Friends and friends are two entirely different things.
Friends tend to actually care about you, and actually take the time to think about you. They are amazing people that are sooo hard to come by...
Friends on the other hand, are a dime a dozen. Hell, I'm sure I could pick one out of my nose right now. They are there, for what? I dont know...
I think the word friend is taken too lightly nowadays. Being thrown around with the word love, which is much too powerful a word for us to be using on a daily basis, but thats a different story.
I have many friends, and extremely few friends. An example of this would be University fair today, I was upset, no one seems to listen to me, no one seems to care what I say or what I want, so I decided, if you dont care what I say or want, why should I talk. So I shut up and everyone thought I was mad. Then I actually did get mad because although everyone thought I was mad, they didnt do anything to even try and help. This is me being a selfish human and only caring about myself right now, but you cant blame me, I know thats what you do too, its human nature. I could see that some of my "friends" cared, and didnt say anything at all, but their body language, facial expressions and the tone in their voice was sincere and caring, and I could tell although they didnt offer any comfort, they were there to provide it which was enough. However, my "friends" that were there as well, saw the anger, saw the rage, asked me once, and moved on after I lied and said "No, I'm fine" Obviously not. They dropped it as if it were nothing and moved on. The joy in having friends...My friend who I will commend, Nathan, did have the balls to come up to me and ask me whats wrong, and attempted to make me happy again. While my other friends ignored me and went about their marry ways. If they didnt ignore me, they did a good job of hiding it. I know that most of my friends actually cared, and I saw it in their eyes, but a lot didnt even care. They ask once, and move on. What great friends I have. I think the problem is that they dont understand how I work, and that I dont understand how they work. I would be willing to put forth the effort to work on a better friendship, but its doubtful that they would even care. I think the people who tried to cheer me up know who they are, and I really appreciate your friendship...all others, probably dont know who they are.
Tailz's Tip of the Day: Dont live in a dream, friends should care

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