You people seem rather insistent on staying in my life when I want you out of mine...why? Are you so bent on revenge for all the...not bad things i've done to you? Shows what kind of people you are, it really does, and I'm glad I'm out of there. :)
And you know what? I'm happy without you guys. Sorrie, I know we had our good times ya, but those were nothing compared to how good I feel now. I have friends that help me as much I try to help them, and care for me as I care for them. You know what...I was kinda upset that you guys were happy without me at first. But now I see that I'm truly glad that you are happy without me cause then I dont have to worry about feeling guilty for leaving and possibly hurting you. I am somewhat glad that I was not important to you now. You will hopefully not remain blind to the evil within your group forever, but since you guys are happy (hopefully genuinely and not temporarily) then I can be free of any strings that may have been attached between us because I cared if you were happy or not.
Thank you for our good times, I will always cherish and remember them. I'll try and forget the bad times and move on. You can try and dampen my mood with your stupidity and talking about me behind my back or spreading things about me or talking about my private life to other people which is none of your business, but you know that it just proves my thoughts of you right. That you are a bunch of lowly manner-less (lol) cowards who have nothing better to do than talk about your Ex-Friends. Thats no better than talking about your Ex-Girlfriend/Boyfriend and talking shit about them. So prove me right by talking about me like that. I dont care. You're nothing to me anymore, I dont need to waste my time trying to help you people who deserve absolutely nothing from me. This is will be my final say on the matter.
Feel proud you have destroyed the tolerance within me that once allowed me to help even the people I dont like.
Feel proud that you have repeatedly stabbed me in the back, and note that I have done nothing to retaliate ;)
Feel proud of being the what you are...and I will not go further to say what I think you are to corrupt the minds of others as you do ;)
I do not want anyone to choose sides, with me or against me or with them or against them. I refuse to stoop to that level though I know that I could convince several people, I will not waste my time on that.
pEace~
...I truly hope you find it :)
Dreams.
Tuesday, July 29, 2003
Welcome back Ryan!
So we got a fun-filled week ahead of us huh..? Lets see...downtown Weds...Possiblity of beach Thursday? I think I got something planned for Friday :P And...whatever we're doing tomorrow? lol. Hmmm...what else is going on...? Mm...well, lots will happen I'm sure~
lol, Pirates of the Carribean was actually a really good movie! I thought it was crazy funnie :P Though it was a tad predictable, it was really funnie!
And I never knew Coledale roof could be so fun? Though scary to climb up with my sore aching body, but it was cool! We made our own lil rock pile, damnit! We didnt name it! Okay, I'm naming it now...Mount...Rushmore. There we go! lol, i'm psycho :P
Anyways...I'm kinda exhausted from today, so I think i'll hit the showers then hit the rack :)
pEace~
So we got a fun-filled week ahead of us huh..? Lets see...downtown Weds...Possiblity of beach Thursday? I think I got something planned for Friday :P And...whatever we're doing tomorrow? lol. Hmmm...what else is going on...? Mm...well, lots will happen I'm sure~
lol, Pirates of the Carribean was actually a really good movie! I thought it was crazy funnie :P Though it was a tad predictable, it was really funnie!
And I never knew Coledale roof could be so fun? Though scary to climb up with my sore aching body, but it was cool! We made our own lil rock pile, damnit! We didnt name it! Okay, I'm naming it now...Mount...Rushmore. There we go! lol, i'm psycho :P
Anyways...I'm kinda exhausted from today, so I think i'll hit the showers then hit the rack :)
pEace~
Monday, July 28, 2003
Its funnie how people judge other people without actually knowing them. No idea what you're missing. Your loss. How can you post such moronic comments on my tag-board and not leave a name to show who you are? That is the most pathetic cowardly thing you could do. Please, dont ever come to my blog again. Funnie thing is, its obvious who the suspects are, and they're morons because its not like they havent done gay stuff either. hahahaha, dont worrie, I wont say anything about your private stories like you guys say about me ;)
That being said, my back and legs are SO sore from football...somehow my arms are too...ahhhhh...o well, at least this week will be great :)
Vicks, we'll stay good, and better than the world that seems to try to beat us down. I still have hope for everything in this stupid world...I may be cynical but i still have lots of hope. Remember, we're not punching bags anymore.
Thanks Catherine for that talk last night, I'm going to learn how to be truly truly happy all by myself. Without the influence of others...I will learn to take care of myself first...before other people...I dont like the idea of that, but I guess its the only way to survive...
Today should be fun! I'll talk about it more later :)
pEace~
That being said, my back and legs are SO sore from football...somehow my arms are too...ahhhhh...o well, at least this week will be great :)
Vicks, we'll stay good, and better than the world that seems to try to beat us down. I still have hope for everything in this stupid world...I may be cynical but i still have lots of hope. Remember, we're not punching bags anymore.
Thanks Catherine for that talk last night, I'm going to learn how to be truly truly happy all by myself. Without the influence of others...I will learn to take care of myself first...before other people...I dont like the idea of that, but I guess its the only way to survive...
Today should be fun! I'll talk about it more later :)
pEace~
Sunday, July 27, 2003
Holy Geeeeeeeez...
That was a great BBQ Cheryl :)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! I really hope you enjoy the present me and Krystal gave you, its very original and amazing and sexy and cool and everything under the sun! MWahahahaha...
Dude...I cant believe we played foot ball for soooooo long..MY LEGS HURT SO MUCH!! NO MORE RUNNING EVER...
And I have grass stained shorts...lol, dmanit, but it was a lotta fun! Nice meeting some of your family :P I think your cousins are gay by the way...lol, jokes jokes, its okay for two guys to sit on each other and massage each other and still be straight :) lol, reminds me of something more drastic...:P
Your little cousin..Tristin I think? Is soooooooo cute! He'd go and run and get the volleyball for us! What a nice little boy!! And your other lil cousin should relaly join soccer if she hasnt already...damn, she got a few balls by Preston! THough she did have many tries, thats a pretty good accomplishment!
Anyways...Preston, you're pretty good at Volleyball! You should come with us and play!!
Food was really good...but gawd I am so tired right now, need to shower ;)
pEAce~
That was a great BBQ Cheryl :)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! I really hope you enjoy the present me and Krystal gave you, its very original and amazing and sexy and cool and everything under the sun! MWahahahaha...
Dude...I cant believe we played foot ball for soooooo long..MY LEGS HURT SO MUCH!! NO MORE RUNNING EVER...
And I have grass stained shorts...lol, dmanit, but it was a lotta fun! Nice meeting some of your family :P I think your cousins are gay by the way...lol, jokes jokes, its okay for two guys to sit on each other and massage each other and still be straight :) lol, reminds me of something more drastic...:P
Your little cousin..Tristin I think? Is soooooooo cute! He'd go and run and get the volleyball for us! What a nice little boy!! And your other lil cousin should relaly join soccer if she hasnt already...damn, she got a few balls by Preston! THough she did have many tries, thats a pretty good accomplishment!
Anyways...Preston, you're pretty good at Volleyball! You should come with us and play!!
Food was really good...but gawd I am so tired right now, need to shower ;)
pEAce~
Woah, today I had a really interesting chat with Rian :) We're cool tho, so thats all that matters, mwahahahah!!...Breezie ;P I will come up with nicknames for everyone in time ;)
We're both rather psycho, I rather not repeat how psycho I am right now on my blog for the world to see, just know I am ;)
Anyways, Volleyball today was great! I didnt get all that hurt with my dives, and my team is really good! I actually think I like blocking now!!
hehehe ;)
Went to the mall with Krystal after, gawd, I cant believe we spent so like 5 hours in the damn mall and saw vicks on the way back, what are the chances. Cheryl you're going to love your present! if you dont, I'm going to cry!!!
Its almost Monday people ;) MWHAHAHAHA...
Time to go read, pEace out~
P.S.
Maybe this world isnt so bad, I think I can live with it ;)
We're both rather psycho, I rather not repeat how psycho I am right now on my blog for the world to see, just know I am ;)
Anyways, Volleyball today was great! I didnt get all that hurt with my dives, and my team is really good! I actually think I like blocking now!!
hehehe ;)
Went to the mall with Krystal after, gawd, I cant believe we spent so like 5 hours in the damn mall and saw vicks on the way back, what are the chances. Cheryl you're going to love your present! if you dont, I'm going to cry!!!
Its almost Monday people ;) MWHAHAHAHA...
Time to go read, pEace out~
P.S.
Maybe this world isnt so bad, I think I can live with it ;)
Saturday, July 26, 2003
mwahahah...
Boggle so rocks :) I cant believe Christine started beating me...thats it, next time we play, NO MORE 3 LETTER WORDS!! MWahahaha...Almost monday, I cant wait!! But this weekend should be fun! Volleyball tomorrow, and then b-day party on Sunday, and then Monday Ryan comes back and we get to go party~! Mwhahaha...next week will be soooo much fun!! I canttt wait~!
Mmm...Life is really good for me except for my family life. That has gone to HELL. My mother is a fucking moron. But whatever? I'll figure something out to fix that. Hopefully my good moods will not be able to be changed by her~! Cept ya know...last night...or when I think about her, lol. But then I'm generally pretty damn distracted with a lot of other things...heheh ;)
Ya ya ya, most of you know what I'm talkin bout...I think...mmm...maybe I can tell more people soon, I'll see~! heheheh :)
Anyways...I'm thinking of going to the Jazz Festival tomorrow and grabbing a few people and whatever, something different for us all to do ;) It should be fun! We can visit my sister's band ;P Yay!
So next week'll be busy...but I wana finish this stupid book I started!! I started like...yesterday and I got through maybe...1/8 of it already? Its going pretty fast for me eh? I normally read REALLY slow!! But this is rather interesting...I'm reading about some cool sorta Water world where people can breathe in the water as if it was air, and iuno...its call and there's magic and dragons and cool stuff! Too bad its the last book of the series...I should probably have started with the first book...but whatever? lol...Jess' fault!! She grabbed it!! lol.
O yes! To elaborate on our dinner the other night, it was amazing, we so rocked!
Lets see, we had Cream of Mushroom soup, made from scratch!! It was REALLY good!! And I thought that the canned stuff was good...DUDE!! SOO GOOD! I think imma have to make it more often at home...
Wait...lemme make up a menu first then explain how things were good/bad :P
1. Cream of Mushroom Soup
2. Mash Potatoes
3. Boiled Vegetables
4. Garlic Chicken
So ya, Soup was FRIGGING AMAZING! Go me and Jess!! I liked the extra amount of mushrooms we shoved in there ;P Yay for my mashed potatoes!! Too bad they were lumpy...but at least you guys liked it like that...tho I dont, next time I'm bringing MY masher, cause it actually MASHES potatoes unlike a spoon...smushing it inaffectively. Boiled Vegetables were good, cept they needed to be warmer...how did they get cold so fast? They were done almost last! I still say butter and sugar should have been on it!! Garlic Chicken was better than I expected! Good Job to Preston and Vicks with that!! It wasnt dry like prom food...EWW!! :P We didnt have dessert cause we were all stuffffffed...I didnt think we were gonna have soooooo much food, but damn...we had too much :P Next time, my house right guys?! We'll have a few more people and a few more dishes and be cooler!! yay!!
We gota come up with more cool ideas of things we can do!! I like this whole doing new things thing!!
Anyways...Imma go read now!! pEace~
Boggle so rocks :) I cant believe Christine started beating me...thats it, next time we play, NO MORE 3 LETTER WORDS!! MWahahaha...Almost monday, I cant wait!! But this weekend should be fun! Volleyball tomorrow, and then b-day party on Sunday, and then Monday Ryan comes back and we get to go party~! Mwhahaha...next week will be soooo much fun!! I canttt wait~!
Mmm...Life is really good for me except for my family life. That has gone to HELL. My mother is a fucking moron. But whatever? I'll figure something out to fix that. Hopefully my good moods will not be able to be changed by her~! Cept ya know...last night...or when I think about her, lol. But then I'm generally pretty damn distracted with a lot of other things...heheh ;)
Ya ya ya, most of you know what I'm talkin bout...I think...mmm...maybe I can tell more people soon, I'll see~! heheheh :)
Anyways...I'm thinking of going to the Jazz Festival tomorrow and grabbing a few people and whatever, something different for us all to do ;) It should be fun! We can visit my sister's band ;P Yay!
So next week'll be busy...but I wana finish this stupid book I started!! I started like...yesterday and I got through maybe...1/8 of it already? Its going pretty fast for me eh? I normally read REALLY slow!! But this is rather interesting...I'm reading about some cool sorta Water world where people can breathe in the water as if it was air, and iuno...its call and there's magic and dragons and cool stuff! Too bad its the last book of the series...I should probably have started with the first book...but whatever? lol...Jess' fault!! She grabbed it!! lol.
O yes! To elaborate on our dinner the other night, it was amazing, we so rocked!
Lets see, we had Cream of Mushroom soup, made from scratch!! It was REALLY good!! And I thought that the canned stuff was good...DUDE!! SOO GOOD! I think imma have to make it more often at home...
Wait...lemme make up a menu first then explain how things were good/bad :P
1. Cream of Mushroom Soup
2. Mash Potatoes
3. Boiled Vegetables
4. Garlic Chicken
So ya, Soup was FRIGGING AMAZING! Go me and Jess!! I liked the extra amount of mushrooms we shoved in there ;P Yay for my mashed potatoes!! Too bad they were lumpy...but at least you guys liked it like that...tho I dont, next time I'm bringing MY masher, cause it actually MASHES potatoes unlike a spoon...smushing it inaffectively. Boiled Vegetables were good, cept they needed to be warmer...how did they get cold so fast? They were done almost last! I still say butter and sugar should have been on it!! Garlic Chicken was better than I expected! Good Job to Preston and Vicks with that!! It wasnt dry like prom food...EWW!! :P We didnt have dessert cause we were all stuffffffed...I didnt think we were gonna have soooooo much food, but damn...we had too much :P Next time, my house right guys?! We'll have a few more people and a few more dishes and be cooler!! yay!!
