yay! I'm not failin law nemore =P
but then again, test will probably eat me too...greaaaaaaat...
o well, at least better than 50?
Friggin Chris, i help him out wit strats...and he goes n takes my hero =P
Go find your own!! =) mwahahH~
I need a pic of the sea witch to put on obsession of the moment.....maybe they have it on the wc3 site soon, i'll check it out after~
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh
Maybe I should get some rest...slept...2 hours last night? ewwwwwwwwwwwwww.......
okay, i definately need some sleep, but i gota do some work too...o asssssssss.....
i'll do it til i get tired, AH HA! Perfect plan~ Gets work done AND i get to nap =P
Anyway, on law essay i got 23.5/25 so far...SOOOOO FAR, i still have another argument he needs to re-check, Mr. Draycott is really nice, n he's a good teacher, just a FRIGGIN HARD MARKER...=P High standards, but at least he gives me chances to re-do and whatever, he's fair, I admire that. Unlike SOME teachers..*coughs* LIM *coughs* mwahahahh =P
Newaaays, time to do some work, blog if i have smthg to say later`~
Dreams.
Monday, March 31, 2003
Sunday, March 30, 2003
lol
Fuckin...this book just told me that my argument that not having a father around when you're young determines your sex-typing...FRIG!! Now I need a new argument...
O ya, and in other news...another interesting fact...=P
"Some young men will go through a phase of thinking they are homosexual when they are not. Some adults worry that male-on-male sexual experimentation will lead to a son's becoming homosexual. This is doubtful. Males experiement sexually with other males during adolescence, but if the male is not already biologically a homosexual, he will most probably not become one. Some groups are arguing great success in 'converting' homosexuals to heterosexuality. It's important to note that most of the 'converts' were not biologically homosexual in the first place, and many who are 'converted' today will, after a few years, probably discover that they cannot go against their own biology."
See but...I never experimented with other males when I was younger...well, i really didnt have many male friends when I was younger to experiment with~ lol =)
But if it is biological...hmm...people really cant go against their biology...I really look down on those homophobes now...like REALLY look down on'em, more so than before =P I guess i should stop with the homophobic slurs too huh...alright, if I say...'That's gay" or whatever, someone punch me hard k?~ THis book keeps sayin how homosexuals will have such a hard life, being accepted by society and whatever...especially teens. I kno how dumcat feels bout this too, it is really true. So...I encourage all you homophobes to be more accepting, right now i'm thinking christians that are extreme homophobes, (probably cause of that church girl that was like, they're gross, blah blah balh, chris chou's girl =P). I guess if you dun got nething nice to say, dun say anything at all. Thats what I did at yer church, have respect for people around you, thats all I'm askin~
Okay, now time for work...for real, lol
Fuckin...this book just told me that my argument that not having a father around when you're young determines your sex-typing...FRIG!! Now I need a new argument...
O ya, and in other news...another interesting fact...=P
"Some young men will go through a phase of thinking they are homosexual when they are not. Some adults worry that male-on-male sexual experimentation will lead to a son's becoming homosexual. This is doubtful. Males experiement sexually with other males during adolescence, but if the male is not already biologically a homosexual, he will most probably not become one. Some groups are arguing great success in 'converting' homosexuals to heterosexuality. It's important to note that most of the 'converts' were not biologically homosexual in the first place, and many who are 'converted' today will, after a few years, probably discover that they cannot go against their own biology."
See but...I never experimented with other males when I was younger...well, i really didnt have many male friends when I was younger to experiment with~ lol =)
But if it is biological...hmm...people really cant go against their biology...I really look down on those homophobes now...like REALLY look down on'em, more so than before =P I guess i should stop with the homophobic slurs too huh...alright, if I say...'That's gay" or whatever, someone punch me hard k?~ THis book keeps sayin how homosexuals will have such a hard life, being accepted by society and whatever...especially teens. I kno how dumcat feels bout this too, it is really true. So...I encourage all you homophobes to be more accepting, right now i'm thinking christians that are extreme homophobes, (probably cause of that church girl that was like, they're gross, blah blah balh, chris chou's girl =P). I guess if you dun got nething nice to say, dun say anything at all. Thats what I did at yer church, have respect for people around you, thats all I'm askin~
Okay, now time for work...for real, lol
Interesting fact of the Day:
Homosexuality is genetic!!! Quote:
"We now understand that to a great extent, homosexuality is biological. Studies over the last decade have found that there is a structural difference in the hypothalamus of the brain that controls sexual orientation. Studies also have confirmed that homosexuality runs in family lines, giving it an additional genetic component"
Interesting non?
A homosexual gene huh...thats crazzzzzzzzzzzzy!!! And family line...hmmmmmmm.........got any gays in your family dumcat?~ =P
I kno I have a lesbian aunt...but that doesnt affect meee..................does it? Hmm...might explain a few things =P lol
Newaaaaaays, time to keep readin about children...for damn law essay...DAMN YOU!! *shakes fist*
Homosexuality is genetic!!! Quote:
"We now understand that to a great extent, homosexuality is biological. Studies over the last decade have found that there is a structural difference in the hypothalamus of the brain that controls sexual orientation. Studies also have confirmed that homosexuality runs in family lines, giving it an additional genetic component"
Interesting non?
A homosexual gene huh...thats crazzzzzzzzzzzzy!!! And family line...hmmmmmmm.........got any gays in your family dumcat?~ =P
I kno I have a lesbian aunt...but that doesnt affect meee..................does it? Hmm...might explain a few things =P lol
Newaaaaaays, time to keep readin about children...for damn law essay...DAMN YOU!! *shakes fist*
Ya know...I really shouldnt be upset bout this...but it is buggin me that I have to sit here waiting for Dumcat, Fatez n Baby Pixie. I kno they're doing work or whatever, but i cant really DO anything until they come, or IF they even come. I cant study until morning, I cant play games, cause they aint working, I cant sleep cause then they cant come, and I cant shower, cause if they come when I'm in the shower, thats not very nice. So I'm in a very odd position, and it bugs me. ya yaya, it shouldnt bug me, and i'm not MAD, nor am I even mad, I'm just irritated. Generally if you tell someone you're coming at a certain time, you come. Its also irrotating cause my parents arent home, so we coulda had my house to ourselves, but whatever. I kno school is more important, but I'm still irritated. Wasted my...after 12 rest of the night...so I've been waiting how long now? and hour and 15 min...whatever. I might as well just give up n go to sleep, or shower, or smthg. Whateverrrrr
Saturday, March 29, 2003
ya, so anyway...
I didnt enjoy the fact that the girl (that looked a lil like jess =P) didnt think her gay brother was going to heaven. That's really sad. Her life also sounded really sad, I feel REALLY bad for her, but at the same time not...but I can see how 'god' needed to help her through it. I really dun see why everyone thinks they need god to get through things, you have friends that help you through it too. Sure, people may say, "Jesus gives you friends" or "Jesus is acting through them" but see..thing is...I'm not Jesus, why do I listen to everyone and help them? I dont believe in Jesus, why would he be in me? Sure, cause he loves everyone. But I'm helping people of my own free will, I do it because I care about them. My life is for my family and friends, I have no need to depend on a 'god' when I have my family and friends to help me through things, even when I do feel alone and isolated, I kno that I am strong myself and i KNOW things will get better, regardless of whether I believe in god or not. One of the dudes there said..."If you accept Jesus, your life wont get better right away, but it will get better, and its not like you arent going to have hard times" or smthg along those lines. Well...i'm not putting down people who believe in god in ANYway, a lot of you are my friends, but when he said that, what I thought was...you're in a rough patch, you get out of it eventually, things will get worse again, but they will get better. Its simple logic, life cant always be good and have someone have a perfectly happy life where nothing bad EVER happens to them, and vice versa, no one is going to have a HORRIBLE life where everything bad happens to them. So logically, things will get bad, and things will get good, with or without the aid of god. Iuno, just my thoughts =) Sorrie if i offended neone~
I didnt enjoy the fact that the girl (that looked a lil like jess =P) didnt think her gay brother was going to heaven. That's really sad. Her life also sounded really sad, I feel REALLY bad for her, but at the same time not...but I can see how 'god' needed to help her through it. I really dun see why everyone thinks they need god to get through things, you have friends that help you through it too. Sure, people may say, "Jesus gives you friends" or "Jesus is acting through them" but see..thing is...I'm not Jesus, why do I listen to everyone and help them? I dont believe in Jesus, why would he be in me? Sure, cause he loves everyone. But I'm helping people of my own free will, I do it because I care about them. My life is for my family and friends, I have no need to depend on a 'god' when I have my family and friends to help me through things, even when I do feel alone and isolated, I kno that I am strong myself and i KNOW things will get better, regardless of whether I believe in god or not. One of the dudes there said..."If you accept Jesus, your life wont get better right away, but it will get better, and its not like you arent going to have hard times" or smthg along those lines. Well...i'm not putting down people who believe in god in ANYway, a lot of you are my friends, but when he said that, what I thought was...you're in a rough patch, you get out of it eventually, things will get worse again, but they will get better. Its simple logic, life cant always be good and have someone have a perfectly happy life where nothing bad EVER happens to them, and vice versa, no one is going to have a HORRIBLE life where everything bad happens to them. So logically, things will get bad, and things will get good, with or without the aid of god. Iuno, just my thoughts =) Sorrie if i offended neone~
Woah...Church...and I didnt burn =P
But I do feel compelled to be nicer now, at least I got that from the peoples talkin..
I dun believe in god anymore than before, in fact...I believe less in it because of the people. No offense or nothin' to the people, and its not like the thing was bad or anything, but its just what everyone was saying, i was thinking, and I could come up with a reasonable reason for everything happening the way it did, and ya kno. I do see how some people need it to be strong and fight for life, but there are better reasons to live (in my opinion). I dont think you should live for god, I think you should live for friends and family. Even if you do live eternally in the best place ever after you die, you should live to make your friends and family happy while you're on earth, assuming you believe in Heaven, I dont really personally. There is more to life than materialism, yes. I completely agree, BUT materialism helps us get through this boring life. And true, you cant take your possessions with you after you die, but who said we have to be so selfish? Why cant we think about our loved ones and how they will benefit from all the stuff after we go? I know thats not the point the speakers were making, but this is just another view of things is all i'm saying. I will not dedicate my life to god, or doing god's bidding, or whatever. I will dedicate my life to helping people, and being there for those that I love. I think that is more important than my happiness in the end, and to keep the people I love happy, I get materialistic things. Maybe I'm just not thinkin as 'spiritual' as christians. But thats the way i think, meh?
