Dreams.
Thursday, February 27, 2003
Well, today didnt start out to be a very good day..
Lots of calculus homework, people buggin me, namely, Mr. Lim. Just an overall annoying day...til after 5th =P
Honestly, Jess, you made my day =) Just seeing you after class n holding my hand, you made up for the crap ass day I had~ =)
Anyways......nough with the mushie stuff =P
I gota go do some calculus homework..
LOTS and LOTS of calculus...and probably start studying for chem test next week~
Lots of calculus homework, people buggin me, namely, Mr. Lim. Just an overall annoying day...til after 5th =P
Honestly, Jess, you made my day =) Just seeing you after class n holding my hand, you made up for the crap ass day I had~ =)
Anyways......nough with the mushie stuff =P
I gota go do some calculus homework..
LOTS and LOTS of calculus...and probably start studying for chem test next week~
Wednesday, February 26, 2003
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.............!
I hate school still...
lalalal...lalalal...lalala...alallala...
At home...I keep thinking, I wana go home, i wana go home...
but then I'm think...You are at home IDIOT...
but I dun feel at home cause i have all this fuckin work to do...i might as well still be at school...
I HATE YOU SCHOOL
lalaallaalalal...
okay, thats my odd observation for the day.
Anyway...
Sorrie to Ryan n Chrisitne n the people who recently found out bout me n Jess. I thought it was Sandy/Carolyn's job to spread it, cause they do that soooooooo well already =P But yaaaaaaaa....well, now you know? I just didnt wana spread it to big, i dun like being the centre of attention very much =P Only occasionally~
Uh...i think thats it
Time for chem
I hate school still...
lalalal...lalalal...lalala...alallala...
At home...I keep thinking, I wana go home, i wana go home...
but then I'm think...You are at home IDIOT...
but I dun feel at home cause i have all this fuckin work to do...i might as well still be at school...
I HATE YOU SCHOOL
lalaallaalalal...
okay, thats my odd observation for the day.
Anyway...
Sorrie to Ryan n Chrisitne n the people who recently found out bout me n Jess. I thought it was Sandy/Carolyn's job to spread it, cause they do that soooooooo well already =P But yaaaaaaaa....well, now you know? I just didnt wana spread it to big, i dun like being the centre of attention very much =P Only occasionally~
Uh...i think thats it
Time for chem
Tuesday, February 25, 2003
OFIAYWR(*UWIOAEHFS(OE"IRFios'dg
I FUCKING FUCKING FUCKING HATE CALCULUS
OMFG
AAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
CARELESS MISTAKES ARE THE DEATH OF ME
UGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FUCKING FUCKING FUCKKKKKKKKKKING HELL
OARIH)(*$RHKS (OIHRKLESOI"T(PEHTGosi hg
I'm going to FUCKING CRY
I didnt even fucking get 80 on the fuckin test and I knew almost everything on it...FUCKING FUCKING FUCKING HELL
FUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKIIIIIIIINNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGGGG HHHHHHEEEEEELLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
UGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I'm stupid
I HATE SCHOOL
I HATE SCHOOL
I HATE SCHOOL
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH
OMFG, SCHOOL NEEDS TO FUCKING DIE
UAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGH!O (YUOS*ITHFOISA:HTg
.......................................................
Kill me now.
I FUCKING FUCKING FUCKING HATE CALCULUS
OMFG
AAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
CARELESS MISTAKES ARE THE DEATH OF ME
UGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FUCKING FUCKING FUCKKKKKKKKKKING HELL
OARIH)(*$RHKS (OIHRKLESOI"T(PEHTGosi hg
I'm going to FUCKING CRY
I didnt even fucking get 80 on the fuckin test and I knew almost everything on it...FUCKING FUCKING FUCKING HELL
FUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKIIIIIIIINNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGGGG HHHHHHEEEEEELLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
UGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I'm stupid
I HATE SCHOOL
I HATE SCHOOL
I HATE SCHOOL
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH
OMFG, SCHOOL NEEDS TO FUCKING DIE
UAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGH!O (YUOS*ITHFOISA:HTg
.......................................................
Kill me now.
Alright...
well, people have been askin me what I want for my b-day...(crazy early birds)
Anyway, I was thinkin...and checkin out charmed websites, and I have come up with a lil list.
1) Anything Charmed (preferably Piper, aka, Holly Mary Combs, i hear a DVD set is coming out, but from Jan - June 2003, so probably not in time >_<)
2) Anything Tails =P
3) A new video card? =)
4) Warcraft III...the real version =P
5) Maybe a cool necklace? Smthg blue preferably
6) Clothes? (this is more for family...than friends...but if you feell inclined to get clothes, whatever?)
Hmmm
That is all for now~
o wait...anything cool anime-like
You kno what I like..=P Water chars n what not~
Dun feel you gota get nething either, just lettin ya kno~
well, people have been askin me what I want for my b-day...(crazy early birds)
Anyway, I was thinkin...and checkin out charmed websites, and I have come up with a lil list.
1) Anything Charmed (preferably Piper, aka, Holly Mary Combs, i hear a DVD set is coming out, but from Jan - June 2003, so probably not in time >_<)
2) Anything Tails =P
3) A new video card? =)
4) Warcraft III...the real version =P
5) Maybe a cool necklace? Smthg blue preferably
6) Clothes? (this is more for family...than friends...but if you feell inclined to get clothes, whatever?)
Hmmm
That is all for now~
o wait...anything cool anime-like
You kno what I like..=P Water chars n what not~
Dun feel you gota get nething either, just lettin ya kno~
Monday, February 24, 2003
AHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh........
I am sooooo tireedddddd...and behind in work...
Friggin, so much for bein a 'Good Student'
But at least I'm doing SOME homework...And I was away for the first day of learning limits in Calculus cause I slept in...Greaaaaaaaaatttt...
