Dreams.

Mooooooooooooooooooooooooo...
After 12 hours of working on english ISP yesterday, I come out alive...
Its surprising~
GO ME!!
hahah
Finally handed that piece of shiet in, and now to work on bio seminar for thursday~~~
Shouldnt be TOO bad, 1/3 done the work i need to do, and its monday, so I should be able to finish by thursday!

I havent had much time to go around thinking bout deep things, making my blog small and short, but meh, thinkin makes me mad, so i guess its a good thing that I havent been thinkin~~

My eyes are tired though...I should probably get some sleep~

I am SOOO glad my printer is workin though, hahaha, i'd feel bad sendin Fatez all my shitty english stuff to print out~ hahaha.

Thinkin of making an xmas thing, maybe, just hope the hell of halloween doesnt come wit it. So this means one group, or a designated person from each group, hahaha. but Iuno how well that would go~~ Plus i'm needing a place...so maybe I wun do ne planning, just go with my family less someone else plans. Planning = boooooo + pain + anger. I wonder how many people I can bring to boxing day wit my fam...I'll bring as many ppls as I can i guess. That'd be cool, n i'm sure ppl would enjoy playin round Fort York =P I guess traditional Grace n Vicks, but other ppls I gota wait to establish the numbah of ppl I can have...that'd be cool though!

Iuno, I feel that i should be tryin to get everyone together, for holidays at least...or TRY to get everyone together..maybe thats just wishful thinking...I kno not everyone gets along...speaking of not getting along, I dun think Imma be so...avoidant of someone nemore. I guess it was unreasonable of me to be so upset. Iuno, I'll try n get overmyself n just be...nicer to the person. We'll see.

Right now, everything seems to be gettin better, I'm less moody, friends arent pissing me off as much, gettin to kno other friends better, etc. The only bad thing...these ZITS!! AHH!!!! I lose 1, and gain 1 more!! wtf...this is a bitch...o well, i guess its my '2nd puberty' as people are naming it...hahaha, lets hope I get taller n more muscular...hahahah, ya right. Its just the bad stuff coming now..BOOOO~~~ Iuno...I wonder if there IS such a thing as a '2nd puberty'...would be interesting to do some research on it...which I would...if I didn thavet to do bio research for GM foods...lame...nah, i'll prob research it anyway, hahahaha.

Time to do some work, bbl~

posted by Bradimon @ 4:52 p.m. 0 comments

Ahhh...
Light is good I guess...but I wanted waterrrrrrr >_<
Light is my 2nd fav too..so at least I got one...just gotta be more creative now...embrace my creative...ness...lol

posted by Bradimon @ 7:51 p.m. 0 comments

Which monkey are you?
Another pointless diversion from Bijouriel

"Silence is golden, and you know this well. At your heart you are a patient and kind optimist. You might need to learn to speak out, though, because sometimes if you are not part of the solution, you are part of the problem."

heheh...this is funnie cause its kinda true.
I dun really speak out unless something is goin horrible, I normally hold it in...hahaha...~
Thx fatez for the test~

posted by Bradimon @ 7:31 p.m. 0 comments

Well...today was an interesting day.

I woke up late after having an AMAZING charmed dream, I froze some invisable guy, and tried to blow up, but then didnt work, so called ppl, n it goes on, it was amazing =P Neways, so I got to school late, skipped 3rd, went to 4th, did nothing, went to 5th, had assembly, went to study after school wit karen, karen, tim, eliot and maria. actually played MJ for half though, lol. Came home, ate dinner, Jess came over, watched charmed, played Bomberman + Tetris (kicked yer ass jess, HA!) and then shoved off to spencers, watched reign of fire, then go to talkin bout fantasy stuff, much fun. Then had to walk home from spencer's at 3...*sigh* i cant believe dumcat's mom refused to drive...very unreasonable of her...but whatever, I made it home without her help. Its not like I need neones help to do nething neways. I'm self-sufficient. When it comes to physical things neways. Emotional...hahah, far from self-sufficient..friggin people disappointment me. Make a teenage girl, and guy walk home at 3am and drive by when its their son's friends?! *sigh* I'll drop it now though.

Neways, other than that, today was a good day. Good charmed, good friends hangin out. It was good.

Tailz's Tip of the Day: Sex

posted by Bradimon @ 3:16 a.m. 0 comments

Okay...done MOST work i had to do...time to procrastinate before finishing the last 6 articles of my English ISP...
Those SHOULD only take 2 hours...I think...
I THINK...
but then i gota do 3-4 more articles later...counter articles...and their summaries....O YOU BITCHES..
thats for sunday...o shiet, and I gota do stupid Response to the dominant Ideology!!
AH...okay, thats for saturday...hahaha~

I wana kno who reads this by the way.
Teelllll meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....
Go to the Tag board and say Hi or guestbook and say Hi damn you!!
DAMN YOU!! *shakes fist at computer monitor*
...
Okay, imma try and sleep early tonight, so I go off =P

posted by Bradimon @ 11:02 p.m. 0 comments

New England Clam Cowder is good..
hahaha, to think I didnt kno what it was until Ace Ventura...that was a good movie~
Oo the old days...

neways, xtension on english ISP!! YEAH!!!!!! Til monday~~~ Then gota work on bio seminar, which should be easy. I like bio seminars, MUCH better than english...gawd damnit. English you dont know if yer right or if the teacher likes it, bio, you cant be wrong if you have sources to back you up. I think I'll do well in my bio seminar neways. My mark went up to 87 =) 86.6 if you wana get technical...still above 85!! Sexy~

I wana sleep...and I CAN cause extensions are sooooooooooooooooooo sexy~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Hahhahahah
YEAH!
okay, i'm done =P

umm...i dun think i got nething else to say but...YEAH XTENSIONS~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!!~!
Gonna go play some games now me thinks.

