You know, someone could get really hurt having too much faith in people.
Tough for the person thats hopeful I guess, thinking that everyone would be open, honest, and decent to them. No worries though, life goes on~
Dreams.
Friday, October 31, 2003
Tuesday, October 28, 2003
Ahh screw it...I'll say what I want, its my blog to express my feelings, and therefore I will express my feelings. I am generally a little reluctant to post unhappy/depressing feelings on my blog, because I dont want to prompt sympathy or worry, but I feel like just saying what I wana say right now, so I will.
Life sucks, and I wouldnt mind being smacked by a truck right now.
I got soooooooooooo much work to do...and I just dont feel like doing it...I enjoy being alone a lot, but then at the same time I dont...Its just all this work I have to do and my net not working...thereby limiting the possible things I could be doing to entertain myself...so then I sit here all lonely. No games, lots of work to do, and no internet to have fun with...
Well, my net SORTA works, but nothing good to do...it only sorta works...
Gawd...
Sick of everything, sick of life, sick of school, sick of thinking, sick of..myself.
Well...whatever...
Life sucks, and I wouldnt mind being smacked by a truck right now.
I got soooooooooooo much work to do...and I just dont feel like doing it...I enjoy being alone a lot, but then at the same time I dont...Its just all this work I have to do and my net not working...thereby limiting the possible things I could be doing to entertain myself...so then I sit here all lonely. No games, lots of work to do, and no internet to have fun with...
Well, my net SORTA works, but nothing good to do...it only sorta works...
Gawd...
Sick of everything, sick of life, sick of school, sick of thinking, sick of..myself.
Well...whatever...
Sunday, October 26, 2003
These posts are a little delayed...I forgot what days I wrote'em, but my net has been down, and its sorta working now so I make the best of it and post all the things I wrote on Notepad ^^
Hmm...
Iuno how I'm feeling right now...
Best way to describe it is...strange?
Not happy, not sad, just...confused. I have a few decisions to make about family stuff..
Some more school work...
Get to see everyone this weekend~ I should feel excited, and I am somewhat, but at the sametime...not really excited. I'm kinda upset, but not. I'm kinda happy, but not. I'm tired, thats for sure..
I do know how I feel actually, for somethings anyway. I do kinda feel like a kleenex. Used until I cant be used anymore, then tossed aside for another kleenex. However, I dont really care as much as I normally would, I'd probably get up and bitch and yell to people and tell'em how unfair this is, but then again...I'm feeling rather lazy right now. I guess I'm just an unimportant kleenex to some people, no biggie. Their choice, if they wana be like that~ No, I'm not being repressive, I'm accepting the fact and moving on because I now have trust issues and feel like not trusting some people right now, and so I dont. I still have a few people I can trust, so whats it matter if I have one or two less? Actually, I have a lot I can trust, I just dont see'em too often anymore.
Anyways, I feel a bit better now getting things off my chest...sorta~ But then who said that this blog was for telling ALL my true feelings...maybe I'm lying ;)
O wells, if you're not brave enough to ask me, just take my word for it here~
pEace~
Hmm...
Iuno how I'm feeling right now...
Best way to describe it is...strange?
Not happy, not sad, just...confused. I have a few decisions to make about family stuff..
Some more school work...
Get to see everyone this weekend~ I should feel excited, and I am somewhat, but at the sametime...not really excited. I'm kinda upset, but not. I'm kinda happy, but not. I'm tired, thats for sure..
I do know how I feel actually, for somethings anyway. I do kinda feel like a kleenex. Used until I cant be used anymore, then tossed aside for another kleenex. However, I dont really care as much as I normally would, I'd probably get up and bitch and yell to people and tell'em how unfair this is, but then again...I'm feeling rather lazy right now. I guess I'm just an unimportant kleenex to some people, no biggie. Their choice, if they wana be like that~ No, I'm not being repressive, I'm accepting the fact and moving on because I now have trust issues and feel like not trusting some people right now, and so I dont. I still have a few people I can trust, so whats it matter if I have one or two less? Actually, I have a lot I can trust, I just dont see'em too often anymore.
Anyways, I feel a bit better now getting things off my chest...sorta~ But then who said that this blog was for telling ALL my true feelings...maybe I'm lying ;)
O wells, if you're not brave enough to ask me, just take my word for it here~
pEace~
What Planet Are You From?
this quiz was made by The Autist Formerly Known As Tim
Hmm....Cool quiz, sounds like me...sadly *rolls eyes*
Found out why I've been so...blaaaaaaaah, for a long time this year...
