Friday, July 18, 2003

Water
Which Elemental Goddess are you?

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This is a pretty smart quiz...
I am so naive, I try to be helpful, I like healing, but iuno bout pure...I try to be pure and good.

Why am I so naive? Why do I believe the world can change with my help? Why do I try to do impossible things? Well, I know why, because no one else will do it. Ya ya ya ya, I know Vicks, I shouldnt do that cause its going to end up hurting me right? But if I can stop people from being hurt in the long run like I've been hurt...isnt it worth trying? I mean...I know I know, I should take care of myself and forget other people, but dude...how can I let other people be hurt by people when I've been hurt so badly? I cant change what has happened to me, but I can try and change the future and what WILL happen to other people.

Again...I know...its my own fault for being hurt...there's a saying..."Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on me." and I shouldnt be going back time after time after time after time to just get smacked down and hurt more, but I still have to have some sort of hope for the future. Thats all I really have going for me right now...Hope that people will change and become better people, hope that the world will be a better place, hope that everyone will be more open minded...hope is all I have...

Now, this is not to say that I'm sort of angelic person, that only does good, I know that I'm not perfect, and I acknowledge that I have my flaws. I do make fun of the people I dont like behind their backs too, but I do realise that now, and I shouldnt be doing that, and I'll try and stop. However, just because I do it, does it mean that it should be done to me? Should other people not be the bigger person? I only have made fun of one person really...and ya, I feel kinda bad now that I think about it. If you wana talk to me about it, I will apologize directly to you. I may not be an angel, but I'm working my way there, and at least I'm willing to acknowledge what I've done wrong, unlike some people.

Anyways...life is life, what happens happens, good luck to those who dont change in the future, I will always be here to help, but if they dont come to me for help, what can I possibly do but hope they ask for it or learn on their own.

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