open up to. I'm fine if you dont wana talk to me, but you do realize, by not talking to me, it closes doors in our friendship, so do what you'll do. I guess I should give them chances to open the doors, but I figure, if gave them a chance once, then why twice? Just to be shot down again? Its not only their emotions involved. O well, I dun care, its not like any of us have a deep emotional connection. Why? Probably because we dont do anything to bond I guess. Sure we have fun, and I dont wana discount that, but its just not everything. O well, I'm sure we'll all realize it sooner or later, I dont even really fully understand it myself. But I know that none of my friends are very close with me. Meh, I can survive.
I'm starting to not want to think more and more. so I dont think I will right now =P
Well..this weekend was a bust, nothing was done. Absolutely nothing. Though I had no homework, I have tests and what not to do...sometime next week, and I shoulda nerded my ass, but I didnt, o well. Big surprise. I'm still sick, surprisingly...Only a cough though, so its gone down, wtf is up with being sick...I hate it.
I'm also seeing signs of someone not wanting to be much of a friend anymore. Yeah!! O well, that person is having emotional problems, so I'll let it slide. I dont really want to help people, if they dont want my help, or my friendship, so, until they come to me, I wont go to them. La la la. I'm still living fine regardless so meh =) This should be the last tmie you hear about, that person anyway. Unless that person smarten's up and stops wallowing in their own self-pity.
I think I'm becoming more mean though, its a combonation of Felix's encouragement to do my stupid and mean ideas, as well as the lack of discouragement from other people. Plus my conscience is enjoying being mean =). o well, I can stand to be meaner. As they say, nice guys finish last, which is the sad reality. Eh, thats life I guess. It sucks, and there's nothing you can do about it...so if you cant beat'em, join'em. And this is why i've become more mean. Not like anyone appreciated my nice-ness before.
I had something else to talk about...but I dont remember...o, yes, more about communication.
My friends suck at it, they dont seem to be very open to talking about their feelings, and that'll just ruin our friendship, and other ones they dont open up to. I'm fine if you dont wana talk to me, but you do realize, by not talking to me, it closes doors in our friendship, so do what you'll do. I guess I should give them chances to open the doors, but I figure, if gave them a chance once, then why twice? Just to be shot down again? Its not only their emotions involved. O well, I dun care, its not like any of us have a deep emotional connection. Why? Probably because we dont do anything to bond I guess. Sure we have fun, and I dont wana discount that, but its just not everything. O well, I'm sure we'll all realize it sooner or later, I dont even really fully understand it myself. But I know that none of my friends are very close with me. Meh, I can survive.
I'm starting to not want to think more and more. so I dont think I will right now =P
Saturday, October 05, 2002
I should be studying for tests on monday and thursday..
but I rather not...
Nothing better to do though..
I really dont have anything to say...I'm feeling a little low right not, but thats nothin important, just one of those days, I think its the boredom finding an outlet actually. I really should find something productive to do...maybe I'll give someone a call, hopefully they'll be available. I think its the depressing lovie Nathan songs that I've been listenin to =P Making me want all that love stuff...*sigh* the romance and what not...but that isnt going to happen anytime soon, so I might as well just get it out of my mind for now.
O yes, Americans are pissing me off again. Always thinking their all powerful and what not. Cocky lil bastards. Think they own the world...pfft. Their pride is their weakness, I cant wait for them to realize it..
I can never think of something to do...its very...debilitating..its hard to think of something...why does there even have to be anything to do...we always have the most fun when we dont plan...its not like my plans ever work anyway. Everything always revolves around doing something...*sigh* if people would open their minds more, then people would have a lot more fun...oo well..thats the world. Always with the "What are we gonna do?" What do we ever do, what does it matter...I hate planning things, I think I'm going plan free for the next while. Everything is going to be completely...winged...for the lack of a better word...meh. I dont like being uptight...but I dont like being...loose and accepting...whatever, I dont want to think anymore, therefore I wont =)
Tailz's Tip: Download B-Witched - Blame It on the Weather Man
Oo, I justed downloaded the Charmed Episode where Phoebe turns into a mermaid, wow, very nice. Even though I've already watched it on tape like...5 times =) Its AMAZING!! Get it, its called Charmed - A Witch's Tail (Parts 1 and 2) Gett'em =P
but I rather not...
Nothing better to do though..