O well, i can always ask for extra help from Lim
That bastard...Gives soooooo much work...but I dun wana give him the satisfaction on knowing he helped me. He bugs me. Maybe I should just get a tutor...just to be like...HA! Fuck you lim, I'm smart, without your help, suck it bitch. Even though it would be with the help of a tutor, but still. He friggin ALWAYS looks down on the fuckin people that took functions. He's all...ya, if you took functions last year, you're probably gonna need some help with the course, blh balhb aklh
I do NOT appreciate him underestimating me like that. Sure I'm assly in math, but imma pull off a 90 in this course inspite of his, "11 u/c people are probably going to need extra help" BASTARD. I bet if i cared enough about math, i'd be better than you EVER would. Loser ass cock sucking whore. UGH!!
Okay, I'm done bout him~
Anyway, I had sleep today, i'm proud.
but I did miss calc for it...haha, o well..
I'm hungry...latah
I am sooooo tireedddddd...and behind in work...
Friggin, so much for bein a 'Good Student'
But at least I'm doing SOME homework...And I was away for the first day of learning limits in Calculus cause I slept in...Greaaaaaaaaatttt...
O well, i can always ask for extra help from Lim
That bastard...Gives soooooo much work...but I dun wana give him the satisfaction on knowing he helped me. He bugs me. Maybe I should just get a tutor...just to be like...HA! Fuck you lim, I'm smart, without your help, suck it bitch. Even though it would be with the help of a tutor, but still. He friggin ALWAYS looks down on the fuckin people that took functions. He's all...ya, if you took functions last year, you're probably gonna need some help with the course, blh balhb aklh
I do NOT appreciate him underestimating me like that. Sure I'm assly in math, but imma pull off a 90 in this course inspite of his, "11 u/c people are probably going to need extra help" BASTARD. I bet if i cared enough about math, i'd be better than you EVER would. Loser ass cock sucking whore. UGH!!
Okay, I'm done bout him~
Anyway, I had sleep today, i'm proud.
but I did miss calc for it...haha, o well..
I'm hungry...latah
Sunday, February 23, 2003
Ahh...my excursions downtown are always...interesting...
Subways annoy me...i always have to sit beside gross people...
Today I sat beside someone that smelled like pepperoni...uncooked......
Had some scary guy kinda walking around me at the library too, and then I went upstairs to explore, and there he was again! And then I come back down to do my work, he's sitting at the next table...and he kept walking behind my damn chair...friggin scary! ya, but i'm sure it was just conicedences =P but he was a scary lookin guy. Also I got some odd looks from people while I walked by them, I think just cause I disturbed their reading or whatever...=P And I realized, a lot of people in the world are gross lookin...like...on the subway is where they hide out!! Friggin dirty...Also crazies are on the subway. People that talk to themselves outloud in public, and walk very very fast...sounds very much like me...cept the talkin to self in public...but this dude walked faster than me!! FASTER THAN ME!! AHH!! CRAZY!!! and then he talked to himself pretty loud...hahaha, it was funine actually~
Got a good amount of quotes for this law phase one thing...but I really wana take a nap...so i think I will before I do more work on it =P
Subways annoy me...i always have to sit beside gross people...
Today I sat beside someone that smelled like pepperoni...uncooked......
Had some scary guy kinda walking around me at the library too, and then I went upstairs to explore, and there he was again! And then I come back down to do my work, he's sitting at the next table...and he kept walking behind my damn chair...friggin scary! ya, but i'm sure it was just conicedences =P but he was a scary lookin guy. Also I got some odd looks from people while I walked by them, I think just cause I disturbed their reading or whatever...=P And I realized, a lot of people in the world are gross lookin...like...on the subway is where they hide out!! Friggin dirty...Also crazies are on the subway. People that talk to themselves outloud in public, and walk very very fast...sounds very much like me...cept the talkin to self in public...but this dude walked faster than me!! FASTER THAN ME!! AHH!! CRAZY!!! and then he talked to himself pretty loud...hahaha, it was funine actually~
Got a good amount of quotes for this law phase one thing...but I really wana take a nap...so i think I will before I do more work on it =P
Friday, February 21, 2003
Maaaaaaan
I'm so tired, but i gota wait for my damn hair to dry..
I cant go to bed wit wet hair, my grandma always told me not to...lol, something about getting sick. So i dont...I dont know why I believe her, maybe cause she's 90. Its pretty early for me tonight, 1:30am...maybe I'll actually be on time for chemistry tomorrow...speaking of which, i did not do that stupid project...o well, its not due til monday, but i have sooooooo much work this weekend for my law essay...so maybe I shoulda done it today...FUCK i knew i was missing something...i'll do my calc hwk at lunch tml....for now...sleep.
o shiet, and course selection...
frig, what DID i do today, i dun even kno...
After Monday I will feel...sorta free.
School is soooooooo much more stressing when you actually are doing hwk...I dun see how people did this before...maybe it woulda been smarter for me to do it earlier, cause then I woulda prepared myself for all this shit...either that or I'd be so worn out by now that I'd do worse...I wonder how that would turned out...
Whateverrr....too late to think deep into things.
I'm so tired, but i gota wait for my damn hair to dry..
I cant go to bed wit wet hair, my grandma always told me not to...lol, something about getting sick. So i dont...I dont know why I believe her, maybe cause she's 90. Its pretty early for me tonight, 1:30am...maybe I'll actually be on time for chemistry tomorrow...speaking of which, i did not do that stupid project...o well, its not due til monday, but i have sooooooo much work this weekend for my law essay...so maybe I shoulda done it today...FUCK i knew i was missing something...i'll do my calc hwk at lunch tml....for now...sleep.
o shiet, and course selection...
frig, what DID i do today, i dun even kno...
After Monday I will feel...sorta free.
School is soooooooo much more stressing when you actually are doing hwk...I dun see how people did this before...maybe it woulda been smarter for me to do it earlier, cause then I woulda prepared myself for all this shit...either that or I'd be so worn out by now that I'd do worse...I wonder how that would turned out...
