IT'S A GIRL!!!
Welcome to the world baby Keira Grace Young.
Keira was born today at North York General Hospital at around 8:30 August 25th, 2005. She is the single most amazingly cute baby in the world. Though people may think all babies are special and amazing...No, just her. Just Keira. I'm sorrie other babies...but you dont beat my niece...no, you just dont.
This is such a profound moment. My father, brother and I went to the cafe to just sit and let the moment sink in. Today, a 4th generation chinese canadian was born! :) She will be the first of a new line of Young's as well. The leader of our next generation of Young's!
I'm so happy for my Marc and Karen...they're going to be amazing parents! I cant wait to see you again Keira!
Re-arranging.
So I spent 5am - 6am re-arranging most of my room. I'm not done yet, because I'm not exactly sure where I want to put that book shelf of mine...and I have yet to move a TV and TV stand into my room....but so far I moved a dresser, my bed and my desk. I gota say, I like how this is going so far :)
I feel like I have a lot more room now that I put a dresser right beside my desk as if it were one of those cool L shaped desks!
I never realised how much room I actually have in my room...but now I have less because I moved things around...hahah...but we'll see when I'm done!
Anyways...today was spent waiting for Milo...who didnt come because Milo is a lazy lazy little child. Hiding in his mother's womb for the past 24hours. I think Ed is to blame, stop making Milo so lazy Ed!!! haha :P
Okay, now i'm tired....so I should sleep....cant wait to meet you tomorrow baby milo :)
Interesting thought.
Okay, I know I'm constantly looking for people to reinforce what I think I am...and when people confirm it, I feel good, but at the same time I feel bad. Why do I seek this sort of approval...?
People will tell me what I want to hear...and it will make me feel better. Are they just saying it out of politeness or do they really mean it? Sometimes (like now) I question, am I really the person I think I am, am I really the person other people think I am? I guess thats only natural right? Because if I didnt think that, then I wouldnt try to be that person more and it wouldnt keep me humble...?
Man...is this a mini identity crisis? Maybe, but it'll be over in the morning. Just some random thinking.
Wee!
Wow! Check out that rain! Its pourinnnnnngggg!!! God thats so cool!! I love nature :( All...except for bugs. Those arent cool :P
I've been thinking (rain does this to me, I love it!!!), and I see things...differently now. Slightly more cyncially, slightly more selfishly, but that much more realistic.
About what you wonder? Well, thats not for online publishing my friends.
Tired and not thinking.
Man, I've been in ruts of not thinking deeply again. My thoughts tend to wander to more shallow things, which is kinda...well, upsetting. I like to think deep and see into things more...but for some reason right now I cant think of anything, and when I do have a random moment of it, I forget it rather easily.
I need to read something to spark that inspiration. What do I read though...? Really nothing. I dont know where to start? Maybe I should get a book or something...something that interests me...but what? Ahh...we'll figure this out later, I'm too tired to think deeply...maybe thats what it is, this lack of sleep I seem to attract.
Okay, sleep early!...that wont happen...
Cell phoneeee o_O
Yesterday should be marked as a national holiday. The day Brad finally got a cell phone. Yes yes, he has finally moved that extra step to get a cell phone.
Whats the number you ask? Ask me and I'll tell you...unless I dont want to...in which case I will say no. But I really wouldnt do that to someone...or would I?
Anyways, I gota find some good ringtones now...so yay! brb.
Good god.
Some people have the power to bring a day to a screeching halt. Well, okay, thats only if I let it get to me like that. Which I wont, because there's no need to be so down on things because of annoying people.
Thats right, you know who I'm talking about...parents. You love them, but you cant stand them.
Sigh. Oh well, time for sleep.
Drama drama drama...and more drama.
I'm so soooo sooooo confused...
This drama haunts me so. Everywhere I go...am I the drama starter? I try not to be...am I? I dont think I am. Maybe its just the circumstances that produces drama and I just happen to be there? Okay, well I'm not directly involved in the drama right now...but I sort of am I guess? Well, this one I kinda walked into blindly and oblivious of the drama around the situation. At times I cherish that oblivious mind of mine...at other times I dont.
Dang, but its all good. I'm sure that it will all work out..I'm still a little surprised that some people do what they do though...and by a little surprised, I really mean disappointed. But I guess I cant expect much maturity at this age? I thought I could, well, there are a lot of mature people, just a lot of people that arent. Ahh well, in time in time. I dont mean to say that I'm more mature then everyone, cause I'm not, but I'd hope we all mature together :)
Strange Feeling.
I've got this strange tingling in my stomach...that I cant explain very well.
Its a good feeling...and something just feels right. I'm not sure what it is. I got my damn song that took me a while to find! Thanks to Ed for hooking up eMule for me, so that I could get it! Weeeeeee!
Looking at old yearbooks today...and yesterday was fun. I miss my grad one...Christine!!! lol :P
It's been decided by Jason and I that we need to have a yearbook day where we all look at all our yearbooks and everyone else's and laugh and remember.
Interesting..
ENFJ- The Teacher
You scored 72% I to E, 47% N to S, 4% F to T, and 42% J to P! |
Your type is known as the teacher, or the educating mentor. You also belong to the larger group, called idealists. You tend to bring out the best in other people. You lead without seeming to do so. People are naturally drawn to you. You expect the very best from people which takes the form of enthusiastic encouragement which is so charming that people try their best not to disappoint you. You share your personality type with 3% of the population.
You need to feel a deep and meaningful connection to your romantic partners, and go to great lengths to understand and please your mate. Harmony is vitally important to you, and you often put others' needs before your own. You have a pretty thin skin and are easily hurt. Although you strive for harmony, when your values or ethics are violated, you can be very emotional, confrontational, and even punishing. However, you are very insightful about the underlying cause of conflicts, and an excellent communicator, so you have the tools to bring about a quick and peaceful resolution as long as you can keep control of your facilities. You want to be appreciated for your thoughtfulness and compassion. You need your partner to make a real effort to get to know you. Above all, you need to be able to express your feelings and have them taken seriously.
Your group summary: idealists (NF)
Your type summary: ENFJ
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Batman Begins.
It was an alright movie...but the main part that I really liked about it was Bruce Wayne and his family's attitude. I mean, they were idealists that tried to help everyone they could...and it was so sweet.
I also enjoyed how they fought cynics who didnt believe things could be done and just wanted to wipe people out. I find that type of villian to be very convincing and thoroughly enjoyed that aspect of the movie. I mean...as an idealist I always feel the temptation to be cynical and just give in to what a lot of people believe...but I resist. I try my best at least.
I loved seeing how Batman was so compassionate and yet so driven to fight for justice, but not so consumed by this drive that he would compromise his morals. That made me feel so good!
The movie itself was kinda...well, repetitive...but the messages were nice.
Anyways, I need to take a nap, I woke up too early :(
Its raining, its pouring.
I love the rain...I love how it pours down...its so sexy, I dont know why.
Its such a raging storm right now...and I feel so peaceful and excited...? I honestly dont know why. Rain just does that to me. It makes me want to curl up with someone and just relax.
Ahh, but now the rain is slowing down...its slowing down and I have to go to work...
Trapped inside...boo :(