I really dont have anything to say...I'm feeling a little low right not, but thats nothin important, just one of those days, I think its the boredom finding an outlet actually. I really should find something productive to do...maybe I'll give someone a call, hopefully they'll be available. I think its the depressing lovie Nathan songs that I've been listenin to =P Making me want all that love stuff...*sigh* the romance and what not...but that isnt going to happen anytime soon, so I might as well just get it out of my mind for now.
O yes, Americans are pissing me off again. Always thinking their all powerful and what not. Cocky lil bastards. Think they own the world...pfft. Their pride is their weakness, I cant wait for them to realize it..
I can never think of something to do...its very...debilitating..its hard to think of something...why does there even have to be anything to do...we always have the most fun when we dont plan...its not like my plans ever work anyway. Everything always revolves around doing something...*sigh* if people would open their minds more, then people would have a lot more fun...oo well..thats the world. Always with the "What are we gonna do?" What do we ever do, what does it matter...I hate planning things, I think I'm going plan free for the next while. Everything is going to be completely...winged...for the lack of a better word...meh. I dont like being uptight...but I dont like being...loose and accepting...whatever, I dont want to think anymore, therefore I wont =)
Tailz's Tip: Download B-Witched - Blame It on the Weather Man
Oo, I justed downloaded the Charmed Episode where Phoebe turns into a mermaid, wow, very nice. Even though I've already watched it on tape like...5 times =) Its AMAZING!! Get it, its called Charmed - A Witch's Tail (Parts 1 and 2) Gett'em =P
Friday, October 04, 2002
Yes..
I am bored before school.
1st and 2nd Lunch is amazing though =) Just sucks when I have waking up problems...oy...I was gonna try and look weird today, fobbish even, but it didnt work, my hair is too damn black for the temp blue dye...I guess I'll just have to try it for real next time =P I was soooo looking forward to today being a weird day where I do things differently...but hey, it didnt work. Felix probably brought his fob glasses for me though, that'll be funny at least. Woulda been cooler with blue hair >_< This blue gel...is REALLY hard! Gawd, my hair friggin bounces back now..but it looked kinda cool when I was putting it in, which makes me think I may actually like having full time blue hair, even that colour of blue, oppose to aqua coloured, which i like a lot too. English test today...on analysing essays...ahhhhhhhhhh...I'm scared...I dont know what to expect, first english test of grade 12...and I cant study for it! English mark sooo gonna pull me down...but hopefully I can get an 80 in it...and then my other courses...high 80's or even 90's...that would be nice. then come wit an 87-ish average..That should get me into U...ahhhhhhh, stop thinkin so far ahead! My eye is twitching...its my right eye...i think thats the "unlucky" one...uh oh...or was it the left...well, whatever, doesnt that mean something bad is suppose to happen today...friggin...
Neways, I was thinking about going back to Karate, I havent gone in a long time, I've been busy, but I really want to, thats what was keeping me up last night...I figured that my parents forced me before, so I didnt want to go, but now that they asked me if I wanted to quit, I dont want to. I think its a teenage rebelious thing. I havent told them that I wana go back yet, but if I do go back, i have to go to make use of the money, because I would need a new suit, and a new bo staff, cause my old ones are too small, I think new sparring equipment too...I do genuinely miss it though, but being gr 12, I dont know if I'll have enough time to put effort into it. But it shouldnt be requiring effort, its more of a recreational activity anyway. So I dont really need to feel pressured at all. Hmm...Well, I'll talk to my parents about going back soon anyway, I do want to get my 2nd degree black belt, but thats at LEAST 2 years away, but with school, I'll say 4 years away, minimum. I've changed since I've last gone though. I used to be a lot more reserved and anti-social...not to say that I'm not now, just...less. I think that it would actually be fun to go back, before I saw it as another chore my parents wanted me to do, I never really did it for myself, but now that I want to do it for myself, I think I can enjoy myself. I do appreciate that they forced me to do it in the beginning, because if they didnt, I would feel...less secure about myself I guess, and it is fun to be able to kick and know how to do arm locks, and throws, and weapons. I think this is just a part of my natural progression...or maturity if you will...Well, should be fun to go back =)
Anyway, I think I've wasted enough time here, I should go put on some more clothes n get my ass to school.
Well...
Charmed was amazing, Piper...Phoebe...mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...