We gota come up with more cool ideas of things we can do!! I like this whole doing new things thing!!
Anyways...Imma go read now!! pEace~
Friday, July 25, 2003
lol, here you go Cheryl, more quizzes for you to do! :P
The Baby: Cute and Cuddly, you cheer up anyone you
think may be sad. You enjoy candy and
fluffy/fluzzy things. Your specialty is hugs
and cheering people up :) Your childlike
innocence and sweetness makes you a nice
addition to a group.
What do you add to the Group? (Images!)
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Today so far has been un-eventful, and now I wait for people...o there's the doorbell, so I will leave. pEace~
The Baby: Cute and Cuddly, you cheer up anyone you
think may be sad. You enjoy candy and
fluffy/fluzzy things. Your specialty is hugs
and cheering people up :) Your childlike
innocence and sweetness makes you a nice
addition to a group.
What do you add to the Group? (Images!)
brought to you by Quizilla
Today so far has been un-eventful, and now I wait for people...o there's the doorbell, so I will leave. pEace~
Its really late, and my head is aching...so I will keep this quick..
First...Dinner tonight was great, we rock...yay soup and stuff! It actually tasted good.
Second...Thanks to Ryan and Rian, and I guess whoever else was with Rian when they were trying to calm me down from the giant bitch fight with my mother. Gawd, I hate her so much right now...SOOO MUCH. Whatever, she'll see soon enough waht happens...but thanks a lot guys...I never could imagine that people care so much about me...I'm reallie sorrie for worrying you guys and keeping you up so late...thanks a lot for being there and caring for me. I really owe you.
First...Dinner tonight was great, we rock...yay soup and stuff! It actually tasted good.
Second...Thanks to Ryan and Rian, and I guess whoever else was with Rian when they were trying to calm me down from the giant bitch fight with my mother. Gawd, I hate her so much right now...SOOO MUCH. Whatever, she'll see soon enough waht happens...but thanks a lot guys...I never could imagine that people care so much about me...I'm reallie sorrie for worrying you guys and keeping you up so late...thanks a lot for being there and caring for me. I really owe you.
Thursday, July 24, 2003
[[ Name ]] Brad A. Young
[[ Birthday]] March 14th
[[ Age ]] 18
[[ Astrological sign]] Pisces
[[ Chinese zodiac sign]] Ox
[[ Location ]] Markham, Ontario
[[ Nationality ]] Canadian, but I thnk the answer you're looking for is Chinese ;)
[[ Current Hair color ]] Black.
[[ Eyecolor]] Dark Brown, almost black.
[[ Parents still together]] Yup! For a good...35 - 40 years? Who's counting...;P
[[ Siblings]] Marc - 30, Lori - 27, Dana - 23
[[ Pets]] My kitty, Tumble, aka, Tummy.
[[ In school/graduated? ]] Unionville High School, somewhat graduated?
[[ Rent, lease, or own your home]] My parents own it, does that count?
[[ What do you do for work]] Hells no, my parents want me to get one, therefore, I will not.
[[ How much do you make]] -5$/week
[[ What do you drive]] My bike...?
PREFERENCES
[[ Black and White/Colour ]] Colour, Black and white seem too...Grade 8 Band...*shudder* Mr. Manning...
[[ Black/White ]] White ;)
[[ Red/Blue ]] Blue.
[[ Dogs/Cats ]] Hmm...I want both...cant decide.
[[ Roses/Daisies ]] Roses are prettier and more expensive
[[ Beer/Liquor ]] Liqour, beer is gross, bleh.
[[ Hair: Short/Long ]] On guys - Short. On girls - long.
[[ Boots/Shoes ]] Shoes, lets go with Sandles actually.
[[ Food: Mexican/Italian ]] Chinese...?
[[ Dark/Light]] Light ;) You know me and my 'goodness' thingie.
[[ Day/Night ]] Night~ I never sleep ;P
[[ City/Country ]] Country, so much more peaceful and secluded
[[ Sheets: Solid/Animal Prints ]] Solid, I like solid colours~
FAVORiTES
[[ Colours ]] Blues, White, Silver.
[[ Animal ]] Sea Horse ;)
[[ Vehicle ]] Blue Viper GTS
[[ Flower ]] Pretty ones? I'm thinking I kinda like Orchids
[[ Beer ]] The kind that gets you drunk, hehehe ;)
[[ Liquor ]] The kind that gets you drunk....lallala ;)
[[ Soda ]] Nestea
[[ Food ]] Chinese
[[ Book ]] Umm...sure...I read...........
[[ Author ]] That guy...that wrote that book...umm...yesh...
[[ Band ]] Band...no real favourite right now.
[[ CD ]] My Mp3 CD's ;)
[[ Movie ]] Maybe...Finding Nemo? AWwww...the Sea horse is so cute!!
[[ Director ]] As if I know that kinda stuff~
[[ Extracurricular Activity ]] Karate, Volleyball, Games?
[[ Colour your hair ]] Black, I get light blue highlights, but that aint happenin.
[[ Have tattoos ]] Nopers.
[[ Piercings ]] Ewwie, hells no.
[[ Have a boyfriend/girlfriend/both ]] Yes...? No...? Maybe...? I like the answer 'both', I'll go with that!
HAVE YOU...
[[ Stolen anything ]] Never, I'm a good boy!
[[ Smoked]] Never and I never will, I have really sensitive lungs...coughing at the slightest hint of smoke...
[[ Pot]] Nopes, sensitive lungs! But I think I'd almost consider it...maybe
[[ Crack]] ewww...
[[ Drank ]] Not much, but it was fun!
[[ Been so drunk you couldn't remember your name]] I wish.
[[ Been so drunk you didn't care that you couldn't remember your name]] I wish.
[[ Posed for nude pics]] ...lets not go there...lol, jokes, nope ;)
[[ Considered a life of crime]] Nope, never ever ever! Goodie goodie here ;P
[[ Considered being a hooker]] Mmm...depends for how much, I'd be damn expensive!
[[ Maybe a pimp]] Neh...not enough money in that business, I'd be a hooker on my own...very expensive. ;)
[[ Cheated on someone]] Never~
[[ Been married]] I'm 18, screw you ;P
[[ Been divorced]] Again...18..screw you!
[[ Are you psycho]] I'm afraid to be checked~!
[[ Split personalities]] Yups!........NO! FUCK YOU!
[[ Schizophrenic]] Same thing as above isnt it?
[[ Obsessive]] On occasion...AP...
[[ Compulsive]] Umm...sure
[[ Obsessive Compulsive]] On occasion.
[[ Panic]] Always
[[ Anxiety]] Always
[[ Depressed]] On occasion...
[[ Suicidal]] No! I'm not nearly brave enough.
[[ Homicidal]] To certain people who plague this world.
[[ Genocidal]] Hah! When hell freezes over.
[[ Pedophile]] Ewwie, i know too many of those...
[[ Obsessed with hate]] Nah...maybe a bit...
[[ Mutilate animals]] Ewwie.
[[ Idolize infamous criminals]] Why would I do that? I idolize do-gooders
HAVE YOU EVER...
[[ Kissed someone]] Mm hmm ;) It was amazin' ^^
[[ Been in love]] Not quite sure yet ;)
[[ Been so drunk you've passed out]] I wish!
[[ Cheated on a boyfriend or girlfriend]] Didnt I already answer this before? NO
[[ Kept a secret from everyone]] So many...I'm sneaky ;)
[[ Set a body part on fire]] Eww...I hate fire, its all about the water.
[[ Had an imaginary friend]] I dun think so...? Unless you count freaky floaty things in the dark...
[[ Called or seen a psychic]] Not me, but my parents have
[[ Ever cried at a chick flick]] ...Shaddup...I'm sensitive...
[[ Had a crush on a teacher]] No...all my teachers were old ladies or gross ugly men
[[ Found a cartoon character attractive]] Yups~ Several.
[[ Ever at anytime owned a New Kids on the block tape]] Nope, I did listen to their music, but that was from my sisters.
[[ Prank called someone]] Yup...lol...it worked very well!
[[ Been on stage]] Eh...for Karate a bit...it felt like I was doing friggin dance aka, kung-fu...ew.
[[ Gotten in a car accident]] Never~ Yay for the safe drivers I kno~!
DO YOU BELIEVE iN...
[[ God/Devil]] No, but a higher power yes.
[[ Yourself]] Ummm...when it counts...
[[ Your friends]] I try my best to, but sometimes they just let me down horribly...
[[ Aliens]] Mmm...sure, why not.
[[ Love]] Yups~ Thats a sad life for those who dont believe in love...
[[ The Closet Monster]] I had too much junk in my closet to believe there was anything but clothes in there.
[[ One person for everyone]] Yups~ ;)
[[ Birthday]] March 14th
[[ Age ]] 18
[[ Astrological sign]] Pisces
[[ Chinese zodiac sign]] Ox
[[ Location ]] Markham, Ontario
[[ Nationality ]] Canadian, but I thnk the answer you're looking for is Chinese ;)
[[ Current Hair color ]] Black.
[[ Eyecolor]] Dark Brown, almost black.
[[ Parents still together]] Yup! For a good...35 - 40 years? Who's counting...;P
[[ Siblings]] Marc - 30, Lori - 27, Dana - 23
[[ Pets]] My kitty, Tumble, aka, Tummy.
[[ In school/graduated? ]] Unionville High School, somewhat graduated?
[[ Rent, lease, or own your home]] My parents own it, does that count?
[[ What do you do for work]] Hells no, my parents want me to get one, therefore, I will not.
[[ How much do you make]] -5$/week
[[ What do you drive]] My bike...?
PREFERENCES
[[ Black and White/Colour ]] Colour, Black and white seem too...Grade 8 Band...*shudder* Mr. Manning...
[[ Black/White ]] White ;)
[[ Red/Blue ]] Blue.
[[ Dogs/Cats ]] Hmm...I want both...cant decide.
[[ Roses/Daisies ]] Roses are prettier and more expensive
[[ Beer/Liquor ]] Liqour, beer is gross, bleh.
[[ Hair: Short/Long ]] On guys - Short. On girls - long.
[[ Boots/Shoes ]] Shoes, lets go with Sandles actually.
[[ Food: Mexican/Italian ]] Chinese...?
[[ Dark/Light]] Light ;) You know me and my 'goodness' thingie.
[[ Day/Night ]] Night~ I never sleep ;P
[[ City/Country ]] Country, so much more peaceful and secluded
[[ Sheets: Solid/Animal Prints ]] Solid, I like solid colours~
FAVORiTES
[[ Colours ]] Blues, White, Silver.
[[ Animal ]] Sea Horse ;)
[[ Vehicle ]] Blue Viper GTS
[[ Flower ]] Pretty ones? I'm thinking I kinda like Orchids
[[ Beer ]] The kind that gets you drunk, hehehe ;)
[[ Liquor ]] The kind that gets you drunk....lallala ;)
[[ Soda ]] Nestea
[[ Food ]] Chinese
[[ Book ]] Umm...sure...I read...........
[[ Author ]] That guy...that wrote that book...umm...yesh...
[[ Band ]] Band...no real favourite right now.
[[ CD ]] My Mp3 CD's ;)
[[ Movie ]] Maybe...Finding Nemo? AWwww...the Sea horse is so cute!!
[[ Director ]] As if I know that kinda stuff~
[[ Extracurricular Activity ]] Karate, Volleyball, Games?
[[ Colour your hair ]] Black, I get light blue highlights, but that aint happenin.
[[ Have tattoos ]] Nopers.
[[ Piercings ]] Ewwie, hells no.
[[ Have a boyfriend/girlfriend/both ]] Yes...? No...? Maybe...? I like the answer 'both', I'll go with that!
HAVE YOU...
[[ Stolen anything ]] Never, I'm a good boy!
[[ Smoked]] Never and I never will, I have really sensitive lungs...coughing at the slightest hint of smoke...
[[ Pot]] Nopes, sensitive lungs! But I think I'd almost consider it...maybe
[[ Crack]] ewww...
[[ Drank ]] Not much, but it was fun!
[[ Been so drunk you couldn't remember your name]] I wish.
[[ Been so drunk you didn't care that you couldn't remember your name]] I wish.
[[ Posed for nude pics]] ...lets not go there...lol, jokes, nope ;)
[[ Considered a life of crime]] Nope, never ever ever! Goodie goodie here ;P
[[ Considered being a hooker]] Mmm...depends for how much, I'd be damn expensive!
[[ Maybe a pimp]] Neh...not enough money in that business, I'd be a hooker on my own...very expensive. ;)
[[ Cheated on someone]] Never~
[[ Been married]] I'm 18, screw you ;P
[[ Been divorced]] Again...18..screw you!
[[ Are you psycho]] I'm afraid to be checked~!
[[ Split personalities]] Yups!........NO! FUCK YOU!
[[ Schizophrenic]] Same thing as above isnt it?
[[ Obsessive]] On occasion...AP...
[[ Compulsive]] Umm...sure
[[ Obsessive Compulsive]] On occasion.
[[ Panic]] Always
[[ Anxiety]] Always
[[ Depressed]] On occasion...
[[ Suicidal]] No! I'm not nearly brave enough.
[[ Homicidal]] To certain people who plague this world.
[[ Genocidal]] Hah! When hell freezes over.
[[ Pedophile]] Ewwie, i know too many of those...
[[ Obsessed with hate]] Nah...maybe a bit...
[[ Mutilate animals]] Ewwie.
