Ya, i over-reacted last night, but it am still not gonna plan or do anything, or bother trying.
All these stupid lil probs keep building up, plus more that I didnt mention and I wun say what they are...they're retarded and selfish, but still bugging me.
Anyway,
I lied, i think i like this eminem song.
Dreams.
Friday, January 31, 2003
Okay..
I really dun enjoy wasting the FEW days of 'freedom' i have from school...but today I did anyway, and it particularly annoyed me, because something is wrong with me lately, and i havent a FUCKING clue what it is. I lie, I have some idea of what it is, but there's nothing I can do about it, then other things are just piling ontop of it and I really just dont like my situation right now. In conclusion, I'm not putting up with it anymore. What am I gonna do you ask? Well, you'll see. Or rather you wont see...much of me. Or some of you wont. Or maybe none of you will. That will solve my problem. Friends are supposed to be helpful, and fun, and there for you, but I'm not seeing it. I just see myself being dragged down, and tied down because of friends, and 'loyalties' which i dun really think I should have considering I get nothing out of it. I dont care if that selfish of me to say, but thats how friendships work. No effort, all laziness = breaking down of friendships. This isnt directed at any ONE person, but just everyone in general, including myself, because I kno I havent been so effort-ful to everyone. Solution, no more seeing me. That way every gets treated equally, that way I dont have to bother trying to get people together, or 'planning' the unplannable (this would be referring to people). You want me? You call me. No longer will I wait for anyone, no longer will I feel the need to be nice unless it is recipricated. For those of you who dont know what that means, or couldnt understand my shitty spelling of the word, it means that I wun be nice, unless you're nice. I wun do things, unless you do things. Seems a lot of people play it like that, so fine, if you cant beat'em, join'em. Again, not SPECIFICALLY directed at one person, its just you set it off, and you know who you are. With the exception of one person whom i will call out and everyone knows why.
And by the way, its not because of the fact that you made me waste a day that I'm mad about, i know its not TOTALLY your fault, but accept the your part of the blame sometimes and dont just point fingers at someone else. Even IF it was that person's fault (which it wasnt in this case).
In other news, I have MORE zits, and I hate my computer, somebody fix it, my eatting habits have completely been thrown off, I'm sleeping early sometimes, and waking up late, or sleeping late and waking up early, messy regardless, so i'm cranky, my internet is shit, i'm stuck in this game, the final boss is too hard, school is starting again monday, i have tape on my fucking face that i cant take off until friday, I'm getting sick of my MP3's, I'm not getting proper exercise, my room has bad air because of my cat and therefore my nose gets stuffy a lot, my scar pulses every so often giving me a nice jolt of pain, i bet my school marks are going to go down, and i'm not going to get an 80 avg, my hair is getting long and annoying and therefore ugly, no one seems to notice i'm on edge until i actually TELL people i am, lovely observant people, and I'm a pussy, this is the best excuse i can give for my shitty ass mood swings i'm having and my constant cranky-ness.
AND SO, i will go eat my god damn carrots.
I really dun enjoy wasting the FEW days of 'freedom' i have from school...but today I did anyway, and it particularly annoyed me, because something is wrong with me lately, and i havent a FUCKING clue what it is. I lie, I have some idea of what it is, but there's nothing I can do about it, then other things are just piling ontop of it and I really just dont like my situation right now. In conclusion, I'm not putting up with it anymore. What am I gonna do you ask? Well, you'll see. Or rather you wont see...much of me. Or some of you wont. Or maybe none of you will. That will solve my problem. Friends are supposed to be helpful, and fun, and there for you, but I'm not seeing it. I just see myself being dragged down, and tied down because of friends, and 'loyalties' which i dun really think I should have considering I get nothing out of it. I dont care if that selfish of me to say, but thats how friendships work. No effort, all laziness = breaking down of friendships. This isnt directed at any ONE person, but just everyone in general, including myself, because I kno I havent been so effort-ful to everyone. Solution, no more seeing me. That way every gets treated equally, that way I dont have to bother trying to get people together, or 'planning' the unplannable (this would be referring to people). You want me? You call me. No longer will I wait for anyone, no longer will I feel the need to be nice unless it is recipricated. For those of you who dont know what that means, or couldnt understand my shitty spelling of the word, it means that I wun be nice, unless you're nice. I wun do things, unless you do things. Seems a lot of people play it like that, so fine, if you cant beat'em, join'em. Again, not SPECIFICALLY directed at one person, its just you set it off, and you know who you are. With the exception of one person whom i will call out and everyone knows why.
And by the way, its not because of the fact that you made me waste a day that I'm mad about, i know its not TOTALLY your fault, but accept the your part of the blame sometimes and dont just point fingers at someone else. Even IF it was that person's fault (which it wasnt in this case).
In other news, I have MORE zits, and I hate my computer, somebody fix it, my eatting habits have completely been thrown off, I'm sleeping early sometimes, and waking up late, or sleeping late and waking up early, messy regardless, so i'm cranky, my internet is shit, i'm stuck in this game, the final boss is too hard, school is starting again monday, i have tape on my fucking face that i cant take off until friday, I'm getting sick of my MP3's, I'm not getting proper exercise, my room has bad air because of my cat and therefore my nose gets stuffy a lot, my scar pulses every so often giving me a nice jolt of pain, i bet my school marks are going to go down, and i'm not going to get an 80 avg, my hair is getting long and annoying and therefore ugly, no one seems to notice i'm on edge until i actually TELL people i am, lovely observant people, and I'm a pussy, this is the best excuse i can give for my shitty ass mood swings i'm having and my constant cranky-ness.
AND SO, i will go eat my god damn carrots.
Tuesday, January 28, 2003
AHhhhhhhhhh
I actually kno a lot of bio.
I'm surprised...
Minus the whole Evolution unit though
That is gonna rape my ass....HARD...>_<
Time to study more though...
I hear Chem and Al geo were ass hard...I hope everyone did well >_<
I actually kno a lot of bio.
I'm surprised...
Minus the whole Evolution unit though
That is gonna rape my ass....HARD...>_<
Time to study more though...
I hear Chem and Al geo were ass hard...I hope everyone did well >_<
Monday, January 27, 2003
FAOhfaioshfoiahf
Pain...
Tiredness...
Exams...
Surgery went well...?
I'm patch man for the next 3 months.
Pain...
Tiredness...
Exams...
Surgery went well...?
I'm patch man for the next 3 months.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I THINK I UNDERSTAND DATA MANAGEMENTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!
ITS SCARY!!! I THINK I GET WHAT I'M DOING...WOOOOOOOOOOOO!!
Note to self: Do homework.
If I do my homework, i think i'd actually UNDERSTAND the stuff...go figure =P
Alright, time for brad to be the good student, go home, do homework, blah blah blah
I need second sem marks to offset my data, eng and bio...
FAOIHFOIAHFOIHAGOIHSGOIHAFOIHAOFIJ
Calc Chem and Law...HAHAHAH, GOOD LUCK TO ME!!
whateverrrrrrr, i WILL work hard...>_<
Okay...plan tomorrow, wake up 7, study more, go to school, study more, ace exam...(HA!) and then go for surgerrrrrrry...AHHHHHHHH..................I dun think i'm ready so i'll bet that I'll have to wait til march..cause thats the next closest appointment. Damn massaging...i kept forgetting to do it, or was pre-occupied...i have vague memories of doing it at least every OTHER day...but doubting the whole everyday thing...
Okay, new semister = turn over a new leaf.
Time to actually DO things.
New Semister Resolutions;
1) Do Homework
2) Massage scar daily
3) Exercise daily
lol...if I actually do this, it'll be kinda sad...it'd mean i take my new semister resolutions more seriously than new years...=P
o weeellll, i guess thats the way the cookie crumbles, lets hope I actually do it =)
OKAY, i think i need to sleep, not sure if I CAN sleep...i UNDERSTAND DATA...it gets me excited...eww...excited because of MATH...i never thought i'd see the day...
OKAY...OKAY...i think I can do this...time to pray...
I THINK I UNDERSTAND DATA MANAGEMENTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!
ITS SCARY!!! I THINK I GET WHAT I'M DOING...WOOOOOOOOOOOO!!
Note to self: Do homework.
If I do my homework, i think i'd actually UNDERSTAND the stuff...go figure =P
Alright, time for brad to be the good student, go home, do homework, blah blah blah
I need second sem marks to offset my data, eng and bio...
FAOIHFOIAHFOIHAGOIHSGOIHAFOIHAOFIJ
Calc Chem and Law...HAHAHAH, GOOD LUCK TO ME!!
whateverrrrrrr, i WILL work hard...>_<
Okay...plan tomorrow, wake up 7, study more, go to school, study more, ace exam...(HA!) and then go for surgerrrrrrry...AHHHHHHHH..................I dun think i'm ready so i'll bet that I'll have to wait til march..cause thats the next closest appointment. Damn massaging...i kept forgetting to do it, or was pre-occupied...i have vague memories of doing it at least every OTHER day...but doubting the whole everyday thing...
Okay, new semister = turn over a new leaf.
Time to actually DO things.