Whateverrr....too late to think deep into things.
Thursday, February 20, 2003
LOL
omfggggggggggggggggggg
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO FUNNIE
i think Catherine n Sandy will appreciate this the most...
either that or be repelled by the 'gayness' of it...
LOL
You HAVE to check this out...
My favourite quote from it...
'Orange Juice is Gay, Orange Juice is gay, Orange Juiced raped my father...and that makes him gay, because we all know orange juice is male'
LOL LOL LOL
Check it out, some fat kid singing about things that are gay.
Thx to spencer for sendin this...LOL
omfggggggggggggggggggg
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO FUNNIE
i think Catherine n Sandy will appreciate this the most...
either that or be repelled by the 'gayness' of it...
LOL
You HAVE to check this out...
My favourite quote from it...
'Orange Juice is Gay, Orange Juice is gay, Orange Juiced raped my father...and that makes him gay, because we all know orange juice is male'
LOL LOL LOL
Check it out, some fat kid singing about things that are gay.
Thx to spencer for sendin this...LOL
I had a strange dream today...when i was supposed to be studying for chem...=P
I was dreaming bout playing Phantasy Star Online, and talkin to Jess, cause thats all i really wanted to do today...
and it went pretty long, but then I woke up n i really wasnt doing that, n it sucked...
Okay, maybe its not so strange, but its cool that I was doing all i wanted to do in my dream...better than dreamin bout Koala's and Husky's and Mrs. Snowball =)
Mwahahah
I'm actually finding it harder to blog lately like dumcat...iuno why...stupid school is taking up a lot of time...actually DOING homework is such a pain. Why cant it be like the old days, where I sat on my ass, didnt study, and pulled off 80's? Now I gota study to pull of 80's...wtf...friggin gr. 12...
o well...HOPEFULLY the calc test wasnt SOOOOOOOOOOO bad...i can MAYBE pull off an 85? doubtful, but HOPEFULLY an 80...Friggin TIPS question...factor x^5 - y^5 WTF, like we learned that...9 fuckin marks for TIPS...ARGH...i better at least get part marks, i kno i did it wrong though...>_< I hate calculus...
Why is my teacher so unfair...whatever...okay, back to battery studying
I was dreaming bout playing Phantasy Star Online, and talkin to Jess, cause thats all i really wanted to do today...
and it went pretty long, but then I woke up n i really wasnt doing that, n it sucked...
Okay, maybe its not so strange, but its cool that I was doing all i wanted to do in my dream...better than dreamin bout Koala's and Husky's and Mrs. Snowball =)
Mwahahah
I'm actually finding it harder to blog lately like dumcat...iuno why...stupid school is taking up a lot of time...actually DOING homework is such a pain. Why cant it be like the old days, where I sat on my ass, didnt study, and pulled off 80's? Now I gota study to pull of 80's...wtf...friggin gr. 12...
o well...HOPEFULLY the calc test wasnt SOOOOOOOOOOO bad...i can MAYBE pull off an 85? doubtful, but HOPEFULLY an 80...Friggin TIPS question...factor x^5 - y^5 WTF, like we learned that...9 fuckin marks for TIPS...ARGH...i better at least get part marks, i kno i did it wrong though...>_< I hate calculus...
Why is my teacher so unfair...whatever...okay, back to battery studying
Tuesday, February 18, 2003
Ugh...
I forgot to bitch about stupid people...
Damn white people of saskatchewan...making a law after the railroad banning chinese men employing white women to drive us out of the country
BASTARDS!!
RACIST BASTARDS!!!
I would kick your asses if you were alive now...
Yes it was long time ago, but GAWD...
grrrrrrrr...
At least my family beat your asses.
BEAT YOU HARD!!
Found chinese people anyway, and lived here, suck it.
Bitches
BITCHES...
I'm done.
no wait.
I HATE CALCULUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I forgot to bitch about stupid people...
Damn white people of saskatchewan...making a law after the railroad banning chinese men employing white women to drive us out of the country
BASTARDS!!
RACIST BASTARDS!!!
I would kick your asses if you were alive now...
Yes it was long time ago, but GAWD...
grrrrrrrr...
At least my family beat your asses.
BEAT YOU HARD!!
Found chinese people anyway, and lived here, suck it.
Bitches
BITCHES...
I'm done.
no wait.
I HATE CALCULUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Calculus test tml.......
Boooooooooooo...
For some reason, i cant stop thinkin about that sign in the classroom that says "Caclulost?"
lol, i think its clever...or funnie, whatever =P You kno what I mean.
Now I gota type up this mini essay for law, and then get Calculost~
Maybe I should get a tutor...even though I'm not all for tutors, but maybe i should, just to get into University...but I dun have very much trouble wit calc, i just suck at adding and subtracting negative and postive things lol =P
Yay Calculator~! my best friend =P
Do dodo do..do..dodooddo...do...dodododo...do...
If anyone can guess what song i was just 'do do do'ing to, i will do something very special for you.
=)
Okay, time for law.
Tah tah
Boooooooooooo...
For some reason, i cant stop thinkin about that sign in the classroom that says "Caclulost?"
lol, i think its clever...or funnie, whatever =P You kno what I mean.
Now I gota type up this mini essay for law, and then get Calculost~
Maybe I should get a tutor...even though I'm not all for tutors, but maybe i should, just to get into University...but I dun have very much trouble wit calc, i just suck at adding and subtracting negative and postive things lol =P
Yay Calculator~! my best friend =P
Do dodo do..do..dodooddo...do...dodododo...do...
If anyone can guess what song i was just 'do do do'ing to, i will do something very special for you.
=)
Okay, time for law.
Tah tah
Monday, February 17, 2003
I've actually seriously been considering going to TC...
but then I feel that its such a cop out, a way to deal with my problems without dealing with them for real
If I believe in "God" n if I placed complete faith in him, then I could depend on him...or her...lets say it...
