Sunday, August 29, 2004

And then there were 2.

Bye bye Catherine! :(

Hope you have fun at school this year! Only me and Christine here left to do our crazy dumpling parties for a bit, then we both ship off to school :(

We didnt get any pictures...shoulda taken some last night, oh wells. I'm sad, but excited. Its kinda a weird combo. I wonder how things are going to be this year. Very scared :P

I've got all these weird feelings swimming around inside right now, I cant exactly identify them. Some arent all that nice either. Some are mean, sadistic, and some are jealous, and some are calming and reassuring...its kinda weird. None of them are really coming out, everything kinda seems surreal right now. Leaving home...its weird. So weird. At least I'm only a subway and bus stop away from my home.

I'm not exactly looking forward to the plans this week, lots to do, new people to see, lots to do mainly. Gota pack up my room, gota pack up and clean up...then I gota entertain some people, and then I gota go meet even more new people at school and hope for the best.

I guess the feeling I can feel most is fear, but then its balanced by hope shortly after, but doesnt mean the fear isnt still there. There is the realistic-ness and non-overly optumistic/pessmistic-ness, woot.

Anyways, I'm going to go try and relax and just enjoy my time left here.

pEace~

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