New Semister Resolutions;
1) Do Homework
2) Massage scar daily
3) Exercise daily
lol...if I actually do this, it'll be kinda sad...it'd mean i take my new semister resolutions more seriously than new years...=P
o weeellll, i guess thats the way the cookie crumbles, lets hope I actually do it =)
OKAY, i think i need to sleep, not sure if I CAN sleep...i UNDERSTAND DATA...it gets me excited...eww...excited because of MATH...i never thought i'd see the day...
OKAY...OKAY...i think I can do this...time to pray...
Sunday, January 26, 2003
HOooooooooooooooooo DAMN...
Just watched Fastlane.....the lesbian episode..Tiffani Amber Thiessen...and WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO...
Woo...Woooooooooooooooo...
THat is all i can say...Woooooooooooooooo...wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo..............
ARJT"(AUWTFG(OSEYH% (*BTHORGJKSF()UIOJ%EF(U)PJIO KL
JEBUS.......................A)({$EUIOJDWKSAC(&*)YIHO@QRDWF*SHIO
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh...Okay...
And Charmed new episode...WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO...piper in her leather n cool-ness...and WOOOOooooooo.......
WOOOOOOOOOoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo........................................
Ahhhhhhhhhhhh...
Okay, time to study again...but WOoooooooooooooooooooooooo.............................................TGP"OASUTG F()SDJIOKF(){UJIOES(F
Actually, food instead =P
WOoooooooooooooooooo.....................
WAIT WAIT WAIT...
CHeck this out...=P
and and...
and...
MWAHAHHAH...*drools*
i need more piper pix..
AH HA! Found some =P
*Sigh* Sooooooooo nice...
The 2nd on i think is the best =P
MWAHAHAHAH
Latah
Just watched Fastlane.....the lesbian episode..Tiffani Amber Thiessen...and WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO...
Woo...Woooooooooooooooo...
THat is all i can say...Woooooooooooooooo...wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo..............
ARJT"(AUWTFG(OSEYH% (*BTHORGJKSF()UIOJ%EF(U)PJIO KL
JEBUS.......................A)({$EUIOJDWKSAC(&*)YIHO@QRDWF*SHIO
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh...Okay...
And Charmed new episode...WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO...piper in her leather n cool-ness...and WOOOOooooooo.......
WOOOOOOOOOoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo........................................
Ahhhhhhhhhhhh...
Okay, time to study again...but WOoooooooooooooooooooooooo.............................................TGP"OASUTG F()SDJIOKF(){UJIOES(F
Actually, food instead =P
WOoooooooooooooooooo.....................
WAIT WAIT WAIT...
CHeck this out...=P
and and...
and...
annnnd..
MWAHAHHAH...*drools*
i need more piper pix..
AH HA! Found some =P
*Sigh* Sooooooooo nice...
The 2nd on i think is the best =P
MWAHAHAHAH
Latah
Thursday, January 23, 2003
Yay...
One exam down, 2 to go................
The harder ones...
Not to say english wasnt hard, but THANK GOD I'M DONE
I think i have to take it in University...but after that...NO MORE EVER AGAIN...fuckin essays and shakespeare, and analysis of this or that...NO MORE!!
Though I did have some good things come out of english. Thinking, and what not...fun groups for presentations...but not like I cant have that for other classes =P Just finished Unit 2 of Bio notes...onto unit 3, then Imma sleep, do unit 4+ as much as I can before I go to study group.
Sooo not ready for Data mangement though...I really gota study that, but I dun have the will to...I dun remember any of it...Bio i at least remember, and its kinda fun...but UGH data...i HATE IT...>_<
oighaoieyugoeaithaoeithg
Mm...mwahaha, today is was in somewhat of a 'Darker Mood' and I was cold to people...well, some...and you kno what? IT WAS SOOO MUCH FUN. I dun care if its not nice =P If you wana think that I'm a bad person cause I'm occasionally cold and manipulative (I really like that combo for some odd reason), then suck it, I dun care =) la la la la la~ Time to spread my coldness and manipulativeness to the world...MWAHAHAH =)
One exam down, 2 to go................
The harder ones...
Not to say english wasnt hard, but THANK GOD I'M DONE
I think i have to take it in University...but after that...NO MORE EVER AGAIN...fuckin essays and shakespeare, and analysis of this or that...NO MORE!!
Though I did have some good things come out of english. Thinking, and what not...fun groups for presentations...but not like I cant have that for other classes =P Just finished Unit 2 of Bio notes...onto unit 3, then Imma sleep, do unit 4+ as much as I can before I go to study group.
Sooo not ready for Data mangement though...I really gota study that, but I dun have the will to...I dun remember any of it...Bio i at least remember, and its kinda fun...but UGH data...i HATE IT...>_<
oighaoieyugoeaithaoeithg
Mm...mwahaha, today is was in somewhat of a 'Darker Mood' and I was cold to people...well, some...and you kno what? IT WAS SOOO MUCH FUN. I dun care if its not nice =P If you wana think that I'm a bad person cause I'm occasionally cold and manipulative (I really like that combo for some odd reason), then suck it, I dun care =) la la la la la~ Time to spread my coldness and manipulativeness to the world...MWAHAHAH =)
Wednesday, January 22, 2003
hahhaa
i still cant believe how well that stupid lil test got me =P
I lovee the fact that in my darker moods I'm manipulative and cold...cause thats SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ME...
hahahahahah...*evil smile*
Thats me in a bad mood Catherine =P
I still dun get yer lil demonstration though~
i still cant believe how well that stupid lil test got me =P
I lovee the fact that in my darker moods I'm manipulative and cold...cause thats SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ME...
hahahahahah...*evil smile*
Thats me in a bad mood Catherine =P
I still dun get yer lil demonstration though~
Wooooo...
Alright...
School is over, but time to buckle down and study for exams..
I dun feel in exam mode right now though, i gota take a break, maybe a nap and then I could go study.
No personal problems right now, which is a plus =P
Maybe just because I've not looked at anything in depth and kinda just shrugged it off cause of exams...Hmm...i should do this more often, but then i'd be all neglectin people, more than I am now =P Sorrie to all the people who may feel neglected, its not that I'm tryin to neglect, its just that I'm tired, lazy, and dun have time to make everyone equally happy right now =P I'll try to do that more after exams.
Heh...and those damn mage tests are pretty true though eh? well, i feel it is...
I think WAY too much, and i think I understand people pretty well, and when I'm in a bitch mood, i am manipulative and cold =P And I DO like to test peoples emotions to see how the would react =P Also I'm unresponsive when people want my attention when I'm mad..but who really wants my attention anyway =P haha~ and I do feel like an ear to the world and i do bottle emotions =P Tim knows bout the misunderstood part, I cant really explain a lot of my emotions =P
Meh, i suggest you ppl go n try it, cause I thought they were pretty cool and somewhat accurate.
Plus I got water AND spirit. YAY~!
Okay, nappy time~
Alright...
School is over, but time to buckle down and study for exams..
I dun feel in exam mode right now though, i gota take a break, maybe a nap and then I could go study.
No personal problems right now, which is a plus =P
Maybe just because I've not looked at anything in depth and kinda just shrugged it off cause of exams...Hmm...i should do this more often, but then i'd be all neglectin people, more than I am now =P Sorrie to all the people who may feel neglected, its not that I'm tryin to neglect, its just that I'm tired, lazy, and dun have time to make everyone equally happy right now =P I'll try to do that more after exams.
Heh...and those damn mage tests are pretty true though eh? well, i feel it is...
I think WAY too much, and i think I understand people pretty well, and when I'm in a bitch mood, i am manipulative and cold =P And I DO like to test peoples emotions to see how the would react =P Also I'm unresponsive when people want my attention when I'm mad..but who really wants my attention anyway =P haha~ and I do feel like an ear to the world and i do bottle emotions =P Tim knows bout the misunderstood part, I cant really explain a lot of my emotions =P
Meh, i suggest you ppl go n try it, cause I thought they were pretty cool and somewhat accurate.
Plus I got water AND spirit. YAY~!
Okay, nappy time~
Monday, January 20, 2003
find your element
at mutedfaith.com.
<º>
I havent done these in a while..
Yay Water mage...
but I also got stupid Spirit Mage...GRR
find your element
at mutedfaith.com.
<º>
Both kinda sound like me >_<
SO, WHAT DO CANADIANS HAVE TO BE PROUD OF?
1. Smarties
2. Crispy Crunch, Coffee Crisp
3. The size of our footballs fields and one less down
4. Baseball is Canadian
5. Lacrosse is Canadian
6. Hockey is Canadian
7. Basketball is Canadian
8. Apple pie is Canadian
9. Mr. Dress-up kicks Mr. Rogers ass
10. Tim Hortons kicks Dunkin' Donuts ass
11. In the war of 1812, started by America, Canadians pushed the Americans back...past their 'White House'. Then we burned it...and most of Washington, under the command of William Lyon McKenzie who was insane and hammered all the time. We got bored because they ran away, so we came home and partied...Go figure..
