Dreams.

Hmm

So work is done, I'm free for a month to go to school!

I'm excited more than I am scared now. I slowly learn to be more laid back too. I just want my nice relaxing life. Doesnt mean i'm not going to try to do my best to do well in life or school and accomplish as much as I can in this lifetime, but I want to enjoy it rather than fight it.

I know things will happen, good and bad, but I'll just have to role with the punches~

I have a hard time forgiving some people for past wrongs...but I try, I do try.

I now see the error of my old ways. I was way too forceful with people, when I just needed to accept them for who they are like a true friend does. I'm glad that I've learned that lesson this summer. Things are changing in a week, big things are changing, and I'm excited, but so scared. I'm going to miss my family horribly, but I also need to get away.

At least I'll be close enough to visit and talk to them whenever I want. Honestly, I feel like I might cry the day I leave...The thought of not seeing them everyday (though I dont always want to) makes my eyes water ever so slightly. I'm such a sentimental baby, but who cares, thats the way I am.

I need to plan quite a few things before I go to University...I'm going to be prepared, and I'm going to work hard. Why? Because I've grown up more this summer and I will be organized, and I will do my best. I release my fear of doing only 'above average' or 'medicore' and I will study hard. I better keep that up for the whole year and not just the first week.

My life is going to be completely changed...on September 2nd...

posted by Bradimon @ 3:08 a.m.