Dreams.

My parents are fucking fools.
They expect me to do everything on their fucking beckoned call.
What am I? Their fucking pet?!?
I'm not about to go and fucking do something "RIGHT NOW" for them, in fact, I'd do it fucking LATER inspite of them. GAWD. Normally its just my mom, but today it was my dad too. Its not like I fucking didnt fucking clean already, and they're yelling at me to fucking clean more?! What the fuck is this?! YES, people ARE coming over. but you know what? I did MORE than my share already. You're lucky I fucking even did ANYTHING, my plan for today was to go out somewhere and not come back until like 8 so that I didnt have to fucking deal with any of you. GAWD, you piss me off SO much. I know there's LOTS to do, but then why the fuck is it that you ask ME TO DO ALL OF IT?!
Wrap this, Clean that, take this upstairs, move this, take this downstairs, do this, do that, find this, put that over there, make that look nice.
And then what do they do while I'm doing all that shit? THEY CRITICIZE HOW I DO IT. DO IT YOURSELF IF YOU THINK YOU CAN TELL ME HOW TO DO IT BETTER. My gawd. The holidays are sooooooooooooo annoying with my family. My mom goes around trying to do everything for everyone outside of my immediate family. Which really is making me do everything for everyone considering she asks me to do fucking almost everything. Hint to everyone who EVER wants me to do something. ASK ME, dont TELL me or COMMAND ME, because then I'd just fucking ignore you. GAWD, i hate people. Arent the holidays supposed to be FUN? YES? WELL WHY THE FUCK IS MINE SO SHITTY?! I want out of this house RIGHT NOW. Maybe imma go for a walk.

Fuck, I wana go yell at my parents more, but then its just going to ruin the holidays more and make me more mad because they're more stubborn than I am. They wont accept that I'm right even though they fucking know it. My mom lost a few battles to me already and had to turn it around to something else, and I could tell she was bitter after and still wouldnt admit that I was right. If I dont fucking get a computer by the end of christmas, I'm not talking to them until school starts and I have to talk to them. I'm going out everyday after boxing day, whether its with or without people, I dont fucking give a shit, I just want to get far away from them. I'm gonna be a bitch all through Xmas Eve dinner and everything tonight now because of them. I feel like ruining their holidays like they've ruined mine. That wouldnt be too nice though. Whatever, we'll see how things turn out. I hate faking nice infront people when i'm fucking pissed off. I'm gonna explode on someone soon. It had to me my dad today, even though most of my negative attitude was directed towards my mom. He just happened to be the last straw...I cant think of the real saying...something bout last straw that tipped the haystack or whatever. Whatever. they thought they got attitude from me last night, ahahahahah. Wait til they see today. Funny thing also, they asked me "Why are you giving me attitude?!?" Opposed to.."Whats wrong Brad, why are you so mad?". The extent of 'care' from my parents. I see they love me soooo much, they care more about the fact that I dropped/threw presents on the floor rather than the fact that I did it to make a statement. That I'm fed up with them and their fucking commanding ways. I need to go for a walk..later.

posted by Bradimon @ 5:25 p.m.