Dreams.

On the outside, you'd think my parents are perfectly good and normal parents.
But you kno what? They arent all that great. Sure they're good overall, but then there is ssoooo much that is wrong too.
First thing's first.
They dont appreciate the shit that I do, and yell at me for the 1 time that i dont do something. And i didnt do it because I was doing school work. A final project worth 15% of my mark, that I turned out to make 10 pages. They let dana marc and lori off some chores when they had to do exams and projects and shiet, and I had to cover for them and I did. I only expect the same as they got, but what do I get? Nooooooooooooooooooooooo...NOTHING, I have to "Deal with it"
WAY TO PICK A KID TO LEAVE TO DEAL WITH THIS SHIT. THE KID THAT HAS TO GO THROUGH THE FUCKING DOUBLE COHORT. If I dont get into University because I didnt get to study for my tests or i was too busy cleaning to do my projects, I know who to blame. I know it doesnt take that much time, but honestly, who's going to take a break from doing work to CLEAN? Who do you think I am? Do I find joy in cleaning? You dont take breaks to do OTHER work, cause thats not a break. I'm not your fucking slave. Yes I will pull my weight, but you kno what? My weight is cleaning up after dinner, cleaning the rooms i'm in. So thats...My room, the kitchen and the washroom. Done. So you cant say that I'm not pulling my weight. But I do much more than that. I clean the family room, i do other peoples dishes, I do a shit load of other stuff and you dont even recognize it. I pull more than my weight, and I get shit when I slack a little. After I started doing even more because you got me the computer and you dont even recognize it. I dont expect to be recognized all the time, I just expect to be treated equally and to do my work. EVERYONE knows how hard it is to get me to actually DO my work, and you're trying to stop me from doing it?!? ARE YOU ON CRACK!? Fucking faggots. All this extra weight from you guys, PLUS the extra weight from the double cohort and the new curriculum being a fucking whore, and being sooooooo much harder than the fuckin OAC's curriculum. I think i have the right to be bitchy for a god damn few months with all this. I know life isnt fair, but this is a thing that I have some power in, so I'm going to fight it. Parents shouldnt make life harder for their child who already has not the easiest life. Sure, there are people out there that are worse off, i know, but this is what is effecting me now, and I dont care. I hate when people arent treated equally, and I think anyone in my position would be upset, so fuck you all.
I honestly feel like dropping out of school right now. Family + School work + Getting into University = Unhappy people.
Fuck, cut me some god damn slack for christ's sake!
I actually wana run away. Far far away. Where there's no school, no family, no people, nothing.
Life's a bitch.

posted by Bradimon @ 7:32 p.m.