It is explained in the song Perfect by Simple Plan.
Check out the lyrics...they'll explain why I feel so BLAH...
Wednesday, October 22, 2003
Tuesday, October 21, 2003
What Planet Are You From?
this quiz was made by The Autist Formerly Known As Tim
Sunday, October 19, 2003
Well...
Did a lot of thinkin on the subway today...
Also did a lot of research, but thats not what I was really thinkin bout..hahha :P
It was one of those 'life' thinking things. Somewhere in the last few months I've lost my passion for caring about people, and caring about things...well, not exactly lost it, but its been toned down quite a bit. Normally I would insist on helping someone, but now I'm just...tired? Find it a waste of my time? I've been being more selfish as people have told me to do, like studying for my tests instead of talking or helping someone through something, or actually spending more time doing stuff for myself, and less for other people. In that I feel I have lost a part of me that wants to help everyone...not all at once, it was more of a gradual thing...
Point is, that was my purpose in life at the time...and now...I have no purpose? It feels strange...I just simply sit here and do what I want now. And life has become once again...meaningless. Ya...thats a bit of a downer eh? However, I was thinking about this point, and though my life may seem meaningless right now, I know it'll pick up again sometime, its just a matter of patience. I have also decided to try to be happier with what I have, opposed to what I dont have, and I have decided to try to just wait and see how things go, if something good happens, then bonus for me, but if it doesnt, then no big deal, as long as I have my health, my family and friends, I should be happy. Thats a lot more than other people have and I should be greatful.
So my new goal is to become more patient with life, and more accepting of the flaws of the world, but still try to help it out...My passion for helping hasnt totally been diminished :P
Did a lot of thinkin on the subway today...
Also did a lot of research, but thats not what I was really thinkin bout..hahha :P
It was one of those 'life' thinking things. Somewhere in the last few months I've lost my passion for caring about people, and caring about things...well, not exactly lost it, but its been toned down quite a bit. Normally I would insist on helping someone, but now I'm just...tired? Find it a waste of my time? I've been being more selfish as people have told me to do, like studying for my tests instead of talking or helping someone through something, or actually spending more time doing stuff for myself, and less for other people. In that I feel I have lost a part of me that wants to help everyone...not all at once, it was more of a gradual thing...
Point is, that was my purpose in life at the time...and now...I have no purpose? It feels strange...I just simply sit here and do what I want now. And life has become once again...meaningless. Ya...thats a bit of a downer eh? However, I was thinking about this point, and though my life may seem meaningless right now, I know it'll pick up again sometime, its just a matter of patience. I have also decided to try to be happier with what I have, opposed to what I dont have, and I have decided to try to just wait and see how things go, if something good happens, then bonus for me, but if it doesnt, then no big deal, as long as I have my health, my family and friends, I should be happy. Thats a lot more than other people have and I should be greatful.
So my new goal is to become more patient with life, and more accepting of the flaws of the world, but still try to help it out...My passion for helping hasnt totally been diminished :P
Monday, October 13, 2003
Also a pretty nice quiz~ Check it out-ar~
Your soul is bound to the First Totem, Ares:
The Dove.
Ares appears as a pearl dove. She embodies
love, peace, balance, and devotion. She
is associated with the color pearl, the season
of transition, and the element of love. Her
downfall is idolization.
You are most compatible with Wolves and White
Stags.
Which Animal Spirit Totem Are You?
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Your soul is bound to the First Totem, Ares:
The Dove.
Ares appears as a pearl dove. She embodies
love, peace, balance, and devotion. She
is associated with the color pearl, the season
of transition, and the element of love. Her
downfall is idolization.
You are most compatible with Wolves and White
Stags.
Which Animal Spirit Totem Are You?
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Ya know...
