Thursday, November 10, 2005

Weirdness.

Why does it seem so hard to feel compassionate right now?

Am I really becoming more jaded..? I used to hate the idea of survival of the fittest...but lets be realistic...if people arent helping themselves, why should I bother worrying? When did I start thinking like this? What happened...I feel so mean...and dry. Maybe I just feel like that today because I'm frustrated.

I kinda feel like a big idiot...but then again it could just be one of those pessimistic days. I didnt feel this bad yesterday? I dont know, I feel kinda just...sad right now. I just need to chill and relax, I'm clearly making too big a deal out of nothing right now. Just need to sleep, which I will do right now. :)

Nights~

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