[[ Idolize infamous criminals]] Why would I do that? I idolize do-gooders
HAVE YOU EVER...
[[ Kissed someone]] Mm hmm ;) It was amazin' ^^
[[ Been in love]] Not quite sure yet ;)
[[ Been so drunk you've passed out]] I wish!
[[ Cheated on a boyfriend or girlfriend]] Didnt I already answer this before? NO
[[ Kept a secret from everyone]] So many...I'm sneaky ;)
[[ Set a body part on fire]] Eww...I hate fire, its all about the water.
[[ Had an imaginary friend]] I dun think so...? Unless you count freaky floaty things in the dark...
[[ Called or seen a psychic]] Not me, but my parents have
[[ Ever cried at a chick flick]] ...Shaddup...I'm sensitive...
[[ Had a crush on a teacher]] No...all my teachers were old ladies or gross ugly men
[[ Found a cartoon character attractive]] Yups~ Several.
[[ Ever at anytime owned a New Kids on the block tape]] Nope, I did listen to their music, but that was from my sisters.
[[ Prank called someone]] Yup...lol...it worked very well!
[[ Been on stage]] Eh...for Karate a bit...it felt like I was doing friggin dance aka, kung-fu...ew.
[[ Gotten in a car accident]] Never~ Yay for the safe drivers I kno~!
DO YOU BELIEVE iN...
[[ God/Devil]] No, but a higher power yes.
[[ Yourself]] Ummm...when it counts...
[[ Your friends]] I try my best to, but sometimes they just let me down horribly...
[[ Aliens]] Mmm...sure, why not.
[[ Love]] Yups~ Thats a sad life for those who dont believe in love...
[[ The Closet Monster]] I had too much junk in my closet to believe there was anything but clothes in there.
[[ One person for everyone]] Yups~ ;)
Tuesday, July 22, 2003
Woah...
I actually did WORK today, scary isnt it? Well, it wasnt real work, it was rather boring, with my Father, counting light fixtures for him so he can later replace them with more efficient energy bulbs. Blah blah blah, wahtever. Anyways...
Had a nice lunch and an even BETTER dinner....all you can eat crab at Red Lobster. Mmmmmmmm...
Anyway, I should really learn to trust that things happen for a reason, I mean...tonight for example. It worked out great ;)
Hope you got home okies Preston n didnt get into trouble~!
Hope things are okay at home Vicks :)
Mmm...things are cool. Life is rather good.
I'll trust fate to be kind to me...what goes around does come around, I truly see that now. So...being nice will and has come back to me, look at all my close friends that I can talk to and share my problems with that understand and try to help me as I help them. I focused too much on those that dont, who needs them right? Bad things I've done, have come back to me and smacked me in the face, but I'm still standin strong, and what I went through was worse, but hey, I guess some people like to exaggerate things in order to gain sympathy.
Well, life is good, things will work out, I will always continue to be nice and care for everyone because what goes around certainly does come around.
I actually did WORK today, scary isnt it? Well, it wasnt real work, it was rather boring, with my Father, counting light fixtures for him so he can later replace them with more efficient energy bulbs. Blah blah blah, wahtever. Anyways...
Had a nice lunch and an even BETTER dinner....all you can eat crab at Red Lobster. Mmmmmmmm...
Anyway, I should really learn to trust that things happen for a reason, I mean...tonight for example. It worked out great ;)
Hope you got home okies Preston n didnt get into trouble~!
Hope things are okay at home Vicks :)
Mmm...things are cool. Life is rather good.
I'll trust fate to be kind to me...what goes around does come around, I truly see that now. So...being nice will and has come back to me, look at all my close friends that I can talk to and share my problems with that understand and try to help me as I help them. I focused too much on those that dont, who needs them right? Bad things I've done, have come back to me and smacked me in the face, but I'm still standin strong, and what I went through was worse, but hey, I guess some people like to exaggerate things in order to gain sympathy.
Well, life is good, things will work out, I will always continue to be nice and care for everyone because what goes around certainly does come around.
Monday, July 21, 2003
Mmm...dude, I slept sooooo much today...
Woke up at 1pm to find myself going to a party for my brother's friend (who is basically my brother too) newborn baby. Awwww...so cute!! Its kinda scary how most of my brother's friends are having babies now! I mean...they're getting so old...scary...its only 12 years away too...bleh.
Anyways, I fell asleep there cause most of them were older peoples that I didnt feel like being all nice and social to, played with some babies, tried some new food, it was cool ;) I found it rather strange that my brother's friend has no white friends though...There were only black and asian people there! I thought it was kinda odd :P Well, I know they have 1 white friend, but he's anti-social :P
Anyhoo, came home and fell asleep around 4:30, woke up and it was 9:30...I guess I was really tired? Ended up just talkin on MSN and ICQ all night ;) It was actually really quite entertaining ;)
Well, I'm kinda hungry, probably gonna grab some food then head to bed ;)
pEace~
Pure Angel
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Woke up at 1pm to find myself going to a party for my brother's friend (who is basically my brother too) newborn baby. Awwww...so cute!! Its kinda scary how most of my brother's friends are having babies now! I mean...they're getting so old...scary...its only 12 years away too...bleh.
Anyways, I fell asleep there cause most of them were older peoples that I didnt feel like being all nice and social to, played with some babies, tried some new food, it was cool ;) I found it rather strange that my brother's friend has no white friends though...There were only black and asian people there! I thought it was kinda odd :P Well, I know they have 1 white friend, but he's anti-social :P
Anyhoo, came home and fell asleep around 4:30, woke up and it was 9:30...I guess I was really tired? Ended up just talkin on MSN and ICQ all night ;) It was actually really quite entertaining ;)
Well, I'm kinda hungry, probably gonna grab some food then head to bed ;)
pEace~
Pure Angel
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Sunday, July 20, 2003
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!
I beat 4 suit spider solitare!!! YAY!!!!!!
HOLY SHIT!!! Sorrie, I think its really hard...and I beat it!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT!! GO ME!! MWAHAHAHHAH!!!
HAHAHAH! That game has plagued my very existence since grade 11...and I beat it!!! HA!!! I AM THE KING!! :)
lol, okies, back to trying to beat it some more ;)
I beat 4 suit spider solitare!!! YAY!!!!!!
HOLY SHIT!!! Sorrie, I think its really hard...and I beat it!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT!! GO ME!! MWAHAHAHHAH!!!
HAHAHAH! That game has plagued my very existence since grade 11...and I beat it!!! HA!!! I AM THE KING!! :)
lol, okies, back to trying to beat it some more ;)
Saturday, July 19, 2003
Woah...I finally got around to changing my blog around a bit...
I like it like this~ Though its a little bright...lol, I'm starting to like brighter colours...AHH! I'm getting...dare I say it...character!!! AHHHHH!! :P
Anyways, I was so tired from my lack of sleep plus waking up early to play Volleyball today that I fell asleep like 3 times...after painting the front hall too. Ewww...its like...beige/light yellow/light green in the light...EWwwww...Gawd, I'd even like pink better sometimes...iuno, but in the RIGHT light, it looks alright. ;)
Anyways, I got a new pair of shorts today, they are basketball shorts...I like them! They're comfy and a nice blue ;)
Gawd...I'm still tired, maybe imma play some games then head to bed early...Sunday tomorrow, almost Monday, yay ;)
I like it like this~ Though its a little bright...lol, I'm starting to like brighter colours...AHH! I'm getting...dare I say it...character!!! AHHHHH!! :P
Anyways, I was so tired from my lack of sleep plus waking up early to play Volleyball today that I fell asleep like 3 times...after painting the front hall too. Ewww...its like...beige/light yellow/light green in the light...EWwwww...Gawd, I'd even like pink better sometimes...iuno, but in the RIGHT light, it looks alright. ;)
Anyways, I got a new pair of shorts today, they are basketball shorts...I like them! They're comfy and a nice blue ;)
Gawd...I'm still tired, maybe imma play some games then head to bed early...Sunday tomorrow, almost Monday, yay ;)
Vicki, I soooooooo told you it was dance ;P
I will never give that up :) MWAHAHAHAHA...MWAHAHH!
lol, that sword thingie was crazy cool though, I must say, just looks...very dance-ish ;P Dun worrie, your 'kung-fu' is still 'cool'...yes...'cool'
Thanks to manica...er...Jessica for allowing us to chill at her house :) Thursday we go cool eh? Semi-formal we say right? Grr...Pink shirt, purple tie. LOL
lol...Preston, we woke up way too early...o wells ;) We had a pretty nice talk earlier today :) Mm...fun fun ;)
Sorrie Juliesssss, my mommy n daddy are busy this weekend, no presentation for you...i hope you can get other ones though! Good Luck!
Lion King is a good movie, I cant believe we watched it again tho...and then we watched half the second one...lol, thats so messed up...o wells ;) Its a GOOD MOVIE!! :P
This quiz...pretty true...I should listen to it, it's been telling me what Vicki's been sayin the whole time I guess...lol, sorrie vicks :P Damn my naivity~! But...iuno, its kinda cool to be naive...sometimes ;)
You're the Angel of Innocence : pure, kind, a
little naive maybe... you trust in humans and in
their hearts... Good, for sure...Keep your pure
white heart as long as you can, it is a gift!
But be careful, everyone is not nice and
beautiful...
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I will never give that up :) MWAHAHAHAHA...MWAHAHH!
lol, that sword thingie was crazy cool though, I must say, just looks...very dance-ish ;P Dun worrie, your 'kung-fu' is still 'cool'...yes...'cool'
Thanks to manica...er...Jessica for allowing us to chill at her house :) Thursday we go cool eh? Semi-formal we say right? Grr...Pink shirt, purple tie. LOL
lol...Preston, we woke up way too early...o wells ;) We had a pretty nice talk earlier today :) Mm...fun fun ;)
Sorrie Juliesssss, my mommy n daddy are busy this weekend, no presentation for you...i hope you can get other ones though! Good Luck!
Lion King is a good movie, I cant believe we watched it again tho...and then we watched half the second one...lol, thats so messed up...o wells ;) Its a GOOD MOVIE!! :P
This quiz...pretty true...I should listen to it, it's been telling me what Vicki's been sayin the whole time I guess...lol, sorrie vicks :P Damn my naivity~! But...iuno, its kinda cool to be naive...sometimes ;)
You're the Angel of Innocence : pure, kind, a
little naive maybe... you trust in humans and in
their hearts... Good, for sure...Keep your pure
white heart as long as you can, it is a gift!
But be careful, everyone is not nice and
beautiful...
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Friday, July 18, 2003
Krystal, you're a smart woman! Thanks for the talk.
Yes, I'll be happy again, so that the people that really do care about me, can be happy that I'm happy and we can all be happy right? :) Why bother about the people that are inconsiderate and hurt you~! Okies, I will turn my luck around and turn this frown upside down! Woah...rhyming...scary...a sign of being happy...hmmmmmmmmm...:) Depsite all thats happened, I think I can be cool and happy again! ;)
Sorrie for being a bit of a cold bitch the passed few days peoples :)
And sure, I'm really disappointed with one person for turnin against me, at least the other apologized, but I didnt really expect this person to be like that and pick a side, but whatever, i guess people change? Not always for the best, but hey, thats the world. I wont try and help unless they come, cause they're way out of my way. I dont wana say anymore to get myself into trouble, ehheheh ;)
Well, life is life, I still got lots of good friends out there that are really considerate and care :) So I'll be fine~
pEace~
Yes, I'll be happy again, so that the people that really do care about me, can be happy that I'm happy and we can all be happy right? :) Why bother about the people that are inconsiderate and hurt you~! Okies, I will turn my luck around and turn this frown upside down! Woah...rhyming...scary...a sign of being happy...hmmmmmmmmm...:) Depsite all thats happened, I think I can be cool and happy again! ;)
Sorrie for being a bit of a cold bitch the passed few days peoples :)
And sure, I'm really disappointed with one person for turnin against me, at least the other apologized, but I didnt really expect this person to be like that and pick a side, but whatever, i guess people change? Not always for the best, but hey, thats the world. I wont try and help unless they come, cause they're way out of my way. I dont wana say anymore to get myself into trouble, ehheheh ;)
Well, life is life, I still got lots of good friends out there that are really considerate and care :) So I'll be fine~
pEace~
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This is a pretty smart quiz...
I am so naive, I try to be helpful, I like healing, but iuno bout pure...I try to be pure and good.
Why am I so naive? Why do I believe the world can change with my help? Why do I try to do impossible things? Well, I know why, because no one else will do it. Ya ya ya ya, I know Vicks, I shouldnt do that cause its going to end up hurting me right? But if I can stop people from being hurt in the long run like I've been hurt...isnt it worth trying? I mean...I know I know, I should take care of myself and forget other people, but dude...how can I let other people be hurt by people when I've been hurt so badly? I cant change what has happened to me, but I can try and change the future and what WILL happen to other people.
Again...I know...its my own fault for being hurt...there's a saying..."Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on me." and I shouldnt be going back time after time after time after time to just get smacked down and hurt more, but I still have to have some sort of hope for the future. Thats all I really have going for me right now...Hope that people will change and become better people, hope that the world will be a better place, hope that everyone will be more open minded...hope is all I have...
Now, this is not to say that I'm sort of angelic person, that only does good, I know that I'm not perfect, and I acknowledge that I have my flaws. I do make fun of the people I dont like behind their backs too, but I do realise that now, and I shouldnt be doing that, and I'll try and stop. However, just because I do it, does it mean that it should be done to me? Should other people not be the bigger person? I only have made fun of one person really...and ya, I feel kinda bad now that I think about it. If you wana talk to me about it, I will apologize directly to you. I may not be an angel, but I'm working my way there, and at least I'm willing to acknowledge what I've done wrong, unlike some people.
