Dreams.

Oo..you're making me live!

I'm going to bed. This song is just stuck in my head because of Will & Grace.

Queen - You're My Best Friend

I have work tomorrow...hahah, why am I still awake?! SLEEP! okay, bye! ^_^

posted by Bradimon @ 5:45 a.m. 0 comments

Goodbye Charmed.

Goodbye my sweet sweet Charmed. I've loved you more than you could know.

To leave it off as you did was definately much better than you did last season. I'm quite happy with this ending - it gives closure. The appearance of Patty (The sister's mother), Grams, and grown up Chris and Wyatt, things were very sappy - I love sappy.

Things were tied things up nicely, and clearly set out to do so from the beginning. I can really see the writers thought process now. Charmed is ending, we want it to end like this, so what do we need to do to make it end like this...Hmm...work backwards fill in the gaps! Sigh, I wish you didn't do that...but at least the ending went well enough. Though they had to for go most logic along the way, it was still good to me. I know other people may not share my opinion and may mock me for loving this show...but whatever, its given me more happiness than any relationship has. (Hahaha! Maybe that speaks more to the horrible nature of my relationships more than it does the greatness that is Charmed.)

I love that (like Will and Grace) Charmed showed the future generations, and the future of how their lives turned out. They grew on their own without having to constantly battle demons, and their children could. I love that Paige continued on her journey to enlightenment with her own children as well, and Piper's children grew to battle the next generation of demons, that Phoebe grew to have her love and children that were destined. I love destiny.

I will deeply miss Charmed...I will miss it more than I could imagine. It was parts of my fantasy world fulfilled and acted out. It provided an actual visual for my imagination as well as actors and characters that I could fall in love with.

I will love Charmed for:

1) The feelings that it have invoked in me
2) The childish moments of glee over some small trivial use of powers
3) The random insertion of witt
4) The growth and development of the characters and family
5) The support you provide me in escaping the reality at times

I will miss it all.

My dear Charmed, I love you and always will. I love you beyond faults and beyond logical fallacy, to the point where I can accept your warped universe and your occasional mind lapses in your characters, and just love you for what you are...Charmed.

Goodbye...my love.

posted by Bradimon @ 9:21 p.m. 1 comments

Sappy Brappy.

Why am I feeling sappy? Because of Will and Grace.

Happy endings make me happy. Destiny makes me happy, to think that there is a higher order to things...makes me happy.

And also the thought that although we change a lot, we will always still be the same. It's a really comforting thought.

I'm happy sad. ^_^

posted by Bradimon @ 2:12 a.m. 0 comments

Brad Groban?

Hahahahah. So funny story at work today. One of our regular customers comes up to me and tells me...

"You look like I would expect Josh Groban to look like."

What do I say to that but "Thanks!...?" I didn't realize she meant it as a compliment until after she left the store. I was really trying to figure out what she meant by it for the longest time! I went to go clean the back and then I was like...OH...okay...I guess thats nice. Hhahahaah. She told me she meant it in a nice way, but I was just like...what? How? Why Josh Groban? I'm still slightly confused.

So does that mean I look like I would be a good singer? HAHAHAH! Those of you who know me...know I am far from that. I can dream though. WEE!...too bad the poor woman is essentially blind who said this. I'm good looking to those people who can barely see, SWEET! Hahahh ^_^ I have found my niche.

Lacoste sale blew. Sauga is confusing. Brad cannot navigate, he instead gets made fun of by gas station attendents.

Tail's Tip of the Day: Talk to people who can barely see to validate yourself ^_^

posted by Bradimon @ 12:09 a.m. 1 comments

I feel like blogging

So I am blogging...and I dont know why I am blogging because I really have nothing to blog about in particular.

I'm just going to randomly keep typing some junk and see what comes out. Let's see if there is a recurring theme in these thoughts, maybe analyze a little pattern or something?

Well, currently I'm just worried about waking up tomorrow for work, though it is at 5pm...and I know I will wake up I dont really want to miss most of the day and be at work for the rest then come home and sleep. I feel like making the most of my day...but how? I should wake up early-ish and make breakfast and stuff. I havent worked out in a while and I feel a tad on the tubby side at the moment. That is the fault of Haagan Daaz ice cream bars...that are so good...i want more.