12. Canada has the largest French population that never surrendered to Germany.
13. We have the largest English population that never ever surrendered or withdrew during any war to anyone, anywhere.
14. Our civil war was a bar fight that lasted a little over an hour.
15. The only person who was arrested in our civil war was an American mercenary, who slept in and missed the whole thing... but showed up just in time to get caught.
16. We knew plaid was cool far before Seattle caught on.
17. The Hudsons Bay Company once owned over 10% of the earth's surface and is still around as the worlds oldest company.
18. The average dog sled team can kill and devour a full grown human in under 3 minutes.
19. We still know what to do with all the parts of a buffalo.
20. We don't marry our kin-folk.
21. We invented ski-doos, jet-skis, velcro, zippers, insulin, penicillin, zambonis, the telephone and short wave radios that save countless lives each year.
22. We ALL have frozen our tongues to something metal and lived to tell about it.
23. A Canadian invented Superman.
BUT MOST IMPORTANT!
24. The handles on our beer cases are big enough to fit your hands with mitts on. OOOoohhhhh Canada!!
Oh yeah... and our elections only take one day.
I AM CANADIAN!!!
I'm sure we've all had this e-mail one time or another, but just incase you havent, Its here, I love it =P
1. Smarties
2. Crispy Crunch, Coffee Crisp
3. The size of our footballs fields and one less down
4. Baseball is Canadian
5. Lacrosse is Canadian
6. Hockey is Canadian
7. Basketball is Canadian
8. Apple pie is Canadian
9. Mr. Dress-up kicks Mr. Rogers ass
10. Tim Hortons kicks Dunkin' Donuts ass
11. In the war of 1812, started by America, Canadians pushed the Americans back...past their 'White House'. Then we burned it...and most of Washington, under the command of William Lyon McKenzie who was insane and hammered all the time. We got bored because they ran away, so we came home and partied...Go figure..
12. Canada has the largest French population that never surrendered to Germany.
13. We have the largest English population that never ever surrendered or withdrew during any war to anyone, anywhere.
14. Our civil war was a bar fight that lasted a little over an hour.
15. The only person who was arrested in our civil war was an American mercenary, who slept in and missed the whole thing... but showed up just in time to get caught.
16. We knew plaid was cool far before Seattle caught on.
17. The Hudsons Bay Company once owned over 10% of the earth's surface and is still around as the worlds oldest company.
18. The average dog sled team can kill and devour a full grown human in under 3 minutes.
19. We still know what to do with all the parts of a buffalo.
20. We don't marry our kin-folk.
21. We invented ski-doos, jet-skis, velcro, zippers, insulin, penicillin, zambonis, the telephone and short wave radios that save countless lives each year.
22. We ALL have frozen our tongues to something metal and lived to tell about it.
23. A Canadian invented Superman.
BUT MOST IMPORTANT!
24. The handles on our beer cases are big enough to fit your hands with mitts on. OOOoohhhhh Canada!!
Oh yeah... and our elections only take one day.
I AM CANADIAN!!!
I'm sure we've all had this e-mail one time or another, but just incase you havent, Its here, I love it =P
yay...
I got my first fail in gr. 12......maybe even all of high school if i think bout it...no no no, i lie, i think i had a fail somewhere...
49% on my data management test...Did I not tell everyone I was going to fail it? Aiyaaaa...Not going to university with these marks...n Joey was worried about gettin into university with her god damn 85 - 95 average....frig, but her program IS hard to get into...but I want to friggin get into my Life Sci at U of T...I DONT wana stay another year at UHS...Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...not fair...now I actually gota start doin real work, doin hwk...and studying hardcore...Well, Imma start my math hwk now...gota catch up so i can do well in Data...>_<
Also...
I have an idea...
A plan rather...more of a test i guess...hehe...time to put it into action~~
Good luck to all those who're participating...mwahahah...funnie thing is...the people participating in it...dont know...mwahahah o_O
Dont bother askin what this is bout...its a secret test, along wit secret results, so dun worrie yer pretty heads bout it =)
moo h aha haa *grins evilly*
Let the games begin~
I got my first fail in gr. 12......maybe even all of high school if i think bout it...no no no, i lie, i think i had a fail somewhere...
49% on my data management test...Did I not tell everyone I was going to fail it? Aiyaaaa...Not going to university with these marks...n Joey was worried about gettin into university with her god damn 85 - 95 average....frig, but her program IS hard to get into...but I want to friggin get into my Life Sci at U of T...I DONT wana stay another year at UHS...Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...not fair...now I actually gota start doin real work, doin hwk...and studying hardcore...Well, Imma start my math hwk now...gota catch up so i can do well in Data...>_<
Also...
I have an idea...
A plan rather...more of a test i guess...hehe...time to put it into action~~
Good luck to all those who're participating...mwahahah...funnie thing is...the people participating in it...dont know...mwahahah o_O
Dont bother askin what this is bout...its a secret test, along wit secret results, so dun worrie yer pretty heads bout it =)
moo h aha haa *grins evilly*
Let the games begin~
Wow...
I like this new theme on my computer
Its very pretty~
Its blue and white/silver-ish
Just the way I like it =)
I also got this blue and black one, but its not as nice as this one =P
Neways, weekend was pretty pointless. Didnt do anything.
Started makin notes for bio, only did about 3 pages, i'll finish at least Unit 1 tml..
Not much else to say.
Night
I like this new theme on my computer
Its very pretty~
Its blue and white/silver-ish
Just the way I like it =)
I also got this blue and black one, but its not as nice as this one =P
Neways, weekend was pretty pointless. Didnt do anything.
Started makin notes for bio, only did about 3 pages, i'll finish at least Unit 1 tml..
Not much else to say.
Night
Saturday, January 18, 2003
Wow...
I just got back from my Grandma's 90th B-day party~
Was interesting...kinda boring though =P
My lame uncles and aunts that dun seem to like us (and we dont like them) avoided me and my family, i found it kinda funnie =P
I adopted a rather asian look for the night.
Black dress pants wit a black turtle neck and a dark navy blue dress shirt over and a leather jacket.
I thought it was pretty nice, my hair was nice too until my lame uncle (who skipped my sister and I on the picture taking at the table) rubbed my head and said, o, they're young, they dont need it. FAGGOT. Touch my damn hair~
Aside from the lame uncles, things went well, dinner was okay, wasnt anything exceptional, but as long as my grandma enjoyed it, I'm happy. Lobster in a salad with mayonanese wasnt very good...I dun want mayo on my damn lobster and I want it warm with butter gawd damnit! Scary rather touchy guy beside, reminded me of the guy from Play Zone...Dumcat knows what I'm talkin bout...I have a perv 'uncle' who smacked my sisters ass, ewwww...and my ugly aunts with hunch backs that avoid us were as ugly as ever. and my lil hoe-to-be cousins annoyed me. But enough about the bad, the good side was that my lil cousin Amanda was SOOO CUTE, hahaha, She's sooooo fun at gatherings, my other cousins Simon and his two twin brothers...i forget their names...were really cute too. My dad's childhood friend was as funnie as ever. O another kinda downer, was this scary guy in a white turtle neck, rather ugly, but he was staring at me when I was talkin to my bro and his wife...scary. My fathers side of the family is pretty scary...
O well, overall the evening was pleasent, much rather of spent it at home watchin charmed wit jess, then goin out n drinkin, but meh, i got wine n champagne there...so I GUESS it was okay. Family gatherings are fun though, as long as you have someone to talk to and laugh about things with =P
Anyway, I'm dead tired, those damn dress shoes were killin me..
but my conclusions of the night....
Go see more of Amanda, she's sooooooooo funnie and cute.
See less of other hoe-to-be cousins, they annoy
Laugh at lame uncles and aunts
Thinking of adopting the leather jacket look, i kinda like
Also thinking of adopting darker blues into the clothes.
Anyway.........
Sleepy time~
I just got back from my Grandma's 90th B-day party~
Was interesting...kinda boring though =P
My lame uncles and aunts that dun seem to like us (and we dont like them) avoided me and my family, i found it kinda funnie =P
I adopted a rather asian look for the night.
Black dress pants wit a black turtle neck and a dark navy blue dress shirt over and a leather jacket.
I thought it was pretty nice, my hair was nice too until my lame uncle (who skipped my sister and I on the picture taking at the table) rubbed my head and said, o, they're young, they dont need it. FAGGOT. Touch my damn hair~
Aside from the lame uncles, things went well, dinner was okay, wasnt anything exceptional, but as long as my grandma enjoyed it, I'm happy. Lobster in a salad with mayonanese wasnt very good...I dun want mayo on my damn lobster and I want it warm with butter gawd damnit! Scary rather touchy guy beside, reminded me of the guy from Play Zone...Dumcat knows what I'm talkin bout...I have a perv 'uncle' who smacked my sisters ass, ewwww...and my ugly aunts with hunch backs that avoid us were as ugly as ever. and my lil hoe-to-be cousins annoyed me. But enough about the bad, the good side was that my lil cousin Amanda was SOOO CUTE, hahaha, She's sooooo fun at gatherings, my other cousins Simon and his two twin brothers...i forget their names...were really cute too. My dad's childhood friend was as funnie as ever. O another kinda downer, was this scary guy in a white turtle neck, rather ugly, but he was staring at me when I was talkin to my bro and his wife...scary. My fathers side of the family is pretty scary...
