Dreams.

La la la lala.
English class is always interesting, it always seems to prompt much thinking in this weird mind of mine. Frig...i had something to say...but I forgot...O!! Something about forgiveness! I dun think humans are able to forgive people for everything. Sure maybe stupid little things, but it will always stay in your mind as something wrong that someone did right? This was brought on by the play we were readin. "A long day's journey into night" Bout a disfunctional family...completely. I gota do my seminar on it...friday actually. But it was kinda cool...forgiveness is something I never really thought about. Another question also popped in my head about christianity. If they're all about forgiving, then why do non-believers go to hell? Shouldnt they forgive the non-believers who have been swayed from the "true" way? (If it is true). If they are suppose to be forgivers, why would anyone go to hell? Everyone who believes goes to heaven, I dont like that. That seems like a sneaky marketting tactic to me (no offense to anyone). I always believed that GOOD people should go to 'heaven' and BAD people to 'hell'. I remember my sister was telling me about christianity too...and she learned this from her hardcore christian friend. She told me that even if you're the best person in the world, helped sooo many people, and never did anything wrong, if you dotn believe, you go to hell. But if you're a convicted fellon, and you mass killed people, and asked for forgiveness before you died, you would go to heaven. I find that to be a load of shit. I believe, therefore I go to heaven. Because you believe something you are granted the previlage of going to the 'good' place. Thats just not right. I'm sorrie. I'm really sorrie to all the christians out there if I've offended you, I just need clarification. If i'm wrong, please call me on it. But if I'm not...think about it. How is that fair? Yes, life isnt fair, but is afterlife? I should go learn more about budhism...i really do like it. It makes the most sense to me. Iuno...Religion is such a touchy subject though, so maybe I should shut up...Wait, i got off topic...forgiveness, yes. I dun think people can really forgive...or maybe thats just me. Cause I know, if somebody did something wrong...its still in the back of my mind even if we get over it ya kno? Take my sister for example. She stole 800 bux from my other sister, sure I have nothing really to forgive her for, but I got over it, and its still in my mind as something to bring up when we fight for a low blow. Not that I would intentionally do that, but I kno it would slip out. I dont know if I really ever forgive...I never forget though. I hold grudges like there's no tomorrow...maybe not my best quality...but I do. I shoulda started a new paragraph long ago..hahah, o well. but ya...I duno if i forgive nething...come to think of it...Maybe forgiving is beyond a human's reach...at least this human =P

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posted by Bradimon @ 11:56 p.m.