Amazing, and tonight was good too. Had fun, things didnt go ask i expected, or planned, but turned out well in the end. Watched Red Dragon, friggin weird movie, psychologically scary...ahhhhhhhhhhh...Friggin Mr. D, or Mr. Deeds or smthg..Scary guy. Poor blind woman >_< I think everyone had a relatively good time. Smash was fun for a while, then just being stupid was good too. Too bad Nathan Eric n Adrian had to leave so early...o wells..missed all the "fun". My head hurts and I'm tired though...Frigging ran home away from my own imaginary Mr. D...I'm a freak.
But then again most people know that =P
I should go shower...but I cant until tomorrow cause my parents are asleep...LAMENESS...I wana take a damn shower! Ugh...Friggin hell, I see things move out of the corner of my eye, even though its just a fuckin plant blowing in the wind...IT FREAKS THE FUCK OUT OF ME...STOP MOVING! I hate wind...Its evil!!
Okay, I shut my mouth now.
Tailz's Friendly tip of the Day: Stay away from broken mirrors *shudder*
I am bored before school.
1st and 2nd Lunch is amazing though =) Just sucks when I have waking up problems...oy...I was gonna try and look weird today, fobbish even, but it didnt work, my hair is too damn black for the temp blue dye...I guess I'll just have to try it for real next time =P I was soooo looking forward to today being a weird day where I do things differently...but hey, it didnt work. Felix probably brought his fob glasses for me though, that'll be funny at least. Woulda been cooler with blue hair >_< This blue gel...is REALLY hard! Gawd, my hair friggin bounces back now..but it looked kinda cool when I was putting it in, which makes me think I may actually like having full time blue hair, even that colour of blue, oppose to aqua coloured, which i like a lot too. English test today...on analysing essays...ahhhhhhhhhh...I'm scared...I dont know what to expect, first english test of grade 12...and I cant study for it! English mark sooo gonna pull me down...but hopefully I can get an 80 in it...and then my other courses...high 80's or even 90's...that would be nice. then come wit an 87-ish average..That should get me into U...ahhhhhhh, stop thinkin so far ahead! My eye is twitching...its my right eye...i think thats the "unlucky" one...uh oh...or was it the left...well, whatever, doesnt that mean something bad is suppose to happen today...friggin...
Neways, I was thinking about going back to Karate, I havent gone in a long time, I've been busy, but I really want to, thats what was keeping me up last night...I figured that my parents forced me before, so I didnt want to go, but now that they asked me if I wanted to quit, I dont want to. I think its a teenage rebelious thing. I havent told them that I wana go back yet, but if I do go back, i have to go to make use of the money, because I would need a new suit, and a new bo staff, cause my old ones are too small, I think new sparring equipment too...I do genuinely miss it though, but being gr 12, I dont know if I'll have enough time to put effort into it. But it shouldnt be requiring effort, its more of a recreational activity anyway. So I dont really need to feel pressured at all. Hmm...Well, I'll talk to my parents about going back soon anyway, I do want to get my 2nd degree black belt, but thats at LEAST 2 years away, but with school, I'll say 4 years away, minimum. I've changed since I've last gone though. I used to be a lot more reserved and anti-social...not to say that I'm not now, just...less. I think that it would actually be fun to go back, before I saw it as another chore my parents wanted me to do, I never really did it for myself, but now that I want to do it for myself, I think I can enjoy myself. I do appreciate that they forced me to do it in the beginning, because if they didnt, I would feel...less secure about myself I guess, and it is fun to be able to kick and know how to do arm locks, and throws, and weapons. I think this is just a part of my natural progression...or maturity if you will...Well, should be fun to go back =)
Anyway, I think I've wasted enough time here, I should go put on some more clothes n get my ass to school.
Well...
Charmed was amazing, Piper...Phoebe...mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...
Amazing, and tonight was good too. Had fun, things didnt go ask i expected, or planned, but turned out well in the end. Watched Red Dragon, friggin weird movie, psychologically scary...ahhhhhhhhhhh...Friggin Mr. D, or Mr. Deeds or smthg..Scary guy. Poor blind woman >_< I think everyone had a relatively good time. Smash was fun for a while, then just being stupid was good too. Too bad Nathan Eric n Adrian had to leave so early...o wells..missed all the "fun". My head hurts and I'm tired though...Frigging ran home away from my own imaginary Mr. D...I'm a freak.
But then again most people know that =P
I should go shower...but I cant until tomorrow cause my parents are asleep...LAMENESS...I wana take a damn shower! Ugh...Friggin hell, I see things move out of the corner of my eye, even though its just a fuckin plant blowing in the wind...IT FREAKS THE FUCK OUT OF ME...STOP MOVING! I hate wind...Its evil!!
