Dreams.

You kno...
My friggin computer monitor is such a piss off. It keeps on turning off...wtf is that. Its such a fucking pain! Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.....I need a new one...Someone buy me one? or get me a deal? ^^

Anyways, other than the whole computer monitor thing, I think life is going a lot better. At least I feel better, for now. I have a new plan...sorta. Not a long term plan, but definately a short term plan for my minor problems. Long term plan is still really really really really messy. Sitting listenin to our longggggg talks in Jess's living room, i duno what I wana do with my life anymore? Everything seems like sooooooooooooooooooooo much work right now. Everything! I just dont want to deal with it right now. Like...If I were to get into University, then I'd have to work my ASS off, and what the hell am I going to do with life after University?

So much to think about the future...I hate winging it, I hate not having a plan...I feel so...unprepared for the world. Its friggin scary dude..

Iuno...I really have no ambition right now. No motivation, nothing keeping me going. I'm just...kinda floating through life right now.

Bleeeeh...I need to think a LOT more...no matter how much I think, I cant come up with a new solution yet. Maybe I'll change how I act, maybe I'll make a lot of changes. I'm about due for some serious change anyways. =)

Life isnt so bad right now, its just...boring? I wish I had some sort of excitment in my life, but that aint happenin' in Unionville now is it..?

Well...time to sleep or something...pEace~

posted by Bradimon @ 2:09 a.m.