Tailz's Tip of the Day: Get exthensions~~

posted by Bradimon @ 3:56 p.m. 0 comments

Fun fun..
Wasted my time playing around addin a few more things to this site...heheh...o well =P

Today I was feelin a lil weird, but got over it after 3rd period. Sat through boring english...more ideas coming along...can anyone be truly selfless? Maybe...Dun have time to really think right now...maybe tomorrow. Gonna go do english and sleep. Wee woo...

posted by Bradimon @ 6:53 p.m. 0 comments

Do do do do do do do do...
Interestin conversation wit someone..
bout being open minded n closed. Well, they seemed to think that they would do everything they want to...but I said...how do you know what you want, until you try? Are you going to assume you kno how everything is? Thats no way to live. Assuming that you kno how that feels is no substitute for feeling it. I'm not puttin down their way of thinking, just trying to open their mind. How boring would life be if you didnt try new things, How boring would life be if you followed someone elses path, How boring would life be if you did the same thing as your parents?! ick...sure I love my parents, they lead good lives, but I dun wana do what they do, I wana do my own thing. Sure I wana do the whole family thing, I would die if i didnt have kids. But iuno...life isnt just like that, I want to explore the world while I can. It seems that that person dun wana do that, just wants to lead a boring normal life...good luck though. The normal life works for lots of ppl, just not this person~

Neways~~~
STupid star thing was cancelled...*shakes fist at astronomy club* bitches. Now that its 1:14, and I'm completely energic...from sleepin lots...i find out...LAME...

Thinkin bout girls again..as usual...
Ora, helped me think of some things...hopefully things'll...find a way to work...

Umm..what else..
Today was a good day.
Woke up damn early though, 6am...4 hours of sleep..
Ran around, actually did my sit-ups for the day that i've been skippin for the passed...5 days, hahaha, made some soup for my mommy who's sick. n for me, cause its nummy. Went to school, energetic. Went through lame classes. Got grad pix, they actually not that bad =) I'm happy wit some of them, cept my eyes closed and drunk faced ones =P hehehe

Slept, ate, thats life.
I gota do some serious work tomorrow though.
Lame.

Tailz's Tip of the Day: Be open minded.

posted by Bradimon @ 1:21 a.m. 0 comments

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..........................
I read 6 articles by david suziki today...all with the same underlying theme...HUMANS ARE IDIOTS, WE CAUSE PAIN IN THE WORLD. DAMN US..
I'm so annoyed with these articles...I agree with them completely, but going through them is a piss off cause he's repeating himself. And its sooooooo bad, cause I feel that we're just all prolonging the envitable..gawd...Humans are idiots. IDIOTS, we think we're smarter but we arent really. We go and kill everything, Kill kill, eat eat, kill kill, eat eat. Thats our cycle...yeah! Damn us.

I feel very morbid after reading all that, I wonder how Suziki can stand writing that every week!? I'm soooooooo sick of humans, and I'm only 17!? He's like...60+ and he's writing this as if he has hope...thats CRAZY, i guess i'm just cynical, but jebus!! He wrote bout how there's now bacteria antibiotics cant kill, and how we're basically screwed cause stupid people are using antibiotics for pointless things! And he writes bout things like that week after week...and yet has hope...or seems to anyway...gawd...

Anyway, another pointless day, but YEAH SNOW!! Its so sex!!!!!! YEAH FOR SNOW!!!

Tailz's Tip of the Day: Dun use antibiotics unless you have to, they evolve to stop being affected by it, and blah blah lbha, bad stuff happens.

posted by Bradimon @ 11:52 p.m. 0 comments

Hmmmmmmmmmmmm..........
Another non-productive day, school wise anyway. Woke up late, took shower, ate food, played games, ate, did a LIL work, very very lil, sat on thep hone wit fatez n dumcat while they played WC3 n wanted me to think of things to do..*yawn* I hate thinkin of things to do =P Instead of waitin for mr. and mrs. lazy, i gave Jess a call n she came over to play some games. Pst...she's better than you are dumcat =P mwahha~~

*sigh* at least I'm actually tired right now. I can see someone kinda followin me. Its funnie. Followin stupid things, just preferences n stuff, not morals n values or lack there of =P Sad thing is, the person should be followin the morals n values n shiet. hehehe, me thinks they need new ones =P But eh, they choose what they choose, and copy what they copy. Its fine. Things seemed to have leveled out, no mood swings lately which is a plus =) But I'm starting to see some people in a different light. Everyone actually, not necesarrily a bad thing, i do see good things in some people where I didnt before, but I also see bad things in other people I didnt think were there, but now I clearly see it. So iuno, its an overall good thing. Alright, well I think i'll start doin some work, or go to sleep, we'll see.

Tailz's Tip of the Day: Mixing Chocolate Ice Cream + Chocolate Cream Oreos = GOOD COMBO!!

posted by Bradimon @ 11:55 p.m. 0 comments

*yawn*
We need to find something better to do than sit around watchin Alien Ressurection..
Too bad movie didnt work...Harry Potter woulda been at least entertainin.
Boo.
I'm tired now...and I dont know why I'm up writing right now...Should be sleepin..or doing work...
But i DID get Gun Star Heroes for comp, heheheh
I love that game...*sniff* its so great =P
Trying a bunch of other old genesis games again too..fun fun fun.