Ed says cows go moo often. I agree.

I'm excited and scared for Thursday, distress centre training day! I'll be down there 6:30 - 9:30pm! I got the letter saying that I was accepted, but does that mean I should call them to confirm? I feel weird without having actual verbal confirmation from the organizers. Oh well, the Scarborough distress centre called me today and wanted me there too, but I'm in the North Toronto one already! So I guess I worried for no real reason. It IS a volunteer position, but I was still really scared that I might not actually be able to help people the way I'd like to in the future. Ohhhhhhhh boy...I hope everything goes well ^_^

Anything bothering me right now? Not really. I'm fairly content. Not necessarily happy, but content. I can deal with content ^_^

I think I'm actually tired now, which means I should be able to wake up earlier and not feel like death tomorrow and maybe get something done. Whatever happened to scheduling things brad? Oh well. I'm not horribly failing at anything yet...yet.....*crosses fingers and knocks on wood/fake wood*

Hmmm.....minor things are bothering me about my new layout...just the top picture that I re-did...I wana redo it more and add other random junk to it...perhaps add some pictures on the side. God I hate HTML without a program like Frontpage. I should find a CDkey for that cause Brian sent me Frontpage a long time ago but I never had a CDkey.

So things with my guild are better too, everyone is really nice with the exception of the one loser. People see the guild as my legacy, and I was like...woah, thats such a prestigious sounding word...I dont think we need that kinda word for a game. I'm really glad that it is helping people though, which is what I set out to do. So mission partly accomplished! Now just to improve on what it is now ^_^ Look at me, doing things with my life in the must unexpected places. That makes me feel good. Though one guy complains a lot and other people are upset that I dont play enough...I'm just a scapegoat as the leader. People need to relax and just play the game and have fun and let everyone else have fun ^_^

Okay, so I'm just rambling on for no apparent reason...Yosef will enjoy making fun of me with these posts. Sigh. Whatever, my ungrateful son.

By the way, if people really want to call the distress centre because you feel in trouble or just lonely or whatever, I'm going to post the numbers on this post. Its free and confidential too guys!

Here, I'm going to try to put tips of the day again, because they're dumb and comical

Tails Tip of the Day: Smile if you want to make someone else smile.

posted by Bradimon @ 5:25 a.m. 4 comments

Weekend madness!

So this weekend was craaaazy. Hell, this week has been crazy!

So, news, I got that Distress Centre volunteer position! I'm really excited that this training will be starting on thursday! This means I'll be learning how to listen to people who have bad experiences, maybe offer somewhere to go to help them out, and just generally talk to people. I'm so excited! Helping with suicide prevention and stuff like that will be great!

In other news, I maybe heading over to Nova Scotia for a vacation this summer! I know I know, its not crazy-party-land that everyone else is going to...but it's crazy-relaxing-beautiful-land! I don't need to be partying harder outside Toronto, when we party pretty hard here. lol

Anyways, if you want pics from the other nights, gimme a message or whatever cause some of those are CRAZY. I would love to post them, but I wont for fear of embarassing someone enough that they want to stab me in the eye -_-;

Karaoke was crazy that other day too, with the running through the park and the drunken piggy back riding...which still have left some nice scrapes on my knee. Amy and Maple Story...hahahaha!

QAY on friday night with the make overs and the eyebrow pluckers, and stuff, then...Ed and I going outside for a walk with our friend and coming back all funny like. Then pool at Pegasus (which I realize now that I suck at...wtf happened). Then of course the Go-for-tea-magazine-stealing-mission. hahahahaha, Fucking hilarious! I almost feel bad. But it's a magazine, so I dont. If it were something we were supposed to pay for, I'd feel bad.

Mmmmmm...I dont remember what else is going on nowadays anymore...but I'm excited for the future! And happy and stuff ^_^

posted by Bradimon @ 9:16 p.m. 1 comments

Newer Layout & Defining yourself in the dictionary!

