Dreams.

Hmm..
I'm very upset with somethings right now, and very happy with others.
Lets start with why I'm upset.
Some friends fucking piss the fuck out of me. I resolve things with one, and deal more with others. You know what? FUCK YOU ALL. You dont have a clue what I deal with. Specifically one person, I dun care that yer mad anymore. I'm more mad. You came at me ALL wrong when yelling at me about that problem. And you expect something to be resolved like that, you know as well as I do that people get defensive when they're yelled at. And yet, you come and yell at me. It seems that you think that I only had 2 groups of friends to integrate that night...but how wrong you are. You dun even listen to me when I argue back, so there's almost no point in sayin nething. I did admit i was wrong bout something, n i resolved things wit other ppl, i dun see what yer fuckin prob is. Yes I am mad, yes I am yelling through this, but its my fucking blog, I'll do whatever the fuck I want! Condemn me ALL you want. I fucking had at least 6 diff groups to fit together there, I'm SORRY i couldnt accomidate EVERYONE with a limit of 20 people. I HAD TO CUT A WHOLE GROUP OUT. THEY UNDERSTOOD, WHY CANT YOU. Gawd. Its not so much to ask. And I'm not diverting the blame to keith, it was reasonable for him to set a limit, its his damn house. After I finish this, this is all I'll be saying of this topic again, I dont give a rats ass about things right now, school is much too important to be putting aside for this. Its not I dont care about you, its just you picked the worst time to be mad. I believe i did tell everyone to tell me when something is wrong, you didnt. I thought something was wrong, didnt say anything cause i was busy with school and other people. I never knew you thought of me as a good friend. You know as well as I do that you guys exclude a lot of people. And when you dont invite me along, I just thought you guys didnt want me there, so i didnt call you. I kno you guys get annoyed when people you dont want are hinting that they want to come. ITS NOT ENTIRELY MY FAULT, ITS PARTLY YOURS! So dont pin this all on me. Frig. Maybe I'll talk to you about this, but not anytime soon. I'm as stubborn as you are, so I kno I wont get anywhere. Whatever.

Anyway, on the upnote. I feel better about other friends right now. Dumcat especially, I didnt realize how good friends we are. I'm really glad that he can listen to me n not judge and we still have fun. I can tell him almost everything, its good. I'm happy with that. Thx Dumcat~
However, Im MOST happy about school, English seminar moved to next thursday opposed to tomorrow, and bio test moved from today to tomorrow. WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! My avg is about 81...not good nough for University yet, but not horrible. Its save-able. So i've had a good day overall.

O yes, I discovered a new hoe-bag. Well...not really new, but dumcat knows who I'm talkin bout, heheh =P She dun deserve to die, just be taught a lesson I think...but meh, i'm too lazy to think of a plan, hahah~

Neways, I'm outa here~

Tailz's Tip of the Day: The "Fuck You" Attitude works wonders for your happiness.

posted by Bradimon @ 5:35 p.m.