Dreams.

So anyways...
Iuno what I'm feelin right now...
I duno what I wana do anymore...n I have no real dreams or plans for the future anymore...like...the whole be a doctor looks boring now...everything looks boring right now...
I mean EVERYTHING...yes, even that. Iuno, everything is so disappointing...Everything is so...tiresome...haaaai.....what to dooo.......I dont think I wana be a psychologist/psychatrist anymore...I dont think I wana be...doing anything anymore...maybe just for now...but right now I'm just winging it...completely...everything makes me more depressed...iuno, I get temporary high's from friends I guess...but thats only stupid stuff, nothing of substance...

*sigh*
I'm so confused right now...I feel like...a little boy stranded in the middle of the ocean on a tiny life boat...blah...
Honestly, there is nothing I am sure of right now, not one thing.

I'll see how this plays out though...just live a day at a time I guess? Iuno...

posted by Bradimon @ 2:05 p.m.