Dreams.

I think i kno whats up with me.
I've been trapped in the same cycle of people. Today I was hangin (doin work wit actually) wit different people, no one familiar, and it felt really good. Iuno...its not that they're especially different, i know them all, but I just dont konw them extremely well, and its great to get to know new people. I guess I've been missing that for a good few months. Not that I'm sick of any of my friends now, but I think I've become so close, that I need some space almost. Iuno...I do have different groups right...but I dont know why I'm not satisfied with that...I still have yet to find a BEST BEST friend that I can tell everything to, and not hold anything back...I kno I hold a lot back from sooo many people, even the person I consider my best friend. I actually hold a lot back from her cause, i kno she'll use it back against me later, or laugh at me accusingly..I dont know, I dont feel so close with her anymore. I dont think I can consider her my best friend anyways...I duno why...its just so much arguing with her...dont get me wrong, she's still fun and a great person, but...its weird i guess...but I've concluded that I need to start meeting new people again. Where, I dont know, how, I dont know, but someway I will, hopefully.

...okay, thats weird, I just noticed that I have social butterfly characteristics right now...when'd this happen...I dun normally need to meet new people...hmm...well...its good I guess...we'll see...If i get raped because of this...someone punch me for thinkin of bein social =P

Well...life certainly is interesting...I dont know where these changes come from, but they just keep comin and coming...and a HUGE change is coming at the end of the year...University, assuming I get in (Please let me get in god...please...) Friends will change, life will change...it'll be interesting, i cant wait to get passed this SHIT ass process of getting in. I want to get away from everything, start new, and this is what Unversity gives me a chance to do. (Again, not that i'm tired of you all, just that I need change) Hopefully some good people will come with me or I'll go with them, same thing, and I can be satisfied. Hopefully.

Okay, I've wasted enough time NOT studying. So off I go into the magical land of studying faeries...

Tailz's Tip of the Day: Moo?

posted by Bradimon @ 8:13 p.m.