Dreams.

The End of an Era

So I'll be moving downtown tomorrow...
I've packed most of my clothes, pots, pans, dishes. All that's left is my handy-dandy computer.

I'm going to miss so much of my house and especially my family. So many memories...I dont think I can ever express how grateful I am to my parents for teaching me all they have taught me thus far. I'm positive they will be teaching me even more in the coming years as well. They've given me all the social tools I need to survive in this world, and sooooo much more.

Every inch of this house, every room, every little molecule of dust has a million stories to tell about my family. How we laugh, how we cry, how we love...I'm going to miss that the most. Its not like I'm moving somewhere far away, but its hard to be away from your family when you're really close to them like I am.

I know I whine and complain about them, but it only makes me love them more. I can only hope that the lessons they've taught me, and the person they've let me grow to be will be sufficient in this hectic world that we all live in.

I'm not going to sit here and lament about how I'm going to be sad that things wont be the same, but rather, I'm acknowledging that it is over, and basking in the glory that my family, and my home had created.

I look forward to the future, I am excited and scared...but this is what makes life so amazing. I will always love the times my family and I shared, and who knows, maybe they'll come back? But they'll never be the same.

At least I know, that whatever the future holds for me, I will have a solid base of 19 years which I will be able to look back on and only smile.

It is the end of an era...but also the beginning. I'm excited.

posted by Bradimon @ 2:30 a.m.