Dreams.

Gearin' it up.

So it would appear that we are getting older. This is more clear not because of my birthday last month...but my fathers yesterday. He turned 69....69!! Goodness, I should be doing a lot more than I am doing right now.

I am trying, and slowly getting there, but I still act like a child and percieve myself as a child. When I walk by people I always feel like a child. Maybe because I still look like one...I guess I need to step it up a notch and work somewhere with some semblence of dignity instead of a restaurant...

I wish I was more mature...but I can work towards it and grow towards it. I will save enough for a down payment on a condo in the next few years, and I will have place to call my own and I will have grown up that much more. Saving...working...schooling...volunteering, sporting...lots to do and lots to think about as I grow up. Sure I'm a lot younger than other people I know...and I'm further along still but that really doesn't mean much in terms of maturity.

Lots to learn...lots to learn.

posted by Bradimon @ 9:02 a.m.