Dreams.

This topic kinda was derived from Dumcat's blog about putting people on a pedestal...

This is exactly what I dont like about relationships. You are left completely blind to the flaws and problems of the person you are liking/loving. In the end, you get really disappointed with the person because you had them at such a high standard, and then suddenly something happens, and your hopes and dreams all plummet to hit reality. You see whats best in the person (which could be a good thing), but miss the things that make them...not the best choice (which could be a good thing). However, I'm inclined to think that those arent good things. Reason why you ask? Well...I think you should know the whole person, good and bad, and not just what you think you see, but what other people see. This is why I ask you all, who know me, to tell me EXACTLY what you think about my love interest...when I find one. =P I dont want to be getting into the same stuff as before. Where I thought I knew someone...but not as much as I should have...I didnt see all that I normally would have if it were just someone I didnt like-like.. Ya know what I mean? So, ya, for future reference, tell me what you think, I will take it into serious consideration mixed with everyone's opinion and mine...Its hard to judge people you like, because...ya, you put them on a pedestal...

I really dont like that though...As if they are any more important than your friends...though I admit, I've done that, I still did try to care for friends, and not only care about that person...Just because you care a lot about someone you rank higher, doesnt mean you have to lessen the care for your friends. I hope you guys didnt feel that when I was with people...if you felt less...important, I do apologize from the bottom of my heart, because I know how it feels, and it is very...painful. Its like coming in 2nd place...always =P

Which is another issue for me...for another day, time for nap + study~!

Happy Mother's Day!

posted by Bradimon @ 2:29 p.m.