I've become more hopeful and more trusting lately...I hope it doesnt bite me in the ass in the end. It almost did the other day, but then I didnt let it. Trying to be more accepting and understanding, and more trusting and having more faith in people. Maybe not the best thing, but it makes me feel better...I know I can count on my friends to keep me from being too let down, and I can count on myself to accept it if they do, and still be alright...I can do it ^^
Hmm...you know what confuses me though? When people put on away messages and still talk cause they really arent away...Example, Catherine. She's the only person I'll message when they're away or busy cause I dont believe her...lol. Either that or she'd message me when she's busy or away or something...*confusing*
Hmm...maybe I should get into the habit of msging people if they're away, cause if they got MSN plus, then it'd give an auto-reply telling people where they are or whatever. I love that feature ^^ But the best is the Boss Protection feature...LOL...hides your whole MSN window and other windows in the tray with an icon of your choice...lol.
Anyways...enough babblin' for me. Time for bed~
Last minute Quiz...check it out~ Interesting...I've been more balanced and accepting lately. Less about caring for people though...not so good...I'm actually taking that help yourself before you help other people thing into consideration more so than before. Not that I dont wana help people, its just...right now I need to balance my life out before I try and help people, unless I wana give tainted and biased advice~ :P
You are Form 6, Elfin: The Wyld.
"And The Elfin saw the evil and
misjudgement in the world and shot her arrow at
the sky. Bolts of lightning struck the earth
and gave the world balance and
growth."
Some examples of the Elfin Form are Demeter (Greek)
and Khepry (Egyptian).
The Elfin is associated with the concept of growth
and balance, the number 6, and the element of
water.
Her sign is the half moon.
As a member of Form 6, you are a very balanced
individual. You can easily adapt to most
situations and you may be a good social
chameleon. You aren't afraid of changes in
your life, but sometimes you evolve too
rapidly, leaving others to think that you are
leaving them behind. Elfin are the best
friends to have because they are open minded.
Which Mythological Form Are You?
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I've become more hopeful and more trusting lately...I hope it doesnt bite me in the ass in the end. It almost did the other day, but then I didnt let it. Trying to be more accepting and understanding, and more trusting and having more faith in people. Maybe not the best thing, but it makes me feel better...I know I can count on my friends to keep me from being too let down, and I can count on myself to accept it if they do, and still be alright...I can do it ^^
Hmm...you know what confuses me though? When people put on away messages and still talk cause they really arent away...Example, Catherine. She's the only person I'll message when they're away or busy cause I dont believe her...lol. Either that or she'd message me when she's busy or away or something...*confusing*
Hmm...maybe I should get into the habit of msging people if they're away, cause if they got MSN plus, then it'd give an auto-reply telling people where they are or whatever. I love that feature ^^ But the best is the Boss Protection feature...LOL...hides your whole MSN window and other windows in the tray with an icon of your choice...lol.
Anyways...enough babblin' for me. Time for bed~
Last minute Quiz...check it out~ Interesting...I've been more balanced and accepting lately. Less about caring for people though...not so good...I'm actually taking that help yourself before you help other people thing into consideration more so than before. Not that I dont wana help people, its just...right now I need to balance my life out before I try and help people, unless I wana give tainted and biased advice~ :P
You are Form 6, Elfin: The Wyld.
"And The Elfin saw the evil and
misjudgement in the world and shot her arrow at
the sky. Bolts of lightning struck the earth
and gave the world balance and
growth."
Some examples of the Elfin Form are Demeter (Greek)
and Khepry (Egyptian).
The Elfin is associated with the concept of growth
and balance, the number 6, and the element of
water.
Her sign is the half moon.
As a member of Form 6, you are a very balanced
individual. You can easily adapt to most
situations and you may be a good social
chameleon. You aren't afraid of changes in
your life, but sometimes you evolve too
rapidly, leaving others to think that you are
leaving them behind. Elfin are the best
friends to have because they are open minded.
Which Mythological Form Are You?
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Okies...internet sorta working again ^^
Happy Thanks Giving everyone!!! Gawd...had 17 - 20 people at my place for thanks giving today...the crazy-ness!! Ahhh!!! It was fun though~ But tomorrow is all work day...well...sucks...catherine is leaving at around 4 tomorrow >_< Maybe I should try n schedule some break time for her n we can chill for a bit.
Thanks giving was good, lots of food and fam and friends~ Watched Clue~! The bestest movie in the entireeeeeee world!!! MWahahahah~ :) Maybe only to me and my sisters...lol
Nice to talk to you again tho Jess~ We should chill some more~ hahahah, Thanks for the lil piggie!! Itss ooo cute!! hahahah~ I would actually take it to school, but I'm afraid it'd be stolen by stupid peoples :P
Anyways...