Okay, I shut my mouth now.
Tailz's Friendly tip of the Day: Stay away from broken mirrors *shudder*
Thursday, October 03, 2002
I had a really REALLY weird dream this morning...and here's what I remember of it, not too many details...
The beginning had something to do with Nathan, and my kitchen...and him yelling something about Not being gay, or being gay, not sure. Its irrelavent though, that wasnt the weird part. I was standing outside some sort of large building (red brick coloured) that had large wire fences around it like at a baseball diamond. The fences connected with the building, and were almost as tall as the building, I was leaning on the fence beside the building beside a wire fence with some friends (I think Vicki, Tracy, Karen and friends) We were hanging around talking when Julie and Sam( i think, not sure, maybe another girl) walked along the gravel path and came through the wire fence door beside me. Julie tells me that they were looking for a cute 17 year old boy to go to be in this movie and I was the closest person. I resisted, constantly protesting that I'm not cute (Which I'm not) but somehow, they convinced me to go. Grace and Keith were walking with me into the building where it was and Grace walked with me into a room where a woman (Director/Producer? Middle aged) and a man (Someone more important Older than woman) were sitting naked in chairs. The room was small, and dull, with only a few desks and chairs (one which looked exactly like the on in my computer room that falls back a lot and scares people). I got the impression that the Director/Producer was selling herself to go something more important out of the man. They told me to sit down (In the chair i have in my computer room) and wait for them to finish. I didnt want to watch them, so I was spinning around in the chair to distract myself. Somehow, the chair started spinning around the room, and I was about to hit the corner when the Director/Producer (Fully clothed again) woman stopped the chair. She went to the door to answer the phone (Phone's like at the school doors). She spent little time on the phone, and came back to me to tell me that Brenda would be coming in a few seconds. She said I would be perfect, because I was 17 years old, but I was weird, and occasionally cute (Odd and not true...cept the weird part and 17). Brenda (I think what was her name...) came into the room, a 14 year old girl, dressed like a slut. She walked through a door which from the small glimpse i saw, was a bathroom connected to what looked like a dressing room on the other side. (This is where it gets freaky). Somehow I realize whats going on, because Julie/Sam didnt tell me what was going on in the beginning, and I see that Brenda, is the director/producers daughter, and she wanted me to do...things that arent exactly good for a 17 year old and 14 year old to do. *shudder* The director woman says "You two have a good time!" and runs out, but I chase after her as she closes the door. She is about to lock the door but I twist the handle and open it enough that she couldnt, but she tried to pull it closed again. But I fight to open it a little more, and I see keith trying to close a door or open it, to the room next to mine. I yell to him for help, but he was occupied, so I pull harder and open the door and run out. Then I'm somehow in a parking lot (with a castle in the background...i think, and a catwalk above the parking lot itslef) and I think Vivian and Felix were there...not sure, but the 14 year old came out and grabbed me by the waist while I was walking along the catwalk and I couldnt hit her back, cause she was a little girl, so I grabbed some of her jewelery and I threw one piece down and smashed it. She yelled at me not to drop the other one and she's leave me alone, so I gave it to her and she ran to her mother in the car below. Her little sister came out of no where (she was about 9) and said she was mad because she was suppose to have me when the Brenda was done with me. I rushed her into her car thinking, "You're CRAZY go away!" and made them go. Then Vivian drove by and I told her what happened, somehow got the impression that it was at her show, with Felix, so assuming a dance show. I somehow knew that the girls were using me to get further in the movie business...i dont know how that works, but I told you its really REALLY weird. I dont understand this...someone explain it to me, no comments on the being "cute" part, cause we know thats not true.
Anyway...
I had to write that, it was on my mind ALL friggin day! And gota tell Felix, he was right about something else. Good job! You're catching up to my score of bein right 1000 times to you, and you're at 2 =) GO FELIX!! mwaha.
Otherwise, uneventful day, I feel somewhat better, the 3rd period cough attacks are getting worse, but I get better at 4th n 5th, but bad again after 7 - 8pm I start coughing my lungs out. I wonder whats going on wit this damn cold.
I gota do some english and bio work now...so I'll update more later!
lol, i just got this e-mail, i thought it was pretty funni
Ok, now there's a scientific reason we all need to get some....
