Dreams.

What is the point of a blog?

A question all blog owners should ask themselves. I personally think they are a tool to express your feelings of gratitude, hatred, or anything. Why is it turning so...commercial? Almost as if it's some sort of tool to gain popularity. Thats pretty sick eh? It seems that everyone has a blog now-a-days...the quality of the writing is questionable, the sincerity is also questionable. I dont know why this bugs me, but it simply does and that is how I will leave it.

I'm thinking of stopping this blog though, and going only with a private one. Its nice to have a page to play with, but its becoming so commercial like everyone else's. Though I actually do use it to express stuff...I dont know. It sometimes bugs me how I have to be careful of what I write, so not to piss anyone off, or to make other people know about things they shouldnt know about. Its just a pain, why should I continue if I cant say what I truly feel? O well, I bet half of you dont actually read what I say word for word anyways. Its all skimming and no real thinking. Sometimes I wonder if anyone else ever thinks anymore, or is it just me?

I've learned a lot from this blog though, about myself, and how I think, and how I am. We'll see how I feel tomorrow. I'm just getting tired of the fake people I see everywhere. The fake and the insincere...think I'm talking about 'english people'? Well I'm not, I've discovered a lot more fakers than just the 'england'. Either fakers or very good at not showing their emotions. Hahaha...and to think, Catherine accused me of being emotionally constipated...ahhh...what a fun time she would have with a lot of other people...=)

Anyways...bye for now...maybe for a while, we'll see.

posted by Bradimon @ 2:38 a.m.