Starting to have mixed feelings about people now...some not liking, some more liking, some extreme avoidance not liking...Iuno, i'm a very confused boy right now...meh. I guess none of this matters, so why should i worry my pretty little head about it? Gonna go sleep.

Tailz's Tip of the Day: Go download Genesis Emulator + Gun Star Heroes, or ask me to send'em to you, cause its a fun game!

posted by Bradimon @ 2:57 a.m. 0 comments

Mmmmmmmmm.....
Alright, Math test tomorrow, English Seminar tomorrow..
I think I'm ready for Seminar and semi-ready for math, i just gota go over things again n make sure I kno'em for sure...i really gota ace this test. Get fuckin 90 in this lame finite course. Had this talk wit fam last night, blah blah blah, you have to do good, blah lbah lbha, complain complain, you're competeing with sooooo many people...blah blah lbah. Also found out that my suspecions of teachers trying to hold gr. 12s back was true. They are, and its so unfair. If i was the one who actually heard the teacher say that, then I would go n complain to the office, or the government, or a lawyer or something cause thats unfair that they are doing that to us. They cant hold us back because they want to let the OAC's go first. We're supposed to be treated equal, The universities are trying to treat us equal...so they say, but that will do no good if the high schools arent letting us go forward...Unfair unfair unfair. This is why life is lame...the only thing I can do now, is work my ASS off and beat those damn teachers who think that they can hold me back. Fuck them, I'm smart, and I can go ahead if I try. I've gotten this far without studyin n still gettin an 80 avg, so suck it. Sorrie to the ppl who really have to work for there marks though...but I'm sure if you guys work hard nough, you can pull it off too. We'll show the fuckin teachers...FUCKING TEACHERS!! Cept english...SO going to pull me down, and he can always reason with his marking because its english...gawd...thats not fair...but I do have a reasonable english teacher so I have faith that he wont be a bastard like others are. I just have to work hard, work work work. I will, FOR REAL...I have motivation now. Beat certain students, beat teachers, and shut my damn parents up. There's motivation for ya =P

Anyway...now that I have motivation, I will go study for my math test, prepare for my seminar and kick some ass tomorrow.

I'd say wish me luck...but I know I can do this.

posted by Bradimon @ 6:10 p.m. 0 comments

La la la lala.
English class is always interesting, it always seems to prompt much thinking in this weird mind of mine. Frig...i had something to say...but I forgot...O!! Something about forgiveness! I dun think humans are able to forgive people for everything. Sure maybe stupid little things, but it will always stay in your mind as something wrong that someone did right? This was brought on by the play we were readin. "A long day's journey into night" Bout a disfunctional family...completely. I gota do my seminar on it...friday actually. But it was kinda cool...forgiveness is something I never really thought about. Another question also popped in my head about christianity. If they're all about forgiving, then why do non-believers go to hell? Shouldnt they forgive the non-believers who have been swayed from the "true" way? (If it is true). If they are suppose to be forgivers, why would anyone go to hell? Everyone who believes goes to heaven, I dont like that. That seems like a sneaky marketting tactic to me (no offense to anyone). I always believed that GOOD people should go to 'heaven' and BAD people to 'hell'. I remember my sister was telling me about christianity too...and she learned this from her hardcore christian friend. She told me that even if you're the best person in the world, helped sooo many people, and never did anything wrong, if you dotn believe, you go to hell. But if you're a convicted fellon, and you mass killed people, and asked for forgiveness before you died, you would go to heaven. I find that to be a load of shit. I believe, therefore I go to heaven. Because you believe something you are granted the previlage of going to the 'good' place. Thats just not right. I'm sorrie. I'm really sorrie to all the christians out there if I've offended you, I just need clarification. If i'm wrong, please call me on it. But if I'm not...think about it. How is that fair? Yes, life isnt fair, but is afterlife? I should go learn more about budhism...i really do like it. It makes the most sense to me. Iuno...Religion is such a touchy subject though, so maybe I should shut up...Wait, i got off topic...forgiveness, yes. I dun think people can really forgive...or maybe thats just me. Cause I know, if somebody did something wrong...its still in the back of my mind even if we get over it ya kno? Take my sister for example. She stole 800 bux from my other sister, sure I have nothing really to forgive her for, but I got over it, and its still in my mind as something to bring up when we fight for a low blow. Not that I would intentionally do that, but I kno it would slip out. I dont know if I really ever forgive...I never forget though. I hold grudges like there's no tomorrow...maybe not my best quality...but I do. I shoulda started a new paragraph long ago..hahah, o well. but ya...I duno if i forgive nething...come to think of it...Maybe forgiving is beyond a human's reach...at least this human =P