This is all I feel like typing, in a weird mood. Its content, but uneasy...iuno ^^
O wellies.
pEace~
Happy Thanks Giving everyone!!! Gawd...had 17 - 20 people at my place for thanks giving today...the crazy-ness!! Ahhh!!! It was fun though~ But tomorrow is all work day...well...sucks...catherine is leaving at around 4 tomorrow >_< Maybe I should try n schedule some break time for her n we can chill for a bit.
Thanks giving was good, lots of food and fam and friends~ Watched Clue~! The bestest movie in the entireeeeeee world!!! MWahahahah~ :) Maybe only to me and my sisters...lol
Nice to talk to you again tho Jess~ We should chill some more~ hahahah, Thanks for the lil piggie!! Itss ooo cute!! hahahah~ I would actually take it to school, but I'm afraid it'd be stolen by stupid peoples :P
Anyways...
This is all I feel like typing, in a weird mood. Its content, but uneasy...iuno ^^
O wellies.
pEace~
Sunday, October 12, 2003
Wee, just cleaned my room up for thanks giving and cause my grandma told me too >_< hahahah...
Cant really ignore a 90 year old woman like I can ignore my mother :P
Also, it appears that my internet is going again ^^ Faster anyway, it better be fixed permantently, this was ridiculous, I was going to call the company and politely bitch them out cause my parents told me to, cause my dad's business is at home and he needs the internet to run it with e-mails and what not ya kno? But maybe I wont have to bitch at them ^^
hahaha...and now I download many old B*Witched songs...sad no? Hahaha, but its good happy music, keeps me happy ^^ Anyways...I should be cleaning and cooking more~
Cant really ignore a 90 year old woman like I can ignore my mother :P
Also, it appears that my internet is going again ^^ Faster anyway, it better be fixed permantently, this was ridiculous, I was going to call the company and politely bitch them out cause my parents told me to, cause my dad's business is at home and he needs the internet to run it with e-mails and what not ya kno? But maybe I wont have to bitch at them ^^
hahaha...and now I download many old B*Witched songs...sad no? Hahaha, but its good happy music, keeps me happy ^^ Anyways...I should be cleaning and cooking more~
Iuno this anime too well, but from what I've seen of it, its cool ^^
Quiz stolen from Quizilla and Tennoarashi
You are Amano Ginji! You are a compassionate, fun-
loving person who's easy to get along with. You
also tend to make friends easily, and you have
great potential as a leader. You like to do
your best to right the wrongs in the world!
It's one of the most important things to you,
especially when taking on a retrieval job!
Get Backers Personality Quiz
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Quiz stolen from Quizilla and Tennoarashi
You are Amano Ginji! You are a compassionate, fun-
loving person who's easy to get along with. You
also tend to make friends easily, and you have
great potential as a leader. You like to do
your best to right the wrongs in the world!
It's one of the most important things to you,
especially when taking on a retrieval job!
Get Backers Personality Quiz
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Today was pretty interestin' :P
Had a weddin' to go to. Congrats to my cousin Jeff and his new wife Melinda. Strange thing is...I saw Ms. Lai there...hahahh!! I think she's just friends with the bride, or else I'm sorta related to Ms. Lai now o_O
Today was fun tho, the Truth or Dare game...
hahaha, Ry, you better send those pix...lol~ I think I saw more of everyone today than I ever really wanted to...if you catch my drift :P lol~ Jokes jokes, it was funnie ^^
Neways, sleepies~
pEace~
Had a weddin' to go to. Congrats to my cousin Jeff and his new wife Melinda. Strange thing is...I saw Ms. Lai there...hahahh!! I think she's just friends with the bride, or else I'm sorta related to Ms. Lai now o_O
Today was fun tho, the Truth or Dare game...
hahaha, Ry, you better send those pix...lol~ I think I saw more of everyone today than I ever really wanted to...if you catch my drift :P lol~ Jokes jokes, it was funnie ^^
Neways, sleepies~
pEace~
Friday, October 10, 2003
OMG
My internet is sorta working now!! YAY!!!
I can at least blog!!!
And talk on MSN!! And LOAD WEBPAGES!!
AND GET MY FLASH PROJECT!! WOOOOOT!!
*should be studying but isnt*
My internet is sorta working now!! YAY!!!
