Dreams.

These posts are a little delayed...I forgot what days I wrote'em, but my net has been down, and its sorta working now so I make the best of it and post all the things I wrote on Notepad ^^

Hmm...
Iuno how I'm feeling right now...
Best way to describe it is...strange?
Not happy, not sad, just...confused. I have a few decisions to make about family stuff..
Some more school work...
Get to see everyone this weekend~ I should feel excited, and I am somewhat, but at the sametime...not really excited. I'm kinda upset, but not. I'm kinda happy, but not. I'm tired, thats for sure..

I do know how I feel actually, for somethings anyway. I do kinda feel like a kleenex. Used until I cant be used anymore, then tossed aside for another kleenex. However, I dont really care as much as I normally would, I'd probably get up and bitch and yell to people and tell'em how unfair this is, but then again...I'm feeling rather lazy right now. I guess I'm just an unimportant kleenex to some people, no biggie. Their choice, if they wana be like that~ No, I'm not being repressive, I'm accepting the fact and moving on because I now have trust issues and feel like not trusting some people right now, and so I dont. I still have a few people I can trust, so whats it matter if I have one or two less? Actually, I have a lot I can trust, I just dont see'em too often anymore.

Anyways, I feel a bit better now getting things off my chest...sorta~ But then who said that this blog was for telling ALL my true feelings...maybe I'm lying ;)

O wells, if you're not brave enough to ask me, just take my word for it here~
pEace~

posted by Bradimon @ 11:19 p.m.