Tailz's Tip of the Day: Being well rounded sux =P

posted by Bradimon @ 11:56 p.m. 0 comments

Yooooooo..
I was cleanin up my room yesterday (scary no?) and I found my gr. 8 yearbook. Well, i decided, hey, its been 4 years, lemme go through it. So I was readin through things and then i got to the comments. Then I got to Grace's comment, then i thought back, cause she was supposed to leave n go to Taiwan that year (she didnt, which turned out good for our friendship). But I remembered the feelin of how she was gonna leave, and it was highly likely that I wouldnt see her for a LONG time...and that just ate me. Then and now. Even though she didnt go, i still remember the feeling...and then I thought...hey...thats gonna happen again...but on a larger scale, not just one friend is going...we all are. No more "I hope we're friends in high school"...its now "Good luck in University/Life"...we're not gonna be seeing each other for a long time...and as much as I'll try and everyone will try...not everyone will keep in touch...It really hurts too...I'm not sure if I can really say that I had a great time IN high school, but I did have AMAZING times outside of High school with the people I've met. AMAZING...and to think we wont be able to continue to have amazing times breaks my heart...Of course, internet helps, and we'll try to talk there, but I kno how that goes...We wont have anything really to talk about except the occasional catch-up on whatever has happened...its even hard with grace now to find something to takl about unless its game related. And she hasnt gone anywhere...We wont be able to meld friend groups either...casue I kno how that turns out. So I dont kno whats going to happen...and after university...we'll grow up...get jobs...get married...have kids...and lose touch...*sigh* I really dont want that...but I do at the same time...I want to get out of this hell hole they call a school...but I dont want to leave my friends...its so hard...gonna miss soooooooooo many people...heh...but as nathan and avril would say "Tomorrow is a different day". I figure, since we have only this year left, we need to spend all need to spend it together. There's no time for petty squables bout stupid things. We might as well just lighten up and enjoy the rest of the time we have together. It IS our last year of high school, so lets do things right. We gota go PARTY!! Memorable things =)

Ya...that was on my mind most of the day...other things that were on my mind were...i think i really dont want someone like me as a friend, i think i enjoy people that are different more. I dont really kno why...I think variety is just better. Not that I dont like friends that ARE like me, cause thats all well n good, it just seems that I like people that are different from me cause...i guess its more interestin? yes...

Neways, i really should start working now =P
Latahsssssss~

Tailz's Tip of the Day: Sleep~~~

posted by Bradimon @ 6:23 p.m. 0 comments

Yeah haircut!
Its just short now, out of my damn way, it feels a lot better. Okay, my printer also works now~! It stopped working after my bro fixed it, then i fixed it...yeah! Go me. Gawd damn shit as printer better work for a good 5 years witout me needing to fix it EVER again. Evil...

Would someone like to tell me why my pie is liquidy in the center...thats kinda eww...

Today wasnt very productive, did almost nothing. Next to nothing even. Oh shiet, i have a math test...thursday...maybe i should be studying for that...but then...english ISP maybe on monday...damnit...okay, why am i sittin here, i should be workin/studyin~~

Tailz's Tip of the Day: Eat carrots, its not a myth that they help your eye sight!!

posted by Bradimon @ 12:27 a.m. 0 comments

Woo.
Today was interesting =P Went downtown to volunteer at ACC for Easter Seels. The Leaf's were skating with disabled kids and people who raised hellah lots of money to skate wit'em. Or paid it themselves =P Met some people I would rather not have liked to meet, but it was a good experience regardless. Frank, Edgar, Edgar Suit and lil blonde hoe. Hahhaha~ My sister and I made names for'em =P It was interesting. =P
6 hours...not so well spent. I kicked the other teen's asses (who were all ugly losers, literally, not exaggerating). I was bored, so I started playing with the books I had to hand out, so i decided to build with them. I made'em into a spiral, DNA styles. They looked at it and were like, WOW!! THATS SO COOL!! I wana do it. So they bit my cool idea. But their book pile was uglier and fell (idiots~) and I continued to build mine better. I made another spiral beside the first and combined them into one, made another of that. THen I connected them with another tower of candy. Everyone was all...WOW!! And the other teens were all..Damnit...hahahaha, SUCKERS

Neways, Spiderman movie got me thinkin! It was soooo sad when Spiderman didnt tell Mary Jane that he loved her...frig...now THAT is selfless...friggin cool guy!! I wish that i was that strong...body AND mind =P Frig...It was a really good movie, i regret not seeing it in theatres...damn wonderland...But it was sooooooooo sad...frig, it wasnt cry sad, but it was mentally sad...it got me all depressed...not depressed, but feeling REALLY bad for him...Worked sooooo hard to get the girl he loves, and when he finally gets her...he cant take her to keep her safe...friggin strong willed...*sniff* Definately something I gota work up to. GO SPIDERMAN!! =P

Neways, I'm beat, so imma go sleep~~

Tailz's Tip of the Day: Go volunteer, its pretty interesting, even IF the people are complete MORONS

posted by Bradimon @ 11:12 p.m. 0 comments

La la la.
I need to start working out damnit. I'm soooo lazyyyyyyy...n Keith, i dun have good abs, they...not good. Dumcat, lay off the krispy kream =P AHhhhhhhh...I guess my half ass attempts at workin out have failed, every time, one after another, hahha. i dun see how i'll get fit like this!! moo, o wells =P I gota go get some xercise tips from ppls~ Give me lower ab tips everyone!!! I need to work on that specifically. Damn fat (as much as i have...shadup, i DO have fat) gathers down there...ya, too much of this talk, moving on.

