Dreams.

FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU ALL!
OMFG
Jesus.
Fucking yell at me for getting money from Dad..
GAWD. 100 bux isnt even THAT much and its not like I dont fucking do housework around the FUCKING HOUSE
Yes, Dad asked me to vacuum the house for 100 bux, it doesnt seem like much, I know, but you know what? I fucking do a SHIT load more than that. Just yesterday, Helped dad bring that damn couche up for Marc, helped bring the fucking armuoar up for YOU, and fucking moved Dana's couche into YOUR new room and you say I do NOTHING to earn this money? WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?! Okay, Lets make a list of what I do...and compare it to your "I can get people to come into the house and clean for 80 bucks"
1) I do all the heavy moving with Dad.
2) Wash Dishes
3) Dry Dishes
3) Washrooms
4) Vacuum
5) General tiding
6) Help cook
And the god damn list goes on.
Now...Lets see how much a Mover, Dish Washer, Dryer, Washroom cleaner, maid, and cook would cost...
A LOT FUCKING MORE THAN 10 FUCKING DOLLARS A FUCKING WEEK. NOT TO MENTION THAT I DONT ASK FOR THE MONEY WHEN DAD FORGETS TO GIVE IT TO ME. AND ITS FUCKING CHRISTMAS FOR FUCKS SAKE!!! ITS NOT LIKE I'M GOING TO GO BUY STUFF FOR MYSELF!!! ITS ALL FOR OTHER PEOPLE!!! OTHER PEOPLE GET CHRISTMAS BONUSES, WHY THE FUCK CANT I?!
Yes, it IS your house that I'm living in, but you know what, I'd like to see a house keeper work for 10 dollars a week even if they are getting food and shelter doing all the shit I'm doing. Ya ya ya, I get benefits, but again, its CHRISTMAS, I'm NOT doing this for myself, I'm doing it to make other people happy and you cant fucking let me?! Fucking grinch, go steal christmas from the people I care about then. For fuck's sake, 100 FUCKING dollars. Not even that much...BITCH!@!# @Q%*Rofovgsdt

Side note:
I dont feel like I fit in anywhere anymore.
With different groups, i have no clue where I belong anymore...for a while I thought I knew...but I feel distant now. From all groups, i feel so distant. I dont like things right now. Christmas was supposed to be a break, a fun time...but now...its just a shit hole. Friends, Family, go ahead, FUCK ME OVER. Well, family has, and I'm not exactly happy with friends right now. So...whatever. I just want to...go somewhere far far away, and get away from EVERYTHING. Life is such a fucking bitch right now. O yes..not naming names, but some fucking RETARD made a horrible attempt at a joke yesterday, which was SO crossing the WRONG line. There are not that many things I am so sensitive about, but a LOT of people dont know about this, I dont kno HOW you learned about it, but OBVIOUSLY its not something I'm proud of, and I dont like it haunting me because it has almost nothing to do with me. Sometimes people really need to keep their fucking mouths shut. I swear, next time someone says something like that, I'll fucking shut their mouth for them. Mind you, if I do, they wont be able to talk anymore, but hey, that might be an improvement on their social life. Maybe I'm just being bitter right now from my fucking retard ass of a mother, but that really DID piss me off, although i TRIED to laugh it off and be 'nice'...no more, it gets me fucking no where. No point in being nice. No one seems to give a rats ass, the whole do onto others thing, doesnt work. I might as well just be a complete asshole, not that I'm not already.

posted by Bradimon @ 6:54 p.m.