Dreams.

I've actually seriously been considering going to TC...
but then I feel that its such a cop out, a way to deal with my problems without dealing with them for real
If I believe in "God" n if I placed complete faith in him, then I could depend on him...or her...lets say it...
Thats so much better than depending on other people...but then...it seems so...iuno...I dun like a lot about the religion though...
Gawd, wahts wrong with me, how is the anti-christ in me dying!? Probably not dying, just tired...Tired of being lonely...?
Maybe I should give this church thing another go...
NO!
Christianity goes against my equality thing...All religions are equal, none are superior, but if Christians think they are sooooo high n mighty, high n mighty enough to say that they are the one true religion, then I say screw off you assholes. Ahh, i am reminded of what I dislike about Christianity again. Not to mention United States used to be a Christian Country. Evil united states...I somehow link United States and Christianity with cocky-ness. Dont ask me why, but they seem to go hand in hand...
But maybe I should go just to check it out, to make sure I dun like the religion for the right reasons. Or maybe to pick up more I can not like about it?
Maybe...but then paying to go to something I dont really kno if i wana go...hmmmmmm..
Iuno...
Just a thought, I probably wont go through wit it, knowing me.

posted by Bradimon @ 2:19 a.m.