Add more later, WC3 now +P
But I do feel compelled to be nicer now, at least I got that from the peoples talkin..
I dun believe in god anymore than before, in fact...I believe less in it because of the people. No offense or nothin' to the people, and its not like the thing was bad or anything, but its just what everyone was saying, i was thinking, and I could come up with a reasonable reason for everything happening the way it did, and ya kno. I do see how some people need it to be strong and fight for life, but there are better reasons to live (in my opinion). I dont think you should live for god, I think you should live for friends and family. Even if you do live eternally in the best place ever after you die, you should live to make your friends and family happy while you're on earth, assuming you believe in Heaven, I dont really personally. There is more to life than materialism, yes. I completely agree, BUT materialism helps us get through this boring life. And true, you cant take your possessions with you after you die, but who said we have to be so selfish? Why cant we think about our loved ones and how they will benefit from all the stuff after we go? I know thats not the point the speakers were making, but this is just another view of things is all i'm saying. I will not dedicate my life to god, or doing god's bidding, or whatever. I will dedicate my life to helping people, and being there for those that I love. I think that is more important than my happiness in the end, and to keep the people I love happy, I get materialistic things. Maybe I'm just not thinkin as 'spiritual' as christians. But thats the way i think, meh?
Add more later, WC3 now +P
Wednesday, March 26, 2003
Ahhhhhhhhhh
I have sunken to a new low today........>_<
I have a TUTOR FOR CALCULUS...thought everyone has him...doesnt make it right...my brain is gone...and he's kinda creepy...I dun get the 'Paypa' thing...he did say it once, but he was pickin his damn nose with my friggin pencil..eWwwwwwwwwwww....=/ But I must say, he did help, he's MUCH better than Lim, i'll take creepy over FUCKING ANNOYING anyday =) Calculus isnt really that hard I guess..maybe I'm just not doing my work, which makes it seem hard...i'm stupid in that sense I guess...but not so much the acedemic sense? no no...that too =P
Neways, I wana wc3...=) but I gota study for chem quiz tml...asssssssssssssssssssssss...at least I get sleep tonight!!
I have sunken to a new low today........>_<
I have a TUTOR FOR CALCULUS...thought everyone has him...doesnt make it right...my brain is gone...and he's kinda creepy...I dun get the 'Paypa' thing...he did say it once, but he was pickin his damn nose with my friggin pencil..eWwwwwwwwwwww....=/ But I must say, he did help, he's MUCH better than Lim, i'll take creepy over FUCKING ANNOYING anyday =) Calculus isnt really that hard I guess..maybe I'm just not doing my work, which makes it seem hard...i'm stupid in that sense I guess...but not so much the acedemic sense? no no...that too =P
Neways, I wana wc3...=) but I gota study for chem quiz tml...asssssssssssssssssssssss...at least I get sleep tonight!!
Tuesday, March 25, 2003
A nerd that gets the ladies. You're most like the nice guy. If you were in the anime world, that would probably mean you are surrounded by millions of attracive people all longing for your attention and love...but in the real world that generally means you are spending your Saturday nights playing Nintendo. Don't worry though, things'll look up when you get older...I think.
The eternally lost boy. Well, let's hope you don't do much too far away from the house. You're a nice, loyal guy, but you could find your way out of a paper bag. You have high respect for women, especially one in particular, and you can...turn into a pig?
Find out what anime bad boy you are.
Kinda me~
Adorability! You're inhumanly cute, especially when you cry your big-tears. If your friends don't appriciate you, that's probably because they're bitches.
Find out what anime girl you are.
LOL
i like this =)
Appreciate me...bitches =P
AHhhhhhhhhhhhh
I hate law.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
i hate it so much.
My hand hurts from that god damn test...
I coulda done really well if we had more time...
but noooooooooooooooo...
AHH!!!!
GGGGGRRRRRRRRRrrrrrrr...
Well, i should at least be happy that I studied all the essay questions that was on it...but still.....No time to explain myself well...AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!
o well, its over...screw, not going to university...AHHHHHHHHHHh......>_<
o well, whatever, I really gota relax...RELAXXXXXXXXxxxxxxxxxx...me.......................*deep breath*........okay, things'll be okay...
Newaaaaaaaayssssss...
I skipped 2 classes..of 3 today =P To study for stupid test.....blaaaaaaaah!!! And now I must go research for...what else? but LAW...joy...
Tonight, i will get SOME sleep at least, but I gota do whatever calculus I missed...friggin hell...whatever, gota finish essay first, then calc, then chem...there are my priorities for now.
I hate law.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
i hate it so much.
My hand hurts from that god damn test...
I coulda done really well if we had more time...
but noooooooooooooooo...
AHH!!!!
GGGGGRRRRRRRRRrrrrrrr...
Well, i should at least be happy that I studied all the essay questions that was on it...but still.....No time to explain myself well...AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!
o well, its over...screw, not going to university...AHHHHHHHHHHh......>_<
o well, whatever, I really gota relax...RELAXXXXXXXXxxxxxxxxxx...me.......................*deep breath*........okay, things'll be okay...
Newaaaaaaaayssssss...
I skipped 2 classes..of 3 today =P To study for stupid test.....blaaaaaaaah!!! And now I must go research for...what else? but LAW...joy...
Tonight, i will get SOME sleep at least, but I gota do whatever calculus I missed...friggin hell...whatever, gota finish essay first, then calc, then chem...there are my priorities for now.
o ya, almost forgot =P
Special thanks to jess for Bender Joe!!!
lol, he's soooooo cool =P
I duno if i showed everyone today, but i'll show you.....................weds. cause i gota study for law tml all day >_<
but he's craaaaazy cool, he jumps and twists n bends into cool ass poses..i should get my digi-cam and take pix of him and shove him on the site =P
Hmmmmmmmmm.......maybe I'll...........I have a cool idea...we'll see if I can put it together =)
Neways...Thanks again Leely~
Law study sux. BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
sleep is nice, i want some.
Special thanks to jess for Bender Joe!!!
lol, he's soooooo cool =P
I duno if i showed everyone today, but i'll show you.....................weds. cause i gota study for law tml all day >_<
but he's craaaaazy cool, he jumps and twists n bends into cool ass poses..i should get my digi-cam and take pix of him and shove him on the site =P
Hmmmmmmmmm.......maybe I'll...........I have a cool idea...we'll see if I can put it together =)
Neways...Thanks again Leely~
Law study sux. BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
sleep is nice, i want some.
Monday, March 24, 2003
...hey looks like I'm in one of those stupid slumps where things dont seem to be going right...anywhere.
Whatever, I'm not going to let it win...I'm just gonna hold my head high til something cuts it off. If I'm not particularly NICE this week, sorrie. This weekend I should be a bit better...but this week..calc test, law test, law essay...lots to do...everyone seems to be in a lil slump though...iuno...whatever...I'm so not gettin into University..I have no will power to try to do well in school...I try for a while, but i get easily distracted and tired...Life is ass right now...ay aya yaya. dun worrie though, i kno it'll get better. I'm not depressed, I'm just...very beat down by this ass school n life..I'll be back in a few days though. So no worries.
Side Note:
Some people are asses "I hate when good friends lie".
Shadup, you lie all the fucking time you fucking retard. You lie, cheat, and go around cocking people, FUCK YOU!!!
Whatever, I'm not going to let it win...I'm just gonna hold my head high til something cuts it off. If I'm not particularly NICE this week, sorrie. This weekend I should be a bit better...but this week..calc test, law test, law essay...lots to do...everyone seems to be in a lil slump though...iuno...whatever...I'm so not gettin into University..I have no will power to try to do well in school...I try for a while, but i get easily distracted and tired...Life is ass right now...ay aya yaya. dun worrie though, i kno it'll get better. I'm not depressed, I'm just...very beat down by this ass school n life..I'll be back in a few days though. So no worries.
Side Note:
Some people are asses "I hate when good friends lie".
Shadup, you lie all the fucking time you fucking retard. You lie, cheat, and go around cocking people, FUCK YOU!!!
Sunday, March 23, 2003
You're normal. Normal?! NORMAL?! Oh SCREW YOU!You
KNEW you were normal when you came here, you
FREAK. GET OUT! GET OUT! *throws you at a bus*
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Wow...I didnt realise that sooooo many people were abusing Canada's health care system...My aunt was telling me about it today, and how badly hospitals are doing now because drug companies hiked up the price of drugs that cancer patients really need. Ex. There's a new 'mircale' drug for cancer patients that help them a lot, and without it, they will die, they need to take it everyday, and it costs the hosiptals (because of OHIP) $4000 for 1 month's supply. And since its under OHIP, the goverment has to pay for that, and its killing them. Also, the government cut back the amount of money they're spending in health care by 20mil, which means that Princess Margret Hosiptal (my aunt's hosiptal) can see 10% less patients. So say...100 people have cancer this year, and the next year it rises to 110, the hosiptal can only treat 90 of the patients...which means..30 are left to die? They cant go to other hosiptals cause they're all booked. So who's fault is this really? I blame it on the drug companies. They're rich, and they're trying to get moreeeee money than they already have. The government needs to make them have a fixed rate or something...its not fair that these drugs save lives, BUT they're hellah expensive, so not all people can get'em....damn drug companies. Now...what exactly can I do with this information that has been brought to my attention...? Well, not much, but tell everyone who reads this, to not abuse the health care system, for the sake of everyone else. As my aunt put it, Say you got a new car every year, would you bother fixing the old one if you knew that you would get another car for free at the end of the year? Its that kinda mentality thats screwing up our health care system, that we can get it fixed for free anyway, blah blah blah. "There's no such thing a free lunch" Blah blah balh. You kno...