I can at least blog!!!
And talk on MSN!! And LOAD WEBPAGES!!
AND GET MY FLASH PROJECT!! WOOOOOT!!
*should be studying but isnt*
Tuesday, October 07, 2003
Well, I have to admit, my luck really does surprise me. This semister rocks, my teachers are great. Especially Mr. Paschos. I wont say why, cause its unfair to other people, but he's a great guy ^^
In other luck news...
I have things I cant say, or rather dont wana say ^^ But it worked out for the better~
So...yay for the luck ^^ Thankies to whatever or whoever is giving it to me...:)
In other luck news...
I have things I cant say, or rather dont wana say ^^ But it worked out for the better~
So...yay for the luck ^^ Thankies to whatever or whoever is giving it to me...:)
Monday, October 06, 2003
OOPSIES!!
I posted the wrong link before...*wipes sweat away* hahahahha...
CRAP!
Well, if you did it, and wana be honest and not have 100% you can redo it so your name will be with the other peoples...heheheh...*smacks head*
Here is it... -----> CLICK HERE <--------
I posted the wrong link before...*wipes sweat away* hahahahha...
CRAP!
Well, if you did it, and wana be honest and not have 100% you can redo it so your name will be with the other peoples...heheheh...*smacks head*
Here is it... -----> CLICK HERE <--------
Great song ^^
Matchbox 20 - Unwell
All day staring at the ceiling
Making friends with shadows on my wall
All night hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something
Hold on
Feeling like I'm headed for a breakdown
And I don't know why
[Chorus]
But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be...me
I'm talking to myself in public
Dodging glances on the train
And I know, I know they've all been talking about me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think there must be something wrong with me
Out of all the hours thinking
Somehow I've lost my mind
[Chorus]
But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
I've been talking in my sleep
Pretty soon they'll come to get me
Yeah, they're taking me away
[Chorus]
But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
Yeah, how I used to be
How I used to be
Well, I'm just a little unwell
How I used to be
How I used to be
I'm just a little unwell
Matchbox 20 - Unwell
All day staring at the ceiling
Making friends with shadows on my wall
All night hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something
Hold on
Feeling like I'm headed for a breakdown
And I don't know why
[Chorus]
But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be...me
I'm talking to myself in public
Dodging glances on the train
And I know, I know they've all been talking about me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think there must be something wrong with me
Out of all the hours thinking
Somehow I've lost my mind
[Chorus]
But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
I've been talking in my sleep
Pretty soon they'll come to get me
Yeah, they're taking me away
[Chorus]
But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
Yeah, how I used to be
How I used to be
Well, I'm just a little unwell
How I used to be
How I used to be
I'm just a little unwell
Hey hey~
Here's a lil quiz thingie that Catherine made me do, so I make you people do~ :P
Well...not really make, cause I cant hahaha, but if you're bored
EDIT That was the wrong site...it just gave answers and people oculdnt put their names >_<
I'll post a new one soon
Enjoy~
Here's a lil quiz thingie that Catherine made me do, so I make you people do~ :P
Well...not really make, cause I cant hahaha, but if you're bored
EDIT That was the wrong site...it just gave answers and people oculdnt put their names >_<
I'll post a new one soon
Enjoy~
Sunday, October 05, 2003
AHh...
Its great that Grace Vick and I came up with our Halloween costumes ^^
Now its just a matter of putting it together...lol. We're funnie peoples~ Its gonna be a crazy thingies.
I cant believe we didnt sleep last night though...we stayed up til 8am talking? Geeeeeeeeez...what were we on, why am I still awake at 2am now? Grrrrrr..
O wellies..
Not much else to say, mind is a bit blank right now ^^
pEace~
Its great that Grace Vick and I came up with our Halloween costumes ^^
Now its just a matter of putting it together...lol. We're funnie peoples~ Its gonna be a crazy thingies.
I cant believe we didnt sleep last night though...we stayed up til 8am talking? Geeeeeeeeez...what were we on, why am I still awake at 2am now? Grrrrrr..
O wellies..
