Thursday, October 20, 2005

Wow, I need to stop.

Honestly...me and my over active conscience...

Just...stop. I feel bad if I quit my job...but it sucks, but i feel bad because I know my boss needs people, and he's gonna be sooooooooooooo mad if I quit...but I want to move onto other things...

I know he's not a nice man by any means...but I still feel bad. I dont like screwing people over even if they screw me and everyone else over. I dont feel like I should be acting on my judgements. I mean, its bad enough that I'm judging him.

But why am I looking out for his best interests over mine? I dont know...because he's my boss? I think that's why...and I was hired to do a job...which looks out for his interests...and I feel obligated to fill that...? I'm clearly just bullshiting and I dont know why I feel this way. F-ing s....

Somebody stop me.............................................!

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