O well, overall the evening was pleasent, much rather of spent it at home watchin charmed wit jess, then goin out n drinkin, but meh, i got wine n champagne there...so I GUESS it was okay. Family gatherings are fun though, as long as you have someone to talk to and laugh about things with =P
Anyway, I'm dead tired, those damn dress shoes were killin me..
but my conclusions of the night....
Go see more of Amanda, she's sooooooooo funnie and cute.
See less of other hoe-to-be cousins, they annoy
Laugh at lame uncles and aunts
Thinking of adopting the leather jacket look, i kinda like
Also thinking of adopting darker blues into the clothes.
Anyway.........
Sleepy time~
Thursday, January 16, 2003
lol
I'd like to point out to everyone that Mr. Celery is SO cool...
Mr. Celery is the name of the carrot man I made in biology while I should have been listening =P
He's made of staples and carrot~ Mwahahha
SOOOOOO COOL, i think i need a picture of him before he rots...I'd post it if I knew how to load pix online =P
Time to study~
I'd like to point out to everyone that Mr. Celery is SO cool...
Mr. Celery is the name of the carrot man I made in biology while I should have been listening =P
He's made of staples and carrot~ Mwahahha
SOOOOOO COOL, i think i need a picture of him before he rots...I'd post it if I knew how to load pix online =P
Time to study~
Wednesday, January 15, 2003
Wow...
I fell asleep at 8pm last night..
woke up at 4, also woke up at 6 and then I stayed up from there on...
I thought that was interesting, but now i'm pretty damn tired.
but I cant sleep, or else I'll screw up my schedule even more~
Something is wrong with my ICQ...it says I'm online, but I'm not, and no one can see me, and I cant see anyone..
but my MSN is working fine..
Thats all well and good for hermit mode though...
lol, kinda sounds like a power ranger robot formation =P
o well, i guess I wun complete hermit, but this weekend I gota, Grandma's b-day on friday, 90th, so its a huge deal, and then I gota start studying for exams. namely the one I have on next friday...
o ya, if anyone got the impression that I was mad at them yesterday, i'm sorrie, i wasnt, I'm just kinda upset with everything right now. Things'll work out sooner or later, but ya, I think I do need time to myself. I'm sure you guys can survive without me anyway =P So its all good. I'll be out of the loop until after exams I think. Then I can break and be social again, if you guys want me to.
So anyway, my eyes are telling me to sleep, so i better go do something more productive than sitting infront of the computer because my eyes are very tired.
or maybe I should play games =P
no no no, study study.
Okay, latah~
I fell asleep at 8pm last night..
woke up at 4, also woke up at 6 and then I stayed up from there on...
I thought that was interesting, but now i'm pretty damn tired.
but I cant sleep, or else I'll screw up my schedule even more~
Something is wrong with my ICQ...it says I'm online, but I'm not, and no one can see me, and I cant see anyone..
but my MSN is working fine..
Thats all well and good for hermit mode though...
lol, kinda sounds like a power ranger robot formation =P
o well, i guess I wun complete hermit, but this weekend I gota, Grandma's b-day on friday, 90th, so its a huge deal, and then I gota start studying for exams. namely the one I have on next friday...
o ya, if anyone got the impression that I was mad at them yesterday, i'm sorrie, i wasnt, I'm just kinda upset with everything right now. Things'll work out sooner or later, but ya, I think I do need time to myself. I'm sure you guys can survive without me anyway =P So its all good. I'll be out of the loop until after exams I think. Then I can break and be social again, if you guys want me to.
So anyway, my eyes are telling me to sleep, so i better go do something more productive than sitting infront of the computer because my eyes are very tired.
or maybe I should play games =P
no no no, study study.
Okay, latah~
Tuesday, January 14, 2003
Happiness never seems to last...
It sucks.
Gawd...
I honestly hate school...
I really do love to learn, but i hate our fucking system of learning.
I KNOW MY FUCKING STUFF, BUT THEN TESTS FUCKING SCREW ME OVER...
GAWD...
And thats not the only thing I'm pissed off about, though it prompted a lot more.
Lets label these in categories.
1) School
2) Family
3) Friends
The typical 3.
School, basically above.
so we'll move onto family
They piss the fuck out of me soooooooooooooo many times.
Sure we have fun and we love each other, but GAWD, JUST LEAVE ME ALONE SOMETIMES...I'm NOT YOUR FUCKING PET.
Enough said. As there has been ample bitching about family earlier.
The 3rd is probably the worst right now.
I honestly dont feel that I belong with any of you. None of the groups. Not that I'm better than any of you, its that I just dont fit.
Lets start off with the Felix Spencer group..the group i feel i fit in with the most...
We have great times and everything...but then you add other people and things get weird.
You guys seem to migrate to the other people and I'm left in the dust.
Not to mention the fact that they all speak chinese, and I'm left again. Its not that big a deal, i still really feel the best with you guys...but at the same time distant.
Also the fact that I really dont think you care too much about me felix. But I have been noticing a few changes in that, so its not a big deal, its just a bunch of really little things. None of these things are HUGE problems, but then you add them up and it just kinda pushes me away. A perfect example of this would have been yesterday, when Peter was driving us home, and sam, simon, julie, peter and shem were there. Everyone just kinda...disappeared, and there I was. And everyone was speaking chinese so i didnt kno what was going on...its not a huge problem, but its just not nice..not to mention school shit piling up for us, and kinda seperating us. Iuno...I just feel really outcast sometimes...probably my fault...
Next, the Jess group...
You're kinda in a league of your own right now =P Iuno, we spend enough time together to make our own group. I feel comfortable around for the most part. I got no beef with you right now =P
Next off, the Nathan Eric Cynthia group.
I guess we havent hung out in a while, and thats probably why i dun feel so great with you guys. And you always seem busy, and doing other stuff, namely bowling now, and I just dun do that. Nathan is always busy with swimming and school, so we dun get to talk as much nemore, and Eric n cynthia are always busy, I dont really know Adrian all that well, and Jason is a nice guy, but i dun really know him that well. For some reason something is awkward between Steven and I. I dont think anything is wrong with us, its just oddly awkward for no particular reason. And you guys dun seem to always want me there, so I guess thats that..
Next, Sandy, Carolyn, Catherine, Christine, Ryan group.
You guys have been really good friends for a while, or at least a while before I came along, and I just feel really not in place. Its not your fault at all, its mostly me, i dont know why I dont feel fit in...but things just seem so much weirder...and everyone is going through something there, people not liking this person, and that person, and I just dont really like gettin in the middle of that. I feel really distant from you all right now, partly because we havent been calling each other out much lately, but thats both our faults, more the school's fault. but i guess thats the way the cookie crumbles. I duno what to do...its just...messy...Dont get me wrong, you guys have been opening and welcoming, maybe its just me...
Its probably my fault for all these stupid problems...
Whatever, well, since my grades are dropping, i'm setting a limit, and I'm not letting myself go out unless I've studied. And I'm going to start studying really early and not going out on saturdays, only fridays now..
Anyway, Tim has kinda dropped out of the friendship ring, going to hermit his ass in the study world, and I think thats probably a good solution for me too...no more going out on saturday and sunday. Weekends are devoted to work.
Maybe after midterms next semister I can cool off, but not until then...i am NOT going to stay an extra year.
The End.
It sucks.
Gawd...
I honestly hate school...
I really do love to learn, but i hate our fucking system of learning.
I KNOW MY FUCKING STUFF, BUT THEN TESTS FUCKING SCREW ME OVER...
GAWD...
And thats not the only thing I'm pissed off about, though it prompted a lot more.
Lets label these in categories.
1) School
2) Family
3) Friends
The typical 3.
School, basically above.
so we'll move onto family
They piss the fuck out of me soooooooooooooo many times.
Sure we have fun and we love each other, but GAWD, JUST LEAVE ME ALONE SOMETIMES...I'm NOT YOUR FUCKING PET.
Enough said. As there has been ample bitching about family earlier.
The 3rd is probably the worst right now.
I honestly dont feel that I belong with any of you. None of the groups. Not that I'm better than any of you, its that I just dont fit.
Lets start off with the Felix Spencer group..the group i feel i fit in with the most...
We have great times and everything...but then you add other people and things get weird.
You guys seem to migrate to the other people and I'm left in the dust.
Not to mention the fact that they all speak chinese, and I'm left again. Its not that big a deal, i still really feel the best with you guys...but at the same time distant.
Also the fact that I really dont think you care too much about me felix. But I have been noticing a few changes in that, so its not a big deal, its just a bunch of really little things. None of these things are HUGE problems, but then you add them up and it just kinda pushes me away. A perfect example of this would have been yesterday, when Peter was driving us home, and sam, simon, julie, peter and shem were there. Everyone just kinda...disappeared, and there I was. And everyone was speaking chinese so i didnt kno what was going on...its not a huge problem, but its just not nice..not to mention school shit piling up for us, and kinda seperating us. Iuno...I just feel really outcast sometimes...probably my fault...