Anyways...life is life, what happens happens, good luck to those who dont change in the future, I will always be here to help, but if they dont come to me for help, what can I possibly do but hope they ask for it or learn on their own.
Magical Being. You would be good as an elf, faerie,
mermaid, sprite, centaur, or anything that has
magic in them since they were born, and are
enticed by the wonder and magic of nature and
natural magic. You would also be good at being
something or someone who heals and helps
others.
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Its getting harder and harder to believe some of the things some people say to me. I mean...sometimes the excuses dont cut it and there are something a mere "I'm sorry" doesnt fix. I duno what I'm going to do anymore. I find it sad that I've had to give up some of my good friends because of this, but I guess thats both my and their decisions, I'm not there, they dont try to get me there. Simple.
Though, good things do sprout from the ashes of those friendships. I've grown closer to other friends, that are genuine and I know that they care. So there is an upside to this I guess?
I'm sure that you guys talk about me a lot behind my back, and I know you all know that I know about this whole 'cones' thing. I find it rather sickening that you people would, though not liking me, go around and make fun of me like that. Honestly, I dont remember ever doing anything bad to any of you. The only possible thing that I could think of that I've done 'bad' (in your eyes) is that confrontation. I apologized for it, but it was for the best of everyone, wahtever, not getting into that again. Point is, I apologized profusely, and I was trying to make it easier for everyone. But whatever, I messed up in the eyes of some people, but ya.
And you cannot say that you dont like me, I know you dont, regardless of what people say. I know one of you posted that racist shit on my board to piss me off, and I also know that one of you posted something about 'cones'. I see no humour in any of those, and it had no other purpose BUT to irritate me. I hope you're happy, you've accomplished your mission. I'm officially irritated. Ya, you're not mad at me, you just like to make fun of me and make things up! I see how it is.
I try not to spread things that people tell me in confidence, and although I do not consider us friends anymore, I do not, and will not ever tell people anything about you or your secrets. I dont see what the FUCK your problem is. I guess maybe its fun to talk about me behind my back, or maybe its fun for you to tell other people things about me. Well, fine, if people wana believe you, they can believe you all they want and not come to me for the real story.
Well, here I am again, thinking about the world. How its a messed up place where people dont care about 'nice' and they only seem to care about 'fun' and not being civil or caring or whatever. I mean, I have done nothing but try to help everyone and make everyone ultimately happy. So whatever, I'll still try to be nice, and still try and help, take advantage if you will, everyone knows the way I am...the human welcome mat.
Well...thats the end I guess.
Though, good things do sprout from the ashes of those friendships. I've grown closer to other friends, that are genuine and I know that they care. So there is an upside to this I guess?
I'm sure that you guys talk about me a lot behind my back, and I know you all know that I know about this whole 'cones' thing. I find it rather sickening that you people would, though not liking me, go around and make fun of me like that. Honestly, I dont remember ever doing anything bad to any of you. The only possible thing that I could think of that I've done 'bad' (in your eyes) is that confrontation. I apologized for it, but it was for the best of everyone, wahtever, not getting into that again. Point is, I apologized profusely, and I was trying to make it easier for everyone. But whatever, I messed up in the eyes of some people, but ya.
And you cannot say that you dont like me, I know you dont, regardless of what people say. I know one of you posted that racist shit on my board to piss me off, and I also know that one of you posted something about 'cones'. I see no humour in any of those, and it had no other purpose BUT to irritate me. I hope you're happy, you've accomplished your mission. I'm officially irritated. Ya, you're not mad at me, you just like to make fun of me and make things up! I see how it is.
I try not to spread things that people tell me in confidence, and although I do not consider us friends anymore, I do not, and will not ever tell people anything about you or your secrets. I dont see what the FUCK your problem is. I guess maybe its fun to talk about me behind my back, or maybe its fun for you to tell other people things about me. Well, fine, if people wana believe you, they can believe you all they want and not come to me for the real story.
Well, here I am again, thinking about the world. How its a messed up place where people dont care about 'nice' and they only seem to care about 'fun' and not being civil or caring or whatever. I mean, I have done nothing but try to help everyone and make everyone ultimately happy. So whatever, I'll still try to be nice, and still try and help, take advantage if you will, everyone knows the way I am...the human welcome mat.
Well...thats the end I guess.
Thursday, July 17, 2003
Alright, no more happy Brad.
Things just went from GREAT to a DISASTER in 2 seconds...flat...I guess I'm not meant to ever really be happy, or if I am...just for a few days...a week or two tops...gawd...
I feel like I wana die...I mean...just die...I'm so messed up and confused and upset and tired and gawd...before I was everything opposite of those feelings...but now...they come and haunt me...
Gwad...o wells...I've taken shit before, I can take shit now. Fuck you world, you cant beat me, nothing can beat me down! Fuck you all.
Speaking of people things trying to beat me down. Who the fuck do you think you are putting racist comments on my tag-board!? I mean, I could delete them, but I think I'll just leave them there, so I can reflect on what idiots some of my friends are. I'm pretty sure I know one person who posted, and by the way, you spelt anonymous wrong. You know, you guys can be VERY inconsiderate, insensitive, uncaring, moronic, heartless fucking bastards!!!!!
Fuck you, and you know who you fucking are. I'm pretty damn upset right now, but you know what I do with feelings that like that? Channel them into anger. I know the people who write the retarded racist comments on my board, and if the person who wrote these doesnt say who they are, then ALL of you will be severly bruised to satisfy me. Fight me back if you want to, I dont give up remember, it will be a LONG and GRUELING fight. All 4 of you could take me on at the same time if you want it to be unfair, I dont care, I'll take you all on you FUCKING MORONS!!
I cant believe I used to call these morons friends.
Things just went from GREAT to a DISASTER in 2 seconds...flat...I guess I'm not meant to ever really be happy, or if I am...just for a few days...a week or two tops...gawd...
I feel like I wana die...I mean...just die...I'm so messed up and confused and upset and tired and gawd...before I was everything opposite of those feelings...but now...they come and haunt me...
Gwad...o wells...I've taken shit before, I can take shit now. Fuck you world, you cant beat me, nothing can beat me down! Fuck you all.
Speaking of people things trying to beat me down. Who the fuck do you think you are putting racist comments on my tag-board!? I mean, I could delete them, but I think I'll just leave them there, so I can reflect on what idiots some of my friends are. I'm pretty sure I know one person who posted, and by the way, you spelt anonymous wrong. You know, you guys can be VERY inconsiderate, insensitive, uncaring, moronic, heartless fucking bastards!!!!!
Fuck you, and you know who you fucking are. I'm pretty damn upset right now, but you know what I do with feelings that like that? Channel them into anger. I know the people who write the retarded racist comments on my board, and if the person who wrote these doesnt say who they are, then ALL of you will be severly bruised to satisfy me. Fight me back if you want to, I dont give up remember, it will be a LONG and GRUELING fight. All 4 of you could take me on at the same time if you want it to be unfair, I dont care, I'll take you all on you FUCKING MORONS!!
I cant believe I used to call these morons friends.
Wednesday, July 16, 2003
Apparently I'm 'special' so FateZ tells me...joy. Well, I dont want to be special, but tough I guess right?
Anyways, mmmmm...i had eggplant today, yummy ;) Too bad LXG was sold out...I was looking forward to that...sorta...ish. O wells ;) I got several plans coming into action. The first of which is tomorrow~ ;) Second of which will be...after the weekend sometime, you all know what you gota do. Its a select list invited, no more, so dont spread it, you know who you are and you know your jobs ;) Jess and I will decide who else is allowed if you have any requests.
Anyways, its pretty damn hard to sleep nowadays...*sigh* iuno, ya think without school I'd be jumpin into bed, but hell, I guess not?
Well, time for me to TRY to sleep :)
pEace~
Anyways, mmmmm...i had eggplant today, yummy ;) Too bad LXG was sold out...I was looking forward to that...sorta...ish. O wells ;) I got several plans coming into action. The first of which is tomorrow~ ;) Second of which will be...after the weekend sometime, you all know what you gota do. Its a select list invited, no more, so dont spread it, you know who you are and you know your jobs ;) Jess and I will decide who else is allowed if you have any requests.
Anyways, its pretty damn hard to sleep nowadays...*sigh* iuno, ya think without school I'd be jumpin into bed, but hell, I guess not?
Well, time for me to TRY to sleep :)
pEace~
Tuesday, July 15, 2003
Holy SHIT dude...
Okay...my brother sent me this website...I dont know how they play this or made this or whatever...I mean...DAMN that is some AMAZING work.
Someone re-made the matrix sign where Neo and Mr. Smith or whatever the dude's name is where they dodge the bullets...doesnt sound TOO amazing does it? Well...think about that in ALL text. So what I'm writing right now, is what they made it with. And its an animation somehow, and holy shit is it good. It REALLY look like Keanu Reeves!! I mean..REALLY!! DAMNIT!!
Check it out here: http://abstract.cs.washington.edu/~renacer/ascii-matrix.html
DAMNIT, that is so fucking amazing.
Okay...my brother sent me this website...I dont know how they play this or made this or whatever...I mean...DAMN that is some AMAZING work.
Someone re-made the matrix sign where Neo and Mr. Smith or whatever the dude's name is where they dodge the bullets...doesnt sound TOO amazing does it? Well...think about that in ALL text. So what I'm writing right now, is what they made it with. And its an animation somehow, and holy shit is it good. It REALLY look like Keanu Reeves!! I mean..REALLY!! DAMNIT!!
Check it out here: http://abstract.cs.washington.edu/~renacer/ascii-matrix.html
DAMNIT, that is so fucking amazing.
Yay ;)
My computer has been reformatted, thx Spencah~ :P It actually goes rather fast now ;) Too bad WC3 beta is over and I'm too poor to afford real warcraft III! mwahaha...sickening ;P
Anyways...cant really sleep right now...most of you know why. There are several reasons tonight though, but at least things are okay right now, and I can help out with other things. Dude, my life is still great, but then other people's are so messy, it brings me down. Bleh, why cant we all just be happy? I hate this empathy thing...its not really the best gift a person could have.
Okies, well, I guess instead of sleeping, I'll eat, cause I'm fuckin hungry ;) Sleep tomorrow during the day~ heheh ;)
pEace~
My computer has been reformatted, thx Spencah~ :P It actually goes rather fast now ;) Too bad WC3 beta is over and I'm too poor to afford real warcraft III! mwahaha...sickening ;P
Anyways...cant really sleep right now...most of you know why. There are several reasons tonight though, but at least things are okay right now, and I can help out with other things. Dude, my life is still great, but then other people's are so messy, it brings me down. Bleh, why cant we all just be happy? I hate this empathy thing...its not really the best gift a person could have.
Okies, well, I guess instead of sleeping, I'll eat, cause I'm fuckin hungry ;) Sleep tomorrow during the day~ heheh ;)
pEace~
Monday, July 14, 2003
Ahh...today was good :)
Rotting infront of the PS2 for quite sometime, catching up with my FF9, almost finished it with GOOD characters this time! :) Then chilling with people watching movies...lol Ballistic ;) Hahahahah, what a GREAT movie...with so much plot that we cut it off half way through to watch Emperers New Groove...again ;P
lol, dude, I cant believe we played 13 Dead End Drive...that game is so...weirddddd...who's idea was it to play it? Certainly not mineeeee ;) *points in the general direction of Preston's house* lol, dun worrie, at least I killed Vicki! but that damn detective came to the door...gr...o wells, I think Jess won anyway..grrrrrrr...
I sucked in Life today too!! Maaaaaan...Athlete with only 40,000!! And a friggin 200,000 house!! Then I lose my job, become an artist to make LESS...20,000...GGGrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...and my house got killed by a tornado...Thanks Jess for paying for that for me ;)
lol, we gota play monopoly again tho, I'll kick your ass Vicki n Preston! Grrrrr...Got my yellow's last time...>_<
Anyways, we're seein LXG on tuesday right? Gwad...I cant wait...tuesday night...soooo far awayyyy...yet sooooo close...mwahahha!
Mm...anyways...imma head to bed, gonna wake up early do some exercise and play more FF9...lol, I WILL FINISH THAT DAMN GAME! ;)
pEace~
Rotting infront of the PS2 for quite sometime, catching up with my FF9, almost finished it with GOOD characters this time! :) Then chilling with people watching movies...lol Ballistic ;) Hahahahah, what a GREAT movie...with so much plot that we cut it off half way through to watch Emperers New Groove...again ;P
lol, dude, I cant believe we played 13 Dead End Drive...that game is so...weirddddd...who's idea was it to play it? Certainly not mineeeee ;) *points in the general direction of Preston's house* lol, dun worrie, at least I killed Vicki! but that damn detective came to the door...gr...o wells, I think Jess won anyway..grrrrrrr...
I sucked in Life today too!! Maaaaaan...Athlete with only 40,000!! And a friggin 200,000 house!! Then I lose my job, become an artist to make LESS...20,000...GGGrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...and my house got killed by a tornado...Thanks Jess for paying for that for me ;)
lol, we gota play monopoly again tho, I'll kick your ass Vicki n Preston! Grrrrr...Got my yellow's last time...>_<
Anyways, we're seein LXG on tuesday right? Gwad...I cant wait...tuesday night...soooo far awayyyy...yet sooooo close...mwahahha!
Mm...anyways...imma head to bed, gonna wake up early do some exercise and play more FF9...lol, I WILL FINISH THAT DAMN GAME! ;)
pEace~
Sunday, July 13, 2003
*yawn*
Why am I still awake? I mean...its 4...something am...
Iuno, cant stop thinkin, damn this head of mine spinning round and round ;)
Thanks to Spencah's family for throwin that BBQ, do we owe you $$$ for that by the way?
