Tuesday, September 24, 2002

Bleh..

Here's something that puzzles me...It seems, that when you are mad and dont really wana talk to people, they want to talk to you, but when you are happy and willing to talk to people, they seem less enthused to talk to you. I wonder if it's just my perspective though, because when I'm upset, and dont want people to talk to me, i notice it more? and vice versa? or is it other people...frig. Humans are so damn confusing...

It seems things are clearing up between friends and I...I guess? I feel ignored to some degree though. Not going to specify which friends make me feel excluded, cause that wouldnt be right, but its just a certain group. I guess I'm not important enough to them? Meh, treat others the way you want to be treated right? So i might as well no care bout them back. But then again...I should be the bigger person...cause thats what I'm all about, becoming a better person despite others. But I'll tell you, its DAMN hard. I wish someone would do it with me...but again, everyone seems wrapped up in themselves, and dont seem to care. I'm not saying that its a horrible thing to do, because its REALLY hard to not be wrapped up in yourself, I really struggle with that...and a lot of the time, i give in to just forgetting about everyone, everything, and focus on me...Ahhh...more things to work on...o well, i have time =)

Anyway...School was a bitch today...God damn bio quiz...the wording screwed my ass over...Had some time to think while walking home today though, which is oddly becoming more and more rare...heh...and to think I used to think i thought to much =P (woo...too much of the word think in that sentence..bad me!)

OMFG, the light fixture almost just fell on me...wtf...HOW THE HELL DID THAT HAPPEN!? And now my Tumble comes in...and snoops around...stupid cat...better not get crushed...woo...that was freaky...now to wait for my dad to come home to dis-assemble the damn now hanging light fixture...

Well...that was enough excitement for this week~

Tailz's Friendly Tip: Stay away from light fixtures on the ceiling!!

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