Not much else to say, mind is a bit blank right now ^^
pEace~
Friday, October 03, 2003
Yay for blogger!! They fixed my account thingie~
So I have both my blogs back, the www.waterz.blogspot.com and www.tailz.blogspot.com
I'm only going to be using htis one, but at least they have that mess fixed up ^^
Hmm...you know what I've realised? I'm a pretty lucky guy. Maybe not with a emotional things, but I'm lucky materialistically. This is all well and good, but it'd be nice to be lucky emotionally as well, but cant ask for everything right? ^^ I have a loving family, a nice home, always have food, my own comp, my own room, and a lot of clothes, and lots of cars, and lots of stuff, I'm really fortunate in that respect. ^^
Well, actually, I'm pretty lucky overall. I mean, who meets one of their best friends in daycare? I mean...the chances of that happening are sooo low :P And also another one of their best friends in gr. 4? Its pretty incrediable if you think about it. Ya I've had a lot of ups and downs, but I think on a whole I am really lucky.
I've been blessed with a lot of things...too bad I didnt realise it til now? But at least I am acknowledging it now. Better late than never right?~
hahaha..anyways, Imma nap soon, pEace~
So I have both my blogs back, the www.waterz.blogspot.com and www.tailz.blogspot.com
I'm only going to be using htis one, but at least they have that mess fixed up ^^
Hmm...you know what I've realised? I'm a pretty lucky guy. Maybe not with a emotional things, but I'm lucky materialistically. This is all well and good, but it'd be nice to be lucky emotionally as well, but cant ask for everything right? ^^ I have a loving family, a nice home, always have food, my own comp, my own room, and a lot of clothes, and lots of cars, and lots of stuff, I'm really fortunate in that respect. ^^
Well, actually, I'm pretty lucky overall. I mean, who meets one of their best friends in daycare? I mean...the chances of that happening are sooo low :P And also another one of their best friends in gr. 4? Its pretty incrediable if you think about it. Ya I've had a lot of ups and downs, but I think on a whole I am really lucky.
I've been blessed with a lot of things...too bad I didnt realise it til now? But at least I am acknowledging it now. Better late than never right?~
hahaha..anyways, Imma nap soon, pEace~
Thursday, October 02, 2003
Lalalalal~
I have issues, many issues~
Right now, the most promonient ones seem to be friendship issues and trust issues. For good reason too, Catherine you know why. I'm sure the rest of you can infer why I would have these issues develop over the last year. O wellies, I'll work through'em. Lots has happened, lots is gonna happen, and lots is happening. Honestly, I have no idea where I will be by January? I mean...I'm trying to be really accepting when other people do stupid things, and I'm trying really hard, but it seems to bite me in the ass a lot. True, it does allow me to be calmer at other times, but man...I guess I gota take the good with the bad eh? heheh -_-;
I've been really mood-swingy lately, thx for taking the brunt of it Catherine ^^ Not so much thanks to other people, but no worries, no grudges being held as of now. I dont know what I'm thinking. But I'm stupid for thinking I was thinking anything about that. Hahaha...thats not ambigious at all, NO! Whatever, people have other stuff to do neways~
AHhh...lots of stuff due Friday, but also friday seems like a good day. Not much school, but things due and quizzes. Then I get out early and come later than usual. ^^
I dont think anything else very exciting happened today...went to apply for some jobs...thats bout it? Lame day~
Anyways, this is all for now, pEace~
I have issues, many issues~
Right now, the most promonient ones seem to be friendship issues and trust issues. For good reason too, Catherine you know why. I'm sure the rest of you can infer why I would have these issues develop over the last year. O wellies, I'll work through'em. Lots has happened, lots is gonna happen, and lots is happening. Honestly, I have no idea where I will be by January? I mean...I'm trying to be really accepting when other people do stupid things, and I'm trying really hard, but it seems to bite me in the ass a lot. True, it does allow me to be calmer at other times, but man...I guess I gota take the good with the bad eh? heheh -_-;
I've been really mood-swingy lately, thx for taking the brunt of it Catherine ^^ Not so much thanks to other people, but no worries, no grudges being held as of now. I dont know what I'm thinking. But I'm stupid for thinking I was thinking anything about that. Hahaha...thats not ambigious at all, NO! Whatever, people have other stuff to do neways~
AHhh...lots of stuff due Friday, but also friday seems like a good day. Not much school, but things due and quizzes. Then I get out early and come later than usual. ^^
I dont think anything else very exciting happened today...went to apply for some jobs...thats bout it? Lame day~
Anyways, this is all for now, pEace~
Wednesday, October 01, 2003
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