Dreams.

Woah...I just slept from 2pm til 8pm...hehehe...friggin soooooooo tired~! But that shouldnt be a surprise since I woke up at like....10am to clean Julie's house for the after party...ALONE!! Baby Pixie had an excuse, FateZ was being a lazy ass, Dumcat and Stickz were WAY behind schedule...idiots...So when 3 people were supposed to help clean up...it ended up that one only did. GAWD...its like I'm the only person who is trying to let everyone have a good time...whatever, its okay...I dun think many people had a good time either. A lot didnt wana drink, then stupid Johnny goes driving drunk...that FUCKING RETARD. I want to kill him still. He wouldnt even give me his fucking keys. NEVER will he be invited to anything ever again. EVER.

A lot of people who werent invited came too...but o well, it was OKAY...I was having fun actin drunk for the first while. Then everyone started getting depressed and that made everyone leave...*sigh* I mean...hell, I'm fuckin mad and depressed too ya know...but I dun wana bring everyone down at a party...frig...I know its hard to control though, so I dun hold it against the people...but MAAAAAaaaaannnn...what a bust...after sooooooo much work...well, at least Baby PIxie n I broke even with the money...

Eric Cynthia Nathan n them didnt look happy either...hahaha...but you wana know something? I really dont think I can put the effort forth to care anymore. I think about it...and all I see is work...lots of work for me...and work that I dont even know I can do anymore...

Upon further review...Prom was a total bust...No wonder I wasnt looking forward to it..

At least Vicki got drunk...lol, that was funnie...Wendy gettin drunk..not so funnie, more scary...going around biting people.

I hate being responsible...I have taking on responsiblity cause no one else will...I hate sooooooooooo much...
I kinda feel like writing a poem about how crappy life is...lol...

We'll see if I can think of something...
I'm glad some other people had fun at prom, so it wasnt such a piss off for everyone else...
Thx to shem for givin up his pic tix at prom for a pic of 'the gang', that was really nice of you, n it wun go unnoticed like many things I do.
Thx to people who tried to help setup?
Special special thx to Baby Pixie for lettin her house be raided by a bunch of freaks. Glad we broke even, n broke nothin too.
Thx to Flora for stayin up with me til 7am and carin' bout dumcat wit me..
Thx to the people who chased Johnny down.

I'd also like to point out, I was right in wanting a small party.

I told you so.

posted by Bradimon @ 8:18 p.m.