Played lots of D2xp today, too much actually =P But my new sorc kicks ASS. Mwahhahaha. If you play, whisper meh, account: Waterz. I kick ppls asses sooooooo good now, not that i didnt before~~ heheh ^^. Keith's place wasnt bad today, played MJ wit'em, n smash/golden eye/mario kart. It was funnie =P I'm OKAY and smash, CRAPPY in golden eye n ROCK in mario kart, hahaha peach has got it =P mooo ha ha ha~

Wow, this day didnt seem very productive...o well, tomorrow will be. Volunteering with my sister at Air Canada Center for the Leafs or smthg. Not quite sure, but I'm doin goody bags...10am - 6pm, come see me!! Gawd with the long time...Sorrie Karens + Flora, I cant go work on english >_< BUt we got til friday to do it, so we can do on other days~~

O YA!! DAMN NEW PRINTER OF MINE IS BEING RETARDED...
Hard to make it work...Imma make my bro do it, heheh =)

Tailz's Tip of the Day: Pepsi is better than Coke (aka Cock, LOL vivian)

posted by Bradimon @ 2:46 a.m. 0 comments

I feel love-sick.
hahahah
Lame as it may sound, I want a gf to hold...n to 'love' as much as a teenager can 'love'. I try not to miss use the word love, its too powerful. I'm sitting here listenin to all my lovie dovie songs...boooooooooooo...its not depressing so much as it is...iuno...making me feel...wanting? iuno, i cant really express this feelin with words right now...

Charmed was really good today too =) Gota love that show~

Also played some Golden Axe 3 wit Jess. I'm surprised she can actually play!! Sorta =P I got farther wit her then I do wit most other ppls, i think cause she found out that team spinnie move, lol. GO JESS! I'm proud! A girl that dun SUCK at games =P

Neways.
Imma go...listen to my lovie songs and sigh about wantin a girl, lol~

latahs =)

posted by Bradimon @ 1:23 a.m. 0 comments

Wow!
Today was a really nice day. I was surprised that it was so nice out. It felt weird walking to school today...I just felt I was in a daze and the world wasnt.'..real. Then I went crazy thinking and I was thinking...Hey, maybe I'm dead and this is the afterlife. lol, but of course I'm not dead. Yet...=P Everything was just so different that it made me feel weird and see things in a new light. Iuno, its cool, but as the day went on, i came back to my crazy self, so meh? =P

Grad blurb FINALLY done. Stayed up til 3am wit Fatez n Dumcat workin on this shiet...GAWD...but I'm glad its over with, watch the year book office screw it up. Considerin its Melody, I have a strong feeling that it will be screwed up. Damn annoyin biatch. But writing this grad blurb got me thinking (much like a lot of things get me thinkin...damn brain). I was thinkin mostly bout friends, and moving on, and losing friends and gaining new friends and everything. It kinda just hit me yesterday that we'll be all splitting up. Its weird, I havent been away from some friends for SOO long. And life without them would be so...different. Ex. Vicki, i've known her since Daycare! Thats a good 14 - 15 years? if not more. Iuno, sure we had our stupid lil fight in gr.3 hahahha, it was funie, but ya. It'll be weird if we dun keep in touch...I hope we can all stay in touch. I know my mom stayed in touch with her elementary school friends. So its not impossible, ESPECIALLY with the internet. I guess its not THAT big a deal wit the internet around. I just hope that everything'll be okay for everyone. *sigh*

Neways, things are getting better slowly for me. I HOPE my moodyness is gone =P It was away for today, unless it was here making me somewhat happy...hmmmmmmmm...Charmed is on tonight =) in bout 15 min, so imma go in prepare a comfy ass seat for me, cause I sure as hell am NOT moving my ass from the seat for a good hour =P

Tailz's Tip of the Day: ...wasted!!! (heheh)

posted by Bradimon @ 7:48 p.m. 0 comments

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posted by Bradimon @ 2:02 a.m. 0 comments

Ahhhhhhh
My brain is dying trying to think of my grad blurb...I'm very tempted to just say "meh" in the middle of the page, hehe...but...iuno...and I cant seem to find my print outs for my english ISP...shiet...I know its around here somewhere...but I dont know where...fudge...AH HA! sexy, I found it~
Alright, 1 out of 3 tasks done...Now...time to think about math hypothesis for TV/Entertainment...boo..and then lastly grad blurb...i can do that after I write =P

Today was interesting, bio test was funnie =P Felix Flora n I cheated, lots, haahha! I still dun understand yer fobmbers felix...(fobmbers = fob numbers) English was boring. School in general is boring, but meh, i can live.

Spencer, I like how you said something bout...Ugly people needing to be smart. hahahah, its so true =P You kno what I said after that, hahaha! I'm sure a lot of ppl can guess too...=P *whips hair back like a charlie's angel girl* heheh~ Nah, i'm just being mean, I never mean nething by it =P

By the way, my counter hit 300 today. Yeah! The other one is so messed, i think it counts reloads, cause how is it friggin 430 or smthg...
well, i think the other one is more accurate, but sometimes the reloads go CRAZY on it. but regardless, yeah 300! =)

I've been pretty mood swingy lately though...yesterday I was all...emotional I guess. Its weird, I have no idea why I'm so moody lately...or has it been always? Maybe always and I didnt notice, very likely too =P Meh, something to work on.

You kno, i think imma stop talkin bout that girl i'm obsessed bout..what if she somehow reads this...HOPEFULLY she'll be flattered? but there's always the chance that she'll be creeped out...IF i can ever talk to her, hahah~ So no more of that. Sorrie boys n girls. I however will keep you updated on my "love" life, or lack there of~

Neways, gonna work on grad blurb again~

Tailz's Tip of the Day: Download Christina Aguilera - Beautiful. Good song

posted by Bradimon @ 9:14 p.m. 0 comments

Page is lookin dull without pix of Holly Marie Combs...so...