Thats so much better than depending on other people...but then...it seems so...iuno...I dun like a lot about the religion though...
Gawd, wahts wrong with me, how is the anti-christ in me dying!? Probably not dying, just tired...Tired of being lonely...?
Maybe I should give this church thing another go...
NO!
Christianity goes against my equality thing...All religions are equal, none are superior, but if Christians think they are sooooo high n mighty, high n mighty enough to say that they are the one true religion, then I say screw off you assholes. Ahh, i am reminded of what I dislike about Christianity again. Not to mention United States used to be a Christian Country. Evil united states...I somehow link United States and Christianity with cocky-ness. Dont ask me why, but they seem to go hand in hand...
But maybe I should go just to check it out, to make sure I dun like the religion for the right reasons. Or maybe to pick up more I can not like about it?
Maybe...but then paying to go to something I dont really kno if i wana go...hmmmmmm..
Iuno...
Just a thought, I probably wont go through wit it, knowing me.
but then I feel that its such a cop out, a way to deal with my problems without dealing with them for real
If I believe in "God" n if I placed complete faith in him, then I could depend on him...or her...lets say it...
Thats so much better than depending on other people...but then...it seems so...iuno...I dun like a lot about the religion though...
Gawd, wahts wrong with me, how is the anti-christ in me dying!? Probably not dying, just tired...Tired of being lonely...?
Maybe I should give this church thing another go...
NO!
Christianity goes against my equality thing...All religions are equal, none are superior, but if Christians think they are sooooo high n mighty, high n mighty enough to say that they are the one true religion, then I say screw off you assholes. Ahh, i am reminded of what I dislike about Christianity again. Not to mention United States used to be a Christian Country. Evil united states...I somehow link United States and Christianity with cocky-ness. Dont ask me why, but they seem to go hand in hand...
But maybe I should go just to check it out, to make sure I dun like the religion for the right reasons. Or maybe to pick up more I can not like about it?
Maybe...but then paying to go to something I dont really kno if i wana go...hmmmmmm..
Iuno...
Just a thought, I probably wont go through wit it, knowing me.
Saturday, February 15, 2003
Friday, February 14, 2003
Ahhhhhhhhhh
Poems eat me...
But this one isnt SOooooooooooo bad..
I hope...grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...the things you do for a girl =P
O welll =) its worth it I guess~
OKaaaaaaaaaaaay
Now to finish my chem homework..lol
FRIG
at least its FRIDAY yayyayayay~!~!
YAyyayaya...
Happy V-day everyone!
Happy B-day Vicki and Steven!!
Okay, hwk time
lattttttttah
Poems eat me...
But this one isnt SOooooooooooo bad..
I hope...grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...the things you do for a girl =P
O welll =) its worth it I guess~
OKaaaaaaaaaaaay
Now to finish my chem homework..lol
FRIG
at least its FRIDAY yayyayayay~!~!
YAyyayaya...
Happy V-day everyone!
Happy B-day Vicki and Steven!!
Okay, hwk time
lattttttttah
Thursday, February 13, 2003
Alright, new favourite quote...which i will put on the site's side later...
From charmed of course.
Piper "Uh...ya but but...they dont know what we dream about do they? I mean...thats all confidenticial...clearly...isnt it?"
Piper "I dont get it...why would a demon be interested in killing people's dreams...they're just harmless erotic fun..."
Paige "Did you just say erotic...?"
Piper "......................exotic...I said exotic......"
hahahahha
this is the episode where dreams came to life =P
heheheheh
I love charmed =)
From charmed of course.
Piper "Uh...ya but but...they dont know what we dream about do they? I mean...thats all confidenticial...clearly...isnt it?"
Piper "I dont get it...why would a demon be interested in killing people's dreams...they're just harmless erotic fun..."
Paige "Did you just say erotic...?"
Piper "......................exotic...I said exotic......"
hahahahha
this is the episode where dreams came to life =P
heheheheh
I love charmed =)
Wednesday, February 12, 2003
Ahhhhhhhhhh..
Law is sooooo painful!!
Friggin essay in 10min.....UGH...
Screwed that up
Maaaaan
I also missed that stupid pick up courses if you might stay an extra year...which I might be forced to do...GIOAHFIUAHFOIAH
MAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN
okay, gota pick up the slack...but first...games to take a break =P
Law is sooooo painful!!
Friggin essay in 10min.....UGH...
Screwed that up
Maaaaan
I also missed that stupid pick up courses if you might stay an extra year...which I might be forced to do...GIOAHFIUAHFOIAH
MAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN
okay, gota pick up the slack...but first...games to take a break =P
Tuesday, February 11, 2003
I dont know what I just did in the passed 2 hours...Somehow I wasted them...o well, time for hwk.....F$@)U)(UR#RWOIJFKS
i hate hwk...
i hate hwk...
Wow...
I discovered an odd and very interesting fact today!!
Teachers own 58% of the Leafs!!!
WTF?!!?!?
How you ask?
Well, something about their pensions...n their pension managers invest the money all the teachers pay them, and they go and invest it to things, and they just bought 58% of the Leafs!! Toronto Maple Leafs!! I was very surprised...
Why 58% anyway,...you only need 51%...but ya, now when the Leafs wana trade players, or do something, they have to go through a board of 9 people appointed by the teachers pension ppl...AHHH
CRAZYNESS!!
And I also found out another interesting fact today...
Somewhere in Winnepeg, its -41 degrees C!!!
HOLY BEJEBUS!!!!
I dun think you can even walk outside then!!!
Your skin fuses to metal at -28 degrees...so...dun that mean that a lot of ppl would be...frozen...?
O well =P
CRAZYYYYYYYNESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
I discovered an odd and very interesting fact today!!
Teachers own 58% of the Leafs!!!
WTF?!!?!?
How you ask?
Well, something about their pensions...n their pension managers invest the money all the teachers pay them, and they go and invest it to things, and they just bought 58% of the Leafs!! Toronto Maple Leafs!! I was very surprised...