Next, the Jess group...
You're kinda in a league of your own right now =P Iuno, we spend enough time together to make our own group. I feel comfortable around for the most part. I got no beef with you right now =P
Next off, the Nathan Eric Cynthia group.
I guess we havent hung out in a while, and thats probably why i dun feel so great with you guys. And you always seem busy, and doing other stuff, namely bowling now, and I just dun do that. Nathan is always busy with swimming and school, so we dun get to talk as much nemore, and Eric n cynthia are always busy, I dont really know Adrian all that well, and Jason is a nice guy, but i dun really know him that well. For some reason something is awkward between Steven and I. I dont think anything is wrong with us, its just oddly awkward for no particular reason. And you guys dun seem to always want me there, so I guess thats that..
Next, Sandy, Carolyn, Catherine, Christine, Ryan group.
You guys have been really good friends for a while, or at least a while before I came along, and I just feel really not in place. Its not your fault at all, its mostly me, i dont know why I dont feel fit in...but things just seem so much weirder...and everyone is going through something there, people not liking this person, and that person, and I just dont really like gettin in the middle of that. I feel really distant from you all right now, partly because we havent been calling each other out much lately, but thats both our faults, more the school's fault. but i guess thats the way the cookie crumbles. I duno what to do...its just...messy...Dont get me wrong, you guys have been opening and welcoming, maybe its just me...
Its probably my fault for all these stupid problems...
Whatever, well, since my grades are dropping, i'm setting a limit, and I'm not letting myself go out unless I've studied. And I'm going to start studying really early and not going out on saturdays, only fridays now..
Anyway, Tim has kinda dropped out of the friendship ring, going to hermit his ass in the study world, and I think thats probably a good solution for me too...no more going out on saturday and sunday. Weekends are devoted to work.
Maybe after midterms next semister I can cool off, but not until then...i am NOT going to stay an extra year.
The End.
Monday, January 13, 2003
Okay...
I love my family and all...
BUT HOLY SHIT they can be unreasonable.
Yell at me for taking the speakers for my computer, I replaced the ones downstairs anyway
And what do you need sound for anyway? Lets see...
The OCCASIONAL e-mail
Come on, thats just bullshit.
Because YOU lost the speakers, dun mean Imma give you these.
O please. And yell at me for not hearing you when you call me for dinner, and yell at me when I yell to you to pick up the phone and you dont? Whatever. Thats retarded. So its my fault if you dont hear, and my fault if I dont hear, when is it EVER your fault? Idiots.
Whatever, its not that big a deal, its just irritating.
Bio test over with, it was a fuckin bitch.
Math ISP FINALLY done, forever and ever, now math test tomorrow and another bio test friday and then no more tests and just studying for exams left..oy...exams...
Neways, my eyes are reaaaaaaally tired.
So imma go take a nap, then study for math.
wee
I love my family and all...
BUT HOLY SHIT they can be unreasonable.
Yell at me for taking the speakers for my computer, I replaced the ones downstairs anyway
And what do you need sound for anyway? Lets see...
The OCCASIONAL e-mail
Come on, thats just bullshit.
Because YOU lost the speakers, dun mean Imma give you these.
O please. And yell at me for not hearing you when you call me for dinner, and yell at me when I yell to you to pick up the phone and you dont? Whatever. Thats retarded. So its my fault if you dont hear, and my fault if I dont hear, when is it EVER your fault? Idiots.
Whatever, its not that big a deal, its just irritating.
Bio test over with, it was a fuckin bitch.
Math ISP FINALLY done, forever and ever, now math test tomorrow and another bio test friday and then no more tests and just studying for exams left..oy...exams...
Neways, my eyes are reaaaaaaally tired.
So imma go take a nap, then study for math.
wee
ISU's are evil
Took up the majority of my weekend...
Well, that is expected considering its almost exams..
And friggin had to go out for family portraits...
as if I dun have enough =P
o well, i guess i kinda like it neways, so I kno how I used to look and how our family all looked and everything
Its a pretty good thing to do I guess...shows our 'unity' as a family...
Even though at times I may be a bitch and hate them...i guess when it all boils down to it, we are all happy.
Ya, well, i gota wake up at 9-ish tomorrow to do more biology and then go to school at around 11, do a math presentation and then study for bio
Then have a bio test =P
Weeeeeeeeee~
Sounds like a fun-filled day tomorrow =)
I guess i'll try and make the best of it...
This is what happens when I'm in a relatively good mood.~
Took up the majority of my weekend...
Well, that is expected considering its almost exams..
And friggin had to go out for family portraits...
as if I dun have enough =P
o well, i guess i kinda like it neways, so I kno how I used to look and how our family all looked and everything
Its a pretty good thing to do I guess...shows our 'unity' as a family...
Even though at times I may be a bitch and hate them...i guess when it all boils down to it, we are all happy.
Ya, well, i gota wake up at 9-ish tomorrow to do more biology and then go to school at around 11, do a math presentation and then study for bio
Then have a bio test =P
Weeeeeeeeee~
Sounds like a fun-filled day tomorrow =)
I guess i'll try and make the best of it...
This is what happens when I'm in a relatively good mood.~
Saturday, January 11, 2003
Well...
As you can see...I was doing some re-modelling...
But stupid date isnt working..
I dont really wana have to manually write the dates each day, but we'll see...
I'll hopefully find a way to fix it...
Time to go study for bio...WEeeeeeeeeee...
As you can see...I was doing some re-modelling...
But stupid date isnt working..
I dont really wana have to manually write the dates each day, but we'll see...
I'll hopefully find a way to fix it...
Time to go study for bio...WEeeeeeeeeee...
Do you realize...
That you have the most beautiful face...
Do you realize...
We're floating in space...
Do you realize...
That happiness, makes you cry...
Do you realilze...
That everyone you know someday will die...
And instead of saying all of your goodbyes...
Let them know you realize that life goes fast..
Its hard to make the good things last..
You realize the sun dont go down..
Its just an illusion caused by the world spinning round...
Do you realize...?
My song of the moment...
I dont realize actually, hahaha, until actually hearing it, i didnt really think about it very much...
Hmmmmmmmmmm........
O well, get the song, its kinda...different, but its good.
The Flaming Lips - Do You Realize?
Go get it now, its good~
That you have the most beautiful face...
Do you realize...
We're floating in space...
Do you realize...
That happiness, makes you cry...
Do you realilze...
That everyone you know someday will die...
And instead of saying all of your goodbyes...
Let them know you realize that life goes fast..
Its hard to make the good things last..
You realize the sun dont go down..
Its just an illusion caused by the world spinning round...
Do you realize...?
My song of the moment...
I dont realize actually, hahaha, until actually hearing it, i didnt really think about it very much...
Hmmmmmmmmmm........
O well, get the song, its kinda...different, but its good.
The Flaming Lips - Do You Realize?
Go get it now, its good~
~HAPPY~BIRTHDAY~SANDY~
Thursday, January 09, 2003
I dun like studying for Evolution...
Damn natural selection...
I actually have my own theory about that, I like it better.
Kinda xplains why humans can be so shallow =P
Its kinda lame and undeveloped, so I'll save it for another time.
But I just thought i would display my dislike of studying
Also, being moody SUCKS
I'm having random mood swings and it bugs the hell outa me.
Hopefully it'll finish tml.
oiashgoiawy toaywht
-sa0dtuga0wtoiawehs
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Time to study
WEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee -_-;
Damn natural selection...
I actually have my own theory about that, I like it better.
Kinda xplains why humans can be so shallow =P
Its kinda lame and undeveloped, so I'll save it for another time.
But I just thought i would display my dislike of studying
Also, being moody SUCKS
I'm having random mood swings and it bugs the hell outa me.
Hopefully it'll finish tml.
oiashgoiawy toaywht
-sa0dtuga0wtoiawehs
a[tfgea'oighoiasdghsoa'ietgh
etoitgoiawehtiogsea;oihaeg
Time to study
WEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee -_-;
School is really tiring..
Came home and plopped right down n I was dead to the world for a good few hours...
I'm gettin moody againnnn..........
it sux.
I was mad a few days ago, happy a yesterday, and kinda...not sad today, but just...odd feeling...not happy, not sad...just...there...?
Iuno, its probably just all the re-adjusting to school.
Things inside my head feel really messy too...REALLY messy, n no one can organize it...................
Actually, maybe a psychologist...
Maybe I should really go to one...not cause I'm CRAZY and NEED it...but i think it'd be really helpful...
I cant even express the feelings in my head in any other way than this...
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Hmm...its nothin SERIOUS SERIOUS though, just personal i guess. I'm odd like that =P
Ehhh..i'll figure it out...eventually =)
Hopefffffuuuuuuuuullllllllllyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.....
I havent had a chance to actually think bout things lately, havent been walkin home cause its been ass cold, but it was nice today so i enjoyed my time alone i guess...
o welll...
Time for study, no time to think~
Came home and plopped right down n I was dead to the world for a good few hours...
I'm gettin moody againnnn..........
it sux.
