Dreams.

Ooo!!
One day, 1 hour and 54 minutes until Charmed starts =) WOoooo!!! I will hermit my ass tomorrow from 8 - 10pm, mwahahah!!

Anyway~
Last night, I had a sudden insight into the world of girls. Or into my world of girls anyway! It seemed before, that I was taking things far too seriously. No no no, seem is the wrong word, I was taking things far too seriously before. Being "uptight" if you will (moo ha ha). See, I felt really pressured when approaching girls before, as if I was being watched ever so closely, every detail, but then, does it matter? Does it matter if i fail miserably? No, because everything can still be fine in the end, it isnt the end of the world if I get shut down, sure it bruises my ego, but I heal fast =) Anyway, now that the pressure is off, I feel more...capable, and ready to go out and introduce myself to the world. But this sudden burst of knowledge couldnt have come to me without Sam's help. She really brought me to my senses...indirectly. Our relationship was a real eye opener. During the relationship, I was actually happy but scared at the same time. What if i was a horrible boyfriend, what if I didnt do something right? If i was, who would care? I had this crazy notion that she would go around spreading the word that I was the biggest idiot or whatever. Seems almost ironic...for those of us who know the situation...heh...anyway. I'm still the same person after the break-up, and she seems to be the same too, and things are pretty much back to how they were before. I'm a little off topic...so back to the topic, Sam helped open my eyes, and seeing how we are still friends (Thank god, I hoped it didnt stay weird forever) I see that its not the end of the world to have a quick lil relationship. It was fun, for the time, and its run its course and for it, I'm a lot wiser =)

Anyway, to school.
I got that "easy" Math test back...I got 1 question wrong, worth 2 marks...DAMN CARELESS MISTAKES!! I coulda got perfect...>_< I will settle for a 94% though..but GOD DAMNIT! Shaddup, I know I'm a wana be over-achiever! Ahhh...and tomorrow I have to explain an essay about how stupid citizens are and how we hide in a little safety blanket of ignorance pretending that the world issues dont exist. Should be interesting.

The secretaries at the school...are bitches, what can I say. They piss the fuck out of me! WHY ARE THEY SUCH BITCHES?! I understand how being asked the same questions over and over again can be annoying, BUT you ARE meant to do that, you are PAID to do it too. SO SUCK IT UP AND QUIT BEING SUCH A PUSSY ASS BITCHES!! If they bitch at me ONE more time, I'm gonna turn around and bitch RIGHT back. GAWD! When I was volunteering at the CNE (NEVER GO THERE) I had the answer the same god damn questions one after another, but I did it with my fake smile on and my fake polite attitude, and no one was the wiser. Sure it was annoying to answer the questions over and over and over again...(Can I go from the CNE to Ontario Place for free?) but I didnt give them attitude! Minus one lady who yelled at me cause she thought i was giving attitude (whore) but I was really laughing because she took two pamphlets and I was racing to get rid of them so I laughed to another volunteer and SOME HOW she thought I was laughing at her husband or wahtever. Retard ass whore, try and put my ass down, i'll kick her fat ass. Literally, it was about half the size of my desk, which is relatively large. Anyway, YA! I had to put up with all that shit, I didnt yell back at her, i took it with...and waited til she left to bitch about her. Thats what the stupid secretaries should do! I dont care if they bitch behind my back, they can do anything they fucking want, just dun give me attitude when you're suppose to be working for me! or at least my parents who pay their taxes! SO FUCK YOU UHS SECRETARY STAFF!!...piss me off...*grumbles*

Yes...That is all, have a nice day!

Tailz's Friendly Tip of the Day: Take no shit from anyone who is being paid by you, or at least by your parents, they should be so lucky that they are recieving your business. Bitches.

posted by Bradimon @ 6:28 p.m.