Dreams.

Wow, Post 925!

Wow, i've almost hit 1000, what the hell is that? lol..

So anyways, looks like I will be entering hermit mode soon, due to the upcoming midterms. I will find a nice quiet hole to dig myself into and stay with a flashlight and my textbooks, notes and computer.

In other news, Keira's party went swimmingly. The house is all cleaned up, kitchen is fully functional. Because the kitchen is functional now, the living room will no long hold our pots/pans and other kitchen utensils, and the family room will no long have our kitchen table, along with several random cupboards, and my basement will no longer be hiding the dining room chairs. It was kinda crazy having over 70 people in and out of my house, standing around, chatting it up, hovering around baby Keira as if she were Jesus. After...somehow, I ended up drinking some alcohol with my Lori, Mommy and Dana's boyfriend John. How odd that someone would get drunk with family members? Okay, well I wasnt drunk exactly, but I was buzzed, and daaaaaamn red. Pretty hilarious.

I'm really tired though...been working on this lab all day and I'm not sure how the graphs turned out...stupid log function on excel...why are you so strange?! Maybe I should just do it the other way too...just incase...tomorrow morning I will then.

I have so many other things on my mind distracting me from school work. I need to just seperate my emotional mind from my schooling mind...cause those really just dont mix well. My head is spinning in worry, and doubt one moment, and spinning back to being optumistic, idealistic and hopeful. It seems to be a constant struggle going on inside this little space I call a brain inside me. I just gota leave all this drama behind me and move on...jeez. Where's my white knight? Oh right...thats me. *sigh*

(Okay, I need to stop being such a pessimistic bitch. Slap me someone)

posted by Bradimon @ 4:01 a.m.