I was mad a few days ago, happy a yesterday, and kinda...not sad today, but just...odd feeling...not happy, not sad...just...there...?
Iuno, its probably just all the re-adjusting to school.
Things inside my head feel really messy too...REALLY messy, n no one can organize it...................
Actually, maybe a psychologist...
Maybe I should really go to one...not cause I'm CRAZY and NEED it...but i think it'd be really helpful...
I cant even express the feelings in my head in any other way than this...
go'iahwegfhdxoihg oaweihrt9w3ya orfiljdx 'oifgasjk 'o;filuasje40[98u2q3wrajkl09423quwoprjakldsj90[3wiouerljkfxzcoi'u24joerwlds'm....
Hmm...its nothin SERIOUS SERIOUS though, just personal i guess. I'm odd like that =P
Ehhh..i'll figure it out...eventually =)
Hopefffffuuuuuuuuullllllllllyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.....
I havent had a chance to actually think bout things lately, havent been walkin home cause its been ass cold, but it was nice today so i enjoyed my time alone i guess...
o welll...
Time for study, no time to think~
Wednesday, January 08, 2003
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WEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....
DONE ENGLISH, MATH EXTENDED...OTHER THINGS...
Life got better.
Damn school, bringin me down..
DOWN..
but things are better, I can somewhat relax + do some work, so its alllllll good.
ALL
For now.
'pifjoa'ihfoiah
Wee~
WEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....
DONE ENGLISH, MATH EXTENDED...OTHER THINGS...
Life got better.
Damn school, bringin me down..
DOWN..
but things are better, I can somewhat relax + do some work, so its alllllll good.
ALL
For now.
'pifjoa'ihfoiah
Wee~
Gawd damnit...
I'm in school right now, in Data management..
and i'm doing NOTHING
But nothing is better than a test...heheh ^^
Gota do that on Jan 14th~
but that means i gota study for that after bio
Bio is sooooooo much more important~
Mwahhahaha...
Boredom...
Still about 20 min until this stupid class is over....................
English presentation next period, maybe I should get ready for that instead of writing here...
That might be smart, but who said I was smart anyway =P
Gpojas touaseothadoighaeojgoadigdioahghioasdg
O well, stress is gone, today was a happy day so far..
Minus the whole waking up and drinking coffee...makes me feel sick..
Note to me...Dun drink coffee...
I'm in school right now, in Data management..
and i'm doing NOTHING
But nothing is better than a test...heheh ^^
Gota do that on Jan 14th~
but that means i gota study for that after bio
Bio is sooooooo much more important~
Mwahhahaha...
Boredom...
Still about 20 min until this stupid class is over....................
English presentation next period, maybe I should get ready for that instead of writing here...
That might be smart, but who said I was smart anyway =P
Gpojas touaseothadoighaeojgoadigdioahghioasdg
O well, stress is gone, today was a happy day so far..
Minus the whole waking up and drinking coffee...makes me feel sick..
Note to me...Dun drink coffee...
Tuesday, January 07, 2003
O:FHaoihfoihfoihasdofihrasdiofhaeso;ihtft
Okay, Test tml...
Since I skipped it today.
Apparently tml is gonna be a lot harder than today...o well, at least I'll actually get STUDY time...
Fuckin projects...and tests.........
tfwoiahstgoisdhagtoiehdrtogihedroifthgoedsihgosehfsoighso;dighroigh
Whateverrrrrr..
I need sleeeeeeeeeeeep..
I wun get it til after tml...
or rather...monday....>_<
I HATE SCHOOL >_<
Okay, Test tml...
Since I skipped it today.
Apparently tml is gonna be a lot harder than today...o well, at least I'll actually get STUDY time...
Fuckin projects...and tests.........
tfwoiahstgoisdhagtoiehdrtogihedroifthgoedsihgosehfsoighso;dighroigh
Whateverrrrrr..
I need sleeeeeeeeeeeep..
I wun get it til after tml...
or rather...monday....>_<
I HATE SCHOOL >_<
AHHH
I hate you george bush.
You fucking RETARD, will you PLEASE buy a brain with your fucking economy!?!?! YOU NEED A NEW ONE...
"President George W. Bush says global warming issues are very serious, but the country's energy shortages and economy are more important."
...
...
Fucking retard.
Here's the full story...
Doing this for english...
http://cbc.ca/news/indepth/background/kyoto_protocol.html
George Bush needs to be ass raped repeatedly by guys with HUGE cocks.
I hate you george bush.
You fucking RETARD, will you PLEASE buy a brain with your fucking economy!?!?! YOU NEED A NEW ONE...
"President George W. Bush says global warming issues are very serious, but the country's energy shortages and economy are more important."
...
...
Fucking retard.
Here's the full story...
Doing this for english...
http://cbc.ca/news/indepth/background/kyoto_protocol.html
George Bush needs to be ass raped repeatedly by guys with HUGE cocks.
Monday, January 06, 2003
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SCHOOL IS A BItCH
TOOL OF THE DEVIL!!Prjfaweoithgaosiehgasoeihgsaoihgaesoihgtsoi'dhgosa'dihfsao'nfsoa'idhfs'oaihfsaodi'hf
I find out i have a shit load more work to do than i really knew..
AND I'M GOING TO CRY!!
I actually almost did in data management when i found out i did somethings wrong with my fucking project. and that we werent postponing the test, and that I dont even know wtf is going to be on the test, i honestly felt like breaking down and punching someone out...unfortunately for me, only girls were around me. And no one I knew well enough to punch hard was around..oi;SHFFFfffffffashfoihwaeoihfsdoihfnaoseidhfoisahdfoiawhefoihwaeorifhsd
I honestly hate school. as SOON as i get out of high school, you will all see me do a little victory dance...maybe like the early FF people...lol dumcat~
Okay...this week will consist of much work, and much ass kicking. I'm going to get out of this hell hole, and the way to do that, is work hard and fast. Gota prove this school system that I can kick its ass, cause FUCK IT, I can.
FUCK YOU SCHOOL...FUCK YOU!!! *shakes fist* Thats right...bitch!
...
...
...
Okay, done math project..OVER again...Alex better come through with his part cause imma yell at him if he dun.
Imma kill someone soon...hehehhehehehe...try not to aggreivate me, unless you're prepared to deal with the consequences....and you all know what THOSE are...thats RIGHT!!..........smthg that hurts...and i'll leave you all to imagine the rest =)
Alright, time to study for math and start on this asswipe of an english project.
ASSWIPE......................
SCHOOL IS A BItCH
TOOL OF THE DEVIL!!Prjfaweoithgaosiehgasoeihgsaoihgaesoihgtsoi'dhgosa'dihfsao'nfsoa'idhfs'oaihfsaodi'hf
I find out i have a shit load more work to do than i really knew..
AND I'M GOING TO CRY!!
I actually almost did in data management when i found out i did somethings wrong with my fucking project. and that we werent postponing the test, and that I dont even know wtf is going to be on the test, i honestly felt like breaking down and punching someone out...unfortunately for me, only girls were around me. And no one I knew well enough to punch hard was around..oi;SHFFFfffffffashfoihwaeoihfsdoihfnaoseidhfoisahdfoiawhefoihwaeorifhsd
I honestly hate school. as SOON as i get out of high school, you will all see me do a little victory dance...maybe like the early FF people...lol dumcat~
Okay...this week will consist of much work, and much ass kicking. I'm going to get out of this hell hole, and the way to do that, is work hard and fast. Gota prove this school system that I can kick its ass, cause FUCK IT, I can.
FUCK YOU SCHOOL...FUCK YOU!!! *shakes fist* Thats right...bitch!
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Okay, done math project..OVER again...Alex better come through with his part cause imma yell at him if he dun.
Imma kill someone soon...hehehhehehehe...try not to aggreivate me, unless you're prepared to deal with the consequences....and you all know what THOSE are...thats RIGHT!!..........smthg that hurts...and i'll leave you all to imagine the rest =)
Alright, time to study for math and start on this asswipe of an english project.
ASSWIPE......................
Sunday, January 05, 2003
On the outside, you'd think my parents are perfectly good and normal parents.
But you kno what? They arent all that great. Sure they're good overall, but then there is ssoooo much that is wrong too.
First thing's first.