In other news, I'm getting a PT Cruiser before April 8th. Which is pretty soon. Its gonna be my mom's car, but that also means, I can drive it occasionally~ When i get my lisence...lol
Newaaays, I'm off to the shower, then maybe some games. Night
In other news, I'm getting a PT Cruiser before April 8th. Which is pretty soon. Its gonna be my mom's car, but that also means, I can drive it occasionally~ When i get my lisence...lol
Newaaays, I'm off to the shower, then maybe some games. Night
Saturday, March 22, 2003
I dont like your new phone dumcat, tan coloured?! WTF IS THAT?!
Happy Birthday Michelle~
Fatez is boringgggggggggggg.
la lalalalalalla
I'm tired, and i gota go to the library tomorrow morning and re-research for my law paper...fuckin hell...i hate law...and study for law, and shiet loads of law work and calculus work this weekend...OIAHFOAIHFIAH o well..I dun like your keyboard either Fatez...but at least no pubes...
Okay, time to do smthg else.
Happy Birthday Michelle~
Fatez is boringgggggggggggg.
la lalalalalalla
I'm tired, and i gota go to the library tomorrow morning and re-research for my law paper...fuckin hell...i hate law...and study for law, and shiet loads of law work and calculus work this weekend...OIAHFOAIHFIAH o well..I dun like your keyboard either Fatez...but at least no pubes...
Okay, time to do smthg else.
Friday, March 21, 2003
lalalalaal
FINALLY friday........Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.......
but no relaxation for brad, nooooooo! Research at the library on saturday, and sunday, as well as study for test for law, and do loads of calculus homework...........AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! o well, at least I dun gota wake up supah ass early. lalalala =)
Wc3 til 4:30am on a school night...damn you teen girl squadz!! lol....... =P
Loud sex~
PEACE!~
FINALLY friday........Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.......
but no relaxation for brad, nooooooo! Research at the library on saturday, and sunday, as well as study for test for law, and do loads of calculus homework...........AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! o well, at least I dun gota wake up supah ass early. lalalala =)
Wc3 til 4:30am on a school night...damn you teen girl squadz!! lol....... =P
Loud sex~
PEACE!~
Wednesday, March 19, 2003
Bored? Check this out...
Strong_bad emails =P Some dude that makes flash things bout e-mails people send him, its greaaaaaaaaat~~
Japanese Cartoons
This one is about Anime..lol, its funnie.
Dragon
This one is about a Dragon...lol. Trogdor!!!! The Burnanitator..LOL!!!! Its sooooo funnie
Lures & Jigs
This one is about fishing, lol..its funnie =)
Comic
This is my favourite one...lol...'ARROWED!!'
LOL, go check these out...i REALLY advise it, they're sooooooo funnie...=P
I'll put up the link to the real site next time i update~
Enjoy!
Strong_bad emails =P Some dude that makes flash things bout e-mails people send him, its greaaaaaaaaat~~
Japanese Cartoons
This one is about Anime..lol, its funnie.
Dragon
This one is about a Dragon...lol. Trogdor!!!! The Burnanitator..LOL!!!! Its sooooo funnie
Lures & Jigs
This one is about fishing, lol..its funnie =)
Comic
This is my favourite one...lol...'ARROWED!!'
LOL, go check these out...i REALLY advise it, they're sooooooo funnie...=P
I'll put up the link to the real site next time i update~
Enjoy!
!@#$^&*
I hate schoooool.........i wana sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeppppppp.......bbbbbuuuuuuuuuuuuuttttttttttt nnnnnnnnnnnoooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!
Damn you law...why did I have to take it...I dun wana study for this test, n Mr. Draycott is making me think the test is gonna be reaaaaaallllllyyyy hard...and I gota redo my phase one............FUCKING HELL i hate law. How did I ever wana be a lawyer? O right...Family law is still cool, but not other crap about law. NOOOOO...=/
FJAOPIJFOIH@$)@IROHAF
Okay, time to do calc and study for law and study for chem..
I hate schoooool.........i wana sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeppppppp.......bbbbbuuuuuuuuuuuuuttttttttttt nnnnnnnnnnnoooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!
Damn you law...why did I have to take it...I dun wana study for this test, n Mr. Draycott is making me think the test is gonna be reaaaaaallllllyyyy hard...and I gota redo my phase one............FUCKING HELL i hate law. How did I ever wana be a lawyer? O right...Family law is still cool, but not other crap about law. NOOOOO...=/
FJAOPIJFOIH@$)@IROHAF
Okay, time to do calc and study for law and study for chem..
Tuesday, March 18, 2003
Wow...
To think...in another 24 hours...the world will plunge head first into a bloody battle with death and destruction running rampant...AHHHHHH...Damn you bush, DAMN YOU!!! If I get conscripted to fight for your bullshit ass of a cause, I will fuckin kill american soliders instead...assuming Canada will get into the war =P But then again, the war will be bomb this, bomb that, poison this, poison that, gas this, gas that. And we'll all die, so no need for us to be conscripted...Sad. Truly truly sad. Canada better not join this damn war, its not our business if Bush wants to get his damn oil. Sureeeee Iraq may be harbouring terrorists, and sureeeeee they may even have 'weapons of mass destruction' (I'd like to point out that I hate that phrase, it sounds soooooo damn corny), but the solution isnt war. Is the solution EVER war? We look back into our history, what do we gain from war? Death...umm...more death...hmmmmm...what else? MORE DEATH. Gawd...is it soooo hard to get that war isnt the answer into your head!? Maybe a sneaky operation sending in spies to take out the head quarters..or the place where the 'weapons of mass destruction' are created/controlled or whatever. Maybe I'm playing too many games or watching too many movies for that...but it could happen! Better than bombs and what not. Frigging bombs take our innocent people...WHAT ARE YOU THINKING. I hate you Bush, and I hate all americans that are behind him with this war. To all the Americans not behind him and rooting for peace, I appreciate that~ But fucking hell...did we not learn when we were little that we shouldnt fight? That there is a better way, talking things out and what not? How do we expect children to learn not to fight, but to solve things in a civil manner, when leaders of countries go off to war, and make a sorry ass attempt at talking things over.. aiyaaaaaaaaa.......how did we get to something like this...where people are so selfish that they want to go fight another country and have to make up excuses to get their oil. Maybe i'm underestimating Bush, and his intentions are purely good...HAAAAH! Ya right...Stupid stupid stupid stupid...Empeach him Americans!!! GOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Get rid of this loser, you know your country is gonna get raped by bio-chemical weapons if Iraq does have them. lalalalalal. We have stupid people running the world. O yes, and I was at chapters a few days ago...and I saw soooooo many books about Bush...i wanted to steal'em all and BURN THEM, they make him out to look like some HERO!? .......maybe he'll be assassinated by some iraqie solider..that'd be funky =P I dont think I'll ever finish bitching about him...he is the embodiment of all that is wrong in humans. ALL THAT IS WRONG....Greedy, selfish, slimy, manipulative, power hungry, materialistic, cocky, boastful, ugly, shriveled cocked BASTARD!!!..................Then again, Saddam Hussan isnt any better, maybe he's worse...so maybe bush is doing a 'good' thing, but for the wrong reasons. I hope they kill each other, and dont involved Canada or any other countries...that'd make me happy..=) If only...
ANYWAY................Enough of that...=P
I was talking with my dad today bout 'Cool' people and whatever, and you kno who's name popped up. Thats right, 'England'. (Not the place, its a nickname for someone...please dont take offense if you're english). Just about how England is gonna have a boring life, and how England thinks the 'Cool' druggies are actually cool, and whatever. I find it sad and yet kinda funnie. O man, my eyes are going, so maybe I should continue this later~
Peace~
To think...in another 24 hours...the world will plunge head first into a bloody battle with death and destruction running rampant...AHHHHHH...Damn you bush, DAMN YOU!!! If I get conscripted to fight for your bullshit ass of a cause, I will fuckin kill american soliders instead...assuming Canada will get into the war =P But then again, the war will be bomb this, bomb that, poison this, poison that, gas this, gas that. And we'll all die, so no need for us to be conscripted...Sad. Truly truly sad. Canada better not join this damn war, its not our business if Bush wants to get his damn oil. Sureeeee Iraq may be harbouring terrorists, and sureeeeee they may even have 'weapons of mass destruction' (I'd like to point out that I hate that phrase, it sounds soooooo damn corny), but the solution isnt war. Is the solution EVER war? We look back into our history, what do we gain from war? Death...umm...more death...hmmmmm...what else? MORE DEATH. Gawd...is it soooo hard to get that war isnt the answer into your head!? Maybe a sneaky operation sending in spies to take out the head quarters..or the place where the 'weapons of mass destruction' are created/controlled or whatever. Maybe I'm playing too many games or watching too many movies for that...but it could happen! Better than bombs and what not. Frigging bombs take our innocent people...WHAT ARE YOU THINKING. I hate you Bush, and I hate all americans that are behind him with this war. To all the Americans not behind him and rooting for peace, I appreciate that~ But fucking hell...did we not learn when we were little that we shouldnt fight? That there is a better way, talking things out and what not? How do we expect children to learn not to fight, but to solve things in a civil manner, when leaders of countries go off to war, and make a sorry ass attempt at talking things over.. aiyaaaaaaaaa.......how did we get to something like this...where people are so selfish that they want to go fight another country and have to make up excuses to get their oil. Maybe i'm underestimating Bush, and his intentions are purely good...HAAAAH! Ya right...Stupid stupid stupid stupid...Empeach him Americans!!! GOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Get rid of this loser, you know your country is gonna get raped by bio-chemical weapons if Iraq does have them. lalalalalal. We have stupid people running the world. O yes, and I was at chapters a few days ago...and I saw soooooo many books about Bush...i wanted to steal'em all and BURN THEM, they make him out to look like some HERO!? .......maybe he'll be assassinated by some iraqie solider..that'd be funky =P I dont think I'll ever finish bitching about him...he is the embodiment of all that is wrong in humans. ALL THAT IS WRONG....Greedy, selfish, slimy, manipulative, power hungry, materialistic, cocky, boastful, ugly, shriveled cocked BASTARD!!!..................Then again, Saddam Hussan isnt any better, maybe he's worse...so maybe bush is doing a 'good' thing, but for the wrong reasons. I hope they kill each other, and dont involved Canada or any other countries...that'd make me happy..=) If only...
