Dreams.

Bad day...

So today really sucked...like really sucked...things have been really sucking for a few weeks or so, but this will be the end of it.

Things have sucked, and its just been me paying for what I've done wrong in the past. I mean, I know I should have worked harder in school, and I know I should have been nicer and I know I should have been more careful with somethings.

So I'm ready to be back to school and ready to get going so I dont screw up again. Things are repairable, it takes time, but they'll be fixed. The proper things will be cherished, and my priorities will be taking a shift.

So no more wallowing in my own self-pity, its time to get things organized and care more about my own thing. I need to get back to my usual self, get these pessimistic thoughts out of my head and just find the good in things again. Life is so dull and lifeless when I feel completely pessimistic...I enjoyed the little bit of pessimism to keep me grounded, while still having my positive thinking to keep things looking beautiful. I'm not gonna sit here and wait for fate to make me get out of this rut.

I'll do it myself.

posted by Bradimon @ 8:02 p.m.