Dreams.

Games Games Games

Too many games to play -_-
Been pretty busy with them and work :P

Also some thinking which I wont post...cause its not cool.


Anyways, time for bed, night ^^

posted by Bradimon @ 3:43 a.m. 0 comments

Reflectin'

Ya know...

Well, even though I have actually been doing pretty good the passed while, since...what...September? October? I know I hid a lot of the pain I was feeling. I was feeling bad about a lot of things, but still good. I wouldnt say that I felt bad because I didnt want to give the people the satisfaction to know they got to me, that or I didnt want them to feel bad that I was hurting.

I didnt wana admit it before, but now I really just dont care what people know and what they dont. Honestly, if people delight in my pain, then good for them? It is a little sickening, but who cares, it just goes to show how stupid and immature they really are. And who am I to protect someone from their own feelings? I feel the way I feel, why hide it? I am who I am, and I shouldnt/dont care what people do about it.

I guess I say this because I see other people doing it, and its really quite transparent once you go through it. Well...its actually quite transparent regardless, I dont think I hid my feelings all that great either :P

Ahhh well, life is life, and I want to go shopping...lol I fell asleep too many times today to go shopping and when I wasnt asleep, Nathan was too tired, and then I got too tired, blah blah blah. I guess it just wasnt in the stars for me to go shopping today >_<

But I will be getting 3 Xbox controllers, and a new bracelet, perhaps necklace too, and some shirts :)
There goes a good 200 bux...but for a good cause :)

Anyways, time to go to bed, or try to go to bed after all the naps I've had. :P

posted by Bradimon @ 1:27 a.m. 0 comments

Anyone wana buy me something? :)

Yes? Its only $7.95 US~

http://www.tvmerch.com/cgibin/shop/tvcart.cgi?ACTION=thispage&thispage=chneck47.htm&ORDER_ID=255890662

Check it out~
Belated birthday present? :) Mahahahaha

posted by Bradimon @ 8:09 p.m. 0 comments

Waterloo

Forgot to post about that.

It was pretty fun~ Kinda tiring, but really quite fun :)
Cool to hang out with you guys again, havent seen you since your reading week~

Nice meetin' nathan's friend jess and spendin more time with her. It was good all in all, tiring sleeping on the floor tho :P

Anyways, thats bout it? We had fun, but I dun wana go into details cause I'm supah lazy~

posted by Bradimon @ 5:24 p.m. 0 comments

Lineage 2!

Woah...
That game is fuckin amazing...
It looks BEAUTIFUL!!
Eeeeeeeee!!
My mood was lifted when I found out that I got to be a beta tester for it :) Woo hoo!

Picked up a paycheck today, and I see how much I get deducted from taxes and it makes me sad >_<
I should have about 760 to spend but then I havent included tips and stuff yet. Woo hoo money to spend :)

Right now, I'm hungry tho, so I will eat.

posted by Bradimon @ 3:03 a.m. 0 comments

THingie from Catherine

Meh...? I feel...annoyed, tired, frustrated, betrayed...a whole cluster of emotions. I dont even know why, its not that big a deal. Well, I guess its partly my own fault, but whatever. C'est la vie.

A - Act your age – Sometimes.
B - Boyfriend – Really not.
C - Chore you hate – Cleaning the kitty litter.
D - Dad's name – Jan, many mistake it for a woman's name, but it can be a man's name too assholes.
E - Essential make up item – Do hair care products count?
F - Favorite actor – Holly Marie Combs. Goooo Piper!
G - Gold or silver – Silver! Gold is eww.
H - Hometown – The sad small chinese city of Markham ontario.
I - Instruments you play – Umm...used to play piano and trombone, gave up on music tho, it annoyed me.
J - Job Title – Coffee Agent? Barista? Take your pick (yes, there are specific names for different people at Second Cup)
K - Kids – Hahhah, no :P But they do love me.
L - Living arrangements – Home?
M - Mom's name – Lily, like the flower.
N - Number of people on your friends list that you've met in real life – HAHAHAH, the fact that "you've met in real life" part had to be put in rather disgusts me. Hahahahahah...How many have I met in real life? I'll say a good 90% on my MSN list. A better question is how many of them do I like.
O - Overnight hospital stays – None? Unless there was a mandatory one when I was born
P - Phobia – Spiders, insects, gross-ness.
Q - Quote you like – "Life goes on." Woo hoo for that.
R - Religious affiliation - Myself.
S - Siblings – Many, Dana, Lori, Marc. Yay they bought me Xbox for my b-day :)
T - Time you wake up - As late as possible.
U - Unique habit – Playing with my belly button. I'm strange.
V - Vegetable you refuse to eat – None, I love veggies.
W - Worst habit – Caring.
X - X-rays you've had – Teeth ones?
Y - Yummy food you make – Whatever I feel like and have the recipe for/
Z - Zodiac Sign - Pisces

posted by Bradimon @ 10:07 p.m. 0 comments

IQ test -_-

Okay, well here are the results of an IQ test I took online.

-- Click Here to do the Test --

Congratulations, Brad!
Your IQ score is 126

This number is based on a scientific formula that compares how many questions you answered correctly on the Classic IQ Test relative to others.