So...looks like I redid this layout.

It's prettier, and more me. It's not very unique or anything, but I like how I redid that banner thinger at the top. The other things were just colour changes and stuff. But yah, so this is the new layout for now. I tried adding some other things, but my knowledge of HTML is limited.

But yay! This is done for now.

So...here was some quiz thing from quizgalaxy.com called

"How will you be defined in the dictionary?"

Here are some of my results:

Brad --
[noun]: A person who has the ability to be invisible

Ed --
[adjective]: Like in nature to a banana peel

Christine --
[noun]:A master of storytelling

Fatima --
[adjective]: Banshee-like

Brendan --
[adjective]:Extremely flatulent

Eric --
[adjective]:Smelling like turnips at all times

Bernard --
[noun]:A person who is constantly high

Nico --
[noun]:A person who makes a living suing celebrities

Brian --
[adjective]:Extremely extreme!

Yosef --
[noun]:A deadly strain of projectiile vomit

posted by Bradimon @ 6:10 a.m. 3 comments

Heheheh!

Why...do I feel so happy right now? Perhaps because I kicked some major ass in dota with Lina Inverse, perhaps because I was watching video's of Christian Bautista, perhaps because I'm happy in general again.

Lalalala! ^_^

...^_^

I like being giddy for no reason. I have to go to work tomorrow, I might hate myself again by then. We shall see!

I also must say, I find happy people VERY attractive.

posted by Bradimon @ 4:15 a.m. 0 comments

Awww ^_^

I really love being me.

Remind me of this when I forget please.

I'm lucky.

posted by Bradimon @ 10:11 p.m. 2 comments

Post 1000!

So only fitting on my 1000th post, that I whine, express joy and excitment and some future hopes.

So first, with the whining, seeing as this is how my blog began, this fits perfectly. So what shall I whine about? Of course the obvious answer to that is...drum rrooooollllllllllllllllllllllllllllll...PARENTS!

So what is wrong with them this time? They seem to not support me in anything that doesnt make good money. This is really disheartening...when I go to do volunteer work that helps me future career possibilities and makes me feel like a better person. I would think that my parents would feel good about something like that, but instead they say something stupid like "Why are you doing this, you don't get paid." If it were to sound like a joke..too bad it isn't.

I'm so upset by this...

Aiya....but whatever, if they don't think it's all that great, then whatever, they can stay in their materialistic world. At least I'm trying to do something with life, and trying to do something. So this is good! I can be excited that I will hopefully be learning new skills that I can apply to everyday life and that would be very beneficial. Please please please call me tomorrow Distress Centre...please please please.

So I hope that with this training...maybe I can apply for being a Don next year at good old Woodsworth. Which means...free res, getting out of the house, and more good stuff for resume, and hopefully a chance to put those volunteer skills to work. Everything is falling into place............maybe...............................................^_^

So about this layout. It's temporary. Clearly B-nard has expressed his disdain for the pink (I bought a pink shirt today! $9!). We'll see how it works out. It is in honour of the 1000th post! YAY!

Okay...so that is all for now...I'm so tired. ^_^

posted by Bradimon @ 12:14 a.m. 2 comments

Post 999

Woot! 1 more post until 1000!...why...have...I had this thing for so long. hahahaha

It really serves to remind me how really truly stupid I was, and how stupid I currently am. A nice grounding if you will. I really need to redo this layout...but I'm really lazy and I have to study along with doing a bunch of other things.

Obligations obligations..tra la la la.

Hmm...I miss something. I'm not exactly sure what it is. I think it's just a feeling of being excited for something. I...dont look forward to anything right now actually. Well, aside from exams ending, but that also fills me with a sense of fear and empty feelings deep in my soul. I think I'm just tired :P

Ahhh well, things'll be better soon enough. After that empty feeling leaves, I'll feel all full and lively. Why? Because I will be filled with alcohol and goodies ^_^

Mmm...time to do some more studying...I should work harder, I dont know why I dont...oh wells! We'll think about this and try to remedy it soon. ^_^

posted by Bradimon @ 10:55 a.m. 1 comments