Why 58% anyway,...you only need 51%...but ya, now when the Leafs wana trade players, or do something, they have to go through a board of 9 people appointed by the teachers pension ppl...AHHH
CRAZYNESS!!
And I also found out another interesting fact today...
Somewhere in Winnepeg, its -41 degrees C!!!
HOLY BEJEBUS!!!!
I dun think you can even walk outside then!!!
Your skin fuses to metal at -28 degrees...so...dun that mean that a lot of ppl would be...frozen...?
O well =P
CRAZYYYYYYYNESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
Monday, February 10, 2003
I have found another main contributer to my mood lately..
Alright...*deep breath* here goes...
I feel extremely alone.........
The word extremely isnt enough to describe how alone I feel...
Yes, I do have a lot of people I can talk to about stuff...but the thing is...well...they're all good friends, but nothing really comes up to hit par...
Maybe I'm setting the bar too high but...okay...none of my closests friends...seem all the close...
Dumcat is a good friend n all, but he and I kno he's selfish, and there's nothing we can really do about that, so i cant really depend on him to care all the time...
Fatez is a good friend too...but he wun wana do nething witout dumcat it seems...I'm sure you dun mean to do this, but I really do feel rejected sometimes...not in the way we were jokin bout...but as a friend...
Antagonist is a good friend too, better than most, I can always depend on you...but you never seem to want to depend on me...? Or intrust much in me...which leaves me feeling kinda distant...
Baby Pixie is a good friend too...but lately, since...beginning of school, there's been a growing distance between us...Its closing itself slowly...
Sandy n Catherine n Carolyn n Ryan n Christine...you guys are all good friends too, but I have this feelin Sandy is startin to kinda get annoyed again, that I havent been hangin wit you guys, n I just feel...really distant cause you guys have been together for a long time...Elementary school (for sandy catherine n carolyn neways)...and then i come in and then its just...hard to jump into friendships like that...ya kno? So ya...
Eric...another good friend...iuno what happened, we drifted far...but now that we have smthg together, its gettin better again...slowly too...
Nathan...another good friend you always seem to busy for me...but yer there, n I'm there for you, its a good relationship if you didnt have such strict parents n a tight schedule...
Vicki...also too busy with things, but you're one of my best, if not my best friend...but we're still not...BEST friends like we should be...
I guess its the same damn issue I've been having for sooooo long...about having a best friend...
even with all these close friends...i still feel so alone...hopefully that should change someday soon...........if you catch my drift...
but iuno...none of these things are your fault guys...its just me I think...I guess I just need to put more effort to be better friends with you...we are all pretty close...so i guess I just need to work more...
well...gonna go...
Alright...*deep breath* here goes...
I feel extremely alone.........
The word extremely isnt enough to describe how alone I feel...
Yes, I do have a lot of people I can talk to about stuff...but the thing is...well...they're all good friends, but nothing really comes up to hit par...
Maybe I'm setting the bar too high but...okay...none of my closests friends...seem all the close...
Dumcat is a good friend n all, but he and I kno he's selfish, and there's nothing we can really do about that, so i cant really depend on him to care all the time...
Fatez is a good friend too...but he wun wana do nething witout dumcat it seems...I'm sure you dun mean to do this, but I really do feel rejected sometimes...not in the way we were jokin bout...but as a friend...
Antagonist is a good friend too, better than most, I can always depend on you...but you never seem to want to depend on me...? Or intrust much in me...which leaves me feeling kinda distant...
Baby Pixie is a good friend too...but lately, since...beginning of school, there's been a growing distance between us...Its closing itself slowly...
Sandy n Catherine n Carolyn n Ryan n Christine...you guys are all good friends too, but I have this feelin Sandy is startin to kinda get annoyed again, that I havent been hangin wit you guys, n I just feel...really distant cause you guys have been together for a long time...Elementary school (for sandy catherine n carolyn neways)...and then i come in and then its just...hard to jump into friendships like that...ya kno? So ya...
Eric...another good friend...iuno what happened, we drifted far...but now that we have smthg together, its gettin better again...slowly too...
Nathan...another good friend you always seem to busy for me...but yer there, n I'm there for you, its a good relationship if you didnt have such strict parents n a tight schedule...
Vicki...also too busy with things, but you're one of my best, if not my best friend...but we're still not...BEST friends like we should be...
I guess its the same damn issue I've been having for sooooo long...about having a best friend...
even with all these close friends...i still feel so alone...hopefully that should change someday soon...........if you catch my drift...
but iuno...none of these things are your fault guys...its just me I think...I guess I just need to put more effort to be better friends with you...we are all pretty close...so i guess I just need to work more...
well...gonna go...
Mm..
I really do think I'm boring...not from the comment in law, but just in general, I'm a boring guy..
Neways...
I had this dream...I was supposed to call me aunty eileen...my favourite aunt who passed away a few years ago...and we were gonna talk somethings out...cause lately I've been...off. Heh...I remember I used to call her all the time just to talk when I was little...*sigh* Neways...ya...I was gonna call her, and I called a wrong number...and I thought...maybe I wont call her...but then...I talked to her on ICQ..heh...and then I told her there was gonna be a crazy storm today...and then clouds got REALLY dark and swirled around...and I remember that she got me this Storm action figure when I was lil...cause she knew how much I loved Storm..hehhe...and then...we kinda just talked...i dont remember about what, and I was sittin on her knee cause i was lil again..n then I woke up...
Iuno...n I just couldnt stop thinkin bout how much I really miss her...n how i never really got a chance to say goodbye properly...and how i kinda grew apart from her after I got older...heh...I wish she was here now so I could talk to her...........................iuno where this is all coming from...it just was kinda brought up when i was walkin home...n saw how the storm came n then the dream...okay...i dun wana talk bout this nemore...
Gonna go shower..
I really do think I'm boring...not from the comment in law, but just in general, I'm a boring guy..