ANYWAY................Enough of that...=P
I was talking with my dad today bout 'Cool' people and whatever, and you kno who's name popped up. Thats right, 'England'. (Not the place, its a nickname for someone...please dont take offense if you're english). Just about how England is gonna have a boring life, and how England thinks the 'Cool' druggies are actually cool, and whatever. I find it sad and yet kinda funnie. O man, my eyes are going, so maybe I should continue this later~
Peace~
Monday, March 17, 2003
O yaaaaaaaaaa...
forgot to mention...my parents were talkin bout buying my aunty's car, n fixing it up a bit. Its not a new car by any means, but hell, its a car. And who would be getting it? Me =) Its a Dodge Shadow, its been through a lot already, but whateverrrrrr, a car is a car~ Which means, i can probably start driving people around opposed to being driven, which would be a nice change, so certain people dont do U turns =P Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm??? Jesss? =P N i can pay ppl back for rides n what not. Should be cool. And my mom also wants to get another new car. She wants a PT Cruiser, and when my mom wants a car, that generally means she'll get it, cause my dad loves cars, so he'd welcome the new addition =P So looks like i should be getting 2 cars soon...yay...a full driveway again >_<
forgot to mention...my parents were talkin bout buying my aunty's car, n fixing it up a bit. Its not a new car by any means, but hell, its a car. And who would be getting it? Me =) Its a Dodge Shadow, its been through a lot already, but whateverrrrrr, a car is a car~ Which means, i can probably start driving people around opposed to being driven, which would be a nice change, so certain people dont do U turns =P Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm??? Jesss? =P N i can pay ppl back for rides n what not. Should be cool. And my mom also wants to get another new car. She wants a PT Cruiser, and when my mom wants a car, that generally means she'll get it, cause my dad loves cars, so he'd welcome the new addition =P So looks like i should be getting 2 cars soon...yay...a full driveway again >_<
I'm still pissed off and wouldnt mind dying, but at least I'm not sooooooo mad bout it nemore...the wonders of sleep...and food. I have however, discovered that I am not a smart person. Acedemically, I'm not. I've been slacking somewhere...so I better pick up the pace so I can get back into the race. Note that the previous post was written drunk on rage. That doesnt make it any less true, but ya, i'm feelin better now...
omfg...
Well I am officially not going to university...
FUCKING CALCULUS..FUCKING LAW
WHY CANT I JUST TAKE ALLLLLL SCIENCE COURSES!?!?!?!? THOSE ARE INTERESTING AND I DO GENERALLY WELL IN THEM!! BUT NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! FUCKERS NEED ME TO TAKE CALCULUS!!!!!!!! UGGGGGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Enough of school, i'm sure you all know how much I hate it...but new discovery, i really thought about how things would be if i were dead, and hey...ITS A LOT BETTER THAN LIVING...Not that I would ever kill myself, i'm not that stupid, sure things'll get better, but I sure wouldnt mind dying right now. Like...getting poisoned randomly. That'd be good, i wouldnt have to deal with ANYTHING...you know how amazing that would feel? No more worrying about university, no more worrying about being a good person, no more worrying about friends if they're okay, no more worrying about meeting expectations, no more worrying about doing well in school. NO MORE WORRYING...Thats honestly all I do...sure if I'm with other people, i'm distracted from it temporarily, but all the rest of the time, i'm worrying. Always...I hope you all dont know how this feels...because I cant even describe the pain...The only place I feel comfortable now is in my bed, and I cant even stay there for very long...*sigh* Its no use to tell me to stop worrying either...me worrying is my way of caring for everything i guess...I care so much about friends, family school, everything, that i get all...stressed out cause of it...n you cant tell me to stop caring...and you all kno i cant express emotions very well, so...i'm stuck...i guess i'll figure out something...after midterm........
f'oasihtg oiwhetgopiaehrgoijearo'ighjaeo'igweoa'ihtae'poitgj
I wana cry...
maybe I will...
whatever, gonna go take a nap...
Well I am officially not going to university...
FUCKING CALCULUS..FUCKING LAW
WHY CANT I JUST TAKE ALLLLLL SCIENCE COURSES!?!?!?!? THOSE ARE INTERESTING AND I DO GENERALLY WELL IN THEM!! BUT NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! FUCKERS NEED ME TO TAKE CALCULUS!!!!!!!! UGGGGGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Enough of school, i'm sure you all know how much I hate it...but new discovery, i really thought about how things would be if i were dead, and hey...ITS A LOT BETTER THAN LIVING...Not that I would ever kill myself, i'm not that stupid, sure things'll get better, but I sure wouldnt mind dying right now. Like...getting poisoned randomly. That'd be good, i wouldnt have to deal with ANYTHING...you know how amazing that would feel? No more worrying about university, no more worrying about being a good person, no more worrying about friends if they're okay, no more worrying about meeting expectations, no more worrying about doing well in school. NO MORE WORRYING...Thats honestly all I do...sure if I'm with other people, i'm distracted from it temporarily, but all the rest of the time, i'm worrying. Always...I hope you all dont know how this feels...because I cant even describe the pain...The only place I feel comfortable now is in my bed, and I cant even stay there for very long...*sigh* Its no use to tell me to stop worrying either...me worrying is my way of caring for everything i guess...I care so much about friends, family school, everything, that i get all...stressed out cause of it...n you cant tell me to stop caring...and you all kno i cant express emotions very well, so...i'm stuck...i guess i'll figure out something...after midterm........
f'oasihtg oiwhetgopiaehrgoijearo'ighjaeo'igweoa'ihtae'poitgj
I wana cry...
maybe I will...
whatever, gonna go take a nap...
Sunday, March 16, 2003
Gawd...
Tomorrow, I gota go back to Hell...@()#*@#(*!)%
I hate school, and all school work, i'm slacking this semister when I kno i really have to do well...arg, i'm probably gonna have to stay an extra year, calc n chem n law are not friendly. I'm gonna get 70's...if even...AHHHHHHHHHHH!!! Where did my brain go...!)(@*@$_*)
But everyone is getting raped pretty hard this year, cept the friggin brainers that never do. Well, they have worked hard the whole time, so they deserve it...but people like me who normally glide through not caring...cant do that anymore...I tried in the beginning, i did...but then I got horribly disappointed with my first marks, and dun wana go on wit this...but i have to, for mid term...I'm sooo not getting in...*sigh*...
I dun feel so happy nemore, even though I have a lot that I wanted before, just goes to show ya, that when you have what you want, you arent always happy that long. Okay...granted, its only school thats really dragging me down...but school is a friggin bitch, BITCH I SAY!! >_<
FAPOIR)(*Y)(Y
Okay...tml I'll try to be nice n happy...hopefully i can pull it off =P Gota get a good night's sleep tonight, considerin i've been sleepin at...6 - 6:30am the passed few nights cause of warcraft III xp...maaaaaaaaan...its such a good game =P I advise those who dont play, to play it, go d/l it~~
O ya, for those of you who are thinkin of gettin me smthg for my b-day still, dont buy any necklaces anymore, i got 2 =P Or a Tidus Action figure, i got that too~
umm...still anything charmed is nice. I also got a new phone for my room, even though i forgot to put that on the list =P Uhh...an optical mouse? lol...iuno nemore...Lulu action figure is still out there~ but its like 100bux almost...get a few people together and you can get it =)
mwahahahah...
Iuno, anywaaaaaays...time to go back to my homework...sent last minute by people in my law class...damnit...
Peace~
Tomorrow, I gota go back to Hell...@()#*@#(*!)%
I hate school, and all school work, i'm slacking this semister when I kno i really have to do well...arg, i'm probably gonna have to stay an extra year, calc n chem n law are not friendly. I'm gonna get 70's...if even...AHHHHHHHHHHH!!! Where did my brain go...!)(@*@$_*)
But everyone is getting raped pretty hard this year, cept the friggin brainers that never do. Well, they have worked hard the whole time, so they deserve it...but people like me who normally glide through not caring...cant do that anymore...I tried in the beginning, i did...but then I got horribly disappointed with my first marks, and dun wana go on wit this...but i have to, for mid term...I'm sooo not getting in...*sigh*...
I dun feel so happy nemore, even though I have a lot that I wanted before, just goes to show ya, that when you have what you want, you arent always happy that long. Okay...granted, its only school thats really dragging me down...but school is a friggin bitch, BITCH I SAY!! >_<
FAPOIR)(*Y)(Y
Okay...tml I'll try to be nice n happy...hopefully i can pull it off =P Gota get a good night's sleep tonight, considerin i've been sleepin at...6 - 6:30am the passed few nights cause of warcraft III xp...maaaaaaaaan...its such a good game =P I advise those who dont play, to play it, go d/l it~~
O ya, for those of you who are thinkin of gettin me smthg for my b-day still, dont buy any necklaces anymore, i got 2 =P Or a Tidus Action figure, i got that too~
umm...still anything charmed is nice. I also got a new phone for my room, even though i forgot to put that on the list =P Uhh...an optical mouse? lol...iuno nemore...Lulu action figure is still out there~ but its like 100bux almost...get a few people together and you can get it =)
mwahahahah...
Iuno, anywaaaaaays...time to go back to my homework...sent last minute by people in my law class...damnit...
Peace~
Saturday, March 15, 2003
Baby Pixie the Nun.