Umm...not much else was accomplished today? Just went downtown lookin for hookers, lol Why? Peter's idea, NOT mine. I dont neeeeed hookers to satisfy me...no no...I do, I'm just poor, lol~ hahaha, but in all seriousness, we saw no hookers, but many hot people lining up for clubs and what not! There are many good looking people in Toronto eh? I never knew...lol
mmmm..i'm so tired, yet I stay awake. I think it was that stupid 'nap' i had in the car. I could still hear you guys talkin, but I still wanted to sleep, so I kept my eyes closed...lol
Okies, maybe I'll attempt to sleep.
pEace~
Why am I still awake? I mean...its 4...something am...
Iuno, cant stop thinkin, damn this head of mine spinning round and round ;)
Thanks to Spencah's family for throwin that BBQ, do we owe you $$$ for that by the way?
Umm...not much else was accomplished today? Just went downtown lookin for hookers, lol Why? Peter's idea, NOT mine. I dont neeeeed hookers to satisfy me...no no...I do, I'm just poor, lol~ hahaha, but in all seriousness, we saw no hookers, but many hot people lining up for clubs and what not! There are many good looking people in Toronto eh? I never knew...lol
mmmm..i'm so tired, yet I stay awake. I think it was that stupid 'nap' i had in the car. I could still hear you guys talkin, but I still wanted to sleep, so I kept my eyes closed...lol
Okies, maybe I'll attempt to sleep.
pEace~
Saturday, July 12, 2003
Woah :)
Volleyball was really fun! Too bad I suck now, hahahah ;P
Well, maybe I'll be better next week! Hehehe, thanks Krystal for tellin me to sign up, its actually pretty fun, but I think I'd like beach volleyball better, I dont like working as a giant team so much as I would just two people!
AHh...i'm actually getting exercise this summer, like I promised myself I would!! hehehe ;)
Thanks to Amy for driving me home~ hehehe :)
Mm...Vicks, you'll have soooo much fun next saturday, it was really good~
Neways, time to shower, tho I didnt sweat at all, and maybe eat...or lets reverse that, eat then shower!~
pEace~
Volleyball was really fun! Too bad I suck now, hahahah ;P
Well, maybe I'll be better next week! Hehehe, thanks Krystal for tellin me to sign up, its actually pretty fun, but I think I'd like beach volleyball better, I dont like working as a giant team so much as I would just two people!
AHh...i'm actually getting exercise this summer, like I promised myself I would!! hehehe ;)
Thanks to Amy for driving me home~ hehehe :)
Mm...Vicks, you'll have soooo much fun next saturday, it was really good~
Neways, time to shower, tho I didnt sweat at all, and maybe eat...or lets reverse that, eat then shower!~
pEace~
lol...damnit, I'm guessing I didnt do to well on the Calculus exam if I only ended up with a 53% :P
Whateverrrrrr, I passed!! Mwhahahahahaa...that fucking bastard Lim gave me a 53...>_<
Maybe I should retake calc...but its such a PAIN...
We'll see...mWHAHAHAH, i passed :)
I was fearing failure with the whole calc thing...:P
O wells :) GO ME!...my worst mark EVER in high school, joy :P
Whateverrrrrr, I passed!! Mwhahahahahaa...that fucking bastard Lim gave me a 53...>_<
Maybe I should retake calc...but its such a PAIN...
We'll see...mWHAHAHAH, i passed :)
I was fearing failure with the whole calc thing...:P
O wells :) GO ME!...my worst mark EVER in high school, joy :P
O gawd...
I have stupid Nathan's song in my head...GRrrrrrrrrr....
I think I should send it to everyone just so everyone can hear the beautiful voice of Nathan Chang ;)
Well, it was nice to see your guitar skills nathan ;P
lol, well, it sounded better in person than the recording eh?
Anyways, Krystal, if this volleyball thing tomorrow sucks, I blame only one person!!! Thats right...the manager of this Volleyball thing! lol, okay, ya, I'm a turd ;P I hope I can wake up early enough and find proper SHOES and KNEE pads for you..;P
Mmm...I'm sleepy...and have volleyball thingie tomorrow, so I keep this short~
pEace~
I have stupid Nathan's song in my head...GRrrrrrrrrr....
I think I should send it to everyone just so everyone can hear the beautiful voice of Nathan Chang ;)
Well, it was nice to see your guitar skills nathan ;P
lol, well, it sounded better in person than the recording eh?
Anyways, Krystal, if this volleyball thing tomorrow sucks, I blame only one person!!! Thats right...the manager of this Volleyball thing! lol, okay, ya, I'm a turd ;P I hope I can wake up early enough and find proper SHOES and KNEE pads for you..;P
Mmm...I'm sleepy...and have volleyball thingie tomorrow, so I keep this short~
pEace~
Friday, July 11, 2003
lol, here's an e-mail my sister sent me a long time ago that I found funnie :)
Enjoy~
WHAT IF SANTA ANSWERED LETTERS?
Deer Santa,
I wud like a kool toy space ranjur fer Xmas. Iv ben a gud boy allyeer.
yur frend,
BiLLy
Dear Billy,
Nice spelling. You're on your way to a career in lawn care.
How about I send you a fucking book so you can learn to read and write?
I'm giving your older brother the space ranger. At least HE can spell!
Santa
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Dear Santa,
I have been a good girl all year, and the only thing I ask
for is peace and joy in the world for everybody!
Love,
Sarah
Dear Sarah,
Your parents smoked pot when they had you, didn't they?
Santa
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Dear Santa,
I don't know if you can do this, but for Christmas, I'd like for my mommy and daddy to get back together. Please see what you can do.
Love,
Teddy
Dear Teddy,
Look, your dad's banging the babysitter like a screen door in a hurricane. Do you think he's gonna give that up to come back to your frigid mom, who rides his ass constantly? It's time to give up that dream. Let me get you some nice Legos instead.
Santa
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Dear Santa,
I want a new bike, a Playstation, a train, some G.I. Joes, a dog, a drum kit, a pony and a tuba.
Love,
Francis
Dear Francis,
Who names their kid "Francis" nowadays? I bet you're gay.
Santa
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Dear Santa,
I left milk and cookies for you under the tree, and I left carrots for your reindeer outside the back door.
Love,
Susan
Dear Susan,
Milk gives me the runs and carrots make the deer fart in my face when riding in the sleigh. You want to do me a favor? Leave me a bottle of scotch.
Santa
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Dear Santa,
What do you do the other 364 days of the year? Are you busy making toys?
Your friend,
Thomas
Dear Thomas,
All the toys are made in China. I have a condo in Vegas, where I spend most of my time making low-budget porno films. I unwind by drinking myself silly and squeezing the asses of cocktail waitresses while losing money at the craps table.
Hey, you wanted to know.
Santa
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Dear Santa,
Do you see us when we're sleeping, do you really know when we're awake, like in the song?
Love,
Jessica
Dear Jessica,
Are you really that gullible? Good luck in whatever you do. I'm skipping your house.
Santa
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Dear Santa,
I really really want a puppy this year. Please please please PLEASE PLEASE could I have one?
Timmy
Timmy,
That whiney begging shit may work with your folks, but that crap doesn't work with me. You're getting a sweater again.
Santa
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Dearest Santa,
We don't have a chimney in our house, how do you get into our house?
Love,
Marky
Mark,
First, stop calling yourself "Marky", that's why you're getting your ass whipped at school. Second, you don't live in a house, you live in a low-rent apartment complex. Third, I get inside your pad just like all the burglars do, through your bedroom window.
Sweet Dreams,
Santa
Enjoy~
WHAT IF SANTA ANSWERED LETTERS?
Deer Santa,
I wud like a kool toy space ranjur fer Xmas. Iv ben a gud boy allyeer.
yur frend,
BiLLy
Dear Billy,
Nice spelling. You're on your way to a career in lawn care.
How about I send you a fucking book so you can learn to read and write?
I'm giving your older brother the space ranger. At least HE can spell!
Santa
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Dear Santa,
I have been a good girl all year, and the only thing I ask
for is peace and joy in the world for everybody!
Love,
Sarah
Dear Sarah,
Your parents smoked pot when they had you, didn't they?
Santa
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Dear Santa,
I don't know if you can do this, but for Christmas, I'd like for my mommy and daddy to get back together. Please see what you can do.
Love,
Teddy
Dear Teddy,
Look, your dad's banging the babysitter like a screen door in a hurricane. Do you think he's gonna give that up to come back to your frigid mom, who rides his ass constantly? It's time to give up that dream. Let me get you some nice Legos instead.
Santa
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Dear Santa,
I want a new bike, a Playstation, a train, some G.I. Joes, a dog, a drum kit, a pony and a tuba.
Love,
Francis
Dear Francis,
Who names their kid "Francis" nowadays? I bet you're gay.
Santa
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Dear Santa,
I left milk and cookies for you under the tree, and I left carrots for your reindeer outside the back door.
Love,
Susan
Dear Susan,
Milk gives me the runs and carrots make the deer fart in my face when riding in the sleigh. You want to do me a favor? Leave me a bottle of scotch.
Santa
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Dear Santa,
What do you do the other 364 days of the year? Are you busy making toys?
Your friend,
Thomas
Dear Thomas,
All the toys are made in China. I have a condo in Vegas, where I spend most of my time making low-budget porno films. I unwind by drinking myself silly and squeezing the asses of cocktail waitresses while losing money at the craps table.
Hey, you wanted to know.
Santa
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Dear Santa,
Do you see us when we're sleeping, do you really know when we're awake, like in the song?
Love,
Jessica
Dear Jessica,
Are you really that gullible? Good luck in whatever you do. I'm skipping your house.
Santa
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Dear Santa,
I really really want a puppy this year. Please please please PLEASE PLEASE could I have one?
Timmy
Timmy,
That whiney begging shit may work with your folks, but that crap doesn't work with me. You're getting a sweater again.
Santa
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Dearest Santa,
We don't have a chimney in our house, how do you get into our house?
Love,
Marky
Mark,
First, stop calling yourself "Marky", that's why you're getting your ass whipped at school. Second, you don't live in a house, you live in a low-rent apartment complex. Third, I get inside your pad just like all the burglars do, through your bedroom window.
Sweet Dreams,
Santa
Thursday, July 10, 2003
heheh, you know what I find kinda funnie?
People dont really know me very well~ hahah ^^ I mean, I think its pretty evident from my actions that I dont take pleasure from other people's misery, I thought that was pretty evident. Examples? When I was mad at someone and didnt want to go out with them, I made sure they had one person to stay with at least, so they dont feel completely left out.
O wells, that really doesnt bug me, cause I'm still happy, lol. Iuno, nothing can really beat me down right now :)
Hahahah, Vicki, omg, I cant believe we just did that eh? That was sooooo funnie. All the looks we got, and the lady at the counter scared me..lol, but dun worrie, I got another spy ready to do it with me next time, so you can retire, lol :P
Mmm...
lol, have you noticed how moody I am?
One day I'm pissed off at the world, the next I love the world? Hahahha, oh the extremes..:)
Anyways, time to go...do stuff :P
pEace~
People dont really know me very well~ hahah ^^ I mean, I think its pretty evident from my actions that I dont take pleasure from other people's misery, I thought that was pretty evident. Examples? When I was mad at someone and didnt want to go out with them, I made sure they had one person to stay with at least, so they dont feel completely left out.
O wells, that really doesnt bug me, cause I'm still happy, lol. Iuno, nothing can really beat me down right now :)
Hahahah, Vicki, omg, I cant believe we just did that eh? That was sooooo funnie. All the looks we got, and the lady at the counter scared me..lol, but dun worrie, I got another spy ready to do it with me next time, so you can retire, lol :P
Mmm...
lol, have you noticed how moody I am?
One day I'm pissed off at the world, the next I love the world? Hahahha, oh the extremes..:)
Anyways, time to go...do stuff :P
pEace~
Innocent
What's your sexual appeal?
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heheh...i ACT innocent...
But for the select few that know me well...know how 'innocent' I am ;P
lol, I just read this random feminist e-mail Ricardo sent me...
Dude, they're trying to prove why females are more important than males. I mean...what happened for their strive to be equal? I know this doesnt represent all feminists, but dude, these ones need to be smacked. I understand how they were oppressed beforem, acknowledge it as something that males have done wrong, but dude, we arent all like that. Generalizing it like that really makes me, someone who does treat females equally, not want to just because they're telling me how much worse I am for being male. I mean, its obviously bias crap that I could counter with the snap of a finger, but the fact of the matter is, I shouldnt have to.
I know that feminists are still fighting the older generations with salaries and stuff, and I support that, but dude...while fighting against those who do oppress you, be sure not to oppress those who are with you. =P
There's my tiny little rant of the day. If I wasnt so happy, I'd probably have posted it and gone through each thing they said one by one and said...No, you're wrong here, you're wrong here, and here and here...but no such luck today peoples =)
Peace~
Dude, they're trying to prove why females are more important than males. I mean...what happened for their strive to be equal? I know this doesnt represent all feminists, but dude, these ones need to be smacked. I understand how they were oppressed beforem, acknowledge it as something that males have done wrong, but dude, we arent all like that. Generalizing it like that really makes me, someone who does treat females equally, not want to just because they're telling me how much worse I am for being male. I mean, its obviously bias crap that I could counter with the snap of a finger, but the fact of the matter is, I shouldnt have to.
I know that feminists are still fighting the older generations with salaries and stuff, and I support that, but dude...while fighting against those who do oppress you, be sure not to oppress those who are with you. =P
There's my tiny little rant of the day. If I wasnt so happy, I'd probably have posted it and gone through each thing they said one by one and said...No, you're wrong here, you're wrong here, and here and here...but no such luck today peoples =)
Peace~
Destiny has a great way of working things out. =)
Life is honestly going great for me right now. I guess the greater the hardship, the greater the reward...and my reward is great~
Life is honestly going great for me right now. I guess the greater the hardship, the greater the reward...and my reward is great~
Wednesday, July 09, 2003
Woah, today was rather productive at home.
