My tests were now extended to after the long weekend...
and so I have nothing really to do...I could work on those damn on going projects...I think thats what I'll start =P
In english today, we were talking about how people need a "hipster" image in order to survive as a society, blah blah blah, media focusing on teens and what not. I found that really weird though, because media is following all the trends and watching teens for trends, but teens are watching media for trends...and how we need a "cool" person to want to be. But the people I see as "cool" arent what I want to be like at all. They're opposite of what I want to be...and what I want to be isnt "cool" and I really am not connecting with this topic. Maybe I'm just a weird teen, but I dont care that media wants to focus on us, and I dont care how they like the fashion or anything. I dress, how I like, if I see something I like, I wear it. Or if someone picks something out for me, I'd probably wear it. Maybe I'm just not catching the real idea here, but I dont see what the big deal is. I'm not "hiding" from media, I'm being me, and they dont seem to care, I dont care, we're fine. I think media following teens maybe WAS a big issue, but I dont feel it is anymore. I dont normally go with the normal teen stereotypes, I dont think anyway...Do I? If I do...then I dont mean to, its just the way I am, I dont really pay much attention to the TV media anymore, I watch what, 2 shows? And during the commercials I dont pay attention, so...what am I getting at here...I really dont care that media wants to follow us and search for the new trends, and whatever, cause who follows them? The poor saps with lots of money from their parents and want to be "cool". Cool to me, would be the perfect person, smart, nice, kind, caring, etc. But to be like a raver, or a druggie, or a thug or whatever..Thats stupid in my eyes. Its all well and good for the people who do it, I'm not putting them down, but its just not for me I guess. Maybe just cause I'm a nerdy lil innocent boy, but meh =)
But...I should probably go over those essays again to get the REAL idea, maybe i'll write bout that after, but I gota nerd my ass off in english n everything..so on the agenda for the next while is...english novel. and essay, and bio genetically modified foods stuff and Bio aventis challenge. Wow, thats a lot more than i realized...but most are in group, cept english, so I should do english first.
You know, I was really considering being mean to everyone and not caring what happens, but then, I dont know why, I just really think its the right thing to do to be the really nice guy regardless. So, putting my foot down, cause for some odd reason, I keep coming back to this nice deal, so I'll be nice to people and try and be civil. I had a fun time not caring for a while, but its just...not me =P Not to say I wont be mean, at all, cause thats just no fun, but I'll try to be nicer, but I'm not gonna care bout people who dun care bout me. Those are my new guidelines.
But my dilemma is this...should I fight to keep friends? If someone is mad at me, or I think they are, should I bother fighting for them? For most friends, yes I would, but the thing is, if they dont say anything to me, then they arent really giving me a chance, so why should I have to go and be all, "are you mad at me?" Especially if they dont clairify and make sure something is wrong. I think my friends know me well enough to talk to me and say, "Brad, I think something's wrong, lets deal with it". Or come to ask me for help, everyone knows I'm here to help. And if you dont, then you're obviously not an observent person. And as much as I'd like to help some people, I dont want to pressure them, but the thing is, some people want to feel that they are cared about by being pressured, but some people dont. I know I care, but I guess I'm wondering where to draw the line with pushing to help. I'll figure it out soon enough. I guess I should fight for friendships though, but I almost dont care about some I guess, but its childish of me to say "They started it" so I wont help. I should be the bigger person and speak out to them. Well, the person I'm thinking of has emotional trust issues, so I doubt they'd even say anything to me. Communication between my friends...could use some work. Well, another thing to work on =)
Well, here I am, sitting with cold feet (literally, not nervous bout anything) and procrastinating. Maybe I should get to work...or at least play some games =)
Update more latahs~
Well, its hours later, and I havent done any work...so proud of myself...msn is now interesting, if you wana add my msn, my e-mail is bay183@icqmail.com. Add me, I need more people so I dun waste my time openin it~
Moooooooooooooooo...Felix, you are spoiled, the end, no if's and's or but's.
Its been so cold the passed few days, I havent gotten my ass outta bed until 11 and by then its late and i have to walk to school, and then I get into 3rd late, and blah blah, but its been cool. I enjoy the winter clothes.
O yes! Check out the story created by Felix and I at...dumtailz.blogspot.com
Its based on the story from THIS site...hilarious might i add, very nice job with finding this felix =P
Check it out, you wont regret it =)
Tailz's Tip: Stories are fun, go make one =)
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