Dumcat the Blitzball player...wakka wakka~...is ugly
Fatez the loud sexer~
Ora and her crazy sexy doggies =P
maaaaan...jess n nathan missed out when they left so early =P
O wells~
Next time =)
Yay my b-day is done =P I'm officially 18...ooooooo......ahhhhhhhhhhh...............=P
Happy 1 month too Lyly~ =) I hope you like that booooook =P Thx for the muffins =) They're really good~! And mmmmmmm...you remembered I like sour gumballs =P heheheh~ =)
Time to wc3 =)~~
mwahahah~
Dumcat the Blitzball player...wakka wakka~...is ugly
Fatez the loud sexer~
Ora and her crazy sexy doggies =P
maaaaan...jess n nathan missed out when they left so early =P
O wells~
Next time =)
Yay my b-day is done =P I'm officially 18...ooooooo......ahhhhhhhhhhh...............=P
Happy 1 month too Lyly~ =) I hope you like that booooook =P Thx for the muffins =) They're really good~! And mmmmmmm...you remembered I like sour gumballs =P heheheh~ =)
Time to wc3 =)~~
mwahahah~
Friday, March 14, 2003
Boo hoo Fatez, BOO HOO!!!!!
Thats not funnie Fatez...not funnnie
"The lock like, you kno, it wont like, even if he pushed the door to the closed position, it just bounces back out, you know what i mean?"
You homo you.
Note that Dumcat and I are not laughing, please note that. PLEASE.
Oww...you kno what I noticed today? The finger I normally write with, has become VERY hard and rough!! Friggin hell. No amount of lotion will cure this...Ahhh...Damn you teachers...DAMN YOU ALL!! *shakes fist*
Newaaaaays...Happy Birthday to me =) I'm officially 18 and 1:03pm =P Mwahhaa, born at a reasonable time =) Though I kept my parents up maaaaaaany a night while i was lil..hehhehe i was a collicy baby =) And a momma's boy..hahah i wouldnt go newhere without my mom...hahaha, o have things changed...I cant get away from my parents enough =P Ahhhhhh....the joys of teenage life. =P Well, technically 'adult life' starting soon...=) I gota go buy a lottery ticket today too...cause I can =P And I get to vote, yay =)
Yawn...Seems like 'love' is in the air...people around seem to be getting together, funky stuff =) I thought that was supposed to happen in spring, but its nice that it happens round my b-day =P hehehe, hohoho, hahaha...
NEWAAAAAYYYYYSSSSSSSSSsssssssssssssssssss
Latahs~
Thats not funnie Fatez...not funnnie
"The lock like, you kno, it wont like, even if he pushed the door to the closed position, it just bounces back out, you know what i mean?"
You homo you.
Note that Dumcat and I are not laughing, please note that. PLEASE.
Oww...you kno what I noticed today? The finger I normally write with, has become VERY hard and rough!! Friggin hell. No amount of lotion will cure this...Ahhh...Damn you teachers...DAMN YOU ALL!! *shakes fist*
Newaaaaays...Happy Birthday to me =) I'm officially 18 and 1:03pm =P Mwahhaa, born at a reasonable time =) Though I kept my parents up maaaaaaany a night while i was lil..hehhehe i was a collicy baby =) And a momma's boy..hahah i wouldnt go newhere without my mom...hahaha, o have things changed...I cant get away from my parents enough =P Ahhhhhh....the joys of teenage life. =P Well, technically 'adult life' starting soon...=) I gota go buy a lottery ticket today too...cause I can =P And I get to vote, yay =)
Yawn...Seems like 'love' is in the air...people around seem to be getting together, funky stuff =) I thought that was supposed to happen in spring, but its nice that it happens round my b-day =P hehehe, hohoho, hahaha...
NEWAAAAAYYYYYSSSSSSSSSsssssssssssssssssss
Latahs~
Thursday, March 13, 2003
Wow...
hehehe, I really wasnt expecting a surprise party =)
Lots of thanks to give out =P
Firstly, special
thanks to Vicki n Grace for putting the
whole thing together n for dinner and letting your house be used, and planning
and jsut...everything~ =) Thanks sooooooo much, its really great to have friends
like you who care enough to put this whole thing together =)
Thx to Tim for the
beer =P It was a thoughtful gift =) Kinda tasted like STRONG coffee though =P
Regardless, it was a really nice gift =) THX =)
Thx to Eric n Cynthia n whoever else was in that (if there
was anyone) for my pet Shoyru =) mwahahh Its great~
Thx to Karen n Karen for the duck n rice n dumplings =)
yummmmmy, very thoughtful~ THx again =)
Thx to Felix (n neone else who was involved in that,
sorrie iuno who is >_<) for the cakie thing? lol, i'll try for it in one gulp to
show you my BJ powers...lol
Lastly, Thx to
everyone who brought food who came to make
everything the way it was =) It was great~ Thxxxxx~ Its great to see when people
care bout you~
Ahhhhhh...then warcraft 3 til 6am...that was great too =P
Mwhahahaha, yaaaaaaa antagonistZ n Pita_jrZ~~ We FINALLY beat EcHoZ n EidolonZ~~~
Frigggggin...3v2 for 3 games...we win...1...hahahahahah. o well, we finally did
it =)
Mwahahah...=)
Now I can rest in peace knowing we beat them once though...weeeeeee =)
Anywaysssss
again...
THANK YOU~~
Tuesday, March 11, 2003
I love how people find no fault in ditching me, or not telling me about things.
I feel 'loved'...people make such a fuss over other people that dun come, but noooooo, not when brad doesnt come.
I see how it is..
I feel 'loved'...people make such a fuss over other people that dun come, but noooooo, not when brad doesnt come.
I see how it is..
Hmm...
If no one talks to me for fun...and no one really listens to my advice...what do people talk to me for...?
Cause I listen? Thats assly..
boooooooooooo..
I'm tired.
If no one talks to me for fun...and no one really listens to my advice...what do people talk to me for...?
Cause I listen? Thats assly..
boooooooooooo..
I'm tired.
Wait!
I take somethings back
Fatez wasnt having loud sex. He must suck in bed if he cant make his girl moan and make it loud =P Poor guy...but not very odd, sounds like him
ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!
haghahahaha
okay, i'm a retard
Off to retard land for me
I take somethings back
Fatez wasnt having loud sex. He must suck in bed if he cant make his girl moan and make it loud =P Poor guy...but not very odd, sounds like him
ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!
haghahahaha
okay, i'm a retard
Off to retard land for me
Awwwwwwwwwwwww...
Piper had her babyyy =)
yayyyy~
Its a boy apparently, hahaha =P Yaaaaaaaaay!!
I'm soooo disappointed though...friggin downloaded episode 16, n it was titled "The Baby's first Demon" OMFG, i Soooooooooooooo wana see the baby at work...but noooooooooooooooooooo!! IT WAS FRIENDS!!! DAMN YOU ALL WHO TITLE THINGS WRONG!!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRrrrrrr >_< Got my hopes soooooooooooooo HIGH
SOOOOOOOOOOOOO HIGH!! AND THIS MORNING I WOKE UP ALL...YAAAAAAAAAAY!! CHARMED!! but then noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo...they had to sink....waaaaaaaaaaaaay lowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.............*sniffs*
but at least she has her baby =)
Yayyy..but DAMN YOU ALL!!
but yay!
Okay, i'm odd. 'Odd in a good way'
LOL
I cant stop picturing Rose McGowan as a man..........SOOOOOOO FUNNIE...Fight scenes you can SOOOO tell its a man instead of her...SOOOOOOOO SCARY!! HUGE BACKED MAN!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH...I cant look at her the same anymore...LOL but she's not good or nething, so the show is still amazin~
WMAHAHAHA!
Anywayssssssss.....
uhhhhhhh.......nething serious for me to say? Nooooo...I was playing WC3 a lot today, as you can see, my new favourite hero (good job antagonist for pointing out I owuld love this new hero) is the Warden (depicted in the Current Obsession section of the blog). SOooooooooo sexy..dammmmmnnnnn......Fan of knives...Blink...Shadow smthg...Spirit of Vengence.......all so nice.....i think the new hero's are all over-powered though, but hey. Its all good for now.
lalalalalalala
Got some good Techs in PSO today too, so I'm happy, lvl 20 Barta~~ ye ye ye~
Also had pizza, n jess came over. Wow tetris was reaaaaaally tiring..hahahah, for some reason our necks hurt after playing...tooooo much thinkin and concentrating. aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
Dumcat is cleaning, how odd....
Fatez is having loud sex...how odd...
Baby Pixie is depressed...not very odd.
I'm being odd...how odd...
PFJapoihjfoihasfhsad
fI duno what I'm dooooooiiiiinnnnnnnngggggg
lalalal...
what am I on...how am I not asleep right nwo?
Why am I still typing? Why am i not eatting the pizza beside me?
All good questions...to be answered...tomorrow.
Piper had her babyyy =)
yayyyy~
Its a boy apparently, hahaha =P Yaaaaaaaaay!!
I'm soooo disappointed though...friggin downloaded episode 16, n it was titled "The Baby's first Demon" OMFG, i Soooooooooooooo wana see the baby at work...but noooooooooooooooooooo!! IT WAS FRIENDS!!! DAMN YOU ALL WHO TITLE THINGS WRONG!!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRrrrrrr >_< Got my hopes soooooooooooooo HIGH
SOOOOOOOOOOOOO HIGH!! AND THIS MORNING I WOKE UP ALL...YAAAAAAAAAAY!! CHARMED!! but then noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo...they had to sink....waaaaaaaaaaaaay lowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.............*sniffs*
but at least she has her baby =)
Yayyy..but DAMN YOU ALL!!
but yay!
Okay, i'm odd. 'Odd in a good way'
LOL
I cant stop picturing Rose McGowan as a man..........SOOOOOOO FUNNIE...Fight scenes you can SOOOO tell its a man instead of her...SOOOOOOOO SCARY!! HUGE BACKED MAN!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH...I cant look at her the same anymore...LOL but she's not good or nething, so the show is still amazin~
WMAHAHAHA!
