Dreams.

Gawd...
My hands are tired from writing xmas cards...
I think I'm half done though...
I'm tired and annoyed...sorrie to some ppl for the crappy cards..
some of them have REALLY bad pix...hahaha...sorrie. Plus the whole sucking at drawing..
oy hands hurting...
I'm an idiot to have made so many cards for all my semi-friends. Not to say that any of you are not worth it...but its just...tiring is all..

I think I'm feeling depressed a bit again. Very cautious of friendships right now too...overanalysing again. Whatever...nothing will matter as long as I have _ _ _ _ here...as a friend or even more...I'd hope the latter of the two...*sigh* but its not girls that are gettin me down...its just friends I guess...iuno why...everything is so difficult at times...i really need an escape, and games no longer give me that...I guess this does. Putting things down for everyone to read. Honestly, I am afraid to write sooo much stuff though. I dun want people getting the wrong idea. Its also scary to think that other people are reading my thoughts and making opinions on them, themselves...but its also comforting to know that some people do come back and care to read. Iuno...Its mostly for me to just get things out...occasionally for me to post things too though =P *sigh* Life is so complicated, its like a crappy rollercoaster. Going up and down up and down up and down until you just wana get off and throw up. oy...
I hope things change over the holidays...doubtful...wun have some good friends here to share it with...
o well...here's hoping.

posted by Bradimon @ 3:03 a.m.