Did a lot of exercise today, a surprising amount that astounded me =P Did some cleaning, did some laundry, made dinner, watched some TV, talked to my sister, and now I'm here =)
I duno, but life seems so...care-free right now~ I hope everyone is having as good a time as I am right now =)
I duno, I'm so weird right now, mwhhahaha~ Blasting music in my newly clean room...wait, I should clean up my desk, hahahaha. oopsies, there's a bug in my room time to close the window =)
Well, Imma go do maybe a little bit more exercise, and a little more cleaning, I think I might just stay home tonight and think =)
pEace~
Did a lot of exercise today, a surprising amount that astounded me =P Did some cleaning, did some laundry, made dinner, watched some TV, talked to my sister, and now I'm here =)
I duno, but life seems so...care-free right now~ I hope everyone is having as good a time as I am right now =)
I duno, I'm so weird right now, mwhhahaha~ Blasting music in my newly clean room...wait, I should clean up my desk, hahahaha. oopsies, there's a bug in my room time to close the window =)
Well, Imma go do maybe a little bit more exercise, and a little more cleaning, I think I might just stay home tonight and think =)
pEace~
Woah...that whole running thing we did Ryan...wasnt really...running. lol.
Picked up Catherine and Christine and 'ran' to your house...too bad you gota go to your cottage though =P
We friggin sat outside your house for a good 15 - 20 minutes deciding what to do after eh? lol
Thx Catherine for the food and house and such, hheheh =) Gawd damned PITFALL!! BUT WE BEAT IT!! omggggggggggggggg, FRIGGIN LEOPARDS...lol...yes...not Leppers...ya ya ya ya =P shaddup you guys~! And in conclusion I rocked your ass in Mario Kart!!! MWAHAHAHA!! 19 - 18 battle game...Jesus...i cant believe we played THAT many...shiet...I still won =)
Hahhahha...Thx Christine for making me dumplings and giving me food and openin your house =) lol, Pocket Fighter with feet and one hand...and the frying pan, cannot forget the frying pan...omg...lol, SOoooo much fun today =)
AHhhhh, and I got lots of exercise today too =) I'm feelin great thx to you guys =) heheh~
ANyways, time to shower cause I bet I'm not smellin like roses =P
pEace~
Picked up Catherine and Christine and 'ran' to your house...too bad you gota go to your cottage though =P
We friggin sat outside your house for a good 15 - 20 minutes deciding what to do after eh? lol
Thx Catherine for the food and house and such, hheheh =) Gawd damned PITFALL!! BUT WE BEAT IT!! omggggggggggggggg, FRIGGIN LEOPARDS...lol...yes...not Leppers...ya ya ya ya =P shaddup you guys~! And in conclusion I rocked your ass in Mario Kart!!! MWAHAHAHA!! 19 - 18 battle game...Jesus...i cant believe we played THAT many...shiet...I still won =)
Hahhahha...Thx Christine for making me dumplings and giving me food and openin your house =) lol, Pocket Fighter with feet and one hand...and the frying pan, cannot forget the frying pan...omg...lol, SOoooo much fun today =)
AHhhhh, and I got lots of exercise today too =) I'm feelin great thx to you guys =) heheh~
ANyways, time to shower cause I bet I'm not smellin like roses =P
pEace~
Tuesday, July 08, 2003
Black
Your color is black. The color of night. Serene and mysterious, black conjures up images of elegant evening gowns, dashing tuxedos, and gleaming limousines. Traditionally a symbol of success, black also represents power and an uncompromising demand for perfection. Not surprisingly, you tend to set challenging goals for yourself and do whatever it takes to achieve them — your strength of character is second to none. This unfaltering determination, along with your natural elegance, impresses people. But keep in mind that your personality might be intimidating to some. Try to temper your demanding side with a little softness — trust us, it won't kill you. Overall, though, black is the color of professionalism and achievement, which means it's clearly the color for you.
Woah, sounds like me I think..=P
Your color is black. The color of night. Serene and mysterious, black conjures up images of elegant evening gowns, dashing tuxedos, and gleaming limousines. Traditionally a symbol of success, black also represents power and an uncompromising demand for perfection. Not surprisingly, you tend to set challenging goals for yourself and do whatever it takes to achieve them — your strength of character is second to none. This unfaltering determination, along with your natural elegance, impresses people. But keep in mind that your personality might be intimidating to some. Try to temper your demanding side with a little softness — trust us, it won't kill you. Overall, though, black is the color of professionalism and achievement, which means it's clearly the color for you.
Woah, sounds like me I think..=P
Woah, anyone ever have one of those days that just really...made you happy? Iuno, i havent been happy in a long time eh? I mean...really happy! Even though so many things can go wrong...when others go right, it just makes everything better =)
lol, jess, you were right, when one thing goes right, I'll be all happy again, hahah =) Monopoly was fun, I woulda kicked all your asses if you landed on my 3 housed Pennsalvanya =) Too bad quizzno's was closed >_< We all coulda had a semi-free sub...lol, sorrie you didnt get to buy a dress today too jess =P We tried hard to help you at least =)
But, I did however, find a nice deal for Ryan's black shorts. hahahah. Didnt even notice the 40% off sign, what a bargin-hunter I am...lol. Thx for the fries Ryan, i'll pay you back, dun worrie, I dun forget debts very easily, hahah =)
Yay Vicki =) We're both happy! This is something to celebrate, mwahah =) Me thinks alcohol will make a proper celebration for us.
Gawd, I still hate this stupid world, but sometimes, you gota love some aspects of it? =)
pEace~
lol, jess, you were right, when one thing goes right, I'll be all happy again, hahah =) Monopoly was fun, I woulda kicked all your asses if you landed on my 3 housed Pennsalvanya =) Too bad quizzno's was closed >_< We all coulda had a semi-free sub...lol, sorrie you didnt get to buy a dress today too jess =P We tried hard to help you at least =)
But, I did however, find a nice deal for Ryan's black shorts. hahahah. Didnt even notice the 40% off sign, what a bargin-hunter I am...lol. Thx for the fries Ryan, i'll pay you back, dun worrie, I dun forget debts very easily, hahah =)
Yay Vicki =) We're both happy! This is something to celebrate, mwahah =) Me thinks alcohol will make a proper celebration for us.
Gawd, I still hate this stupid world, but sometimes, you gota love some aspects of it? =)
pEace~
Monday, July 07, 2003
Gawd is the world filled with scum, and I dont have enough energy to scrub it clean alone.
Dude, random people talking to me on ICQ have a lot of problems...and I try to help them, and I have some what, but then they have other friends that have problems, and are asking me about those, and holy shit, there are so many problems in the world that need to be fixed, and how the hell am I supposed to get around doing it?! I mean, I'm not one to leave a job half-done, what the hell am I supposed to do to help this whole damn world!? I'm only one man...Life is really frustrating when you have to deal with so many things, but bleh, I can do it.
Dude, random people talking to me on ICQ have a lot of problems...and I try to help them, and I have some what, but then they have other friends that have problems, and are asking me about those, and holy shit, there are so many problems in the world that need to be fixed, and how the hell am I supposed to get around doing it?! I mean, I'm not one to leave a job half-done, what the hell am I supposed to do to help this whole damn world!? I'm only one man...Life is really frustrating when you have to deal with so many things, but bleh, I can do it.
Well, I've found out a lot today =)
I find it rather humourous to tell you the truth. Speaking of the truth...a little thing that liars out there must know about it. The truth will always come out. You dig your own grave by lying.
Luck to you guys~
Thanks to everyone for ya know...asking my side~
pEace~
I find it rather humourous to tell you the truth. Speaking of the truth...a little thing that liars out there must know about it. The truth will always come out. You dig your own grave by lying.
Luck to you guys~
Thanks to everyone for ya know...asking my side~
pEace~
Sunday, July 06, 2003
Woah...
I'm talking to this girl on ICQ...and she has a pretty rough life. She's only 16, and I feel really bad for her. I cant imagine being in her situation and I only know a bit of it. I've been able to help her a lil bit...or at least make her smile, which is a good step. Man...I really hope I can help this girl...She really really needs the help, and I'm so glad that I am able to talk to her about these problems, they're worse than Vick's...which has got to show you how bad they are...
Woah...hope this isnt destiny or fate steppin' in again...
I'm talking to this girl on ICQ...and she has a pretty rough life. She's only 16, and I feel really bad for her. I cant imagine being in her situation and I only know a bit of it. I've been able to help her a lil bit...or at least make her smile, which is a good step. Man...I really hope I can help this girl...She really really needs the help, and I'm so glad that I am able to talk to her about these problems, they're worse than Vick's...which has got to show you how bad they are...
Woah...hope this isnt destiny or fate steppin' in again...
Demo
What Kind Of Program Are You? (WARN: ADULT)
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lol, this is a pretty funnie quiz, check out the other possible answers.
Hmm, here are the lyrics for that song I said to download a few days ago. The All-American Rejects - The Last Song
Its really fitting for right now =)
The end of high school and all that stuff. Good Job finding it Nathan~
Here are the lyrics.
This may be the last thing that i write for long
Can you hear me smiling when i sing this song, for you and only you
As I leave will you be someone to say good-bye
As I leave will you be someone to wipe your eye
My foot is out the door, and you can't stop me now
You wanted the best, it wasn't me, will you give it back
Now i'll take the lead, when there's no more room to make it grow
I'll see you again, you'll pretend you're naive, is this what you want
Is this what you need, how you end up let me know.
As I go, remember all the simple things you know,
My mind is just a crutch and I still hope, that you will miss me when
I'm gone
This is the last song
The hearts start breaking as the year is gone
The dream's beginning and the time rolls on
It seems so surreal, now I sing it.
Somehow I knew that it would be this way,
Somehow I knew that it would slowly fade.
Now i'm gone, just try and stop me now.
And will you need me now, you'll find a way somehow
You want it too, I want it too.
Its really fitting for right now =)
The end of high school and all that stuff. Good Job finding it Nathan~
Here are the lyrics.
This may be the last thing that i write for long
Can you hear me smiling when i sing this song, for you and only you
As I leave will you be someone to say good-bye
As I leave will you be someone to wipe your eye
My foot is out the door, and you can't stop me now
You wanted the best, it wasn't me, will you give it back
Now i'll take the lead, when there's no more room to make it grow
I'll see you again, you'll pretend you're naive, is this what you want
Is this what you need, how you end up let me know.
As I go, remember all the simple things you know,
My mind is just a crutch and I still hope, that you will miss me when
I'm gone
This is the last song
The hearts start breaking as the year is gone
The dream's beginning and the time rolls on
It seems so surreal, now I sing it.
Somehow I knew that it would be this way,
Somehow I knew that it would slowly fade.
Now i'm gone, just try and stop me now.
And will you need me now, you'll find a way somehow
You want it too, I want it too.
O yes, I also love it when everything comes together nicely. Its like...pieces of a puzzle simply falling into the correct spot, and life kinda just...flows? I'm sure there are gonna be more bumps along the way, but whatever =)
I think I can handle'em for now~
heheheh.
lalalal
peace~
I think I can handle'em for now~
heheheh.
lalalal
peace~
gawd...runnin on 4 hours of sleep is...tiring =P
First off, I gota say that Vicki, you were really great today, you were so awesome. I definately could not have been as strong as you were when you were speaking. Hell, I burst into tears just listening..so did Preston and Grace! Hhehehe...I mean it though, you were so great and the service was beautiful. Remind me to thank your father for lunch after that too.
Again, we watched "The Recruit" at my house and Preston's for a bit, that was a good movie! Cept vicki fell asleep, hahahaha. I hope my family didnt scare you too much Preston! See, that was only some of my close family and friends..=P Very very very small portion. Also, WOAH! I didnt know you were sooooooooo smart Preston!! Friggin MENSA test...100 C in a R!! Grace called us later and informed us it was "100 cents in a rand" or something like that? I forget exactly, lol, we'd never get that!! Dude, you got so many! You're a friggin almost genius, according to menas, you're 'Intellegent'...shiet, i'm only 'somewhat intellegent'...hahahha =P
Gawd, that fucking Metro place smelled like ASS allllllllll fucking day...too bad Preston had to go wit his cousins instead of us...You coulda laughed at all the stupid people and smelt that grossness with us!! Yucky~ =P
I think the envitable has happened, and I think that things are better for it. I think it leaves us all happy, or at least most of us~ Things have changed, and I have accordingly, 'accepting a compromise' =P Fucking kalagrian test, saying I dont accept compromise =P Well, generally I dont, but people can change, like in the movie we watched tonight =P
Neways...
I think I can still smell the assy smelling to-fu....so imma shower!
pEace~
First off, I gota say that Vicki, you were really great today, you were so awesome. I definately could not have been as strong as you were when you were speaking. Hell, I burst into tears just listening..so did Preston and Grace! Hhehehe...I mean it though, you were so great and the service was beautiful. Remind me to thank your father for lunch after that too.
