Dreams.

Well..
Today was a pretty filled day, which I enjoy.

Woke up round 10-ish, took a nice long 30 min shower, took my sweet ass time getting dressed n eattin before school. Found cat piss on my jacket before going to school, so no jacket at school today. Walked and read novel study on the way to school, met up wit Vicky yip then went to Data management, decided on partners for final project. Went to english, sat on my ass doin relatively nothing, listening to class drone on and on about teens n media, but something interesting did come out of it. Something about how people want to be different, but are also afraid to be different at the same time. I liked that idea =P Reminds me of a lot of people I know, and to some degree, me. I'll talk more about it later. Anyway, Bio lots of notes, but had fun at least. Walked home wit Vicki n did our traditional apple throw after walking home during fall. Got cold, so went home early. Played some pokemon (Beat johto league, MWAHAH!) ate dinnah wit dad, then talked on icq a bit, n went to go watch charmed~ (It was hellah amazing btw) Jess came near the beginnin, watched it wit meh. Cooked up some garlic bread n stuff (New stuff, it was pretty good). Played some games wit jess (wow, a girl that likes to play games, i'm surprised, GO JESS!) Downloaded some winamp skins (mine is sexah~) n then went off to keiths. met up wit felix n simon there, talked, played games, much fun. Came home, made soup, (good soup considerin i dun realli like noodles, kinda gingery though) And here I am, sittin my ass infront of the comp writing =P

Well, that was my day, I enjoyed it. Anyway, to go back to the point brought up in english class...People want to be different, but are afraid to be different. Like if I were to say, "Snakes arent cool", and then someone were to say, "Yes they are", then me saying "I was just jokin" kinda being afraid to be diff. I think thats sooo true with sooo many people! Its weird. I used to do that A LOT, i mean A LOT..but now, i just go...this is cool. fuck you, its cool! hehe =) but what bothers me is when I say smthg, but i dun realli mean it completely, then I sound like I'm goin back on what I'm saying, but realli just correcting my misuse of words...hehe...Iuno, but I know a LOT of people who do that, its funny to see how I was before. Everyday I look back on my past actions...and feel like a COMPLETE dumbass, cause I was, and am right now...I gota find a way to avoid that someday...but not today, i'm content with things right now~ O ya, we also talked about how the african american culture was being stolen by the caucasion culture because its "real" and "down to earth". Their pain and suffering is "real" and "down to earth" therefore we want to buy it? I dont think so. I know thats not how I operate. If i like how it looks, i go wit it. Although subconsiously I'm sure its more though. Iuno, its a complicated issue. All I care is that I dun gota follow whatever other people want, just me. La la la.

Mm...that soup was good...when I was having it...aftertaste = bad bad. Had to eat peanuts to fix it.

Ya kno...I think I'm growin as a person. I'm learnin to accept things, and move on wit'em. N just be all..."Meh" bout things. Somethings neway. Well, I'm getting better, at least I feel better, and thats all that matters right now. Next step can be actually BEING better =P But I can now walk through school, alone, and not think, hey, I have no friends wit me, I feel like a loner. I can walk through the school, n be like, gawd that persons an idiot, MOVE OUT OF MY WAY! Retards...=) Iuno, I actually did think that stuff before though...kinda depressin, but i'm over it, so its all good, I can talk bout it, n tell you guys bout it now that i am over it, woot~ But a downside, I'm not noticing people in the halls anymore, its all just, get out of my way, I have places to be~ Ahh well, I'm a weird one...mr. grinch =P

Hahaha...
Gawd...I'm fuckin Princess >_<

Life is fairly pointless to for me. It's a constant cycle of getting captured by Bowser, getting rescued by men who lust after me either due to my looks or wealth, and baking cakes. Any involvement I have in a game is fairly limited. I reinforce the bad stereotype that women are helpless beings. I am made of sugar and spice and everything nice, yet incapable of inteligent thought. Such is the life of Peach.

What Super Mario Bros character are you?

Friggin..
I'm not helpless >_<

LOL, i'm a strange guy...ahahahahha, i really wonder what random people who come n read this think...hahahaha. Just read over some of the stuff, afraid to read over my drunk blog...i seemed a little...weird...I dun like using the word love...generally. It carries with it too much commitment than i'm ready to give.

Okay, 5:00am, and i hear someone goin to the washroom upstairs...damn, i gota wait a good 15-20 min to go to bed now..>_<

EWW...vicki was right, I have a lil patch of dry skin on my cheek...FUCK!

Tailz's Tip of the Day: Keep fit and have fun!! (From Hal Johnson, and Joanne McCloud)

posted by Bradimon @ 4:00 a.m.