Dreams.

lol..
its not funnie how easily I'm bought..hahahah
You see all the bitching down there? All cured by one simple thing...computer...in my room...lol!
Sad no? Nah, I dun think its sad =P I'm easily bought, so what =P
Things are going better now anyways, my mothers christmas stress is over, which in turn, makes mine go away and I can just relax.
Minus the whole...I gota plan a New Years party before...new years, lol.
Maybe I should just celebrate chinese new years, gives me more time to plan...mwahah =P
When it is btw? Sometime during feb this year right? late jan early feb-ish.

Well, seems that tonight is the night...I have a plan and everything! Okay, no chickenin out for me =P

btw.
Thx ppl for caring so much bout the whole...thing bout...as shadowless colourfully refered to it...The 'Ass-muncher' incident. I honestly forgot about it until I read her blog =P So I'll just leave it be for now, i feel happy now, why ruin it with petty little things like 'ass-muncher' (your words, not mine =P) and I lied about the being nice gets you no where. It gets you everywhere. My recent discovery. So more being nice for me, less caring about stupid 'ass-muncher' and his kind, and just being happy =) Hopefully this plan'll work out for me for a good while ^^

I've also discovered that, yes, it is REALLY fun to be mean, and bitchy and all, "I'm better than you" to people, BUT, being nicer makes you feel good in a different way, and I think a better way. Just figured this out yesterday =P So dumcat, THIS is why you be nice rather than mean =P And good rather than evil. mwahah~
And the do onto others thing doesnt work...why? Because i'm not doing it right...duH!! See...If I was being an ass, i'd like to think people would tell me, YOU ASS! PULL YOUR ACT TOGETHER!! And what do I do when people are being asses? I 'be nice' and shut up to avoid making them feel like an ass, when in reality, they are. And being nice to some people pays off, and if just kinda bounces off from some people. A person I thought was relatively disgusting, and repulsive, I was nice to yesterday, and I found that he's actually not such a bad guy once you get passed the idiocy and true-geekness =P

Its odd that I can type so much so early in the morning...I couldnt sleep last night very well. Slept about 2 hours...from 3:30 -> 5:30am. so I lay in bed tossin n turnin until 7am, n i say, screw you, i cant sleep, now Imma go eat smthg cause I'm fuckin starving. So i went downstairs n made food, pancakes, sausages, and bacon, and some juice. But after I make it, eat a bit, my stomach (being the retard that it is) tells me, I dont wana eat anymore. AND I MADE SOO MUCH cause i figured i was REALLY hungry...BITCH!
So I gave the food to my parents in bed. It didnt turn out all so bad like that. But something is wrong with my body. My sleepin has gone weird, my eattin has gone weird. Iuno.
I cant eat as much in one sitting anymore, but I'm hungry more often. But I wana eat MORE damnit...on Boxing day...i had all this good food on my plate and I couldnt eat it all, and I wanted to eat it...but bitch ass stomach says...NO, you're full. fuck you! but taste buds yell back...but its sooooooooo good, make room damnit!! And the war goes continues...

Anyways, I'm off to visit my grandma~

Latahs~

posted by Bradimon @ 2:41 p.m.