Neways...
I had this dream...I was supposed to call me aunty eileen...my favourite aunt who passed away a few years ago...and we were gonna talk somethings out...cause lately I've been...off. Heh...I remember I used to call her all the time just to talk when I was little...*sigh* Neways...ya...I was gonna call her, and I called a wrong number...and I thought...maybe I wont call her...but then...I talked to her on ICQ..heh...and then I told her there was gonna be a crazy storm today...and then clouds got REALLY dark and swirled around...and I remember that she got me this Storm action figure when I was lil...cause she knew how much I loved Storm..hehhe...and then...we kinda just talked...i dont remember about what, and I was sittin on her knee cause i was lil again..n then I woke up...
Iuno...n I just couldnt stop thinkin bout how much I really miss her...n how i never really got a chance to say goodbye properly...and how i kinda grew apart from her after I got older...heh...I wish she was here now so I could talk to her...........................iuno where this is all coming from...it just was kinda brought up when i was walkin home...n saw how the storm came n then the dream...okay...i dun wana talk bout this nemore...
Gonna go shower..
Sunday, February 09, 2003
I've stumbled across a rather...interesting fact today as I was thinkin here...
I'm boring.
I really am BORING.
The name I got in law, Boring Brad, is very appropriate...
I am the essence of boredom...I'm not funnie, I dun do fun things...I am boring.
Its a wonder I have any friends.
Maybe thats why I'm a 'good' listener...because I'm so boring, i have nothing better to do...
Lovely life I'm living...
Even ITH is more fun than I am...at least he can make some 'funnie' jokes...well they're more actions, and they're demeaning to other people, but thats besides the point...at least people can laugh n have fun...
I'm just a serious, boring guy...joy...
AOIYRAOIHF..
I'm boring.
I really am BORING.
The name I got in law, Boring Brad, is very appropriate...
I am the essence of boredom...I'm not funnie, I dun do fun things...I am boring.
Its a wonder I have any friends.
Maybe thats why I'm a 'good' listener...because I'm so boring, i have nothing better to do...
Lovely life I'm living...
Even ITH is more fun than I am...at least he can make some 'funnie' jokes...well they're more actions, and they're demeaning to other people, but thats besides the point...at least people can laugh n have fun...
I'm just a serious, boring guy...joy...
AOIYRAOIHF..
Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...
You kno what pisses me off?
When you know you have to do something, and you dont wana do it, but you're going to do it eventually, and people tell you, YOU HAVE TO DO THIS!!
Which makes me NOT want to do it more, inspite of the person who thinks they can command me, or influence my opinion.
I'm moody today.
You kno what pisses me off?
When you know you have to do something, and you dont wana do it, but you're going to do it eventually, and people tell you, YOU HAVE TO DO THIS!!
Which makes me NOT want to do it more, inspite of the person who thinks they can command me, or influence my opinion.
I'm moody today.
Okay...
Maybe I do have something to say...
I'm torn...
Torn between who to help...What to do...
Its almost as if I'm in one of those situations where...
"You have two friends in a burning building, who do you save if you can only save one?" kinda things...
Ideally I will help both people...but maybe I shouldnt...help either? Do I have the time even...Do I wana make the time? No, I dont have the time...but I would like to make it...but sacraficing my school shit for that....I dont think I'm prepared to do that...I cant just drop my hwk, considering i've actually been doing it, and it takes up a lot of my time...
I honestly feel that my world is crumbling around me...and I cant do anything...
I feel...helpless...I think thats the worse possible feeling ever...
I have to do work...but I have to help my friends...but I have to do sooooo much other stuff too, my parents are bitchin that I'm not doing enough around the house, blah blah blah, and whatever...but frig...
Still feelin...insecure i guess is the word...about...some things...
More B-day's coming up....and I dun see other people wanting to plan...and I really dun wana take on planning again...maybe someone else will plan a party for them...At least my family isnt pissing me off so much...
Just school...n friends...
Family is soon to follow I'm sure, but I should just enjoy my 'freedom' if you can call it that...for now..
Well...
maybe I dont have to help only one friend...for the thing above...I can find a middle ground to make them both happy...no?
Soo much work....heh...i guess people dun see the time i put into things though...
o well, i guess thats the life of me...?
At least Vicki appreciated her party though, heh...
maybe its just...me being homo, o well.
I'm really tired now...
Time to get my pessimistic ass to sleep
Maybe I do have something to say...
I'm torn...
Torn between who to help...What to do...
Its almost as if I'm in one of those situations where...
"You have two friends in a burning building, who do you save if you can only save one?" kinda things...
Ideally I will help both people...but maybe I shouldnt...help either? Do I have the time even...Do I wana make the time? No, I dont have the time...but I would like to make it...but sacraficing my school shit for that....I dont think I'm prepared to do that...I cant just drop my hwk, considering i've actually been doing it, and it takes up a lot of my time...
I honestly feel that my world is crumbling around me...and I cant do anything...
I feel...helpless...I think thats the worse possible feeling ever...
I have to do work...but I have to help my friends...but I have to do sooooo much other stuff too, my parents are bitchin that I'm not doing enough around the house, blah blah blah, and whatever...but frig...
Still feelin...insecure i guess is the word...about...some things...
More B-day's coming up....and I dun see other people wanting to plan...and I really dun wana take on planning again...maybe someone else will plan a party for them...At least my family isnt pissing me off so much...
Just school...n friends...
Family is soon to follow I'm sure, but I should just enjoy my 'freedom' if you can call it that...for now..
Well...
maybe I dont have to help only one friend...for the thing above...I can find a middle ground to make them both happy...no?
Soo much work....heh...i guess people dun see the time i put into things though...
o well, i guess thats the life of me...?
At least Vicki appreciated her party though, heh...
maybe its just...me being homo, o well.
I'm really tired now...
Time to get my pessimistic ass to sleep
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....
Well Vicki's party is over, yay.