Did you know that you can tell from the skin whether a person is sexually active or not?
1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when woman make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which make hair shiny and skin smooth.
2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow.
3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner.
4 . Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers!
5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases the body's endorphin into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being.
6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered. The sexually active body gives off greater quantities of chemicals called pheromones. These subtle sex perfumes drive the opposite sex crazy!
7. Sex is the safest tranquilizer in the world. IT IS 10 TIMES MORE EFFECTIVE THAN VALIUM.
8. Kissing each day will keep the dentist away. Kissing encourages saliva to wash food from the teeth and lowers the level of the acid that causes tooth decay, preventing plaque buildup
9. Sex actually relieves headaches. A lovemaking session can release the tension that restricts blood vessels in the brain.
10. A lot of lovemaking can unblock a stuffy nose. Sex is an antihistamine. It can help combat asthma and hay fever.
Tailz's Friendly Tip of the Day: Have sex, its good for you =)
The beginning had something to do with Nathan, and my kitchen...and him yelling something about Not being gay, or being gay, not sure. Its irrelavent though, that wasnt the weird part. I was standing outside some sort of large building (red brick coloured) that had large wire fences around it like at a baseball diamond. The fences connected with the building, and were almost as tall as the building, I was leaning on the fence beside the building beside a wire fence with some friends (I think Vicki, Tracy, Karen and friends) We were hanging around talking when Julie and Sam( i think, not sure, maybe another girl) walked along the gravel path and came through the wire fence door beside me. Julie tells me that they were looking for a cute 17 year old boy to go to be in this movie and I was the closest person. I resisted, constantly protesting that I'm not cute (Which I'm not) but somehow, they convinced me to go. Grace and Keith were walking with me into the building where it was and Grace walked with me into a room where a woman (Director/Producer? Middle aged) and a man (Someone more important Older than woman) were sitting naked in chairs. The room was small, and dull, with only a few desks and chairs (one which looked exactly like the on in my computer room that falls back a lot and scares people). I got the impression that the Director/Producer was selling herself to go something more important out of the man. They told me to sit down (In the chair i have in my computer room) and wait for them to finish. I didnt want to watch them, so I was spinning around in the chair to distract myself. Somehow, the chair started spinning around the room, and I was about to hit the corner when the Director/Producer (Fully clothed again) woman stopped the chair. She went to the door to answer the phone (Phone's like at the school doors). She spent little time on the phone, and came back to me to tell me that Brenda would be coming in a few seconds. She said I would be perfect, because I was 17 years old, but I was weird, and occasionally cute (Odd and not true...cept the weird part and 17). Brenda (I think what was her name...) came into the room, a 14 year old girl, dressed like a slut. She walked through a door which from the small glimpse i saw, was a bathroom connected to what looked like a dressing room on the other side. (This is where it gets freaky). Somehow I realize whats going on, because Julie/Sam didnt tell me what was going on in the beginning, and I see that Brenda, is the director/producers daughter, and she wanted me to do...things that arent exactly good for a 17 year old and 14 year old to do. *shudder* The director woman says "You two have a good time!" and runs out, but I chase after her as she closes the door. She is about to lock the door but I twist the handle and open it enough that she couldnt, but she tried to pull it closed again. But I fight to open it a little more, and I see keith trying to close a door or open it, to the room next to mine. I yell to him for help, but he was occupied, so I pull harder and open the door and run out. Then I'm somehow in a parking lot (with a castle in the background...i think, and a catwalk above the parking lot itslef) and I think Vivian and Felix were there...not sure, but the 14 year old came out and grabbed me by the waist while I was walking along the catwalk and I couldnt hit her back, cause she was a little girl, so I grabbed some of her jewelery and I threw one piece down and smashed it. She yelled at me not to drop the other one and she's leave me alone, so I gave it to her and she ran to her mother in the car below. Her little sister came out of no where (she was about 9) and said she was mad because she was suppose to have me when the Brenda was done with me. I rushed her into her car thinking, "You're CRAZY go away!" and made them go. Then Vivian drove by and I told her what happened, somehow got the impression that it was at her show, with Felix, so assuming a dance show. I somehow knew that the girls were using me to get further in the movie business...i dont know how that works, but I told you its really REALLY weird. I dont understand this...someone explain it to me, no comments on the being "cute" part, cause we know thats not true.
Anyway...