Face not as great as it can be, but hey!! look at those legs~

posted by Bradimon @ 12:26 a.m. 0 comments

You kno..

I want some responses from what I write...Talk to me bout what you think, i dun like the feelin of ppl knoin what I'm thinkin inside, n like...MAYBE, just maybe, keepin it in and being...all..."grr, brad's a dumbass" so speak to me. In person, icq, tagboard, whatever.
Just...gimme feedback..

Saying of the Day: Miss Piggy

posted by Bradimon @ 12:20 a.m. 0 comments

Moo moo moo.

Bio test postponed, again =) Yeah =)

My hair is getting long, i'm thinkin I need a new hairstyle. I duno what I want yet...gimme suggestions via the tagboard. or in person, whatevah.
Actually, I talk a lot to the ppl I kno on this blog...i wonder if i get anyone that stops by readin this...or someone I duno. If I do, i'd really like to kno who you are and see what you think bout my...crazyness? heheh =P Leave a post on my tagboard or Icq me. I have a feeling I'm talking to no one though, cause who goes around reading random blogs...okay, i do sometimes...but thats when i'm xtremely bored =P

Anyway, I'm still sticking to the avoidance of some people. Its the best thing I can do right now in order to stay sane. Life is getting crazier each day, but today I seemed to stay alive. And I was oddly cheery on the way home today. lol, i was actually smiling when I was walkin...how odd. And I was whistlin n such, I found it kinda funny actually. =P

Saw AP today, hehehe =) Sux bein a stalker..>_<

Newayssssss...
poo.

posted by Bradimon @ 6:54 p.m. 0 comments

Hmm..
Maybe I was being too hasty when I was bitching about not wanting to solve things.
I shouldnt be so selfish, thats not me. Thats not what I wana be. I dun wana be Dumcat =P
This quote really helped too...
"Until you open your eyes and seek wisdom beyond your small self you're just a fool."
So true, I like!
I think i'll put it on this site somewhere to remind me of what I believe in n what not...well, i dont really wana resolve things with some people right now, but I think I should try...I kno its the right thing and the good thing to do...and thats what i wana do...but its such a piss off sometimes. I give into the temptation to fuck everyone over. But hey...looks like I'm back...sadly. It was fun to just go...Fuck you...but now I gota deal wit things...boo..As much fun as Fuck you was...morality kicks in later and later nowadays...frig. I was happy with just going fuck off, fuck this, fuck that. I wish things were that simple...
boo...

posted by Bradimon @ 10:39 p.m. 0 comments

Hmm..
I'm very upset with somethings right now, and very happy with others.
Lets start with why I'm upset.
Some friends fucking piss the fuck out of me. I resolve things with one, and deal more with others. You know what? FUCK YOU ALL. You dont have a clue what I deal with. Specifically one person, I dun care that yer mad anymore. I'm more mad. You came at me ALL wrong when yelling at me about that problem. And you expect something to be resolved like that, you know as well as I do that people get defensive when they're yelled at. And yet, you come and yell at me. It seems that you think that I only had 2 groups of friends to integrate that night...but how wrong you are. You dun even listen to me when I argue back, so there's almost no point in sayin nething. I did admit i was wrong bout something, n i resolved things wit other ppl, i dun see what yer fuckin prob is. Yes I am mad, yes I am yelling through this, but its my fucking blog, I'll do whatever the fuck I want! Condemn me ALL you want. I fucking had at least 6 diff groups to fit together there, I'm SORRY i couldnt accomidate EVERYONE with a limit of 20 people. I HAD TO CUT A WHOLE GROUP OUT. THEY UNDERSTOOD, WHY CANT YOU. Gawd. Its not so much to ask. And I'm not diverting the blame to keith, it was reasonable for him to set a limit, its his damn house. After I finish this, this is all I'll be saying of this topic again, I dont give a rats ass about things right now, school is much too important to be putting aside for this. Its not I dont care about you, its just you picked the worst time to be mad. I believe i did tell everyone to tell me when something is wrong, you didnt. I thought something was wrong, didnt say anything cause i was busy with school and other people. I never knew you thought of me as a good friend. You know as well as I do that you guys exclude a lot of people. And when you dont invite me along, I just thought you guys didnt want me there, so i didnt call you. I kno you guys get annoyed when people you dont want are hinting that they want to come. ITS NOT ENTIRELY MY FAULT, ITS PARTLY YOURS! So dont pin this all on me. Frig. Maybe I'll talk to you about this, but not anytime soon. I'm as stubborn as you are, so I kno I wont get anywhere. Whatever.

Anyway, on the upnote. I feel better about other friends right now. Dumcat especially, I didnt realize how good friends we are. I'm really glad that he can listen to me n not judge and we still have fun. I can tell him almost everything, its good. I'm happy with that. Thx Dumcat~
However, Im MOST happy about school, English seminar moved to next thursday opposed to tomorrow, and bio test moved from today to tomorrow. WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! My avg is about 81...not good nough for University yet, but not horrible. Its save-able. So i've had a good day overall.

