Dreams.

Mmmmmmmmm.....
Alright, Math test tomorrow, English Seminar tomorrow..
I think I'm ready for Seminar and semi-ready for math, i just gota go over things again n make sure I kno'em for sure...i really gota ace this test. Get fuckin 90 in this lame finite course. Had this talk wit fam last night, blah blah blah, you have to do good, blah lbah lbha, complain complain, you're competeing with sooooo many people...blah blah lbah. Also found out that my suspecions of teachers trying to hold gr. 12s back was true. They are, and its so unfair. If i was the one who actually heard the teacher say that, then I would go n complain to the office, or the government, or a lawyer or something cause thats unfair that they are doing that to us. They cant hold us back because they want to let the OAC's go first. We're supposed to be treated equal, The universities are trying to treat us equal...so they say, but that will do no good if the high schools arent letting us go forward...Unfair unfair unfair. This is why life is lame...the only thing I can do now, is work my ASS off and beat those damn teachers who think that they can hold me back. Fuck them, I'm smart, and I can go ahead if I try. I've gotten this far without studyin n still gettin an 80 avg, so suck it. Sorrie to the ppl who really have to work for there marks though...but I'm sure if you guys work hard nough, you can pull it off too. We'll show the fuckin teachers...FUCKING TEACHERS!! Cept english...SO going to pull me down, and he can always reason with his marking because its english...gawd...thats not fair...but I do have a reasonable english teacher so I have faith that he wont be a bastard like others are. I just have to work hard, work work work. I will, FOR REAL...I have motivation now. Beat certain students, beat teachers, and shut my damn parents up. There's motivation for ya =P

Anyway...now that I have motivation, I will go study for my math test, prepare for my seminar and kick some ass tomorrow.

I'd say wish me luck...but I know I can do this.

posted by Bradimon @ 6:10 p.m.