Your Intellectual Type is Insightful Linguist. This means you are highly intelligent and have the natural fluency of a writer and the visual and spatial strengths of an artist. Those skills contribute to your creative and expressive mind. And that's just some of what we know about you from your test results.

posted by Bradimon @ 2:05 a.m. 0 comments

Clubbin' and Birthday :)

Woah, today was fun!!!

Holy cowsers...
Started out just chilling with Grace and Vicki and eatting dinner, then we went to a club cause it was a special night for 14 - 30 year olds.

The club was really fun! Though I felt pressured and more reserved than normal, it was still really fun when things kinda loosened up. Met some nice people, I kinda feel bad for shafting some people, cause I really was just too nervous to talk to them. That poor guy left cause he asked Grace to introduce him to me, and then I was too afraid to do actually take the next step, so he left...

Man...oh well...Clubginity has be destroyed, lol and I am offically 19 as on 1:03pm today! Wee! So I can go clubbing anytime I want now, mwahahahha~

Other highlights of the night included random people with the hit-on-age, and the checking-out-age, and random crazy high/drunk girl who wanted Vicki badly!!! That was fuckin' hilarious!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Btw, something is wrong with my blog...I duno how or why its doing what its doing, but I dont wana fix it cause I'm lazy. Time for sleep and a big day ahead of me tomorrow :)

posted by Bradimon @ 2:50 a.m. 0 comments

York Acceptance.

Woo hoo?

Not really excited about it, but I guess its good that my backup pulled through. Also got a scholarship, only 500 bux, but still good.

Environmental studies...I do wana go into it, but I rather go into Psych...
Le sigh, le boo hoo, why does UT send out their acceptence last >_<

I am le tired after spending 8 hours working.
I sleep.

posted by Bradimon @ 3:07 p.m. 0 comments

Feelin' Sick and discouraged.

Bah, too much gunbound...
The moving of the screen boggles my mind!

Anyways, I'm feeling discouraged with finding a good guy. I think I might just give up this bi stuff cause the chances of me finding someone that I actually wana be with, opposed to someone gross wanting to be with me, is very slim.

Granted, I havent given it my best shot, but I am le tired, and le hungry.

I'm having one of those random strikes of loneliness. They suck, but will pass.

posted by Bradimon @ 10:29 p.m. 0 comments

Barginity.

Yesterday night, Christine and I lost our barginity. It was quite an exciting event. We didnt really plan on it, but it was really funnie. After some shopping and some chilling, and remincing about good old times in the last month, predictions for the next as well, we went to a bar. It was friggin crazy, cause we were so chicken, hahahah. But we'll go back later, next week, when I'm 19 :)

lol, I wont go into details, but it was reaaaaally funnie!

We're so lool christine. Laugh out of loud...LOL

posted by Bradimon @ 10:52 p.m. 0 comments

Computer!!!

WEeeeeee!!
I was wrong with the stats of my computer btw.
Its 2.6 ghz, 160 GB hard drive etc etc.

Woo hoo!
I got it all here, all I gota fix is the vid card and sound stuff thats going on, and my bro'll probably do that for me tomorrow. :)

As you can see, I also got my layout back, so things should be back to normal :)

yay!

posted by Bradimon @ 2:25 a.m. 0 comments

The Rainbow Plucking Orgy

http://www.keenaschips.co.uk/index.php?page=articles/misc_rainbow

OMFG...
You HAVE to fucking watch this...this is the funniest thing I have seen online in a LONG LONG time...
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH...
One skin...
Two skin...
Three skin...
Four...Blahbla lbhalhblha~!

AHHAHAHAHAH...
Oh gawd...I cry cause I laugh so hard.

posted by Bradimon @ 8:03 p.m. 0 comments

My brother rocks!

Why does he rock you ask?
Cause he's getting me a new computerrrrr :D
600 bux-ish.
2.4 ghz, 80gb Hard drive, 512 RAM, a GeForce vid card and other stuff :D

2 days!!!
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

posted by Bradimon @ 7:54 p.m. 0 comments

Dark Bloody Rose, Bleeding into the Night.

I think only a few people understand this title, but I feel like this mostly because I'm feeling annoyed with my parents.

They love to spew out how they want me to do something, and how they want me to do this or that and when and how. I wouldnt mind doing this or that, but telling me WHEN and HOW to do it is simply irritating. I can do things myself, if you want me to do it NOW or a certain way, then you do it that certain way yourself. Otherwise, let me do it my way in my own time. I NEVER ask you to go out of your schedule's way in order to do something unless it is EXTREMELY important, however, you constantly tell me to do something NOW. By something, I mean 'Make the rice, NOW!' or 'Do the dishes, NOW!' or 'Vaccum the house, NOW!' Tell me WHY it needs to be done right away! For fucks sake.

But anyway, back to the title, I was feeling like 'that' (note the quotes) because I was being mean to my parents and just being a bitter angry kid. It was stupid, but I couldnt help myself, they simply irritated me too much. Damn rebellious-ness.

Anyways, time to sleep, work tomorrow early in the damn mornin..-_-

P.S.

Go LOTR for sweeping the Ocars with 11 awards!

posted by Bradimon @ 12:27 a.m. 0 comments