O yes, I discovered a new hoe-bag. Well...not really new, but dumcat knows who I'm talkin bout, heheh =P She dun deserve to die, just be taught a lesson I think...but meh, i'm too lazy to think of a plan, hahah~

Neways, I'm outa here~

Tailz's Tip of the Day: The "Fuck You" Attitude works wonders for your happiness.

posted by Bradimon @ 5:35 p.m. 0 comments

I think i kno whats up with me.
I've been trapped in the same cycle of people. Today I was hangin (doin work wit actually) wit different people, no one familiar, and it felt really good. Iuno...its not that they're especially different, i know them all, but I just dont konw them extremely well, and its great to get to know new people. I guess I've been missing that for a good few months. Not that I'm sick of any of my friends now, but I think I've become so close, that I need some space almost. Iuno...I do have different groups right...but I dont know why I'm not satisfied with that...I still have yet to find a BEST BEST friend that I can tell everything to, and not hold anything back...I kno I hold a lot back from sooo many people, even the person I consider my best friend. I actually hold a lot back from her cause, i kno she'll use it back against me later, or laugh at me accusingly..I dont know, I dont feel so close with her anymore. I dont think I can consider her my best friend anyways...I duno why...its just so much arguing with her...dont get me wrong, she's still fun and a great person, but...its weird i guess...but I've concluded that I need to start meeting new people again. Where, I dont know, how, I dont know, but someway I will, hopefully.

...okay, thats weird, I just noticed that I have social butterfly characteristics right now...when'd this happen...I dun normally need to meet new people...hmm...well...its good I guess...we'll see...If i get raped because of this...someone punch me for thinkin of bein social =P

Well...life certainly is interesting...I dont know where these changes come from, but they just keep comin and coming...and a HUGE change is coming at the end of the year...University, assuming I get in (Please let me get in god...please...) Friends will change, life will change...it'll be interesting, i cant wait to get passed this SHIT ass process of getting in. I want to get away from everything, start new, and this is what Unversity gives me a chance to do. (Again, not that i'm tired of you all, just that I need change) Hopefully some good people will come with me or I'll go with them, same thing, and I can be satisfied. Hopefully.

Okay, I've wasted enough time NOT studying. So off I go into the magical land of studying faeries...

Tailz's Tip of the Day: Moo?

posted by Bradimon @ 8:13 p.m. 0 comments

iuno why..
but today i suddenly feel very...down. I have no explaination for it...I just feel down. I guess its just one of those days? I dun feel very well stomach wise...and Iuno, its just a weird day, I'm a paranoid freak right now. er...well I'm always paranoid, but more so today...I know something is up with some people, but I dun know what, or why, and i really shouldnt care why, cause I dun particularly like them right now. But I do, for some obsecure reason I do...Maybe its all this studying thats got my brain going mad, my head hurts, my muscles (or lack thereof) are aching...damn lactic acid...arg...damn bio...I still gota go over lactic acid fermentation...*sigh* maybe its just the day. It wasnt a huge truck that hit me, it was more like...a hundred tiny bugs flying very fast? Iuno...just the lil things that are getting me like this...stupid dumcat, gets my hopes up bout somethings, when I gave up on them n moved on...but he drags me back in...damn you =P...and iuno...i just feel especially neglected today, as if nothin I does matters, or is noticed, or whatever, i normally notice this, but today inparticular...i think I just need sleep, but gawd.

n I've basically just dropped all the probs bout BP, I think can bein BP's friend again. I think yesterday helped a lot. But I also discovered that I dun like someone else a lot more than i did before. So I guess my dislike/unhappiness was just transfered, hehe..but overall, i think i grew closer wit most friends there. But I really feel like dropping the whole caring for others thing for a bit. I think I need sometime to myself, to care about what I want more. Maybe I'll start expressing my dislike to people more, I'll just be a flat out bastard to them instead of faking them. I think that'd be good for a few days at least, probably change by tomorrow, but we'll see. I think a lot and I dun act on it, so this may not even happen, probably for the best if it doesnt though.

Okay, a quick brain-refresher.
Glucose phosphorylates with ATP --> ADP and takes the phosphate to become Glucose 6-Phosphate.
Glucose 6-Phosphate turns into Fructose 6-Phosphate.
Fructose 6-Phosphate phosphorylates with ATP --> ADP and gains another phosphate (on the 1st carbon) turning (With the help of phosphofructokinase) into Fructose 1,6-Diphosphate
Fructose 1,6 Diphosphate is then seperated into DHAP (Dihydroxyacetone 3-phosphate) which is highly unstable and PGAL (Phosphoglyceraldehyde 3C) which binds with DHAP as soon as its produced forming 2 DPGA (1,3 Diphosphoglyceric acid) while reducing NAD+ into NADH. Everything from now on is happenin x2, because DHAP + PGAL = 2 DPGA
DPGA then loses a phosphate and creates an ATP and transforms into PGA (3-Phosphoglyeric acid)
3PGA is rearranged into 2PGA which removes an H2O and becomes PEP (Phosphophenol Pyruvic Acid)
PEP goes through S.L.P.H. and loses a P, creating ATP, and transforming into Pyruvic Acid.

And that is the Glycolysis Cycle...wee...memorized that whole damn thing..okay, now I gota go memorize the Electron transport chain and refresh my brain on the KREB's cycle...aka Citric Acid cycle..

Wish me luck, I'll need it..

posted by Bradimon @ 7:36 p.m. 0 comments

o ya, one more thing.