I had to write that, it was on my mind ALL friggin day! And gota tell Felix, he was right about something else. Good job! You're catching up to my score of bein right 1000 times to you, and you're at 2 =) GO FELIX!! mwaha.
Otherwise, uneventful day, I feel somewhat better, the 3rd period cough attacks are getting worse, but I get better at 4th n 5th, but bad again after 7 - 8pm I start coughing my lungs out. I wonder whats going on wit this damn cold.
I gota do some english and bio work now...so I'll update more later!
lol, i just got this e-mail, i thought it was pretty funni
Ok, now there's a scientific reason we all need to get some....
Did you know that you can tell from the skin whether a person is sexually active or not?
1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when woman make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which make hair shiny and skin smooth.
2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow.
3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner.
4 . Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers!
5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases the body's endorphin into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being.
6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered. The sexually active body gives off greater quantities of chemicals called pheromones. These subtle sex perfumes drive the opposite sex crazy!
7. Sex is the safest tranquilizer in the world. IT IS 10 TIMES MORE EFFECTIVE THAN VALIUM.
8. Kissing each day will keep the dentist away. Kissing encourages saliva to wash food from the teeth and lowers the level of the acid that causes tooth decay, preventing plaque buildup
9. Sex actually relieves headaches. A lovemaking session can release the tension that restricts blood vessels in the brain.
10. A lot of lovemaking can unblock a stuffy nose. Sex is an antihistamine. It can help combat asthma and hay fever.
Tailz's Friendly Tip of the Day: Have sex, its good for you =)
Wednesday, October 02, 2002
Wow!!
I've found a new TV show I like =)
Smallville is very wow!! Kristen Kreuk is AMAZING!! And they had a guest star yesterday, I'm not quite sure of her name, but she played the Oracle (The hot big breasted fortune teller) in Charmed, and she played Billy in Days Of Our Lives. Shaddup, I did watch it when she was on...sad no? =P But the hot girls arent the only reason, they played Avril Lavigne in it!!! I was sooo surprised!!! (Get this song if you dont have it alreadi, Avril Lavigne - Tomorrow) They played Tomorrow and it fit sooo perfect...awwww...Alright, two shows to watch religiously isnt so bad...as long as I'm not hooked on TV more than 2 hours I feel alright =)
In other news, I feel better today. I felt perfectly normal while I was layin in my bed, but then I stood up n i started to feel like shiet again...but again, after 3rd period I felt good again, still some symptoms of being sick, like occasionally cough and ears being weird, but my voice seems to be back to normal, and my nose isnt running anymore =) Hurrah for Chicken Soup! Thanks mom~
I have a bone to pick with some people...the...Demons, if you will, of the world. Namely, those who dont like Charmed *glares at those people who expressed their dislike for Charmed* The reason I think you dont like Charmed is because you said that you wouldnt in the beginning, and if you were looking for something to make fun of, its easy, but if you dont and look for things that make it a good show, you can find lots. Just like any TV show, if you have a bad impression of it, you can be swayed to either like it or not. But you were so INSISTANT on saying that is was bad and nit-picking (not sure if i spelt that right). I could go to your NYPD Blue, or anything and be like...Thats not gonna happen, thats unrealistic, blah blah blah, because ITS TV. Charmed is like an Anime, but not cartoon, if it was a cartoon, I'm sure you would like it! Biatchessssssssssssssssssssss! Just because there are beautiful girls (two to be exact) in the show, it doesnt discredit the show at all! OPEN YOUR MINDS!!
On a lighter note, I had a good day today =)
Tailz's Friendly Tip of the Day: Keep an open mind...namely, to Charmed!!! Weeeeeeeeee =)
Wait, I lied.
My parents are pissing me off.
