Attention.
Almost everyone wants it. Its funnie how you can see things like that. Some change their ICQ status to 'Occupied' so other people check it to give them attention, others change their MSN names to overly melodramatic depressive sayings.Why do we do this...? I admit, I fell victim to the first one a time or two or three or more. Is it human nature to crave attention? I think it is. Everyone likes to be noticed and appreciated despite the fact that they try not to be noticed. I think its all just a clever ploy in order to be noticed, subconsciously or consciously.
Why do I talk about this? I really dont know. I was just thinking about the times I've done that, and how stupid I was. No longer will I make cheap attempts to pray on other peoples sympathys. If I'm mad, then I'm mad, and people wont be able to look at my MSN name to know it, thats just screaming..."GIVE ME ATTENTION!! I WANT IT NOW!!" No no, I dont want to be that kind of person.
Of course I want attention, I've grown up with a spotlight on me since I was born, but will I go outwardly and openly seeking it in such a low manner? Really not. If I get attention, I want it to be GOOD attention, not something like "I'm a raging homo, look at me!" or "I'm super depressed and need the comfort of everyone because I'm a giant insecure train wreck!". Nope~! Not me! Maybe it works for someone else, but thats not my bag...baby :P
So in conclusion, I had a good day shopping with Grace and got some shirts, woot! Also learned lots about Lineage2, so I'm super excited!
pEace~
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