Dreams.

Moo..
Bio is mean...Why was the stuff on the test not what I studied...damnit! I forgot why fucking being near water helps things be warmer/cooler...AND I KNEW IT BEFORE!! ugh...Thats a real piss off...

Otherwise, my day was good. University thing in the gym...sat right behind her! And she even turned around to give me handouts...*sigh*...I'm never going to talk to her though...its just not gonna happen, but I can still dream =P Two!! TWO!!...mwahaa...

Neways...Math was easy...relatively, plus cheating, so that was good...but fucking bio!! UGH! okay...not gonnat hink bout it...its just gonna piss me off more >_<

Got Winamp 3, its pretty cool, I like the fading out of songs and starting the next one faster, its funky like that. Also plays videos, so I dun gota open lame Windows Media Player nemore, wee!

I was watching Dr. Phil today, and his show was bout brothers/sisters getting along/not getting along. It was really weird, I never thought people would have these problems, but hey, who knows. But he said something that I think is true, we should speak our minds to our brothers/sisters, cause we have to live with them our whole lives, as they saying goes..."Friends come and go, but family is forever". Which brings me to myself, and my sister. Not naming names, but its pretty obvious which sister. IF (BIG IF) HE decides to ask her to marry her, and what not...she'll be throwing away whats left of her young life. She'll jump into a family with 3 adolescent kids (who are hell raisers!! but thats besides the point). She wont have time to go...experience fun things in life. She goes out of high school, into University, into Teachers college, and into a family? No good, a pre-made family, not even biologically related! (That could also be a good thing). Not to mention she's had NO experience (boyfriend wise) other than HIM. Moving in with him was a BIG step...I know that she's good for him, but he's dragging her to his level slowly...but surely. She's helped him get out of debt, balance his books, take care of his kids, shop properly, and sooooo many things, but thats not helping her at ALL...not to mention age diff...cause thats just disgusting...completely and utterly disgusting...I KNOW she can do better too, which is the sad thing. She's not ugly, she's not a bad person, she's a great person actually. But she spends sooo much time with HIM that she's changing, and its not for the better...Its been FAR too long...9 years? around there...frig...I dont normally HATE, and I mean hate, the true meaning, not the pansy lil "i hate you because you're different" kind of hate. I truly hate this...beast and his pack of vicious monsters. There is no one in the world that I will ever hate as much as i hate him. Well...the point is, I really want to confront my sister with this, because I would not talk to her if she ever married that prick. I dont want to lose my sister, so I have to talk to her, but it'll be REALLY tough...and I dont want to do this by myself...but I think i might have to...ugh...

O ya, and my parents today, asked me what i thought about capital punishment...and I really dont know...I decided to think bout it writin here...well...I do think SOME people should die for what they do to others, but some deserve a fate worse than death. But who's to say when they cross the line...After killing 1 person? 2? 3?...maybe after 2...but I dont think we should stoop to their level either. But I've never had anyone from my family violently killed (Thank god), so I dont really know how they would feel...well, i lie, of course I know they would want vengence. But I guess...thats not really right. If we were to be entirely civil...then we shouldnt kill them and show them we are better than them, and be a better person because of it? But then there's always this part of me that wants them to feel the pain they caused...thats only fair...but wait...being a bigger person is better than stooping to their level. Morality has gota come first I...aside from emotions...however strong they are? I duno...this is a touchy subject...gota think more bout it later.

Well...this is a crazy world we live in...with lots of crazy problems...its pretty sad, but I'm happy to see that some people dont let it get them down. But is that just ignorance? aHh...not gettin into that =P

Tailz's Tip of the Day: Be honest, with your friends, family, and yourself.

posted by Bradimon @ 8:35 p.m.