Dreams.

You people seem rather insistent on staying in my life when I want you out of mine...why? Are you so bent on revenge for all the...not bad things i've done to you? Shows what kind of people you are, it really does, and I'm glad I'm out of there. :)

And you know what? I'm happy without you guys. Sorrie, I know we had our good times ya, but those were nothing compared to how good I feel now. I have friends that help me as much I try to help them, and care for me as I care for them. You know what...I was kinda upset that you guys were happy without me at first. But now I see that I'm truly glad that you are happy without me cause then I dont have to worry about feeling guilty for leaving and possibly hurting you. I am somewhat glad that I was not important to you now. You will hopefully not remain blind to the evil within your group forever, but since you guys are happy (hopefully genuinely and not temporarily) then I can be free of any strings that may have been attached between us because I cared if you were happy or not.

Thank you for our good times, I will always cherish and remember them. I'll try and forget the bad times and move on. You can try and dampen my mood with your stupidity and talking about me behind my back or spreading things about me or talking about my private life to other people which is none of your business, but you know that it just proves my thoughts of you right. That you are a bunch of lowly manner-less (lol) cowards who have nothing better to do than talk about your Ex-Friends. Thats no better than talking about your Ex-Girlfriend/Boyfriend and talking shit about them. So prove me right by talking about me like that. I dont care. You're nothing to me anymore, I dont need to waste my time trying to help you people who deserve absolutely nothing from me. This is will be my final say on the matter.

Feel proud you have destroyed the tolerance within me that once allowed me to help even the people I dont like.
Feel proud that you have repeatedly stabbed me in the back, and note that I have done nothing to retaliate ;)
Feel proud of being the what you are...and I will not go further to say what I think you are to corrupt the minds of others as you do ;)

I do not want anyone to choose sides, with me or against me or with them or against them. I refuse to stoop to that level though I know that I could convince several people, I will not waste my time on that.

pEace~

...I truly hope you find it :)

posted by Bradimon @ 2:21 p.m.