They dont appreciate the shit that I do, and yell at me for the 1 time that i dont do something. And i didnt do it because I was doing school work. A final project worth 15% of my mark, that I turned out to make 10 pages. They let dana marc and lori off some chores when they had to do exams and projects and shiet, and I had to cover for them and I did. I only expect the same as they got, but what do I get? Nooooooooooooooooooooooo...NOTHING, I have to "Deal with it"
WAY TO PICK A KID TO LEAVE TO DEAL WITH THIS SHIT. THE KID THAT HAS TO GO THROUGH THE FUCKING DOUBLE COHORT. If I dont get into University because I didnt get to study for my tests or i was too busy cleaning to do my projects, I know who to blame. I know it doesnt take that much time, but honestly, who's going to take a break from doing work to CLEAN? Who do you think I am? Do I find joy in cleaning? You dont take breaks to do OTHER work, cause thats not a break. I'm not your fucking slave. Yes I will pull my weight, but you kno what? My weight is cleaning up after dinner, cleaning the rooms i'm in. So thats...My room, the kitchen and the washroom. Done. So you cant say that I'm not pulling my weight. But I do much more than that. I clean the family room, i do other peoples dishes, I do a shit load of other stuff and you dont even recognize it. I pull more than my weight, and I get shit when I slack a little. After I started doing even more because you got me the computer and you dont even recognize it. I dont expect to be recognized all the time, I just expect to be treated equally and to do my work. EVERYONE knows how hard it is to get me to actually DO my work, and you're trying to stop me from doing it?!? ARE YOU ON CRACK!? Fucking faggots. All this extra weight from you guys, PLUS the extra weight from the double cohort and the new curriculum being a fucking whore, and being sooooooo much harder than the fuckin OAC's curriculum. I think i have the right to be bitchy for a god damn few months with all this. I know life isnt fair, but this is a thing that I have some power in, so I'm going to fight it. Parents shouldnt make life harder for their child who already has not the easiest life. Sure, there are people out there that are worse off, i know, but this is what is effecting me now, and I dont care. I hate when people arent treated equally, and I think anyone in my position would be upset, so fuck you all.
I honestly feel like dropping out of school right now. Family + School work + Getting into University = Unhappy people.
Fuck, cut me some god damn slack for christ's sake!
I actually wana run away. Far far away. Where there's no school, no family, no people, nothing.
Life's a bitch.
But you kno what? They arent all that great. Sure they're good overall, but then there is ssoooo much that is wrong too.
First thing's first.
They dont appreciate the shit that I do, and yell at me for the 1 time that i dont do something. And i didnt do it because I was doing school work. A final project worth 15% of my mark, that I turned out to make 10 pages. They let dana marc and lori off some chores when they had to do exams and projects and shiet, and I had to cover for them and I did. I only expect the same as they got, but what do I get? Nooooooooooooooooooooooo...NOTHING, I have to "Deal with it"
WAY TO PICK A KID TO LEAVE TO DEAL WITH THIS SHIT. THE KID THAT HAS TO GO THROUGH THE FUCKING DOUBLE COHORT. If I dont get into University because I didnt get to study for my tests or i was too busy cleaning to do my projects, I know who to blame. I know it doesnt take that much time, but honestly, who's going to take a break from doing work to CLEAN? Who do you think I am? Do I find joy in cleaning? You dont take breaks to do OTHER work, cause thats not a break. I'm not your fucking slave. Yes I will pull my weight, but you kno what? My weight is cleaning up after dinner, cleaning the rooms i'm in. So thats...My room, the kitchen and the washroom. Done. So you cant say that I'm not pulling my weight. But I do much more than that. I clean the family room, i do other peoples dishes, I do a shit load of other stuff and you dont even recognize it. I pull more than my weight, and I get shit when I slack a little. After I started doing even more because you got me the computer and you dont even recognize it. I dont expect to be recognized all the time, I just expect to be treated equally and to do my work. EVERYONE knows how hard it is to get me to actually DO my work, and you're trying to stop me from doing it?!? ARE YOU ON CRACK!? Fucking faggots. All this extra weight from you guys, PLUS the extra weight from the double cohort and the new curriculum being a fucking whore, and being sooooooo much harder than the fuckin OAC's curriculum. I think i have the right to be bitchy for a god damn few months with all this. I know life isnt fair, but this is a thing that I have some power in, so I'm going to fight it. Parents shouldnt make life harder for their child who already has not the easiest life. Sure, there are people out there that are worse off, i know, but this is what is effecting me now, and I dont care. I hate when people arent treated equally, and I think anyone in my position would be upset, so fuck you all.
I honestly feel like dropping out of school right now. Family + School work + Getting into University = Unhappy people.
Fuck, cut me some god damn slack for christ's sake!
I actually wana run away. Far far away. Where there's no school, no family, no people, nothing.
Life's a bitch.
Hmm..
seems that I forgot to post those things earlier...
o well, now you guys can see'em, nothin important.
Today was an almost all work day. Wee...I finished 9 pages of Math ISP =) Go me~ Gota do english tml, maybe do a lil bit of studying for bio...Evolution test...fuckin @#(*#)(@. Might drop the whole be nicer thing for the new year, change it to something easier...lol, less swearin or...being more honest to people, or quit bein a pussy or smthg along those lines. We'll see how things turn out~
Not much else to say cept...i wana go play WC3~
mwaha~
seems that I forgot to post those things earlier...
o well, now you guys can see'em, nothin important.
Today was an almost all work day. Wee...I finished 9 pages of Math ISP =) Go me~ Gota do english tml, maybe do a lil bit of studying for bio...Evolution test...fuckin @#(*#)(@. Might drop the whole be nicer thing for the new year, change it to something easier...lol, less swearin or...being more honest to people, or quit bein a pussy or smthg along those lines. We'll see how things turn out~
Not much else to say cept...i wana go play WC3~
mwaha~
Saturday, January 04, 2003
Damn snowwwwwwwwwww~
It wasnt good, and i woke up late...
Whatever, tomorrow is day for work...
evil evil evil.
Me sleep~
Night....morning rather~
It wasnt good, and i woke up late...
Whatever, tomorrow is day for work...
evil evil evil.
Me sleep~
Night....morning rather~
Friday, January 03, 2003
okay...maybe no snowball fight...snow isnt packin snow...yet.
Who knos, i'll report back tml and tell you all~
Night~
Who knos, i'll report back tml and tell you all~
Night~
Thursday, January 02, 2003
AHHHHHHHHH!!
THere's gonna be a lot of snow tomorrow!!
YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS?!?!?
SNOW BALL FIGHT~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Okay, I'll give you all a call, or ICQ or smthg and we're gonna have a HUGE snow ball fight =P
I'm thinking at Coledale park-ish place.
SEXY!!!
WEEEEEEEE!!!
THere's gonna be a lot of snow tomorrow!!
YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS?!?!?
SNOW BALL FIGHT~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Okay, I'll give you all a call, or ICQ or smthg and we're gonna have a HUGE snow ball fight =P
I'm thinking at Coledale park-ish place.
SEXY!!!
WEEEEEEEE!!!
Hmmmmmmm...
you kno whats weird...
Today I just realized I got a lot from my mother.
My thick hair, my uptightness, my planning thing, my 'social-ness' etc etc...
but wait...i got a lot from my dad too...iuno, its weird to see myself as part of'em...
meh.
btw, decided not to tell everyone how I feel about them =P hahaha, its not very nice of me to do~
Well...maybe I should thank some people for whats gone on through this passed year.
Lessee...where to start.
Hmm...In no particular order...so lets go alphabetically...
(Btw, my memory is somehow drifting away, sorrie if i forget cool/funnie things we've done)
Catherine: Two words describe catherine, Odd, and Crazy. Not that they're bad things! They're absolutely great. If I didnt have someone like you to listen to, and also act as a reality checker, then I think I'd be off in the loony bin =P Thx for being here and being so much fun =P
Carolyn: hahaha, thx for being here to share all your stories (and funnie ones at that Mrs. Pants on fire) and always be there to give a reasonable opinion on things that Vicki Felix and I argue about in Bio class. mwhaahah =P You're like a walking book of knowledge, its great =) Thx for bein here for all the help =P
Christine: We've had crazy times in coledale, and even crazier in UHS. Its great to have you hear to bitch to, and yell at and just let a lot loose to =P Thx for being a good listener.
Cynthia: Thx for bein always good for a laugh. Its so fun to be around you cause you're very open and talkitive =) Of course, not tooooo open/talkitive, cause that'd be bad, but just the right amount ^^ Thx for bein fun =P mwahah~
Eric: We've been good friends for a while now, and when things seem their worst, you seem to come in at the nick of time. Its really great that we can help each other and listen to each other well. Iuno...although we may not be as close anymore, we're there when it counts, and thats what matters the most. Thx~
Felix: lol...my opposite brother =P Never a dull time around you. Its great that we've become good friends, better than a lot of my friends (not to say that the rest of you arent all great friends). I can tell you almost anything =P Its great that I have someone like you to listen to my crazy rants that are too crazy for other people! Thx for being here to listen to me and to freely exchange our deep secrets, need to get a lot of that off my chest, and I'm glad i can trust you with it.
