Dreams.

Yooooooo..
I was cleanin up my room yesterday (scary no?) and I found my gr. 8 yearbook. Well, i decided, hey, its been 4 years, lemme go through it. So I was readin through things and then i got to the comments. Then I got to Grace's comment, then i thought back, cause she was supposed to leave n go to Taiwan that year (she didnt, which turned out good for our friendship). But I remembered the feelin of how she was gonna leave, and it was highly likely that I wouldnt see her for a LONG time...and that just ate me. Then and now. Even though she didnt go, i still remember the feeling...and then I thought...hey...thats gonna happen again...but on a larger scale, not just one friend is going...we all are. No more "I hope we're friends in high school"...its now "Good luck in University/Life"...we're not gonna be seeing each other for a long time...and as much as I'll try and everyone will try...not everyone will keep in touch...It really hurts too...I'm not sure if I can really say that I had a great time IN high school, but I did have AMAZING times outside of High school with the people I've met. AMAZING...and to think we wont be able to continue to have amazing times breaks my heart...Of course, internet helps, and we'll try to talk there, but I kno how that goes...We wont have anything really to talk about except the occasional catch-up on whatever has happened...its even hard with grace now to find something to takl about unless its game related. And she hasnt gone anywhere...We wont be able to meld friend groups either...casue I kno how that turns out. So I dont kno whats going to happen...and after university...we'll grow up...get jobs...get married...have kids...and lose touch...*sigh* I really dont want that...but I do at the same time...I want to get out of this hell hole they call a school...but I dont want to leave my friends...its so hard...gonna miss soooooooooo many people...heh...but as nathan and avril would say "Tomorrow is a different day". I figure, since we have only this year left, we need to spend all need to spend it together. There's no time for petty squables bout stupid things. We might as well just lighten up and enjoy the rest of the time we have together. It IS our last year of high school, so lets do things right. We gota go PARTY!! Memorable things =)

Ya...that was on my mind most of the day...other things that were on my mind were...i think i really dont want someone like me as a friend, i think i enjoy people that are different more. I dont really kno why...I think variety is just better. Not that I dont like friends that ARE like me, cause thats all well n good, it just seems that I like people that are different from me cause...i guess its more interestin? yes...

Neways, i really should start working now =P
Latahsssssss~

Tailz's Tip of the Day: Sleep~~~

posted by Bradimon @ 6:23 p.m.