Dreams.

Ahhhhh...why is life so unfair?

Its such a pain...but whatever, what can I do about it? It just works against me, all I can do is stand my ground, and hope not to be pushed back by the wave of evil. Or maybe I should turn evil. Hahah...Its funnie how easily I can be replaced, and I think that's part of the reason I dont really like some people. But hey, it doesnt matter, if they dont care, then why should I. I told you I was easily replaced Fatez. Its just a matter of time before I'm completely replaced and people wont notice, because they'd be occupied with the replacement =) So I can probably sneak away without a fuss then~ You say no now, but wait til it happens, you wont even notice and you'll be kickin yourself to have doubted me, or maybe not, cause I wont be around. I'm just waiting for my opportunity, so everyone can be happy. Or rather...better off, not necessarily happy. I'm probably sounding very whiny because I keep talking about this, but meh, stop reading if you think I am then.

I'm obviously aggitated, and I cant shake it. I've tried to, and it just doesnt seem to go away. I know I cant expect change fast, but it'd be nice to see some hints of it? Maybe I'm just too much of an idealist...

You know the saying "I'm only one man, what can I do?" or whatever the hell that quote would be considered. Well I've tried for the longest time to prove that wrong, I really have. I thought, maybe, just maybe, I could one of the few people who could help the world...or change it for the better...but I have to work with one person at a time...but I see when I'm faced with that challenge now, I cant do it. I'm so worn down from my emotionally constipated friends to be able to help other people. I will bitch and whine and complain all about this I want because this is my blog, and this is where I say what I want. Screw you if I offend you, if I offend you, in my mind, you deserve to be offended!

So yes, I will keep my blog up and running, and people will hear what I have to say if they choose to read it. I'm not forcing anyone to read this, and if people find out what I really think about them, so be it! Maybe then they can learn how much of an ass, or how good of a person they are and maybe CHANGE?

Hai...maybe I will be able to inflict change...but not in High School...

My head hurts, and I hate chemistry, and I have tutor soon and I dont wana do Calculus...think I could nap before he comes?

posted by Bradimon @ 4:37 p.m.