Again, we watched "The Recruit" at my house and Preston's for a bit, that was a good movie! Cept vicki fell asleep, hahahaha. I hope my family didnt scare you too much Preston! See, that was only some of my close family and friends..=P Very very very small portion. Also, WOAH! I didnt know you were sooooooooo smart Preston!! Friggin MENSA test...100 C in a R!! Grace called us later and informed us it was "100 cents in a rand" or something like that? I forget exactly, lol, we'd never get that!! Dude, you got so many! You're a friggin almost genius, according to menas, you're 'Intellegent'...shiet, i'm only 'somewhat intellegent'...hahahha =P
Gawd, that fucking Metro place smelled like ASS allllllllll fucking day...too bad Preston had to go wit his cousins instead of us...You coulda laughed at all the stupid people and smelt that grossness with us!! Yucky~ =P
I think the envitable has happened, and I think that things are better for it. I think it leaves us all happy, or at least most of us~ Things have changed, and I have accordingly, 'accepting a compromise' =P Fucking kalagrian test, saying I dont accept compromise =P Well, generally I dont, but people can change, like in the movie we watched tonight =P
Neways...
I think I can still smell the assy smelling to-fu....so imma shower!
pEace~
Saturday, July 05, 2003
You kno...
My friggin computer monitor is such a piss off. It keeps on turning off...wtf is that. Its such a fucking pain! Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.....I need a new one...Someone buy me one? or get me a deal? ^^
Anyways, other than the whole computer monitor thing, I think life is going a lot better. At least I feel better, for now. I have a new plan...sorta. Not a long term plan, but definately a short term plan for my minor problems. Long term plan is still really really really really messy. Sitting listenin to our longggggg talks in Jess's living room, i duno what I wana do with my life anymore? Everything seems like sooooooooooooooooooooo much work right now. Everything! I just dont want to deal with it right now. Like...If I were to get into University, then I'd have to work my ASS off, and what the hell am I going to do with life after University?
So much to think about the future...I hate winging it, I hate not having a plan...I feel so...unprepared for the world. Its friggin scary dude..
Iuno...I really have no ambition right now. No motivation, nothing keeping me going. I'm just...kinda floating through life right now.
Bleeeeh...I need to think a LOT more...no matter how much I think, I cant come up with a new solution yet. Maybe I'll change how I act, maybe I'll make a lot of changes. I'm about due for some serious change anyways. =)
Life isnt so bad right now, its just...boring? I wish I had some sort of excitment in my life, but that aint happenin' in Unionville now is it..?
Well...time to sleep or something...pEace~
My friggin computer monitor is such a piss off. It keeps on turning off...wtf is that. Its such a fucking pain! Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.....I need a new one...Someone buy me one? or get me a deal? ^^
Anyways, other than the whole computer monitor thing, I think life is going a lot better. At least I feel better, for now. I have a new plan...sorta. Not a long term plan, but definately a short term plan for my minor problems. Long term plan is still really really really really messy. Sitting listenin to our longggggg talks in Jess's living room, i duno what I wana do with my life anymore? Everything seems like sooooooooooooooooooooo much work right now. Everything! I just dont want to deal with it right now. Like...If I were to get into University, then I'd have to work my ASS off, and what the hell am I going to do with life after University?
So much to think about the future...I hate winging it, I hate not having a plan...I feel so...unprepared for the world. Its friggin scary dude..
Iuno...I really have no ambition right now. No motivation, nothing keeping me going. I'm just...kinda floating through life right now.
Bleeeeh...I need to think a LOT more...no matter how much I think, I cant come up with a new solution yet. Maybe I'll change how I act, maybe I'll make a lot of changes. I'm about due for some serious change anyways. =)
Life isnt so bad right now, its just...boring? I wish I had some sort of excitment in my life, but that aint happenin' in Unionville now is it..?
Well...time to sleep or something...pEace~
Friday, July 04, 2003
You represent... kindness.
You're a very gentle, kind, and caring individual.
You truely care about people and are generally
well-liked. Though sometimes you may be
perceived as weak, you truely have a strong
heart and a good desire to help others.
What feeling do you represent?
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Pretty cool test, try it guys =P
Well, I will take some people's advice =P
I should start doing what I want more, and not try to please everyone else. So sorrie if I am inconsiderate (like so many people are) to anyone, but this is how things'll be for now? Maybe tomorrow and the next day and next day...unless I feel like being the guy that gets walked all over again...hehehe =)
Jokes jokes =P I'm not bitter or anything! I'm actually quite happy right now. Get this song everyone
The All-American Rejects - The Last Song
Realllllly good song =)
pEace~
I should start doing what I want more, and not try to please everyone else. So sorrie if I am inconsiderate (like so many people are) to anyone, but this is how things'll be for now? Maybe tomorrow and the next day and next day...unless I feel like being the guy that gets walked all over again...hehehe =)
Jokes jokes =P I'm not bitter or anything! I'm actually quite happy right now. Get this song everyone
The All-American Rejects - The Last Song
Realllllly good song =)
pEace~
Hmm, i just realised something that makes me feel a lot better about a certain situation.
Someone takes something from you, and you get something from them. Its like a trade =)
I think I got a deal on this one anyways~ So I am happy for now, hehehe!
Hmm...everything really does happen for a reason. Could it be destiny for things to work out like this? Hmm...makes me question any type of control I thought I had/have. Well, I'll see how things go with this whole destiny thing...Its a neat concept but it pisses me off at the same time knowing I cant change things...o wells =P
O wells, its me, I cant go down without a fight, so I will fight still, but still, its kinda bizarre how things work out~
Peace~
Someone takes something from you, and you get something from them. Its like a trade =)
I think I got a deal on this one anyways~ So I am happy for now, hehehe!
Hmm...everything really does happen for a reason. Could it be destiny for things to work out like this? Hmm...makes me question any type of control I thought I had/have. Well, I'll see how things go with this whole destiny thing...Its a neat concept but it pisses me off at the same time knowing I cant change things...o wells =P
O wells, its me, I cant go down without a fight, so I will fight still, but still, its kinda bizarre how things work out~
Peace~
*yawn*
Again with the waking up early...what the hell is that!? I woke up at 7am today and felt like I had just got into bed...this sucks!
My mother waltz's into my room and posts a lovely list of CHORES to do...FUCK YOU...
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...
I hate when she tells me to do things I already do. That makes me not wana do'em...hahah...gawd I'm such a bitch
fhoAIHFAIOHF
Dude, I've been thinking sooooooooooooo much lately...I cant stop, and thus I wake up all sleepy still cause I'm dreaming bout these stupid problems too. Greeeeeeeh...I'll go back to sleep after I eat something I guess?
*yawn*
Anyways, Diablo II is coming out with a new patch that makes things a LOT strong...holy shit with the 14500 - 15500 meteor damage! My blizzard will still be a lot better than meteor ever will, but hot damn! If you ever got hit by that...rapage! But too hard to be hit by that =) Blizzard guarantee's at least 1 hit, maybe 2 or 3. Already it takes out most people in 1 or 2 spikes, so then this new patch should basically make it...1~ Mwhahaha...
Anyways, yesterday was pretty funnie eh Jess? Going to Scarborough Town...first time I ever went eh? =P Thx for the ice cream again =) And lucky we didnt get lost on the way back...geeeeeez, all these weird roads you decided to take...=P Ehhhh, we got there in one piece =)
Ah yes, and Preston without his rythem...lol!! Its okay, you'll learn eventually =) The game isnt thaaaaaat hard, but thats only cause I played it a lot =P If only I could apply that rythem to dancing...? =P I cant spell that damn word =P
And guys...'Stay in the light!!!!!!'
lol...that movie was so horrible, i'm sorrie, I cant believe i watched it AGAIN...stupid evil floating lady making dying cat sounds and creeking door sounds. ewww..
Neways...Time to eat =P
pEace~
Again with the waking up early...what the hell is that!? I woke up at 7am today and felt like I had just got into bed...this sucks!
My mother waltz's into my room and posts a lovely list of CHORES to do...FUCK YOU...
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...
I hate when she tells me to do things I already do. That makes me not wana do'em...hahah...gawd I'm such a bitch
fhoAIHFAIOHF
Dude, I've been thinking sooooooooooooo much lately...I cant stop, and thus I wake up all sleepy still cause I'm dreaming bout these stupid problems too. Greeeeeeeh...I'll go back to sleep after I eat something I guess?
*yawn*
Anyways, Diablo II is coming out with a new patch that makes things a LOT strong...holy shit with the 14500 - 15500 meteor damage! My blizzard will still be a lot better than meteor ever will, but hot damn! If you ever got hit by that...rapage! But too hard to be hit by that =) Blizzard guarantee's at least 1 hit, maybe 2 or 3. Already it takes out most people in 1 or 2 spikes, so then this new patch should basically make it...1~ Mwhahaha...
Anyways, yesterday was pretty funnie eh Jess? Going to Scarborough Town...first time I ever went eh? =P Thx for the ice cream again =) And lucky we didnt get lost on the way back...geeeeeez, all these weird roads you decided to take...=P Ehhhh, we got there in one piece =)
Ah yes, and Preston without his rythem...lol!! Its okay, you'll learn eventually =) The game isnt thaaaaaat hard, but thats only cause I played it a lot =P If only I could apply that rythem to dancing...? =P I cant spell that damn word =P
And guys...'Stay in the light!!!!!!'
lol...that movie was so horrible, i'm sorrie, I cant believe i watched it AGAIN...stupid evil floating lady making dying cat sounds and creeking door sounds. ewww..
Neways...Time to eat =P
pEace~
Thursday, July 03, 2003
Special thanks to Krystal Foo for listenin to almostttt all my problems last night =P Sorrie for keepin you up til 4am =P
Anyways, I keep thinking about video game character classes lately...to see if I can place all my friends in a team together =P
Okies...right now, I can place Spencer as some sorta Archer class...
Tim as some sorta Knight class?
Julie as...Time Mage?
Felix as Black Mage..?
Me...White Mage..?
Iuno, Julie dun normally play games, so I wouldnt know where to place her...Tim not to sure, I put him in something sorta generic. Either Knight or Monk or Ninja or Samurai kinda class? I see upclose fighting anyways.
Why am I thinking about this you ask? Well...lets just say, i have my reasons =P
I'm a weird kid, what can I say =)
Dude, the white mages need better clothes here...friggin uggglllyyyyyy.....=P
Anyways, thx to Steve Choi last night for openin his house to us, hope we didnt ruin it =P
Neways...time to eat, I friggin woke up too early today...8:30am!? WTF is that =P
Peacee~
Anyways, I keep thinking about video game character classes lately...to see if I can place all my friends in a team together =P
Okies...right now, I can place Spencer as some sorta Archer class...
Tim as some sorta Knight class?
Julie as...Time Mage?
Felix as Black Mage..?
Me...White Mage..?
Iuno, Julie dun normally play games, so I wouldnt know where to place her...Tim not to sure, I put him in something sorta generic. Either Knight or Monk or Ninja or Samurai kinda class? I see upclose fighting anyways.
Why am I thinking about this you ask? Well...lets just say, i have my reasons =P
I'm a weird kid, what can I say =)
Dude, the white mages need better clothes here...friggin uggglllyyyyyy.....=P
Anyways, thx to Steve Choi last night for openin his house to us, hope we didnt ruin it =P
Neways...time to eat, I friggin woke up too early today...8:30am!? WTF is that =P
Peacee~
Your a white mage
What final fantasy tactics class are you?
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You are the good-natured White Mage. All of your
abilities involve helping everyone else. You
always look for the goodness in the world,
despite the random encounters with Level99
Behemoths. Even they have good in them
somewhere, right?
What Final Fantasy character class are you?
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Can you tell I was bored and felt like doing quizzes? =)
You are a Night Elf. Immortal protectors of the
land, you have strong ties to nature, and you
are excellent at stealth. But you must learn to
trust others if you want to succeed.
Which Warcraft III race do you belong to?
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Wednesday, July 02, 2003
O ya!!
Guys, my basement has been totally cleaned! (Go my parents!!) So we can probably chill at my place more often, and if I get some more Dreamcast controllers (my brother got me a new dreamcast that WORKS) then we can play some cool dreamcast games =) Lately I've been playin Space Channel 5!!! I love that game...I have a feelin Julie would like it a lot too, so I gota make her play it later =P Its stupid funnie~ I also have a feelin Felix would like it cause the main chick is a dancer, and she wears orange and has pink hair...lol.
Neways, i gota shower then imma head out =)
Peace~
Guys, my basement has been totally cleaned! (Go my parents!!) So we can probably chill at my place more often, and if I get some more Dreamcast controllers (my brother got me a new dreamcast that WORKS) then we can play some cool dreamcast games =) Lately I've been playin Space Channel 5!!! I love that game...I have a feelin Julie would like it a lot too, so I gota make her play it later =P Its stupid funnie~ I also have a feelin Felix would like it cause the main chick is a dancer, and she wears orange and has pink hair...lol.
Neways, i gota shower then imma head out =)
Peace~
Geh, my parents arent the smartest in the world...I know they're only trying to do what is best for me (most of the time) but GEEZ, they dont know me that well. First of all, they need to know, I refuse to do things I deem lower than me, ya I'm a snob. Second, I wont do what people tell me to do simply because I dont want to give them the satisfaction of having the power to tell me what to do. Though I know my parents do have power over me, I dont like it, so how they could get me to do things (which wont work now, cause I've posted it or said it in public) is the give me the illusion that I have some sort of power so I would be doing it for them to help them or something, and not for ME, cause I never do stuff for me and not just simply because they say so. Ex. Getting a job. I used to REALLY want to get one in gr. 10, and I was planning on going some weekend with some friends to look for one. The next day, my parents start bitching and telling me I NEED a job, blah blah blah, as if I didnt think about it already, which makes me feel that they are underminding my intellegence because they are supreme and know everything that is the best for me. Pfft. So after that, I didnt want to get a job. It seems that EVERYTIME I want to get a job, they always tell me I need one, which makes me think, FUCK YOU, I'm going to do it on my own.
Ya, I'm not a very good son in that respect, because I am quite a bitch when it comes to people having power over me. If they didnt choose to use their power, I probably would do a lot more they said. Examples of this, when they go out over night, I clean the house. It gives me more power, and what do I do with it? Things they would force me to do.
