Dreams.

Superficiality...(is that a word?)

I had no idea so many people are so superficial...of course, we all are to some extent, so not to make everyone think that I'm trying to be god all mighty, saying I'm better than you all, cause I am superficial too~ Not to the extent that some people are...you know who you are~ but ya..I dont see why somethings are so important to people...Like...I have to do this before I get out of High School, or I have to do this before I get into University. That stuff all seems...so pointless when you have our whole life ahead of you to do whatever you want. I dont know, I know I care about doing somethings before I leave high school, but I still wont settle for things if I dont get the one I want, if you know what I mean. We dont have to compare ourselves to other people either, though we all do, why does it matter?

I dont know why I'm saying this, lol, but I just think some people rush things far too much, and really should stop n smell the roses (for the lack of a better analogy). Notice everything around you, life is more than just one thing you may be fixated on obtaining. I actually feel very...naturie right now...and I kinda wana go on a hike. I feel like spending a lot of time outdoors...I havent a clue why...but I have the sudden urge. Just to be in nature...but then again I'm an odd one.

Anyways,

After party...whats going on? People, please stop asking me whats going on =P I'll tell you when I find out, and everything is planned, until then, just chill out~ Thx to the people who offered to help, I appreciate it, but Julie n I got it from here. Its gonna suck not to get drunk =P

*sigh* I'm not sure I'm going to have a great time...I have a feeling I'm going to be sitting in the corner sippin some sorta alcohol, thinking...why is everyone speaking chinese...I'm not going to understand anything, but whatever =P Its all good, I could always just sleep. Iuno even how long we're gonna be there for...or where there is even...*sigh* 20 fobs...and all the CBC's generally gota leave early...so that isnt gonna be very fun for poor non-chinese-speaking bradley...but the big party aint for me, its for Felix n Julie n who ever else wanted a big party.

Anything else I gota say?...Lets see...

Dontcha just love it when I'm right? I know I do =)

posted by Bradimon @ 1:05 a.m.