Complete retards, they ALWAYS fucking want me to do FUCKING chores, FUCK YOU!! I'M FUCKING SICK, AND I FUCKING GET MYSELF UP TO GO TO SCHOOL SO I DONT FUCKING MISS SHIT AND THAT TAKES ALMOST ALL MY FUCKING ENERGY!!! AND YOU EXPECT ME TO DO STUFF FOR YOU!? NO FUCK YOU!! MY WORLD, DOES NOT REVOLVE AROUND YOUR KITCHEN BEING CLEAN, NOR DOES REVOLVE AROUND MAKING RICE FOR YOU!!! FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU!!! GOD FUCKING DAMNIT, DO I NOT GET TO FUCKING RELAX WHEN I GET HOME?! OBVIOUSLY NOT IF YOU COME HOME AND START FUCKING YELLING AT ME TO FUCKING CLEAN UP FOR YOUR FUCKING ASSES!!! OMFG, ITS NOT LIKE I DONT DO ANYTHING!! I PULL MY FUCKING WEIGHT, I'M ONLY FUCKING 17, AND I DONT FUCKING WEIGHT AS MUCH AS THE FUCKING HOUSE, SO FUCKING CLEAN IT YOUR FUCKING SELF!!! GAWD!! AND IF WHAT YOU SAY IS TRUE, THAT ITS NOT MUCH TO ASK OF ME TO DO THAT, THEN WHY THE FUCK CANT YOU DO IT IF IT SUCH A SMALL FUCKING JOB?! HONESTLY, I'M FUCKING SICK I FUCKING HELP YOUR ASSES WHEN I'M SICK, SO JUST BACK THE FUCK OFF!!! JESUS!!!
If you want me to do something, this is the way to do it.
1) Ask me to do something in advance IF you want it done, I dont drop whatever I'm doing for you, whoever you are, doesnt matter if you're the fucking pope, do NOT interupt me, I dont get paid enough to do something "NOW".
2) If asking in advance, I'll do, BUT if you're asking over 5 things, I wont, I'm not about to go THAT far out of my way to do something YOU want me to do. Who do you think you are, the pope? Tough shit, I alreadi established that I wouldnt for the fucking pope for less than 50 bux per thing you want me to do.
3) If you say "NOW" I wont do it for an extra 30 minutes because you said NOW, i'm difficult like that.
4) Dont put it as a demand, ASK, don't TELL me that i have to do it, otherwise, It wont be done for another day, and with much more arguing than is needed.
5) If I'm already pissed off about something, dont expect me to do anything, be grateful I dont bite off your head.
This is directly squarely at my parents, but applies to everyone, so if you want me to do you a favour, read the above.
I've found a new TV show I like =)
Smallville is very wow!! Kristen Kreuk is AMAZING!! And they had a guest star yesterday, I'm not quite sure of her name, but she played the Oracle (The hot big breasted fortune teller) in Charmed, and she played Billy in Days Of Our Lives. Shaddup, I did watch it when she was on...sad no? =P But the hot girls arent the only reason, they played Avril Lavigne in it!!! I was sooo surprised!!! (Get this song if you dont have it alreadi, Avril Lavigne - Tomorrow) They played Tomorrow and it fit sooo perfect...awwww...Alright, two shows to watch religiously isnt so bad...as long as I'm not hooked on TV more than 2 hours I feel alright =)
In other news, I feel better today. I felt perfectly normal while I was layin in my bed, but then I stood up n i started to feel like shiet again...but again, after 3rd period I felt good again, still some symptoms of being sick, like occasionally cough and ears being weird, but my voice seems to be back to normal, and my nose isnt running anymore =) Hurrah for Chicken Soup! Thanks mom~
I have a bone to pick with some people...the...Demons, if you will, of the world. Namely, those who dont like Charmed *glares at those people who expressed their dislike for Charmed* The reason I think you dont like Charmed is because you said that you wouldnt in the beginning, and if you were looking for something to make fun of, its easy, but if you dont and look for things that make it a good show, you can find lots. Just like any TV show, if you have a bad impression of it, you can be swayed to either like it or not. But you were so INSISTANT on saying that is was bad and nit-picking (not sure if i spelt that right). I could go to your NYPD Blue, or anything and be like...Thats not gonna happen, thats unrealistic, blah blah blah, because ITS TV. Charmed is like an Anime, but not cartoon, if it was a cartoon, I'm sure you would like it! Biatchessssssssssssssssssssss! Just because there are beautiful girls (two to be exact) in the show, it doesnt discredit the show at all! OPEN YOUR MINDS!!
On a lighter note, I had a good day today =)
Tailz's Friendly Tip of the Day: Keep an open mind...namely, to Charmed!!! Weeeeeeeeee =)
Wait, I lied.
My parents are pissing me off.