I guess Felix and I are not as opposite as we thought. I will not do something if people force me to do it.
Aiya...I know they want me to get a job for good reason, but just fucking shut up about it! I was thinking about getting one earlier, but now its just...all messed up. And I'm not about to suck up my pride for this cause it means they win, and parents always win, so I will fight!!!
Peace.
Ya, I'm not a very good son in that respect, because I am quite a bitch when it comes to people having power over me. If they didnt choose to use their power, I probably would do a lot more they said. Examples of this, when they go out over night, I clean the house. It gives me more power, and what do I do with it? Things they would force me to do.
I guess Felix and I are not as opposite as we thought. I will not do something if people force me to do it.
Aiya...I know they want me to get a job for good reason, but just fucking shut up about it! I was thinking about getting one earlier, but now its just...all messed up. And I'm not about to suck up my pride for this cause it means they win, and parents always win, so I will fight!!!
Peace.
Woah...fireworks were so pretty...bleh, but it makes me think about relationships...and how I want the goodness of one, and makes me forget about the bad...but ya, there are many downsides to having a relationship...well, depending on the person, and iuno if I see the kinda people I want right now? I mean...I may have my temporary likes or dislikes or whatever, but nothing permanent right now ya know?
Iuno...maybe I do want a relationship, but I just dont wana have to work for it? Hahah...sick =P We'll see how things go anyways...
Sorrie Julie for the mix up with the phones? Iuno why, but your phone was always busy when we called and so was Chris's and Spencer's was for a bit, and everything was all...BLEH! Mix up, but at least things kinda pulled together in the end?
Iunoooooooo...I'm sleepy...gonna go lay down, Peace.
Iuno...maybe I do want a relationship, but I just dont wana have to work for it? Hahah...sick =P We'll see how things go anyways...
Sorrie Julie for the mix up with the phones? Iuno why, but your phone was always busy when we called and so was Chris's and Spencer's was for a bit, and everything was all...BLEH! Mix up, but at least things kinda pulled together in the end?
Iunoooooooo...I'm sleepy...gonna go lay down, Peace.
Tuesday, July 01, 2003
Here's a nice e-mail Ruby sent to me, I thought it was worth posting. I sent this to most of your e-mails, but a lot I didnt cause I was too lazy to look up your e-mails on ICQ, so I went with who I had on my addresses.
People this is for:
Vicki
Grace
Spencer
Felix
Julie
Tim
Ruby
Jess
Ryan
Catherine
Sandy
Carolyn
Christine
Preston
Cheryl
Chris
KC
KL
Eric
Cynthia
Nathan
Steve Choi
All those that I consider my good friends. If I've missed anyone I'm terrrribly sorrie. Onto the thing, read it all, its pretty good. Thx again for sendin it to me Ruby.
Don't cry and I hope to get this back...
In kindergarten your idea of a good friend was the person who let you have the red crayon when all that was left was the ugly black one.
In first grade your idea of a good friend was the person who went to the bathroom with you and held your hand as you walked through the scary halls.
In second grade your idea of a good friend was the person who helped you stand up to the class bully.
In third grade your idea of a good friend was the person who shared their lunch with you when you forgot yours on the bus.
In fourth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who was willing to switch square dancing partners in gym so you wouldn't have to be stuck do-si-do-ing with Nasty Nick or Smelly Susan.
In fifth grade your idea of a friend was the person who saved a seat on the back of the bus for you.
In sixth grade your idea of a friend was the person who went up to Nick or Susan, your new crush, and asked them to dance with you, so that if they said no you wouldn't have to be embarrassed.
In seventh grade your idea of a friend was the person who let you copy the social studies homework from the night before that you had.
In eighth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who helped you pack up your stuffed animals and old baseball but didn't laugh at you when you finished and broke out into tears.
In ninth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who would go to a party thrown by a senior so you wouldn't wind up being the only freshman there.
In tenth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who changed their schedule so you would have someone to sit with at lunch.
In eleventh grade your idea of a good friend was the person who gave you rides in their new car, convinced your parents that you shouldn't be grounded, consoled you when you broke up with Nick or Susan, and found you a date to the prom.
In twelfth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who helped you pick out a college/university, assured you that you would get into that college/university, helped you deal with your parents who were having a hard time adjusting to the idea of letting you go...
At graduation your idea of a good friend was the person who was crying on the inside but managed the biggest smile one could give as they congratulated you.
The summer after twelfth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who helped you clean up the bottles from that party, helped you sneak out of the house when you just couldn't deal with your parents, assured you that now that you and Nick or you and Susan were back together, you could make it through anything, helped you pack up for university and just silently hugged you as you looked through blurry eyes at 18 years of memories you were leaving behind, and finally on those last days of childhood, went out of their way to give you reassurance that you would make it in college as well as you had these past 18 years, and most importantly sent you off to college knowing you were loved.
Now, your idea of a good friend is still the person who gives you the better of the two choices, holds your hand when you're scared, helps you fight off those who try to take advantage of you, thinks of you at times when you are not there, reminds you of what you have forgotten, helps you put the past behind you but understands when you need to hold on to it a little longer, stays with you so that you have confidence, goes out of their way to make time for you, helps you clear up your mistakes, helps you deal with pressure from others, smiles for you when they are sad, helps you become a better person, and most importantly loves you!
Pass on to those friends of the past, and those of the future...and those you have met along the way...[crying yet? oh there's more]
Thank you for being a friend. No matter where we go or who we become, never forget who helped us get there.
There's never a wrong time to pick up a phone or send a message telling your friends how much you miss them or how much you love them.
You know who you are, pass it on to someone who you want to remind.
So send this to all your friends and maybe those who aren't but just watch and see who sends it back.
If you love someone, tell them.
Remember always to say what you mean.
Never be afraid to express yourself. Take this opportunity to tell someone what they mean to you. Seize the day and have no regrets.
Most importantly, stay close to your friends and family, for they have helped make you the person that you are today and are what it's all about anyway. Pass this along to your friends. Let it make a difference in your day and theirs.
The difference between expressing love and having regrets is that the regrets may stay around forever.
Within 1 hour you must send it to other people. Within five days you will have a miraculous occurrence in your relationships. You will find new love or have an old love rekindled. If you do not send it, you will have once again passed up the opportunity to do something loving and beautiful and continue the trend that gives you problems in your relationships. If you've received this it is because someone cares for you and it means there is probably at least someone for whom you care.
If you're too busy to take the few minutes that it would take right now to forward this to ten people, would it be the first time you didn't or that little thing that would make a difference in your relationships? [oh the guilt!]
And the better you'll get at reaching out to those you care about.
Here's the deal: Forward this letter to at least 10 different people; within 1 hour of receiving it.
People who care for you and that warm glowy feeling that comes from loving others.
THIS MESSAGE HAS BEEN SENT TO YOU BECAUSE YOU MEAN SOMETHING TO SOMEBODY. PLEASE SEND IT TO YOUR FRIENDS AND THOSE THAT YOU LOVE. GROWING UP, YOU WILL TRULY MEET THE FRIENDS THAT WILL LAST A LIFETIME AND WILL MEAN THE MOST TO YOU. YOUR FRIENDS WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU.
....KEEP YOUR FRIENDSHIPS .....
People this is for:
Vicki
Grace
Spencer
Felix
Julie
Tim
Ruby
Jess
Ryan
Catherine
Sandy
Carolyn
Christine
Preston
Cheryl
Chris
KC
KL
Eric
Cynthia
Nathan
Steve Choi
All those that I consider my good friends. If I've missed anyone I'm terrrribly sorrie. Onto the thing, read it all, its pretty good. Thx again for sendin it to me Ruby.
Don't cry and I hope to get this back...
In kindergarten your idea of a good friend was the person who let you have the red crayon when all that was left was the ugly black one.
In first grade your idea of a good friend was the person who went to the bathroom with you and held your hand as you walked through the scary halls.
In second grade your idea of a good friend was the person who helped you stand up to the class bully.
In third grade your idea of a good friend was the person who shared their lunch with you when you forgot yours on the bus.
In fourth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who was willing to switch square dancing partners in gym so you wouldn't have to be stuck do-si-do-ing with Nasty Nick or Smelly Susan.
In fifth grade your idea of a friend was the person who saved a seat on the back of the bus for you.
In sixth grade your idea of a friend was the person who went up to Nick or Susan, your new crush, and asked them to dance with you, so that if they said no you wouldn't have to be embarrassed.
In seventh grade your idea of a friend was the person who let you copy the social studies homework from the night before that you had.
In eighth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who helped you pack up your stuffed animals and old baseball but didn't laugh at you when you finished and broke out into tears.
In ninth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who would go to a party thrown by a senior so you wouldn't wind up being the only freshman there.
In tenth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who changed their schedule so you would have someone to sit with at lunch.
In eleventh grade your idea of a good friend was the person who gave you rides in their new car, convinced your parents that you shouldn't be grounded, consoled you when you broke up with Nick or Susan, and found you a date to the prom.
In twelfth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who helped you pick out a college/university, assured you that you would get into that college/university, helped you deal with your parents who were having a hard time adjusting to the idea of letting you go...
At graduation your idea of a good friend was the person who was crying on the inside but managed the biggest smile one could give as they congratulated you.
The summer after twelfth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who helped you clean up the bottles from that party, helped you sneak out of the house when you just couldn't deal with your parents, assured you that now that you and Nick or you and Susan were back together, you could make it through anything, helped you pack up for university and just silently hugged you as you looked through blurry eyes at 18 years of memories you were leaving behind, and finally on those last days of childhood, went out of their way to give you reassurance that you would make it in college as well as you had these past 18 years, and most importantly sent you off to college knowing you were loved.
Now, your idea of a good friend is still the person who gives you the better of the two choices, holds your hand when you're scared, helps you fight off those who try to take advantage of you, thinks of you at times when you are not there, reminds you of what you have forgotten, helps you put the past behind you but understands when you need to hold on to it a little longer, stays with you so that you have confidence, goes out of their way to make time for you, helps you clear up your mistakes, helps you deal with pressure from others, smiles for you when they are sad, helps you become a better person, and most importantly loves you!
Pass on to those friends of the past, and those of the future...and those you have met along the way...[crying yet? oh there's more]
Thank you for being a friend. No matter where we go or who we become, never forget who helped us get there.
There's never a wrong time to pick up a phone or send a message telling your friends how much you miss them or how much you love them.
You know who you are, pass it on to someone who you want to remind.
So send this to all your friends and maybe those who aren't but just watch and see who sends it back.
If you love someone, tell them.
Remember always to say what you mean.
Never be afraid to express yourself. Take this opportunity to tell someone what they mean to you. Seize the day and have no regrets.
Most importantly, stay close to your friends and family, for they have helped make you the person that you are today and are what it's all about anyway. Pass this along to your friends. Let it make a difference in your day and theirs.
The difference between expressing love and having regrets is that the regrets may stay around forever.
Within 1 hour you must send it to other people. Within five days you will have a miraculous occurrence in your relationships. You will find new love or have an old love rekindled. If you do not send it, you will have once again passed up the opportunity to do something loving and beautiful and continue the trend that gives you problems in your relationships. If you've received this it is because someone cares for you and it means there is probably at least someone for whom you care.
If you're too busy to take the few minutes that it would take right now to forward this to ten people, would it be the first time you didn't or that little thing that would make a difference in your relationships? [oh the guilt!]
And the better you'll get at reaching out to those you care about.
Here's the deal: Forward this letter to at least 10 different people; within 1 hour of receiving it.
People who care for you and that warm glowy feeling that comes from loving others.
THIS MESSAGE HAS BEEN SENT TO YOU BECAUSE YOU MEAN SOMETHING TO SOMEBODY. PLEASE SEND IT TO YOUR FRIENDS AND THOSE THAT YOU LOVE. GROWING UP, YOU WILL TRULY MEET THE FRIENDS THAT WILL LAST A LIFETIME AND WILL MEAN THE MOST TO YOU. YOUR FRIENDS WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU.
....KEEP YOUR FRIENDSHIPS .....
Some people are such morons.
Have I ever continuely done something that I know annoys someone a lot?
If I have, have I ever gotten other people to do it too?
If I have, and the person told me it annoyed them, would I still do it?
Is it so much to expect of friends to not do that? I have never expected perfection, and I never will, but I always expect at LEAST the common curtosy of stopping when someone is irritated. I do NOT find it pleasent if people keep something that irritates someone as an on going joke just to annoy that someone and getting other people (who are bigger FUCKERS for joining in when they SEE that it annoys that someone) to join in and think its FUN.
Well, thats fine, I dont care anymore, do it all you want, but you better fucking expect a fucking punch in the fucking face because I've had it.
Its not so much the fact that its racial slurs, if it were ANYTHING ELSE would you gota ask yourself, would you be annoyed?
Whatever. This is a huge wrench in my plan to be a calmer person.
Have I ever continuely done something that I know annoys someone a lot?
If I have, have I ever gotten other people to do it too?
If I have, and the person told me it annoyed them, would I still do it?
Is it so much to expect of friends to not do that? I have never expected perfection, and I never will, but I always expect at LEAST the common curtosy of stopping when someone is irritated. I do NOT find it pleasent if people keep something that irritates someone as an on going joke just to annoy that someone and getting other people (who are bigger FUCKERS for joining in when they SEE that it annoys that someone) to join in and think its FUN.
Well, thats fine, I dont care anymore, do it all you want, but you better fucking expect a fucking punch in the fucking face because I've had it.
Its not so much the fact that its racial slurs, if it were ANYTHING ELSE would you gota ask yourself, would you be annoyed?
Whatever. This is a huge wrench in my plan to be a calmer person.
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