Grace: You dont even know about this, and I'm kinda glad =P but if somehow you find out about it, i dun really mind, but its just you're a little critical of my ideas at times. Doesnt mean we arent amazing friends though =P We always have great times, whether its sitting around in my house, wandering around North York, or standing in line at Best Buy getting me a new computer at 5:30am in the cold =P Thx for being with me through my crazy adventures int his messed up world =)
Jessica: Gamin buddy =P Always someone I can count on to have a good time. Sittin here, playin with Jenga blocks buildin towers and doing stupid lil things =P It may seem stupid, but we have fun and thats all that matters =) When things seem down, just being around you seems to make the whole room that much brighter~ =P Thx for being...you~
Julie: Thx for being here, and providing your facilities and your car and everything for us. You're very generous and its great to see such generousity this day and age, considering all the greed in the world. Thx for givin me some degree of hope for the future~
Karen Lau: Thx for alll the rides home =P If it werent for you, I'm sure i'd be a frozen lil iceman on the sidewalk some how =P Our english group was soo funnie, its great that we had so much fun workin on it =P THx for everythin'
Keith: Thx for lettin us use yer house and everything~ Always there to give me that lil boost of self-confidence when I need it...thx man~
Nathan: Ahh...my crazy mackin friend =P I'm glad you're here to listen to my crazy bitch 'uptight' ramblings. Although they get on your nerves =P heh...thx for being there, and always so calm~ Sux that yer schdule is so crappy n you cant seem to do things wit us, but i dont see how you keep up the grades, and all that swimmin n everything. Its amazing~ Keep up the good 'work' *wink wink*
Ryan: My twin...wait...my white twin =P Its scary how we're so...similar...but its also really cool =P I've always wanted a friend like me =) mwahahaha~ Cocky much eh? =P We seem to agree on everything, and I find that that is something really covetted nowadays. Glad that I found it in you =) Thx~
Sandy: Great to have you around to knock me back into my place =P You're one of my most trusted reality checkers~ hehehe. Although I may become assy at times, its great that you stick by me. You're crazy to be around, and its never dull, its great to have someone like you i can call a friend~
Spencer: lol...what can I say...you're the craziest of the crazies. You're nice to the bone, and sooo fun to be around =P Although your sense of humour may be odd, and unusual at times, it makes other people laugh and have fun which is an amazing thing =) Thx for keepin the spirits up when things seem low =P
Tim: heheh...you seem to have gone through all that I have. You give great advice and seem to genuinely care most of the time~ Our damn late night talks in the middle of the streets, or walking home and stayin to talk extra long...we seem to be able to talk about anything. Thx for all the advice =P
Vicki: Thanks for being there whenever I needed to yell or say things I couldnt say to some people =P Tell you who I hate, and who I like, and tell you waht I dont like about you and you tell me what you dont like about me and such. Its so great that I've had a friend like you over all these years...Kindergarden eh? heheh =P
I really hope i didnt miss anyone...
I consider you all really good friends. Some even are 'best' material =P but I dun wana put down neone, so I'll leave it like this...if I forgot anyone...i'm soooooooooooooooooooo sorrie, its late and I'm tired, I'll make sure I add more tml...i'm sure i forgot some people...soooooooo sorrie if i did!!! >_<
Alright, well now that its 3:47am, i think i should go to sleep!.......or play games, we'll see how much longer my brain will function...i'm assuming not much considering my eyes are slowly shutting as I type...mwahh....
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ZZzzz...
Okay, night guys~
Tailz's Useless Fact of the Day: 40% of people actually fulfil their New Year's resolution~
you kno whats weird...
Today I just realized I got a lot from my mother.
My thick hair, my uptightness, my planning thing, my 'social-ness' etc etc...
but wait...i got a lot from my dad too...iuno, its weird to see myself as part of'em...
meh.
btw, decided not to tell everyone how I feel about them =P hahaha, its not very nice of me to do~
Well...maybe I should thank some people for whats gone on through this passed year.
Lessee...where to start.
Hmm...In no particular order...so lets go alphabetically...
(Btw, my memory is somehow drifting away, sorrie if i forget cool/funnie things we've done)
Catherine: Two words describe catherine, Odd, and Crazy. Not that they're bad things! They're absolutely great. If I didnt have someone like you to listen to, and also act as a reality checker, then I think I'd be off in the loony bin =P Thx for being here and being so much fun =P
Carolyn: hahaha, thx for being here to share all your stories (and funnie ones at that Mrs. Pants on fire) and always be there to give a reasonable opinion on things that Vicki Felix and I argue about in Bio class. mwhaahah =P You're like a walking book of knowledge, its great =) Thx for bein here for all the help =P
Christine: We've had crazy times in coledale, and even crazier in UHS. Its great to have you hear to bitch to, and yell at and just let a lot loose to =P Thx for being a good listener.
Cynthia: Thx for bein always good for a laugh. Its so fun to be around you cause you're very open and talkitive =) Of course, not tooooo open/talkitive, cause that'd be bad, but just the right amount ^^ Thx for bein fun =P mwahah~
Eric: We've been good friends for a while now, and when things seem their worst, you seem to come in at the nick of time. Its really great that we can help each other and listen to each other well. Iuno...although we may not be as close anymore, we're there when it counts, and thats what matters the most. Thx~
Felix: lol...my opposite brother =P Never a dull time around you. Its great that we've become good friends, better than a lot of my friends (not to say that the rest of you arent all great friends). I can tell you almost anything =P Its great that I have someone like you to listen to my crazy rants that are too crazy for other people! Thx for being here to listen to me and to freely exchange our deep secrets, need to get a lot of that off my chest, and I'm glad i can trust you with it.
Grace: You dont even know about this, and I'm kinda glad =P but if somehow you find out about it, i dun really mind, but its just you're a little critical of my ideas at times. Doesnt mean we arent amazing friends though =P We always have great times, whether its sitting around in my house, wandering around North York, or standing in line at Best Buy getting me a new computer at 5:30am in the cold =P Thx for being with me through my crazy adventures int his messed up world =)
Jessica: Gamin buddy =P Always someone I can count on to have a good time. Sittin here, playin with Jenga blocks buildin towers and doing stupid lil things =P It may seem stupid, but we have fun and thats all that matters =) When things seem down, just being around you seems to make the whole room that much brighter~ =P Thx for being...you~
Julie: Thx for being here, and providing your facilities and your car and everything for us. You're very generous and its great to see such generousity this day and age, considering all the greed in the world. Thx for givin me some degree of hope for the future~
Karen Lau: Thx for alll the rides home =P If it werent for you, I'm sure i'd be a frozen lil iceman on the sidewalk some how =P Our english group was soo funnie, its great that we had so much fun workin on it =P THx for everythin'
Keith: Thx for lettin us use yer house and everything~ Always there to give me that lil boost of self-confidence when I need it...thx man~
Nathan: Ahh...my crazy mackin friend =P I'm glad you're here to listen to my crazy bitch 'uptight' ramblings. Although they get on your nerves =P heh...thx for being there, and always so calm~ Sux that yer schdule is so crappy n you cant seem to do things wit us, but i dont see how you keep up the grades, and all that swimmin n everything. Its amazing~ Keep up the good 'work' *wink wink*
Ryan: My twin...wait...my white twin =P Its scary how we're so...similar...but its also really cool =P I've always wanted a friend like me =) mwahahaha~ Cocky much eh? =P We seem to agree on everything, and I find that that is something really covetted nowadays. Glad that I found it in you =) Thx~
Sandy: Great to have you around to knock me back into my place =P You're one of my most trusted reality checkers~ hehehe. Although I may become assy at times, its great that you stick by me. You're crazy to be around, and its never dull, its great to have someone like you i can call a friend~
Spencer: lol...what can I say...you're the craziest of the crazies. You're nice to the bone, and sooo fun to be around =P Although your sense of humour may be odd, and unusual at times, it makes other people laugh and have fun which is an amazing thing =) Thx for keepin the spirits up when things seem low =P
Tim: heheh...you seem to have gone through all that I have. You give great advice and seem to genuinely care most of the time~ Our damn late night talks in the middle of the streets, or walking home and stayin to talk extra long...we seem to be able to talk about anything. Thx for all the advice =P
Vicki: Thanks for being there whenever I needed to yell or say things I couldnt say to some people =P Tell you who I hate, and who I like, and tell you waht I dont like about you and you tell me what you dont like about me and such. Its so great that I've had a friend like you over all these years...Kindergarden eh? heheh =P
I really hope i didnt miss anyone...
I consider you all really good friends. Some even are 'best' material =P but I dun wana put down neone, so I'll leave it like this...if I forgot anyone...i'm soooooooooooooooooooo sorrie, its late and I'm tired, I'll make sure I add more tml...i'm sure i forgot some people...soooooooo sorrie if i did!!! >_<
Alright, well now that its 3:47am, i think i should go to sleep!.......or play games, we'll see how much longer my brain will function...i'm assuming not much considering my eyes are slowly shutting as I type...mwahh....
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ZZzzz...
Okay, night guys~
Tailz's Useless Fact of the Day: 40% of people actually fulfil their New Year's resolution~
Wednesday, January 01, 2003
Alright...I'm too tired to tell people what I think of them now..
Basically everyone is fine, just a few people that I'm particularly peeved about.
Too much WC3 for me...damnit...
Tomorrow I gota do hwk...and apply for U...Fuckin...
New Year's party went relatively well considering the lack of planning, go us!
Imma pass out soon...damn WC3...so addicting..
okay, sleep.
Basically everyone is fine, just a few people that I'm particularly peeved about.
Too much WC3 for me...damnit...
Tomorrow I gota do hwk...and apply for U...Fuckin...
New Year's party went relatively well considering the lack of planning, go us!
Imma pass out soon...damn WC3...so addicting..
okay, sleep.
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