Anywayssssssss.....
uhhhhhhh.......nething serious for me to say? Nooooo...I was playing WC3 a lot today, as you can see, my new favourite hero (good job antagonist for pointing out I owuld love this new hero) is the Warden (depicted in the Current Obsession section of the blog). SOooooooooo sexy..dammmmmnnnnn......Fan of knives...Blink...Shadow smthg...Spirit of Vengence.......all so nice.....i think the new hero's are all over-powered though, but hey. Its all good for now.
lalalalalalala
Got some good Techs in PSO today too, so I'm happy, lvl 20 Barta~~ ye ye ye~
Also had pizza, n jess came over. Wow tetris was reaaaaaally tiring..hahahah, for some reason our necks hurt after playing...tooooo much thinkin and concentrating. aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
Dumcat is cleaning, how odd....
Fatez is having loud sex...how odd...
Baby Pixie is depressed...not very odd.
I'm being odd...how odd...
PFJapoihjfoihasfhsad
fI duno what I'm dooooooiiiiinnnnnnnngggggg
lalalal...
what am I on...how am I not asleep right nwo?
Why am I still typing? Why am i not eatting the pizza beside me?
All good questions...to be answered...tomorrow.
Sunday, March 09, 2003
So far...March break has been a total bust..
Boredom roams the break freely, capturing all the innocent people with nothing better to do. I was thinking, why isnt our group of friends a close as we should be considering the amount of time we spend together? Well, my answer to that, is movies. We watch a LOT of movies, and do stupid things. Nothing that would be considered anything remotely near 'bonding' of any sort. We sit, and watch a damn box. Then most people leave, n its me, dumcat n baby pixie sitting there. What do we do? We bond a lil by talkin. But our problem is getting something fun to do. Creativity seems to have died all around, cause we cant think of nething to do. Sure we're close, but not as close as we should be. I think imma boycott movies, cept in theatres that I REALLY wana watch. EX. Daredevil, Cradle to the Grave, X-men 2, etc etc etc. So boycotting movies n such for now. But then, what do we have to do? Iuno, we'll find smthg, board games? iuno, games? Those at least involve more interaction between people which could lead to us actually becoming better friends. Iuno, just a thought.
Anyways, I'm tired, maybe I'll take a nap before goin out tonight, or at least take a shower.
Peace~
Boredom roams the break freely, capturing all the innocent people with nothing better to do. I was thinking, why isnt our group of friends a close as we should be considering the amount of time we spend together? Well, my answer to that, is movies. We watch a LOT of movies, and do stupid things. Nothing that would be considered anything remotely near 'bonding' of any sort. We sit, and watch a damn box. Then most people leave, n its me, dumcat n baby pixie sitting there. What do we do? We bond a lil by talkin. But our problem is getting something fun to do. Creativity seems to have died all around, cause we cant think of nething to do. Sure we're close, but not as close as we should be. I think imma boycott movies, cept in theatres that I REALLY wana watch. EX. Daredevil, Cradle to the Grave, X-men 2, etc etc etc. So boycotting movies n such for now. But then, what do we have to do? Iuno, we'll find smthg, board games? iuno, games? Those at least involve more interaction between people which could lead to us actually becoming better friends. Iuno, just a thought.
Anyways, I'm tired, maybe I'll take a nap before goin out tonight, or at least take a shower.
Peace~
Oy...wedding was friggin lonnnggg......
Sorrie Jess, didnt mean to drag you through that thing...it was pretty boring eh? O well, my cousins were funnie talkin, but they got all mushie n it was sad. But it was good, pretty weddin. Sorrie bout your shoes too =P Shoulda worn boots...ahhh the things people do to look good =P Well, it worked anyway, you looked great~
Neways, i was thinkin bout smthg baby pixie wrote, bout bein a 'Piscean' n the whole empathy thing. I guess it is true that a pisces is very empathetic, cause I kno I can feel peoples pain. Thing is...I dun let it overcome me n take me over to make me depressed. Gota feel their feelings, then help them through it, thats what the 'gift' of empathy can do for you. I think if you have the capablitiy to be empathetic, you have the capablity to be strong and overcome feelings you would get from someone, and be able to channel it into an effective way to help'em. You wouldnt be given the ability if you couldnt handle it. So be strong, n fight the feelings for the sake of the close friends.
Side Note: I didnt kno Pisces were supposed to be empathetic, i guess thats where i get it from =P GOoooooooooooo PISCES!!~ But empathy bugs me...cause I only seem to be the person everyone talks to for probs n whatever...not to have fun. Grr...o well, it dun matter, at least I can help ppls...thats all that mattahs~! =) Newaaaaaysssss, I'm out~
Peace~!
Sorrie Jess, didnt mean to drag you through that thing...it was pretty boring eh? O well, my cousins were funnie talkin, but they got all mushie n it was sad. But it was good, pretty weddin. Sorrie bout your shoes too =P Shoulda worn boots...ahhh the things people do to look good =P Well, it worked anyway, you looked great~
Neways, i was thinkin bout smthg baby pixie wrote, bout bein a 'Piscean' n the whole empathy thing. I guess it is true that a pisces is very empathetic, cause I kno I can feel peoples pain. Thing is...I dun let it overcome me n take me over to make me depressed. Gota feel their feelings, then help them through it, thats what the 'gift' of empathy can do for you. I think if you have the capablitiy to be empathetic, you have the capablity to be strong and overcome feelings you would get from someone, and be able to channel it into an effective way to help'em. You wouldnt be given the ability if you couldnt handle it. So be strong, n fight the feelings for the sake of the close friends.
Side Note: I didnt kno Pisces were supposed to be empathetic, i guess thats where i get it from =P GOoooooooooooo PISCES!!~ But empathy bugs me...cause I only seem to be the person everyone talks to for probs n whatever...not to have fun. Grr...o well, it dun matter, at least I can help ppls...thats all that mattahs~! =) Newaaaaaysssss, I'm out~
Peace~!
Saturday, March 08, 2003
OWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!
MY KNEEEESSSSSSSSSSSS>....................
Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...
I just slipped on my way back from Julie's house....DAMN ICE...DAMN HIGH SNOW...!!!
My kneessss >_<
FIAHFOIHAFIH
Friggin killin meeeeeeeeee........
I hobbled alllll the way home.......
FRIGGIN
but I managed to J-walk 16th...lol
but still!!
My knees hurt from football earlier today alreadddddddyyyyyyy.........
FRIGGING~!
Grrrrrrrr...need shower...brb
MY KNEEEESSSSSSSSSSSS>....................
Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...
I just slipped on my way back from Julie's house....DAMN ICE...DAMN HIGH SNOW...!!!
My kneessss >_<
FIAHFOIHAFIH
Friggin killin meeeeeeeeee........
I hobbled alllll the way home.......
FRIGGIN
but I managed to J-walk 16th...lol
but still!!
My knees hurt from football earlier today alreadddddddyyyyyyy.........
FRIGGING~!
Grrrrrrrr...need shower...brb
Friday, March 07, 2003
Felix's tests~
Your Heart is Yellow
What Color is Your Heart?
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You come from the Ocean. You've always been drawn
to the sea, the sound of the waves, the crystal
blue water, near the sea is where you belong.
Where Did Your Soul Originate?
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Your Heart is Yellow
What Color is Your Heart?
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You come from the Ocean. You've always been drawn
to the sea, the sound of the waves, the crystal
blue water, near the sea is where you belong.
Where Did Your Soul Originate?
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I'm tired...
Football was fun, we should again~
but I couldnt feel my heel afterwards...
YAY march break
but i'm too tired to celebrate, so nap it is.
I'm tired...
Football was fun, we should again~
but I couldnt feel my heel afterwards...
YAY march break
but i'm too tired to celebrate, so nap it is.
Wednesday, March 05, 2003
GRrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..today isnt a very fun day >_<
Sorrie Jess if you cant come...=/ If you dun wana I understand...but I feel bad cause they have a thing set...Too bad its in Hamilton, it makes things just that much more complicated. Hmmm...maaaaaaaaaan....but i really want you to come too...dun mean you gota go around wit my family, lol, we can ignore'em cept for the occasional, "hiiiiiiiii, this is jessica...blah blah blah, yes we're doing good, okay *flash smile* byeeeeeeeeee~~" lol...but thats kinda fun to just be all, hahahaha to them =P Iuno....but yaaaaaaaa...if you just wnaa come to thing its all good, we'll go then. But o wait! My parents just walked in with a new plan, that could work if you're willing =P I'll tell ya tomorrow =)
neways...Other bad news of the day...Chem test was rapage. I missed a whole page on Galvanic Cell.....7 marks down the tube.......FRIG, not gonna do well in chem...or calc...or anything, I'm not going to university...FUCKIN HELL......ORAOHAIOHIOAHFOAIPHTFIOAUHWRIUAHSIF HF
Okay...time for studying...GOIAH RWYHOFIYHSEOI TVHSEIUTHWA TAO{*WTRFHAIOWRTH WOHT
Shoot me please =)
Sorrie Jess if you cant come...=/ If you dun wana I understand...but I feel bad cause they have a thing set...Too bad its in Hamilton, it makes things just that much more complicated. Hmmm...maaaaaaaaaan....but i really want you to come too...dun mean you gota go around wit my family, lol, we can ignore'em cept for the occasional, "hiiiiiiiii, this is jessica...blah blah blah, yes we're doing good, okay *flash smile* byeeeeeeeeee~~" lol...but thats kinda fun to just be all, hahahaha to them =P Iuno....but yaaaaaaaa...if you just wnaa come to thing its all good, we'll go then. But o wait! My parents just walked in with a new plan, that could work if you're willing =P I'll tell ya tomorrow =)
neways...Other bad news of the day...Chem test was rapage. I missed a whole page on Galvanic Cell.....7 marks down the tube.......FRIG, not gonna do well in chem...or calc...or anything, I'm not going to university...FUCKIN HELL......ORAOHAIOHIOAHFOAIPHTFIOAUHWRIUAHSIF HF
Okay...time for studying...GOIAH RWYHOFIYHSEOI TVHSEIUTHWA TAO{*WTRFHAIOWRTH WOHT
Shoot me please =)
You kno what...
I'm terrified of turning 18.....
