Thursday, June 02, 2005

Love

Love is such an amazing feeling. I mean...when you watch something on TV (provided there are good actors) and it evokes such a response from you...well, at least me.

I dont understand why love is such a complex subject...okay, I lie, I do understand how it can be so complex. With all other emotions mixed in...fear of rejection, fear of abandonment, self doubt, excitment, lust, guilt, fear of being vulnerable, trust issues...everything mixed up in with the feeling of love. Its so complicated, but so painfully simple at the same time.

I believe that everything is as simple or complex as you make it out to be in your head. That life isnt really as hard, or scary as many pessmists or cynics might like to think. A lot of things are just in our heads...sometimes we just need to get over ourselves. I fall victim to this trap all too often. When things look complex...its like a bad math equation, you need to simplify it to solve it.

Things do become as easy as that when you make them like that...its just that step that is hard to take sometimes. I seem to get stuck on that every now and then, but I give myself a nice kick in the rear to fix that.

Mm...love is so cute to watch...le sigh...le boo hoo.

Funnie that my phrase as a pisces is supposed to be "I believe". Its completely fitting for me.

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