It was pretty good. Sooooooo tired though...
Now back to school work...YAY...?
Well...
Much to do tomorrow...
I thought I had something better to say, but I guess I dont...
Meeeeeeeeeh...Night
Well Vicki's party is over, yay.
It was pretty good. Sooooooo tired though...
Now back to school work...YAY...?
Well...
Much to do tomorrow...
I thought I had something better to say, but I guess I dont...
Meeeeeeeeeh...Night
Saturday, February 08, 2003
heh...
Nice party Karen, i think that beats my lame ones anyday =)
Seems that we've all kinda 'bonded' a bit, which is cool, cept the ppl who werent payin attention or SLEEPING =P
Ooooo well, it was good though~
I needed a break, n this was good =P We should do this more often~!
Next time I'll come to eat wit you guys =P
Lessee...highlights of the night...
- Giant spiders
- Right?
- Red eyes...
- Dolls
- Scary stuff in general
- Orgies
- Play fights
Pretty good all in all.
Got my tape off today, I am no longer Patch Man...
Gonna be patch man at home in a week though..or Silicone man..mwahahahah
I think I like silicone man, cept sounds a lot like breast implant stuff =P
O wells, time for shower n sleep, i'm soooooooo tired.
Nice party Karen, i think that beats my lame ones anyday =)
Seems that we've all kinda 'bonded' a bit, which is cool, cept the ppl who werent payin attention or SLEEPING =P
Ooooo well, it was good though~
I needed a break, n this was good =P We should do this more often~!
Next time I'll come to eat wit you guys =P
Lessee...highlights of the night...
- Giant spiders
- Right?
- Red eyes...
- Dolls
- Scary stuff in general
- Orgies
- Play fights
Pretty good all in all.
Got my tape off today, I am no longer Patch Man...
Gonna be patch man at home in a week though..or Silicone man..mwahahahah
I think I like silicone man, cept sounds a lot like breast implant stuff =P
O wells, time for shower n sleep, i'm soooooooo tired.
Friday, February 07, 2003
Grrrrrrrr...At least I finished calc hwk...
Chem is pissing me off, i didnt do the damn lab right..
and law is making me want to sleep, soooooooo many friggin articles to read that are not good to read when yer tired >_<
Thats it, i need another caffine thing...where's my pepsi~ *glances over and notices 4 empty cans of pepsi*
...............
Not healthy.......o well =P
Let me share with you all, a glimpse of what i need to read and understand for law..
"The object of this Essay is to assert one very simple principle, as entitled to govern absolutely the dealings of society with the individual in the way of compulsion and cotnrol, wheter the means used be physical force in the form of legal penalties, or the moral coercion of public opinion. That principle is, that the sole end for which mankind are warranted, individually or collectively, in interfering with the liberty of action of any of their number, is self-protection. That the only purpose for which power can be rifghtfully excercized over any member of a civilized community, against his will, is to prevent harm to others. His own good, either physical or moral, is not a sufficient warrant."
The first paragraph...
Do you get it? It took me soooooo long, and the class explained it...friggin frigger..
Surprisingly, calc is the only thing I'm understanding right now...but thats just cause graph sketching is hellah easy, and long division isnt SO bad...
okay, i need some pepsi to keep me awake so I can read the rest of these articles...
Wish me luck...
God knows I need it...
Chem is pissing me off, i didnt do the damn lab right..
and law is making me want to sleep, soooooooo many friggin articles to read that are not good to read when yer tired >_<
Thats it, i need another caffine thing...where's my pepsi~ *glances over and notices 4 empty cans of pepsi*
...............
Not healthy.......o well =P
Let me share with you all, a glimpse of what i need to read and understand for law..
"The object of this Essay is to assert one very simple principle, as entitled to govern absolutely the dealings of society with the individual in the way of compulsion and cotnrol, wheter the means used be physical force in the form of legal penalties, or the moral coercion of public opinion. That principle is, that the sole end for which mankind are warranted, individually or collectively, in interfering with the liberty of action of any of their number, is self-protection. That the only purpose for which power can be rifghtfully excercized over any member of a civilized community, against his will, is to prevent harm to others. His own good, either physical or moral, is not a sufficient warrant."
The first paragraph...
Do you get it? It took me soooooo long, and the class explained it...friggin frigger..
Surprisingly, calc is the only thing I'm understanding right now...but thats just cause graph sketching is hellah easy, and long division isnt SO bad...
okay, i need some pepsi to keep me awake so I can read the rest of these articles...
Wish me luck...
God knows I need it...
Thursday, February 06, 2003
You kno what sux?
Sitting beside someone with BO in a class you dont like, and in a class that you dont have friends in, and in a class that isnt interesting, and in a class that is confusing...Well...This to me, is Chemistry. The worst part is the guy with BO...Not to be mean, but he's huge. Friggin huge, and I guess he doesnt wash in his different rolls or something, cause there's something rotten emitinating from his general direction...considering he's the only one on that side of me...I'm guessing its him...GAWD, its like a combonation of rice and ass...I swear...I frigging cant STAND it...FRIG! Take a shower...I cannot stress this point enough. EVERYONE in high school NEEDS to at least take 1 shower every two days. AT LEAST, MINIMUM. I prefer to take 2 a day, but thats just me. But HONESTLY, the school smells enough without people not showering, HELP THE REST OF US OUT!! For gods sake...Or...INVEST IN DEODERANT!!!....JEBUS...
By the way, I advise everyone to go to Goody's for lunch, they're a HELLUVA lot nicer than the people at Civics centre. They gave us a free chicken burger today =) It was very nice of them. Not to mention they have TV there, and they let you change the channels, and its a lot nicer looking than Civics/Cafe. Its a tad on the expensive side, but for nice people like that, I think they deserve the money. There's my lil plug for them cause they were nice =P
hwk time..YAY........
Almost done calc...moving onto Chem lab that I screwed up today...thanks to raunchy smell man...who I shall now refer to as RAUNCH.