18...I'm an 'adult' right? Which means...I should be taking on more responsiblity...no more excuses for slackin n just playin round...even though i kno nothing really changes when I hit that day...it just represents soooo much i'm not ready for ya kno? Like...18...I shouldnt be all...watching kiddy cartoons like I do, or whatever...ya kno? Gota be a 'man' opposed to the boy that I am...shouldnt be all fun n games...gota be all, grrrrr...n tough n what not...Maybe this is stupid...but iuno...yaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.....................18....wow....its so...old.....ya kno? Shouldnt I be a 'man' by then? Not like...by going out n killin a deer or whatever weird natives do...but like...independent and self-sufficient? and not so damn childish!...Grrrrr...perfect example, me n watchin like...Caillou or Mr. Rogers...or Sailor Moon...or whatever? Iuno.....maybe not perfect example, but its not.....................................................iuno...................................................? Iuno what i'm trying to say...I just dun wana be an adult yet...dun wana take on responsiblity yet...well, i have enough already i mean...maybe I already am...iuno...I'm not all brave n tough though...am I? Iuno...too many questions, too much to think about...and too much chem to study for
Back to it...
I'm terrified of turning 18.....
18...I'm an 'adult' right? Which means...I should be taking on more responsiblity...no more excuses for slackin n just playin round...even though i kno nothing really changes when I hit that day...it just represents soooo much i'm not ready for ya kno? Like...18...I shouldnt be all...watching kiddy cartoons like I do, or whatever...ya kno? Gota be a 'man' opposed to the boy that I am...shouldnt be all fun n games...gota be all, grrrrr...n tough n what not...Maybe this is stupid...but iuno...yaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.....................18....wow....its so...old.....ya kno? Shouldnt I be a 'man' by then? Not like...by going out n killin a deer or whatever weird natives do...but like...independent and self-sufficient? and not so damn childish!...Grrrrr...perfect example, me n watchin like...Caillou or Mr. Rogers...or Sailor Moon...or whatever? Iuno.....maybe not perfect example, but its not.....................................................iuno...................................................? Iuno what i'm trying to say...I just dun wana be an adult yet...dun wana take on responsiblity yet...well, i have enough already i mean...maybe I already am...iuno...I'm not all brave n tough though...am I? Iuno...too many questions, too much to think about...and too much chem to study for
Back to it...
Tuesday, March 04, 2003
ARRRRGGGGGGGGGGH
I cant stop thinking..
'I want to go home'
Even though I am CLEARLY sitting at home........
I fucking have to carry school with me home...so I cant relax.......
GAWD...
And fuckin chemistry textbook gives me un-answerable questions, cause our stupid chart dun have the stupid half-reactions or E cells...
I hattteeeeeeeeee scchooooollllllll.................
I also hate calculus
not fair that my test is Thursday, and the rest of the calculus ppl have it after March Break...
Why? Because my teacher is a hypocrite...or however you spell it
Yes, lets make everything fair for people...by making a longer test for my class, and make them have the test a week before the other class =)
That sounds fair, very fair...
Seeing as the other classes all get to study of march break (assuming they want to) wheN i get...1 day because I have a chem test tml. Fucking ASSHOLE
I HATE YOU SOOOOOOO MUCH MR.LIM, IF I WERE TO SEE YOU LAYING IN A DARK ALLEY WITH A KNIFE WOUND, I WOULD RUN UP TO YOU, AND KICK YOU WHILE YOU'RE DOWN, LIKE YOU'RE TO DOING TO US...
FUCKER!!!
Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.........
Fucking double cohort...I rather be stabbed an laying in an alley...at least I could heal from that, its only a flesh wound...If I have to stay back another year...it'll be fucking humliated!! Ugh...Sure, some people plan on staying back, and thats all well and good for them if they can accept being slower than their friends in university. But see, I cant accept that. I kno i'm not STUPID...and I CAN do all this stuff, but I screw up on stupid lil things, and I'm going fuckin kill someone.......I hate school ihate it i hate it.
I ESPECIALLY HATE MR. LIM!!!
Omfg, I will SO tell him off one day...if he rubs me the wrong way...oooooooooo...he'll hear an ear load...then wana 'talk to me about it' as if he could reason with me about why he's being so unfair. Maybe I'm being unfair to him by not giving him credit enough that he's doiing the 'right thing' for us. But I dont feel that he is, and he obviously hasnt explained WHY this is the best thing. If he did that, maybe I would be more satisfied. BUT HE HASNT. ASSHOLE. OMFG i want to beat him sooooooo badly...........................a swift kick to his tiny deformed lil head, and BAM he's out like a light! I can soooooooo see it right now...hahhahaha...o thats good...FUCK
I HATE HIM....................GRRRRRRRRRrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
I want sleep.
I cant stop thinking..
'I want to go home'
Even though I am CLEARLY sitting at home........
I fucking have to carry school with me home...so I cant relax.......
GAWD...
And fuckin chemistry textbook gives me un-answerable questions, cause our stupid chart dun have the stupid half-reactions or E cells...
I hattteeeeeeeeee scchooooollllllll.................
I also hate calculus
not fair that my test is Thursday, and the rest of the calculus ppl have it after March Break...
Why? Because my teacher is a hypocrite...or however you spell it
Yes, lets make everything fair for people...by making a longer test for my class, and make them have the test a week before the other class =)
That sounds fair, very fair...
Seeing as the other classes all get to study of march break (assuming they want to) wheN i get...1 day because I have a chem test tml. Fucking ASSHOLE
I HATE YOU SOOOOOOO MUCH MR.LIM, IF I WERE TO SEE YOU LAYING IN A DARK ALLEY WITH A KNIFE WOUND, I WOULD RUN UP TO YOU, AND KICK YOU WHILE YOU'RE DOWN, LIKE YOU'RE TO DOING TO US...
FUCKER!!!
Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.........
Fucking double cohort...I rather be stabbed an laying in an alley...at least I could heal from that, its only a flesh wound...If I have to stay back another year...it'll be fucking humliated!! Ugh...Sure, some people plan on staying back, and thats all well and good for them if they can accept being slower than their friends in university. But see, I cant accept that. I kno i'm not STUPID...and I CAN do all this stuff, but I screw up on stupid lil things, and I'm going fuckin kill someone.......I hate school ihate it i hate it.
I ESPECIALLY HATE MR. LIM!!!
Omfg, I will SO tell him off one day...if he rubs me the wrong way...oooooooooo...he'll hear an ear load...then wana 'talk to me about it' as if he could reason with me about why he's being so unfair. Maybe I'm being unfair to him by not giving him credit enough that he's doiing the 'right thing' for us. But I dont feel that he is, and he obviously hasnt explained WHY this is the best thing. If he did that, maybe I would be more satisfied. BUT HE HASNT. ASSHOLE. OMFG i want to beat him sooooooo badly...........................a swift kick to his tiny deformed lil head, and BAM he's out like a light! I can soooooooo see it right now...hahhahaha...o thats good...FUCK
I HATE HIM....................GRRRRRRRRRrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
I want sleep.
Monday, March 03, 2003
You are WATER! Sympathetic and emotional, you feel your way through most situations, struggling with logic at every turn. Sometimes you let your feelings cloud your judgement, but out of everyone, you're the most supportive and loving.
Damn you and these tests...makes me distracted..but yay water =)
Alright, i'm a biter, I stole this from Baby Pixie's friend's site.
I'm bored, so i figured I'd do it...enjoy?
In the last 48 hours, have you...
01. Cried: Nope
02. Bought something: Yup, Old navy sweater...bright letters on the front. you'll see tml.
03. Gotten sick: Maybe...I'm not sure, my voice is weird right now
04. Sang: ye
05. Eaten: ...lol...
06. Been kissed: nope =/
07. Felt stupid: I always feel stupid =)
08. Wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't: Loved? No, but...other stuff.
09. Met someone new: Maybe...i dun remember if i did...
10. Moved on: nothing to move on from.
11. Talk to an ex: yes
12. Missed an ex: not in the way you'd think, just as a friend.
13. Talked to someone you have a crush on: if you count jess~ =P
14. Had a serious talk: always
15. Missed someone: yes~
16. Hugged someone: yup~
17. Fought with your parents: Oddly no, whats up with that.
18. Dreamed about someone you can't be with: nah.
Social Life:
01. Best girl friend: Grace, Vicki, take yer pick, they equal
02. Best guy friend: Felix?
03. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: Jess~
04. If no, current dating partner: lol, dating partner...wtf is that
05. Hobbies: Games, Karate (i think im goin back guys, yay~)
06. Pager: nopes
07. Are you center of attention or the wallflower: Not center of attention..but not a wallflower. Something inbetween.
08. What type automobile do you drive: My feet.
09. What type automobile do you wish you drove: Viper GTS? =)
10. Would you rather be with friends or on a date: grr...hard question...i'm thinkin date, but i dun wana ditch friends~
11. Where is the best hangout: Houses...
12. Do you have a job: neh
13. Do you attend church: nooooooooooooooooooooooooooo...
14. Do you like being around people: yup, most of the time
Sex:
1. How many people have you slept with: none
2. Do you have b/f or g/f: yesh, wasnt this a question up there...?
3. Sexuality: straight.
4. Your sexiest feature: uhhhh.....me?
5. A place you want to have sex: umm...the ocean. lol
6. Kinky things you like: Too many to list =P
7. A sexual fantasy: Wellllllllll........................................................................naaaaaaaaaaaaaah =P
8. A fragrance that makes you think of sex: Not many fragrances get me thinking of sex, but there are other things =P
9. Largest age difference between you and a partner: 0?
10. The best lover you've been with: Best...i just cant pick!!
11. The worst lover: Felix, lol
Personal:
01. Who is your role model: I dont have one...?
02. What is some of your pet peeves: When people make me repeat something...GRR
03. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: occasionally =)
04. Have you ever cried over the opposite sex: yes, but not for relationship stuff...
05. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: I dont see a pattern, do you?
07. Ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you: lol, yes, and I do get my revenge...mwahahah =)
08. Would you rather be dumper or dumped: Neither, both are assly
09. Rather have a relationship or a "hookup": relationship.
10. Want someone you don't have right now: nah, i have all i need~
11. Ever liked your best guy/girl friend: In the passed, before they were my best friend
12. Do you want to get married: yes, eventually.
13. Do you want kids: yes, of course~
14. Do you believe in psychics: To some degree
15. Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time: Maybe? Lets ask a psychic =P
16. What is your favorite part of your physical appearance: uh...iuno...? me as a whole =P
17. What is your favorite part of your emotional being: Helpin ppls?
18. Are you happy with you: Happy...no, satisfied, yes.
19. Are you happy with your life: For now.
20. If you could change something in your life right now, what would it be: I would live in a giant mansion with lots of money and cars and a pool, and I wouldnt need to go to University, because I have a permanent job that cant be taken away from me =P
[ Current Clothes ] PJ pants
[ Current Mood ] meh
[ Current Music ] Tyrese - How you gonna act like that?
[ Current Taste ] Excel Cherry Gum
[ Current Make-up ] All of the latest?
[ Current Hair ] Flat n ungelled
[ Current Annoyance ] This mouth sore...GRRrrr.
[ Current Smell ] Soup, num num num
[ Current thing I ought to be doing ] Studying for chem and math
[ Current Desktop Picture ] Tails sleepin~
[ Current Favorite Group ] Iuno...?
[ Current Book you're reading ] Chem textbook
[ Current CD in CD Player ] Shania Twain - Up~
[ Current DVD in player ] Uh, i dun keep DVD's in the DVD player, thats what cases are for dumb~
[ Current Color Of Toenails ] same as they always are.
[ Current Refreshment ] Water
[ Current Worry ] Getting into Uni.
Well i've pissed away a good few min, Time to go =P
I'm bored, so i figured I'd do it...enjoy?
In the last 48 hours, have you...
01. Cried: Nope
02. Bought something: Yup, Old navy sweater...bright letters on the front. you'll see tml.
03. Gotten sick: Maybe...I'm not sure, my voice is weird right now
04. Sang: ye
05. Eaten: ...lol...
06. Been kissed: nope =/
07. Felt stupid: I always feel stupid =)
08. Wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't: Loved? No, but...other stuff.
09. Met someone new: Maybe...i dun remember if i did...
10. Moved on: nothing to move on from.
11. Talk to an ex: yes
12. Missed an ex: not in the way you'd think, just as a friend.
13. Talked to someone you have a crush on: if you count jess~ =P
14. Had a serious talk: always
15. Missed someone: yes~
16. Hugged someone: yup~
17. Fought with your parents: Oddly no, whats up with that.
18. Dreamed about someone you can't be with: nah.
Social Life:
01. Best girl friend: Grace, Vicki, take yer pick, they equal
02. Best guy friend: Felix?
03. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: Jess~
04. If no, current dating partner: lol, dating partner...wtf is that
05. Hobbies: Games, Karate (i think im goin back guys, yay~)
06. Pager: nopes
07. Are you center of attention or the wallflower: Not center of attention..but not a wallflower. Something inbetween.
08. What type automobile do you drive: My feet.
09. What type automobile do you wish you drove: Viper GTS? =)
10. Would you rather be with friends or on a date: grr...hard question...i'm thinkin date, but i dun wana ditch friends~
11. Where is the best hangout: Houses...
12. Do you have a job: neh
13. Do you attend church: nooooooooooooooooooooooooooo...
14. Do you like being around people: yup, most of the time
Sex:
1. How many people have you slept with: none
2. Do you have b/f or g/f: yesh, wasnt this a question up there...?
3. Sexuality: straight.
4. Your sexiest feature: uhhhh.....me?
5. A place you want to have sex: umm...the ocean. lol
6. Kinky things you like: Too many to list =P
7. A sexual fantasy: Wellllllllll........................................................................naaaaaaaaaaaaaah =P
8. A fragrance that makes you think of sex: Not many fragrances get me thinking of sex, but there are other things =P
9. Largest age difference between you and a partner: 0?
10. The best lover you've been with: Best...i just cant pick!!
11. The worst lover: Felix, lol
Personal:
01. Who is your role model: I dont have one...?
02. What is some of your pet peeves: When people make me repeat something...GRR
03. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: occasionally =)
04. Have you ever cried over the opposite sex: yes, but not for relationship stuff...
05. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: I dont see a pattern, do you?
07. Ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you: lol, yes, and I do get my revenge...mwahahah =)
08. Would you rather be dumper or dumped: Neither, both are assly
09. Rather have a relationship or a "hookup": relationship.
10. Want someone you don't have right now: nah, i have all i need~
11. Ever liked your best guy/girl friend: In the passed, before they were my best friend
12. Do you want to get married: yes, eventually.
13. Do you want kids: yes, of course~
14. Do you believe in psychics: To some degree
15. Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time: Maybe? Lets ask a psychic =P
16. What is your favorite part of your physical appearance: uh...iuno...? me as a whole =P
17. What is your favorite part of your emotional being: Helpin ppls?
18. Are you happy with you: Happy...no, satisfied, yes.
19. Are you happy with your life: For now.
20. If you could change something in your life right now, what would it be: I would live in a giant mansion with lots of money and cars and a pool, and I wouldnt need to go to University, because I have a permanent job that cant be taken away from me =P
[ Current Clothes ] PJ pants
[ Current Mood ] meh
[ Current Music ] Tyrese - How you gonna act like that?
[ Current Taste ] Excel Cherry Gum
[ Current Make-up ] All of the latest?
[ Current Hair ] Flat n ungelled
[ Current Annoyance ] This mouth sore...GRRrrr.
[ Current Smell ] Soup, num num num
[ Current thing I ought to be doing ] Studying for chem and math
[ Current Desktop Picture ] Tails sleepin~
[ Current Favorite Group ] Iuno...?
[ Current Book you're reading ] Chem textbook
[ Current CD in CD Player ] Shania Twain - Up~
[ Current DVD in player ] Uh, i dun keep DVD's in the DVD player, thats what cases are for dumb~
[ Current Color Of Toenails ] same as they always are.
[ Current Refreshment ] Water
[ Current Worry ] Getting into Uni.
Well i've pissed away a good few min, Time to go =P
Cocky-ness...friend or foe?
Now...see...in girls, its kinda sexy n cute...but in guys its a piss off =P
but that may just be me...but I loveeeeee when Piper is cocky, its sooooooooooooo sexy...ahhhhhh =)
But when someone like... the 'english people' if you catch my drift (Not english people for real, just a name for someone) it is VERY annoying =P So....the question remains...is it good or bad...cause I think we're all a bit cocky now and then, some more than others =P You kno who youa re....lol
But then, isnt cocky-ness just another way of saying confidence? Maybe it would be over-confident, but is that better than being under-confident? Being under-confident is just as bad as being over no? And I think you know who I'm talking bout. Hopefully =P Neways, yaaaaaaaaa...there has to be a balance me thinks...I think most people have found a balance somewhere...? Cept a few I can see extremes =P But some are worse than others...iuno where this is coming from, probably baby pixie thinkin' i'm cocky =P
Well, I am cocky.......to some extent. But I'm not TOO cocky. At least i'd like to think so
hahah =)
Neways
Time to have my soup~
Night all
Now...see...in girls, its kinda sexy n cute...but in guys its a piss off =P
but that may just be me...but I loveeeeee when Piper is cocky, its sooooooooooooo sexy...ahhhhhh =)
But when someone like... the 'english people' if you catch my drift (Not english people for real, just a name for someone) it is VERY annoying =P So....the question remains...is it good or bad...cause I think we're all a bit cocky now and then, some more than others =P You kno who youa re....lol
But then, isnt cocky-ness just another way of saying confidence? Maybe it would be over-confident, but is that better than being under-confident? Being under-confident is just as bad as being over no? And I think you know who I'm talking bout. Hopefully =P Neways, yaaaaaaaaa...there has to be a balance me thinks...I think most people have found a balance somewhere...? Cept a few I can see extremes =P But some are worse than others...iuno where this is coming from, probably baby pixie thinkin' i'm cocky =P
Well, I am cocky.......to some extent. But I'm not TOO cocky. At least i'd like to think so
hahah =)
Neways
Time to have my soup~
Night all
Sunday, March 02, 2003
Happy B-Day K.l. !!
B-day thing was pretty good, funnie pix =P
You're lucky you got me in 2...=P
Maybe next time more...?
Iuno why I dun like pix even...I just...am self-consious when it comes to pix..hahhaha, how gay =P
o well...
Well, lame movie...the eyes or whatever...
some stupid chinese movie. I dun even kno WHY we watched it, sooooooooooooooo not fun...frigging confusing to...it made no sense.
Seeing ghosts because you have someone else's eyes does NOT mean you can hear the ghosts...eyes and ears are not connectedddddddddddddddddddd
Lame movie!!
Sooooooooooo lame.
I also win in the anti-god talk against vicki
Check another point for the good guys dumcat~!
Fatez, dun worrie so much bout some stuff, sure i kno this stuff can hit ya hard, but i kno yer a guy who can take a lot of crap. Chill out n keep up the nice-ness
Saturday, March 01, 2003
Well...
drinking is fun =)
Sorrie to all the people who drove and didnt get to drink, that sux =P
but it was fun =P
I'm friggin tired though...=P
Sowwie Jess, no drunk rambling, i got sober a lot faster...no fun...=P
Thx to Nathan for the house providing =P
We gota go shoppin tml~~
lol
I got better at DDR after I had alcohol in me!! hahah =P
Anyways, time to sleep
Love you all =P
mwahahha
drinking is fun =)
Sorrie to all the people who drove and didnt get to drink, that sux =P
but it was fun =P
I'm friggin tired though...=P
Sowwie Jess, no drunk rambling, i got sober a lot faster...no fun...=P
Thx to Nathan for the house providing =P
We gota go shoppin tml~~
lol
I got better at DDR after I had alcohol in me!! hahah =P
Anyways, time to sleep
Love you all =P
mwahahha
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