Dreams.

iuno why..
but today i suddenly feel very...down. I have no explaination for it...I just feel down. I guess its just one of those days? I dun feel very well stomach wise...and Iuno, its just a weird day, I'm a paranoid freak right now. er...well I'm always paranoid, but more so today...I know something is up with some people, but I dun know what, or why, and i really shouldnt care why, cause I dun particularly like them right now. But I do, for some obsecure reason I do...Maybe its all this studying thats got my brain going mad, my head hurts, my muscles (or lack thereof) are aching...damn lactic acid...arg...damn bio...I still gota go over lactic acid fermentation...*sigh* maybe its just the day. It wasnt a huge truck that hit me, it was more like...a hundred tiny bugs flying very fast? Iuno...just the lil things that are getting me like this...stupid dumcat, gets my hopes up bout somethings, when I gave up on them n moved on...but he drags me back in...damn you =P...and iuno...i just feel especially neglected today, as if nothin I does matters, or is noticed, or whatever, i normally notice this, but today inparticular...i think I just need sleep, but gawd.

n I've basically just dropped all the probs bout BP, I think can bein BP's friend again. I think yesterday helped a lot. But I also discovered that I dun like someone else a lot more than i did before. So I guess my dislike/unhappiness was just transfered, hehe..but overall, i think i grew closer wit most friends there. But I really feel like dropping the whole caring for others thing for a bit. I think I need sometime to myself, to care about what I want more. Maybe I'll start expressing my dislike to people more, I'll just be a flat out bastard to them instead of faking them. I think that'd be good for a few days at least, probably change by tomorrow, but we'll see. I think a lot and I dun act on it, so this may not even happen, probably for the best if it doesnt though.

Okay, a quick brain-refresher.
Glucose phosphorylates with ATP --> ADP and takes the phosphate to become Glucose 6-Phosphate.
Glucose 6-Phosphate turns into Fructose 6-Phosphate.
Fructose 6-Phosphate phosphorylates with ATP --> ADP and gains another phosphate (on the 1st carbon) turning (With the help of phosphofructokinase) into Fructose 1,6-Diphosphate
Fructose 1,6 Diphosphate is then seperated into DHAP (Dihydroxyacetone 3-phosphate) which is highly unstable and PGAL (Phosphoglyceraldehyde 3C) which binds with DHAP as soon as its produced forming 2 DPGA (1,3 Diphosphoglyceric acid) while reducing NAD+ into NADH. Everything from now on is happenin x2, because DHAP + PGAL = 2 DPGA
DPGA then loses a phosphate and creates an ATP and transforms into PGA (3-Phosphoglyeric acid)
3PGA is rearranged into 2PGA which removes an H2O and becomes PEP (Phosphophenol Pyruvic Acid)
PEP goes through S.L.P.H. and loses a P, creating ATP, and transforming into Pyruvic Acid.

And that is the Glycolysis Cycle...wee...memorized that whole damn thing..okay, now I gota go memorize the Electron transport chain and refresh my brain on the KREB's cycle...aka Citric Acid cycle..

Wish me luck, I'll need it..

posted by Bradimon @ 7:36 p.m.