Sitting beside someone with BO in a class you dont like, and in a class that you dont have friends in, and in a class that isnt interesting, and in a class that is confusing...Well...This to me, is Chemistry. The worst part is the guy with BO...Not to be mean, but he's huge. Friggin huge, and I guess he doesnt wash in his different rolls or something, cause there's something rotten emitinating from his general direction...considering he's the only one on that side of me...I'm guessing its him...GAWD, its like a combonation of rice and ass...I swear...I frigging cant STAND it...FRIG! Take a shower...I cannot stress this point enough. EVERYONE in high school NEEDS to at least take 1 shower every two days. AT LEAST, MINIMUM. I prefer to take 2 a day, but thats just me. But HONESTLY, the school smells enough without people not showering, HELP THE REST OF US OUT!! For gods sake...Or...INVEST IN DEODERANT!!!....JEBUS...
By the way, I advise everyone to go to Goody's for lunch, they're a HELLUVA lot nicer than the people at Civics centre. They gave us a free chicken burger today =) It was very nice of them. Not to mention they have TV there, and they let you change the channels, and its a lot nicer looking than Civics/Cafe. Its a tad on the expensive side, but for nice people like that, I think they deserve the money. There's my lil plug for them cause they were nice =P
hwk time..YAY........
Almost done calc...moving onto Chem lab that I screwed up today...thanks to raunchy smell man...who I shall now refer to as RAUNCH.
Spencer suxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx...bitch~
Get the following songs
Shania Twain - Up
Shania Twain - When you kiss me
Shania Twain - It only hurts when I'm breathing
Shania Twain - I'm Jealous
They're not as country as most, so dont be afraid
They're all slow songs, cept Up, which is pretty country, but its a good song, very good lyrics =P
Applicable.
Sleep time
Get the following songs
Shania Twain - Up
Shania Twain - When you kiss me
Shania Twain - It only hurts when I'm breathing
Shania Twain - I'm Jealous
They're not as country as most, so dont be afraid
They're all slow songs, cept Up, which is pretty country, but its a good song, very good lyrics =P
Applicable.
Sleep time
Wednesday, February 05, 2003
Fuccck you mom
FUCK YOU
Honestly...
Blah blha blah blah
Bitch bitch bitch
Do this do that, blah blah blah
You have NO idea WHY i'm not in a good mood, and you dont seem to even care.
Granted I wont tell you anyway, but still
FUCK YOU
I'm not doing your fuckin chores. I clean my room, I do my laundry, I clean my bathroom, I vacuum the house, I do the dishes, I do shitloads still and you yell at me still. FUCK YOU, My gawd...piss the shit outta me. HAHahaha...I knew things could get worse...I shouldnt have said they couldnt.
F - U - C - K Y - O - U!!!!
FUCK YOU
Honestly...
Blah blha blah blah
Bitch bitch bitch
Do this do that, blah blah blah
You have NO idea WHY i'm not in a good mood, and you dont seem to even care.
Granted I wont tell you anyway, but still
FUCK YOU
I'm not doing your fuckin chores. I clean my room, I do my laundry, I clean my bathroom, I vacuum the house, I do the dishes, I do shitloads still and you yell at me still. FUCK YOU, My gawd...piss the shit outta me. HAHahaha...I knew things could get worse...I shouldnt have said they couldnt.
F - U - C - K Y - O - U!!!!
Daaaaaaamn chem..
Its hard, i need to really work on it =P
I'm SO slow wit Redox reactions >_<..
Maybe cause I was half asleep this mornin...hahah, even in the shower, i almost fell over cause I closed my eyes =P
Those of you who want my bio notes, tell me, i'll send'em to you
If you want the diagrams, go to jess, cause she has the 'real' copy if you will, you can photocopy diagrams.
Notes do not include evolution, gonna have to send you a seperate file for that =P
Time for some exercise, yay new semister resolutions~
I'll write later, at the request of Tim, who must be pretty bored to check this so often =P
Its hard, i need to really work on it =P
I'm SO slow wit Redox reactions >_<..
Maybe cause I was half asleep this mornin...hahah, even in the shower, i almost fell over cause I closed my eyes =P
Those of you who want my bio notes, tell me, i'll send'em to you
If you want the diagrams, go to jess, cause she has the 'real' copy if you will, you can photocopy diagrams.
Notes do not include evolution, gonna have to send you a seperate file for that =P
Time for some exercise, yay new semister resolutions~
I'll write later, at the request of Tim, who must be pretty bored to check this so often =P
Tuesday, February 04, 2003
Today was a lot better.
Finished my factoring, i get it again..
Chem i get, and I finished in class almost.
Law is gettin' better, a pretty cute girl sits near me~
But I'll probably be known as 'Boring Brad" in the class now...damn word association games >_<
But ya...things are better. Almost no hwk tonight~
WC3 Time
Finished my factoring, i get it again..
Chem i get, and I finished in class almost.
Law is gettin' better, a pretty cute girl sits near me~
But I'll probably be known as 'Boring Brad" in the class now...damn word association games >_<
But ya...things are better. Almost no hwk tonight~
WC3 Time
Its about as bad as it could be...
Seems everybody's buggin me...
Like nothin wants to go my way...
I just cant take the day...
Nothin's coming easily...
...
Up up up...it can only go up from here
Up up up...up where the clouds wont appear...
Up up up...there's no where to go but up from here...
Shania Twain - Up
Song is very applicable to me right now...
The bad...but it CAN only go up from here...so...here's hopin..
Seems everybody's buggin me...
Like nothin wants to go my way...
I just cant take the day...
Nothin's coming easily...
...
Up up up...it can only go up from here
Up up up...up where the clouds wont appear...
Up up up...there's no where to go but up from here...
Shania Twain - Up
Song is very applicable to me right now...
The bad...but it CAN only go up from here...so...here's hopin..
Happy Valentine's Day~ 