Bleh!
I need a new setup to my blog...gota add stuff, and take away stuff..and I dont know HTML well enough to change it..seeing as I dont have my crapy frontpage to change it...
Damnit, I wana put up a new background and change this layout that I've had for a few years now.
In other news, been studying and busy for the passed few days. Cant wait til tomorrow is over..!! No QAY for me tho, gota work weds night, but possibly hot twins coming in, so I'll be happy enough if that happens.
That is all for now.
Weird Gamers
Okay, I dont really understand why some gamers are so mad all the time! I understand losing is frustrating, but to be so mad about it and start the name calling/shit talking which eventually turns into a racial battle as the envitable racial slur is thrown in.
Honestly, what's behind all this rage? Is it rage that they dont get to express in real life so they express it online? I suppose that makes me feel a little better, that at least they dont say that to people's faces...sure it doesnt make anything less racist. The whole "Chinese Farmer" thing bugs the hell outta me. These damn people and their assumption that everyone who doesnt understand you is a "Chinese Farmer" which later turns into being called a "gook" or "chink". At least "chink" would go along with this whole "Chinese Farmer" thing...but "gook"? At least consistent with your stupid racist remarks.
The shit talking online is really just sad. I will often yell back, but we all know I don't hold a candle to Ed in that department. I mean, all of societies little ethnocentric ways come on from American...and sadly Canadian gamers alike. A nice North American attitude that "We're better than you...Bitches!" type feeling comes across. No wonder people hate the States, hopefully Canada will not be lumped into that. Man, there are just so many things wrong with this! Sigh, and there is really nothing I can do but try to reason with them and remind them that it's an online game, and they need to relax. Of course, they read 'relax' and rage into a defensive fit, "I DON'T NEED TO RELAX!" which only further proves my point, they need to relax.
Games are supposed to be fun. Yes, challenging as well, and that is what leads to the frustration, that people can't do what they want to in the game, therefore they get frustrated. However, you know this is part of the game when you start playing, or at least you shouldn't be so ignorant to believe that you will win every game - especially online! Really, I feel as though it's just a bunch of people who try to boost their self-confidence through online games, and this in turn, makes them upset because it attacks their weak spot - their insecurity.
It's really quite sad, the thought of someone who gets their jollies out of camping someone lower level, and clearly a class that is weak to them. For example, last night I had two rogues camping me, a holy priest. Now, for those of you without a background in World of Warcraft, a holy priest is mainly geared towards healing and keeping others in their party alive to kill things. Rogues are stealthy assassins that can go invisable and stun you for long periods of time dealing very high amounts of damage, their downfall is that they also take lots of damage. However, as a not damaging class, a holy priest vs a rogue is really suicide, especially two rogues. So I was standing there last night, turning in some quests, and I get killed by some rogue. I laugh it off, because well, that happens sometimes, as long as they dont camp, I dont get very frustrated. But instead, they bring another rogue, and go invisable right over my body, so when I come back to finish these quests again, they kill me. This is repeated for several minutes. I watch as they stand and laugh and blow kisses at my dead body.
How is this fun to them? It seems like either a very childish thing to do (Though it is highly possible that they are 10 years old), or just a turdy thing to do. Regardless, the thought of someone high level, geared towards killing, killing someone lower level, geared to someone who is almost defenseless, is pretty sick. And then camping them. I mean, I admit, I kill random low levels that are in my way, but I dont sit around and wait for them to come back so I can torture them. Who gets fun out of torture?! And if they are 10 year old children...that's even more disturbing that they are finding torturing someone (who they fullwell know is behind that computer screen on the other side) entertaining! What is this world coming to.
I mean, of course they could just be showing their friends how funny it is to kill someone over and over and over and just be an asshole, but after the maybe...10th to 20th time, it gets boring - plus you dont get any bonuses for killing people after the 5th time. It's not even like they're getting revenge on me for doing something to them earlier. Well, I suppose I could have killed them once a long time ago and they kept the name down and when they see someone on this list, they kill them. Which is also kinda sick too...reminds me of someone that would keep a list of people they hated in high school (Like in Billy Madison) and would get ready to kill them.
I don't know, maybe there are other things that could be going on other than this person on the otherside thinking they are torturing someone. Let's hope I just didnt think of it and really they're good people.
Sigh, online gaming is crazy, I'm just glad I know people that aren't crazy that will play with me. Oh online gaming, how crazy you are.
- End Rant.
Dream
So for some reason, Grace and I were at some kids house after their school day was over, as if we were just baby sitting them and playing with their friends just to keep them entertained. Then their friend go into some weird shit, and started pretending they knew some sort of magic. Eventually some friends got bored because they were taking so long, and then the main boy and his little sister got very upset that the other people were leaving. Eventually everyone left, and we went to talk to the parents. The sky got really dark, so the father asked if we were going to go home, we said yes. He asked if we could take the little girl home too, but we both rode bikes there for some reason, we asked how far it was, and he said it was in Hamberg. We didnt know where that was and asked how far it was, then my cell rang and my mom called asking if I was okay for dinner since they were at the hospital. I stopped and asked Why are you at the hospital!? They said they found these boys (the boys that were playing with this weird voodoo stuff that just left, somehow I knew it was them.) and took them to the hospital. The mother of the main boy we were babysitting walked in on the conversation and also somehow knew it was related to her boy who left with those other boys. (I wish I knew their names) So then the mother and father were going to go to the hospital while Grace and I went with the little girl to her home by bus which was somewhere in Mississauga, when we were like...on Lockridge (the next street from 16th going east from my street). Then random Seann and Alvi and some dude were standing at these cars at the plaza with the Daisy Mart, we waved and moved on. Then somehow some snakes were conjured when we were standing at the boss stop and they chased after me! I lead them away from the crowd at the bus stop. Then they jumped at me and I kicked'em away. Somehow we knew that those things were from those weird boys that left. We walked back to the house quickly (on lockridge) and told the mother that we think the boys that left early (which we figured were the bad influence on her son) were at the bus stop because those snakes werent natural...cause they chased after just me (dont ask where my logic is). So we walked out the door, found that for some reason, the glass was punched in and the blood was her son's (How did we know? I dont know) and that for some reason he watched as these other boys tortured some kid and rolled him down some big hill and hurt him, and her son (who would normally be very against something like that) just stood there. We came to the conclusion that he was under some sorta voodoo spell shit. Then I woke up.
What is going on with this fucked up dream, lol.
New Years Resolutions.
So...around this time of year, people start thinking about resolutions for the new year. So...really, what are mine for this year? I have no idea! This came about at the dinner with co-workers, and I started thinkin'.....wee!
k, not posting them, at least not yet, cause I duno yet, we shall see.
High School!
Wow! I just re-read some of those good old entries into my yearbook in high school. Those are fucking AMAZING. I miss so many people from HS that I've lost touch with now! Imagine that...3 years later...(shit, its been 3 years...god I'm old) and I already miss you guys!
The good times were AMAZING, the bad times are forgotten. I think I'll scroll through my MSN list and talk to some people again. :)
Weird test.
Light - ObscureYou are a
happy-go-lucky kind of person, always smiling
and laughing... You are liked by many of the
elements, but there are some who dislike you
for the same reason... You are innocent and
child-like at heart...
Animagi
form: RabbitMost compatible
with: CloudsLeast compatible
with: DarknessSong:
Hakuna Matata - The Lion KingRuling
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