Complete retards, they ALWAYS fucking want me to do FUCKING chores, FUCK YOU!! I'M FUCKING SICK, AND I FUCKING GET MYSELF UP TO GO TO SCHOOL SO I DONT FUCKING MISS SHIT AND THAT TAKES ALMOST ALL MY FUCKING ENERGY!!! AND YOU EXPECT ME TO DO STUFF FOR YOU!? NO FUCK YOU!! MY WORLD, DOES NOT REVOLVE AROUND YOUR KITCHEN BEING CLEAN, NOR DOES REVOLVE AROUND MAKING RICE FOR YOU!!! FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU!!! GOD FUCKING DAMNIT, DO I NOT GET TO FUCKING RELAX WHEN I GET HOME?! OBVIOUSLY NOT IF YOU COME HOME AND START FUCKING YELLING AT ME TO FUCKING CLEAN UP FOR YOUR FUCKING ASSES!!! OMFG, ITS NOT LIKE I DONT DO ANYTHING!! I PULL MY FUCKING WEIGHT, I'M ONLY FUCKING 17, AND I DONT FUCKING WEIGHT AS MUCH AS THE FUCKING HOUSE, SO FUCKING CLEAN IT YOUR FUCKING SELF!!! GAWD!! AND IF WHAT YOU SAY IS TRUE, THAT ITS NOT MUCH TO ASK OF ME TO DO THAT, THEN WHY THE FUCK CANT YOU DO IT IF IT SUCH A SMALL FUCKING JOB?! HONESTLY, I'M FUCKING SICK I FUCKING HELP YOUR ASSES WHEN I'M SICK, SO JUST BACK THE FUCK OFF!!! JESUS!!!
If you want me to do something, this is the way to do it.
1) Ask me to do something in advance IF you want it done, I dont drop whatever I'm doing for you, whoever you are, doesnt matter if you're the fucking pope, do NOT interupt me, I dont get paid enough to do something "NOW".
2) If asking in advance, I'll do, BUT if you're asking over 5 things, I wont, I'm not about to go THAT far out of my way to do something YOU want me to do. Who do you think you are, the pope? Tough shit, I alreadi established that I wouldnt for the fucking pope for less than 50 bux per thing you want me to do.
3) If you say "NOW" I wont do it for an extra 30 minutes because you said NOW, i'm difficult like that.
4) Dont put it as a demand, ASK, don't TELL me that i have to do it, otherwise, It wont be done for another day, and with much more arguing than is needed.
5) If I'm already pissed off about something, dont expect me to do anything, be grateful I dont bite off your head.
This is directly squarely at my parents, but applies to everyone, so if you want me to do you a favour, read the above.
Tuesday, October 01, 2002
LOL!
Here's a funny site, care of Felix =P I hope its fake...please tell me it is!!
To Check it out, Click --> HERE <--
Anywaaaaaaay!
I felt like shit this morning, but feeling a lot better now, no sore throat, I can hear, my ears stopped being popped! WOO! During 4th n 5th period today~
Sad thing is that I'm actually starting to like some of Nathan's music...him and his soft rock and what not...but its actually kinda good, but they're all lovie dovie songs. Which is good and all, but I need more variety!! I need to get some angry songs, not like hardcore rock or heavy metal, but if anyone has suggestions, e-mail me or if you know me, just tell me =P
Mmm...nothing very "insightful" to say, so I think I'll go burn some brain cells on the TV. Either that or sleep the rest of this gross cold out of my system =)
Thought this would be a lil interesting, to some degree, its true =P
Tailz's Friendly Tip of the Day: Download this amazing song! Christina Aguilera - Dirrty
Here's a funny site, care of Felix =P I hope its fake...please tell me it is!!
To Check it out, Click --> HERE <--
Anywaaaaaaay!
I felt like shit this morning, but feeling a lot better now, no sore throat, I can hear, my ears stopped being popped! WOO! During 4th n 5th period today~
Sad thing is that I'm actually starting to like some of Nathan's music...him and his soft rock and what not...but its actually kinda good, but they're all lovie dovie songs. Which is good and all, but I need more variety!! I need to get some angry songs, not like hardcore rock or heavy metal, but if anyone has suggestions, e-mail me or if you know me, just tell me =P
Mmm...nothing very "insightful" to say, so I think I'll go burn some brain cells on the TV. Either that or sleep the rest of this gross cold out of my system =)
Thought this would be a lil interesting, to some degree, its true =P
 I am Mr Do.I am sedentary by nature, enjoying passive entertainment, eating when the mood takes me, and playing with my food. I try to avoid conflict, but when I'm angered, I can be a devil - if you force me to fight, I will crush you. With apples. What Video Game Character Are You? |
Tailz's Friendly Tip of the Day: Download this amazing song! Christina Aguilera - Dirrty
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