Going to plan a huge snowball fight on the next day that it snows perfect packing snow. It'll hopefully be a once in a life time thing for us.
I'm gonna get as MANY people as I can. This means all groups of friends, and your friends friends, your brother, your brothers friends, your sister, her friends, her friends friends, whatever. Just get as many people as we can (Assuming that there is a enough snow, which shouldnt be a major problem). Soooooo, be ready wit snow equipment, better prepared you are, the better =P It might be just any random day, so ya =)

Latahs~

posted by Bradimon @ 2:43 a.m. 0 comments

Heheh =P

Well...party wasnt as bad as I'd have expected. Things went alright despite the lack of alcohol/costumes (I guess I was over-reacting. Sorry guys). Noticing things from some people...again. Friggin moody, but whatever, not gonna worry my stupid lil head about it, not worth the trouble. It was an overall good time I guess. Highlight of the evening I must say was Tim doing Jumping Jacks topless in a spot light of 4 cars in the middle of the street while it was snowing, hahaha =P Go Tim! Proud of ya~ Simon simon simon...I'm disappointed. But spoons wit MJ pieces, much fun =P And Adrian, very nice with the raspy "YEAAAAAAAAAAH!!" *holding up MJ piece in triumph* lol. I guess it was actually pretty good after all, these will be good memories for the last year of high school. This is how it should be. I think I'll record it somewhere, to see who was there, so I can look back on this day and smile...hopefully =P Events of the day, Strip poker, Truth or Dare, Dare Spoons, Hide and Seek in the dark, MJ, Music. Friggin nathan, make me part way strip >_< O well, at least I did it...with conviencing. Poor people who left early missed me humping spencer, and keith hugging adrian while being sat on by him. lol, much gayness tonight, literally. Kissed tim on the neck, hahah, also had to frisk him...lol. Got kissed by nathan on the shoulder too, hahah, losah~ Gamecube (via Nathan, thx again~) fun too. Special thanks to Keith for providing his house *claps*, sorry if we messed anything up! =P I really wana thank everyone for coming too, if you guys didnt come, it wouldnt have been as fun as it was =P I hope everyone had a good time, and to my friends who went to OLP, i hope that was as good as you expected, if not more =P Too bad you couldnt make it. Woulda had a blast, not that you didnt at OLP i'm sure!

Well, everyone else shoved off to Tim Horton's, hope they continue to have fun, I'm beat though. Gota wake up at 9 tomorrow to go work on English, then come home and study for bio..should be a..."fun" weekend...=P O FUCK!! I missed Charmed...>_< o well, i'll download it anyway, hahah =P Well...the weekend started off on a high note, hopefully end with a high note too. This would mean knowing bio front and back, to balance out that shiet test mark I got.. Hopefully 100% on this next test =P That would make my mark...85% =) hopefully, hahaha. 84.5% to be exact~ but then weighed diff, n whatever, so maybe higher or lower. I gotta start working my ass off...as of...today, no more distractions...hahaha, its funny cause I probably said that back in another post...well, I "mean" it this time...Soo...in conclusion, I should sleep, so I can wake up tomorrow and do work, and more and more work...Wish me luck!

Tailz's Tip of the Day: Dun try and perfect gatherings/people, not worth the time or the effort.

posted by Bradimon @ 2:07 a.m. 0 comments

~HAPPY
HALLOWEEN~

Weeeeeeee~
Well, it wasnt much of a Halloween, I got what...5 groups of ppl come to the door? Where have all the kiddies gone!? Friggin lame. but more chippies for me to eat =)

Speaking of halloween, i have my costume ready, mwahah~ Hopefully it'll be sex, very sex. HOPEFULLY. Its kinda not great right now though...o well, should be fun tomorrow neways, despite all the slack i've from the people who dont want to dress up. Obviously have no sense of adventure or open-mindedness, or whatever. Honestly, do you think you're too cool for this? Cause you arent. Kids dress up, 20 year olds dress up, Parents dress up, WHY THE HELL WONT YOU!? And dont give me the "I'm lazy" thing, thats no excuse. And if you're too image concious to look stupid, then look COOL in a COOL costume. Friggin Retards, thats all I have to say...not true, but thats all I'm gonna say....Bitches.

Anywayyyy..school good today. Bio test extended, Hurrah! Working alright in english seminar group. Kinda have an interesting game in mind, but it needs some improvement still. Extension on seminar too. Poor Carolyn though, she has a crap photography thing...there there...*pat pat*.

Dumcat, stop going after him, its just gonna end up hurting ya, you kno it, I know it, the whole world knows it. Remember what you told me, when you get obsessed its bad, and I should stop, but its okay to just like n...you kno, about them right? Take your own advice, and you cant tell me you arent obsessed, and speaking of obsessed, you owe me, you kno the deal, hahahah =P I have more beef wit that person to settle too, so I'll help. You owe me 2 dollars from my bio test, hahahah =) And we realli shoulda studied today instead of watchin charmed, but I must say, Time well wasted. heheh =) Piperrrrrrr~

DAMNIT! AP isnt on the swim team this year...no way of getting a way to talk to her...I must sound like a psychopath...I'm not really...honeslty! I'm just...really interested in this person...or I have been for a good few years...5, 6, 7 years maybe more. Gawd...I'm a freak. Hahha, okay, I hsould stop wit the stalking~

Anwyayssssss...
Nething else happen today? I dun fink so, soooooooooo.
In conclusion, Holly Marie Combs is sooooo sex.

Tailz's Tip of the Day: Moo?

posted by Bradimon @ 1:10 a.m. 0 comments