Dreams.

Yes..
I am bored before school.
1st and 2nd Lunch is amazing though =) Just sucks when I have waking up problems...oy...I was gonna try and look weird today, fobbish even, but it didnt work, my hair is too damn black for the temp blue dye...I guess I'll just have to try it for real next time =P I was soooo looking forward to today being a weird day where I do things differently...but hey, it didnt work. Felix probably brought his fob glasses for me though, that'll be funny at least. Woulda been cooler with blue hair >_< This blue gel...is REALLY hard! Gawd, my hair friggin bounces back now..but it looked kinda cool when I was putting it in, which makes me think I may actually like having full time blue hair, even that colour of blue, oppose to aqua coloured, which i like a lot too. English test today...on analysing essays...ahhhhhhhhhh...I'm scared...I dont know what to expect, first english test of grade 12...and I cant study for it! English mark sooo gonna pull me down...but hopefully I can get an 80 in it...and then my other courses...high 80's or even 90's...that would be nice. then come wit an 87-ish average..That should get me into U...ahhhhhhh, stop thinkin so far ahead! My eye is twitching...its my right eye...i think thats the "unlucky" one...uh oh...or was it the left...well, whatever, doesnt that mean something bad is suppose to happen today...friggin...

Neways, I was thinking about going back to Karate, I havent gone in a long time, I've been busy, but I really want to, thats what was keeping me up last night...I figured that my parents forced me before, so I didnt want to go, but now that they asked me if I wanted to quit, I dont want to. I think its a teenage rebelious thing. I havent told them that I wana go back yet, but if I do go back, i have to go to make use of the money, because I would need a new suit, and a new bo staff, cause my old ones are too small, I think new sparring equipment too...I do genuinely miss it though, but being gr 12, I dont know if I'll have enough time to put effort into it. But it shouldnt be requiring effort, its more of a recreational activity anyway. So I dont really need to feel pressured at all. Hmm...Well, I'll talk to my parents about going back soon anyway, I do want to get my 2nd degree black belt, but thats at LEAST 2 years away, but with school, I'll say 4 years away, minimum. I've changed since I've last gone though. I used to be a lot more reserved and anti-social...not to say that I'm not now, just...less. I think that it would actually be fun to go back, before I saw it as another chore my parents wanted me to do, I never really did it for myself, but now that I want to do it for myself, I think I can enjoy myself. I do appreciate that they forced me to do it in the beginning, because if they didnt, I would feel...less secure about myself I guess, and it is fun to be able to kick and know how to do arm locks, and throws, and weapons. I think this is just a part of my natural progression...or maturity if you will...Well, should be fun to go back =)

Anyway, I think I've wasted enough time here, I should go put on some more clothes n get my ass to school.

Well...
Charmed was amazing, Piper...Phoebe...mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...
Amazing, and tonight was good too. Had fun, things didnt go ask i expected, or planned, but turned out well in the end. Watched Red Dragon, friggin weird movie, psychologically scary...ahhhhhhhhhhh...Friggin Mr. D, or Mr. Deeds or smthg..Scary guy. Poor blind woman >_< I think everyone had a relatively good time. Smash was fun for a while, then just being stupid was good too. Too bad Nathan Eric n Adrian had to leave so early...o wells..missed all the "fun". My head hurts and I'm tired though...Frigging ran home away from my own imaginary Mr. D...I'm a freak.
But then again most people know that =P

I should go shower...but I cant until tomorrow cause my parents are asleep...LAMENESS...I wana take a damn shower! Ugh...Friggin hell, I see things move out of the corner of my eye, even though its just a fuckin plant blowing in the wind...IT FREAKS THE FUCK OUT OF ME...STOP MOVING! I hate wind...Its evil!!

Okay, I shut my mouth now.

Tailz's Friendly tip of the Day: Stay away from broken mirrors *shudder*

posted by Bradimon @ 10:50 a.m.